Cultivate a black technology god

Chapter 185 Confessions of Artificial Intelligence (6)

"'Are they German?'"

"'No, they're French. Let's change the subject. I'm a wretched outcast, unaccompanied on this earth. I'm going to meet good people I've never met before Me, I don't know anything about me. I'm full of fear, because if I don't have their shelter, I'm an outcast from this world forever.'”

"'Be not discouraged, it is indeed very unfortunate to have no friends. But the human heart is full of brotherhood and kindness, so long as it is not influenced by one-sided self-interest. So you should hope that if your friends do If you are kind and loving, then do not despair.'”

"'They were very kind - they were the nicest people in the world. But unfortunately, they were prejudiced against me.

I am mild-tempered, and so far I have done no harm, and, to a certain extent, I have done others good.But the eyes of my friends were blinded by fatal prejudice; they saw me as a monstrous monster who stood before their eyes as a good friend who valued love and righteousness. '"

"'It is very unfortunate. But if you are really blameless, why can't you remove their prejudice?'

"'I'm about to do it. And that's why I'm filled with fear. I love these friends so much, I've been helping them every day for months without them knowing .Instead, they thought I was trying to hurt them — that's a prejudice I hoped to remove.'”

"'Where do your friends live?'

"'It's around here.'

"The old man paused, and then said: 'If you are willing to tell me the whole thing without reservation, maybe I can help you eliminate the prejudice of your friends. Although I am blind, I can't tell you from your look You judge, but your words convince me that you are sincere. I am a poor man and a stranger, but I would be truly happy if I could be of service to anyone.'

"'You are such a good man! I am grateful to you from the bottom of my heart and accept your generosity. Your act of kindness will save me from a desperate situation. I believe that with your help, I will never be hurt by you again. My compatriots are turned away thousands of miles away, and I can't get their sympathy.'

"'That's unforgivable, and even if you're a criminal, that's going to drive you to hell instead of encouraging you to do good. I'm an unfortunate man myself, and my family and I are innocent but was found guilty. So you should be able to tell if I share your misfortune.'

"'How can I thank you? You are my best and only benefactor. You are the first person I have ever heard speak to me in a tone of tenderness and consideration. I will always be grateful to you. Your merciful Words convince me that I will succeed in my upcoming meetings with those friends.'

"'Can I know your friend's name and address?'

"I paused. I thought, this is the decisive moment, will decide whether I will be happy forever or sink into misery.

I tried to be able to deal with his questions with aplomb, but the effort took all the strength I had left.

I collapsed on the chair and cried out.Just then, I heard the footsteps of my young neighbors.

Not wanting to lose a moment, I seized the old man's hand and cried out,
'it's time!Please save me and protect me!Those friends I am looking for are you and your family.At this critical moment, you must not abandon me! '

"'Oh my God!' exclaimed the old man, 'who are you?'

"At that instant, the door of the farmhouse opened, and in came Felix, Sophie, and Agatha.

Who can describe the horrified look on their faces when they saw me!

Agatha fainted, and Sophie, ignoring her girlfriend, turned around and rushed out of the house. Felix rushed over with a stride, and a brute force from nowhere pulled me away from his father.

I was holding his father's knees.

Then, in a rage, he pushed me to the ground and beat me violently with a stick.

I could have torn him in half as a lion and a leopard tore an antelope.

But my heart was in pain like falling into an abyss, so I didn't fight back.

I saw him raise his cane, and was about to hit me again, and I fled the hut in pain, and sneaked into my shed while they were making a mess. "

"As soon as it was dark, I left the shed and wandered around in the woods.

Now that I didn't have to worry about being discovered anymore, I let out waves of terrible howls to vent the pent-up resentment in my heart.

I was like a beast breaking through its cage, crushing all obstacles in its way, and I was running like a stag madly in the woods.

Ah, how I made it through that miserable night!
The cold stars in the sky twinkled and seemed to be mocking me, and the bare branches dangled above my head. From time to time, one or two birds would make long chirps, piercing the tranquility between heaven and earth.

Everything in the world, except me, is either in deep sleep or in bliss.

And I was like a devil, suffering from hell in my heart, and no one would sympathize with or pity me.

I really wanted to uproot all the trees, level everything around me, and then sit down and admire the ruins. "

"But this is only a vent and stimulation for the senses, and it cannot be sustained.

Exhausted and exhausted, I collapsed on the wet grass, filled with despair.

There are tens of thousands of people in the world, but who will pity me, who can help me?Is it necessary for me to be merciful to my enemies?No!From that moment on, I declared war on mankind and vowed to be the enemy of mankind forever. "

"The sun is rising.

I heard people's voices, and I knew it would be impossible to return to my own hiding place in broad daylight.So, I found a place to hide in the depths of the woods, and decided to spend the rest of the time thinking about my situation. "

"The warm sunshine and fresh air brought me back a little bit of calm.

As I reflected on what had happened in the farmhouse, I could not help feeling that I had been too hasty in my conclusions.

I acted too recklessly.

Obviously, my confession has aroused the interest of the old man, and he is already on my side.

I was too foolish myself to expose myself to the horrors of young people.

I should let old De La Serre get acquainted with me gradually, and then, at a certain point, when his family is prepared for my presence, let him introduce me to them.But I don't think my mistake is irreparable.

After thinking about it, I decided to go back to their farmhouse, find the old man, explain it to him, and try to draw him to my side. "

"When I think of this, my mood gradually calms down. I actually fell asleep in the afternoon. But my renewed hope can't let the sweet dreams visit my dreamland.

I can't stop thinking of the horrible scene of the day before yesterday--two girls running for their lives, while Felix, in a rage, tore me from his father's legs.

By the time I woke up from the dream, I was exhausted.As night fell, I crawled out of my hiding place to find something to eat. "

“After filling my stomach, I set foot on the familiar path that led directly to my neighbor’s farmhouse.

There is silence between heaven and earth.I climbed into the straw shed and waited quietly, waiting for the neighbors to get up.But their usual time for getting up was past, and the sun was high, but none of the neighbors showed up.

I shivered all over, fearing that some terrible misfortune had happened.

It was dark inside the farmhouse, and there was no movement.

This feeling of doubt and worry is really indescribable.

"After a while, two farmers passed by here. When they passed the farmhouse, they stopped for a moment, talked, and made exaggerated gestures with their hands.

But I couldn't understand a word they said.Because they speak the local language, which is different from the language my neighbors speak.

But soon, Felix and another person came.

I was surprised because I didn't see him come out of the farmhouse that morning.I can't wait to hear about this unusual change from him. "

"'Have you thought it through,' said the man who came with Felix,

'You have to pay three months' rent and you can't get back the vegetables you grow in the garden?I don't want to take advantage of you, so I ask you to think about it for a few days before making a decision. '

"'Not at all,' replied Felix,

'We will never be able to live in your house again.I have told you the dreadful thing that happened, my father's life was threatened in the worst way, and my wife and sister will never recover from the horror.

I implore you to stop persuading me and take back your house. I don’t want to stay in this place for a moment longer. '

"Felix's body was shaking as he spoke. He went into the house with the man, stayed there only for a few minutes, and then left in a hurry.

Since then, I have never seen the Delassey family again.

"I remained in the shack for the rest of the day, in utter despair. My neighbors were gone, and my only link with the world was severed.

For the first time, my chest was completely filled with the flames of revenge and hatred, and I didn't want to restrain them, but let myself be swayed by this torrent of emotions, which could even send my thoughts towards harm and death. .

But when I thought of my friends, of De La Ceyne's kind words, of Agatha's soft eyes, of Sophie's beauty, all these thoughts disappeared at once.The constant tears relieved my pain somewhat.

But when I recalled how they treated me so roughly and abandoned me, the anger came back again.Since there was no way to hurt anyone, I took out all my anger on those inanimate things.

In the dead of night, I put all kinds of flammable materials around the farmhouse and destroyed all the crops in the vegetable garden.

Then, according to his anger, he waited until the moon went down before starting his plan.

"As the night darkened, a strong wind rose from the woods, and quickly blew away the clouds that were floating in the sky.

The wind whizzed by like mountains and seas, and a storm began to stir in my chest, causing me to throw off all reason and restraint, and let madness guide me.I lit a dead branch and danced wildly around the sacrificed farmhouse.

While my eyes were still fixed on the western horizon, the outline of the moon was almost touching the horizon.

I kept waving my torch as a small part of the moon had dipped below the horizon.

After the moon had sunk completely below the horizon, I screamed and set fire to the hay, heather, and shrubs that had been piled around the farmhouse.

The wind helped the fire, and the farmhouse was soon surrounded by raging flames.

The flames wrapped tightly around the house, and the wild flames burned the farmhouse like knives and forks.

"When I was sure the farmhouse had been burnt to nothing and nothing could be saved, I left it and went into the woods to find another hiding place.

"Now, the sky and the earth are huge in front of my eyes, and what should I do?
I decided to leave this sad place far away, but for me, I will be hated and discriminated against wherever I go, so isn’t it all the same miserable country?

"In which direction should I go? All I know is that to reach my destination I must go southwest, and the sun is my only guide. I don't know the names of the towns I want to pass, and I can't possibly go toward any Man asks for directions because I can no longer get this kind of justice from any other human being.

"It's been a long journey, and I have endured all kinds of harsh tortures.

By the time I left the place where I had lived for so long, the weather had turned to late autumn.For fear of bumping into other people, I could only travel at night.

Nature was dying and decaying around me, I could not feel the heat of the sun, the rain and snow were falling, the great rivers were freezing, and the ground was hard and cold, so deserted that I could find no shelter.

oh my god!How many times have I prayed to heaven to bring disaster upon the source of all this misery!
At that time, my gentle and kind nature disappeared long ago, and what was replaced in my heart was completely vicious curse.

Snowflakes were flying all over the sky, and the river was covered with thick ice, but I kept on going.

Occasional things along the way helped me orient myself, and I got a map of the country, but I still often ended up going the wrong way.

My heart is always surrounded by painful feelings, and it is difficult to find a moment of peace.

Nothing happened to assuage the anger and sorrow in my heart.

As I crossed the Swiss border, the sun started to warm up again and the land was green again.

However, something happened later that aggravated the pain and resentment in my heart.

"I usually rest during the day and wait until night falls and people can't see me before I go on the road.

But one morning, finding that I was going through a dense jungle, I decided to take a chance and continue my journey after sunrise.

It was the beginning of spring, and the sun was shining brightly, and the air was so fresh that even I felt a little bit happy.

I felt a surge of mild, joyful emotion in my heart, which had been frozen in my heart for a long time, but now revived.

I am a little surprised myself that I should have such a noble feeling.

I let this emotion overflow in my heart, gradually forgot my loneliness and ugliness, and finally realized a little happiness.

Again tears of tenderness flowed down my cheeks, and I even raised my head, tear-eyed, gratefully to the sun, which once again gave me joy.

"I walked along the winding path in the jungle, and finally came to the end of the jungle.

At the edge of the jungle there was a swift and deep river.The branches of many trees are stretching out to the river, and the buds have burst out on the branches, and the spring is strong.

I stopped there, not knowing where to go.

At this time, I heard human voices, and quickly hid in the shadow of a cypress tree.

As soon as I hid, I saw a young girl running towards my hiding place with a smile, as if she was playing a game of chase with another person.

She continued to run along the abrupt river bank, but suddenly her feet slipped and she fell into the rushing river.

I rushed out, and it took a lot of effort to rescue her from the rapids and drag her to the shore.

She was unconscious and I tried my best to bring her back to consciousness.

But my efforts were interrupted by a farmer who suddenly rushed out.

(End of this chapter)