Cultivate a black technology god

Chapter 183 Confessions of Artificial Intelligence (4)

"The characteristics of knowledge are so amazing! Once it gets into your mind, it will stick to you, like a vegetable stuck to a rock.

There are times when I wish I could throw away all thoughts and feelings, but I know there is only one way to overcome painful feelings, and that is death.

Although I don't understand what death is, I am afraid of this state.

I admire virtue and good sentiments, and I like the demure and refined demeanor and kindness and humility of my neighbors.

But now I can't interact with them, I can only hide and peek at them secretly, but this is far from satisfying my desire to get to know them and become one of them.

Agatha's gentle words, and the charming smiles of the beautiful Arabian guests were not directed at me;

The old man's kind advice and the lively and interesting conversation with the lovely Felix were not meant to comfort or please me.

What a poor wretch I am. "

“I was more impressed by some of the other content in their class.

I learned that human beings have gender differences, as well as the responsibility of procreating and raising offspring.

Fathers will love the innocent smiles of their newborn children, and are delighted to see the interesting scenes of children starting to babble, while mothers will use all their efforts and care to take care of their little ones.

I also learned how young people can expand their horizons and increase their knowledge.

I also know about brothers, sisters, and all the other kinds of relationships that bind people together. "

"But where are my friends and relatives?

No father has ever seen me as a baby, and no kind mother has prayed and blessed me with a smile on my face.Or even if there was such a thing, all my past life is a blur and blank, and I can't distinguish anything at all.

As far back as my earliest memory, I've been as tall as I am now.

I have never met anyone else who looked like me, nor have I met anyone who claimed to have any relationship or connection with me.

So what am I?

The question popped up in my mind again, but I couldn't answer it, I could only groan in pain. "

"Over time, I began to understand what my friends were going through.

Their stories stuck in my mind, and I couldn't get them out of my head, because everything in it had twists and turns that were so amazing to a man who had no experience of the world. "

"The old man's name is De La Sai, and he is a descendant of a famous French family.

For many years, his family was well-to-do and wealthy, not only friends of comparable family status loved him, but also celebrities with higher status respected him.

His son joined the army to serve his country, and Agatha was among the highest-ranking aristocratic girls at the time.

A few months before I came to this place, they lived in a great and luxurious city called Paris.

They are surrounded by friends and can use money to buy all kinds of elegant, sophisticated and romantic life enjoyments. "

“Sophie’s father was the cause of their family’s downfall.

He was a Turkish businessman who had always settled in Paris.Later, I don't know why it annoyed the French government.

He was arrested and imprisoned by the French authorities just as his daughter was rushing from Constantinople to join him.After an interrogation and a court session, he was sentenced to death.

The injustice that existed in the trial was very obvious, and the matter was heard all over Paris.

In fact, the main reason for his death sentence was his pagan beliefs and his vast wealth, rather than the listed crimes. "

"Felix happened to be present when he was tried.

When he heard the court's verdict, he was filled with indignation and anger.

He secretly swore that he must be rescued, and then he began to think of a way.

He tried several times to sneak into the prison, but all failed.

Finally, once, he discovered that there was an unguarded corner of the prison, where there was a window closed by iron bars, and below the window was the cell where the unfortunate **** was imprisoned;
The man was in shackles, desperately awaiting a brutal sentence.

One night, Felix sneaked to the window and told the Turks about his rescue plan.

After the man heard this, he was surprised and delighted, and immediately promised that after the matter was successful, he would use a lot of money as a reward.

He thought that there must be a brave man under a heavy reward, but Felix didn't care about his reward.

Sophie, who happened to be visiting her father that day, gestured to Felix to express her gratitude.

When Felix saw the beautiful Sophie, he couldn't help sighing secretly that the prisoner really possessed a priceless treasure, which was enough to repay the difficulties and dangers he was about to face. "

"The Turk saw right away that his daughter had attracted Felix at first sight.

In order to keep the young man under his control so that he would be completely devoted to him, he immediately promised to marry Sophie to him as soon as he could get out of prison and reach a safe place.

Although Felix longed for this possibility, so that he could obtain lifelong happiness, he had a pure heart after all, so he did not accept the reward proposed by the Turks. "

"In the next few days, Felix has been making various preparations for the Turkish businessman's escape from prison.

During this time he also received several letters from Sophie, which aroused his greater enthusiasm.

With the help of her father's servant, an old man who knows French, the girl confides her heart in the mother tongue of her admirer.

She expressed her gratitude to Felix for his generous help to her father in the warmest language in the world, and at the same time she lamented her unfortunate fate. "

"Sophie mentioned in her letter that her mother was a Christian Arab who was taken away by the Turks and enslaved.

Sophie's father was so enamored with her beauty that he married her.Young girls always speak of their mothers with great enthusiasm and praise.

Her mother was born free, but was reduced to slavery, and was not freed until later.

She educates her daughter with Christian teachings, encourages her daughter to work hard to increase her knowledge, and asks her to cultivate an independent spirit, but this is forbidden for Christian female believers.

The woman has passed away, but her teachings left a deep imprint on Sophie's heart.Sophie resented the thought of having to go back to Asia in the future.

In that place, she was imprisoned in the boudoir all day long, and at most she could only play some childish games for entertainment, all of which completely violated her soul pursuit.

Her mind was more accustomed to broad minds and noble manners.

She was excited at the thought of marrying a Christian and staying in a country where women could hold a certain status. "

"The day came for the execution of the Turk, but the night before the execution, the Turk escaped from prison.

Before dawn the next day, he was dozens of miles away from Paris.

Felix had obtained several passports in advance, in the names of his father, his sister, and himself.

Before that, he revealed his plan to his father.

To help him hide from others, his father left his property with his daughter and hid in a secluded part of Paris.

“Felix took the two fugitives across half of France to Lyon, and then over the Mount Cheney to Leghorn in Italy.

The businessman decided to stay there for a while, and then waited for the opportunity to sneak into the area under Turkish jurisdiction.

"Sophie decided to stay by her father's side until he left Leghorn and fulfilled his promise to marry her to Felix.

Felix has been living with them, hoping to get what he wants.

During this period of time he had a good time with the Arab girl, who showed Felix her most frank and simple mind.

They talk to each other mainly through other people's translators, and sometimes communicate emotions with their eyes.

Shafi also sang many national folk songs to her lover to express her deep feelings. "

"On the surface, the Turk approved his daughter's intimacy with the young Felix, in order to give hope to the lovers. But in fact, he had another plan in his heart.

He did not want to marry his daughter to a Christian, but he was afraid that his indifference would offend Felix, who knew very well that his fate was still in Felix's hands.

If he were offended, he might report himself to the local Italian authorities.

He racked his brains and tried all the tricks, and finally decided to delay for a while and deal with it, and when the time was right, he would sneak away with his daughter.

At this time, news came from Paris, which virtually enabled his wishful thinking to be implemented. "

“The French government is very angry about the escape of prisoners from prison and will spare no effort to find out the masterminds who helped the prisoners escape.

Soon, Felix's affair was revealed, and de Lacey and Agatha were both arrested and imprisoned.

When Felix heard the news, he suddenly woke up from his dream.

His elderly and blind father and his gentle and quiet sister are suffering in the stinky dungeon at the moment, but he himself is at ease, talking about love with his sweetheart and staying together all day long.

Thinking of these, he felt like sitting on pins and needles.

He immediately negotiated with the Turkish businessman that if the Turks had a chance to escape back to Turkey before he returned to Italy, he would let Sophie board in a local convent.

Then he said goodbye to his beloved Arab girl and hurried back to Paris.

He turned himself in to the government, hoping that his father and sister would be acquitted. "

"But his ideas fell through.

The three of them spent five months in prison before the court hearing began.

The court sentenced them to be deprived of all their property and exiled abroad for life. "

"Then they found shelter in a dilapidated hut in Germany.

This is where I later met them.

Felix soon learned that the treacherous Turk, who had brought his family to such unheard-of misery, was ungrateful when he heard that his savior was ruined and impoverished, He fled Italy with his daughter without shame.

He also insultingly sent Felix a paltry sum of money, which, in his own words, was for Felix's future sustenance. "

"These things literally broke Felix's heart, and made him the most miserable man in the family, as I saw him in the first place.

He can endure poverty, and he has something to be proud of even if his virtues are meted out by others.

But the ingratitude of the Turks, and the loss of hearing from his beloved Sophie, were the more painful and unhealing wounds.

Now, Sophie's sudden appearance injected new life into his soul.

"At that time, when the news of Felix's deprivation of property and status reached Leghorn, the Turkish merchant ordered his daughter not to miss her lover any more, but to prepare to return to Turkey.

Sophie was open-minded and open-minded by nature. She was very angry when her father was so arrogant and unreasonable.

She wanted to persuade her father, but he was furious and forced his daughter to obey. "

"A few days later, the Turk came to his daughter's house and angrily told Shafie that he believed that his whereabouts had been discovered and that the Leghorn authorities would soon hand him over to the French government.

He has hired a ship and will return to Constantinople at once, only a few hours sailing time.

He planned to leave his daughter temporarily under the care of a loyal servant of his, and then take her back to Turkey after his large property arrived in Leghorn. "

"When the Turks left and Sophie was left alone, she knew it was time to make up her own mind.

She no longer wants to live in Turkey, because her religious beliefs, thoughts and feelings are completely incompatible with the customs and customs of that place.

Some of her father's letters fell into her hands, from which she learned that her lover had been exiled, and also learned of his present whereabouts.

Sophie hesitated for a while, but finally she made up her mind.

She took some of her jewelry and money, and a personal maid, and left Italy for Germany.Although this maid is a native of Leghorn, she can speak basic Turkish. "

"She arrived safely in a German town, which was about sixty miles away from the De Lacey home. But then her maid fell ill and became seriously ill. Although Sophie took good care of her, the poor girl still couldn't. died.

Sophie was left alone, completely ignorant of the language, and ignorant of the local customs.

However, she finally met a kind person.

Her Italian maid once told others where they were going, so after the maid died, the mistress of the house where they were temporarily staying had someone take Sophie safely to her lover's residence. "

"That's the twists and turns of the family I love, and it left a very deep impression on me.

I learned from it a broad picture of social life, and I admired their virtues more than ever before, and despised the ugly side of human nature. "

“Up to that point I had thought that crime and evil were very far away from me, and that all I saw before my eyes would always be kindness and generosity.

There is an impulse in my heart from time to time, hoping that I can play my own role on the stage of life where various good deeds are constantly being performed.

But when it comes to my entire mental growth process, there is one thing that must not be overlooked.

That happened in early August of that year. "

(End of this chapter)