The language of color in Ye Luoli's Fairy Dream

Chapter 225
Yebai, you are the only light I met in this long darkness.

——Yan Nian

I am Yan Nian, Yan Nian who has lost the memory of Elder Brother and whose horoscope is a catastrophe.

I don't know what I've forgotten, but I'm definitely not what I remember in my mind.

Such an arrogant and domineering fairy, how could it be me?

Besides, although the fairies in this fairyland are afraid of me, the strangeness in their eyes is real, and I hope they will lie to me again.

I looked at the girl who was wearing the same clothes as me not far away, and my eyes narrowed slightly:
Shi Wang said that the purpose of my birth was to protect her, and my memory told me the same.

However, they are all lying to me, whether it is time or memory, I can sensitively detect that they are all telling lies.

Including Shi Jian who has been around me to take care of me, and Hua Mizhen who is very gentle and considerate to me.

As soon as I met them, a powerful anger and deep-seated resentment erupted in my heart, but I still promised that I would protect Shiyu, the world.

Even if they are lying, the idea of ​​protecting this world seems to be engraved in their bones and cannot be erased.

Then it is acceptable to protect the time language.

Later, when Shi Wang and Hua Mizhen died, I took care of the funeral affairs and did not tell Shi Yu and Shi Jian.

It's not that I don't say anything, but they turn around and leave every time they come to the palace, and I don't have time to say a word.

Forget it, it's good that they don't know, or else there will be another round of accusations and unbearable scolding.

Shiyu, I neither look down on it, nor worry about it.

It doesn't matter if she is willing to pretend to be close sisters with me.

By the way, when it comes to sisters, no one can compare with sister Ran.

Sister Ran is a fairy I accidentally rescued. She is an ice fairy and an ice princess in the fairyland.

But such a princess has no name, so I gave her a name.

Someone once told me that choosing a name should have a good meaning and bring people good luck, so I thought of a name suitable for my sister.

But who is that fairy?

Strange, I can't remember... But he seems to be very important to me, I will live, wait for him, wait...

Wait for one, the fairy called Su Quercus.

It's okay, now I have sister Ran with me, and...

Yan Lingmo.

I have been treating them with my heart and protecting them, but from the moment I brought Ling Lie and Ye Bai back, I knew everything had changed.

Everything started to change.

She seems to have fallen in love with Ling Lie in Shiyu, because of the word love, she became crazy, and she didn't want to reduce it by herself even if she was jealous like before.

But Ling Lie seemed to be an accident to her, and it was also the fuse of all her resentment towards me.

What happened afterward?
Later, Shi Jian and Ling Lie became slaves of darkness for some reason, and I didn't have much to do.

Fairyland rules are rules, but Shi Yu begged me not to kill them.

I agreed, and I promised to expel only the two of them to the human world, and they would come back after reincarnating a hundred lives.

But Shi Yu was too paranoid, or she had too much prejudice against me, she said I was cruel, that I was vicious.

But the rules of the fairyland are that if the fairies in the fairyland voluntarily fall into the darkness and kill the fairies, they will imprison their souls and be tortured by flames and ice for ten thousand years.

Besides, although I am the master of colors, I am not the master of fairyland, and I cannot and will not change the laws and regulations.

But I didn't expect that I would meet, see that elder brother that I engraved in my heart, he is really my elder brother...

My memory, back.

Brother, I miss you, I miss you so much, don’t leave me behind, why are you...

I really want to hug my elder brother, miss him so much, but sister Ran and the others hold me back, saying that he is not my elder brother.

How could it be, he is my elder brother, those eyes, he is my elder brother.

However, they said that he is the Lord of Darkness, he controlled Ling Lie and Shi Jian to hurt the fairy, brother...

I shot him for the so-called responsibility, but one of my negligence caused Yan Lingmo to die because of me.

Even knowing that this is her and Shiyu's plan, my heart still hurts.

The feeling that someone you believed in and someone you cared about died because of you really hurts, and the feeling of being betrayed and deceived hurts even more, but there is nothing you can do about it.

I am not afraid of them betraying me, what I am afraid of is that no one will think of Elder Brother after my death, and I am afraid that they will all regard Elder Brother as the Lord of Darkness.

Obviously my brother is so gentle, brother...

I was so angry that I shot my brother.

I know that Shi Yu wants to kill me, but after all the ups and downs of darkness for thousands of years, I can't hold on anymore.

But elder brother, why should he die for me again, I, I am really afraid of being alone, elder brother...

I used the soul-condensing lamp and the spirit altar to nourish the soul crystals of elder brother and Yan Lingmo, and the thousand years passed quickly, and the darkness never came back.

This time, it was Yaoyi.

again……

Heh, I really don't deserve it, I don't deserve other people's sincerity...

I fought with Yaoyi, the hostility in my body broke out, and I was addicted to killing, but fortunately Yebai's voice brought me back to my senses.

Yebai, you don't need to know why I gave you this name, you just need to know that I regard you as light.

Even though I have never treated you superficially in this life, you are my only light.

I wanted to seal Yaoyi with my own life, but Yebai stopped me.

Seeing Yebai seal Yaoyi with his life, his heart was gouged out one by one, how could he be so stupid...

I don't want to live for a long time, I can't live anymore, my words and thoughts can't last long...

Yebai, you are my light, I am willing to save you with everything.

Even if I have been struggling in the dark quagmire and cannot be freed.

But you, even a faint light, is the brightest light in that boundless darkness...

Yebai, I'm sorry, I can no longer be your highness...

(End of this chapter)