The language of color in Ye Luoli's Fairy Dream

Chapter 224
I can always love and protect this world, but the premise is that this is what you expect.

——Yan Nian

My name is Yan Nian, and I am a person who does not know how I was born, no, a fairy.

I have an elder brother, his name is Su Li, and he named me for me.

He said that I must stick to the words and thoughts of my life, and my words and thoughts will always support me to live.

I love my elder brother, he is the person I love the most, even if I have the lover my elder brother said in the future, he will also be the person I love the most, and it will never change.

At the beginning, I lived an ordinary life with him in the human world, but as the human world continued to change, everything changed.

My elder brother and I grew up very slowly, they thought we were monsters, they drove us away, hated and feared us.

They blame us for all the evil things, saying that we have brought disasters and will destroy mankind.

Brother keeps getting hurt, we keep running away, all because we can't hurt them.

My elder brother said that they hurt us and hate us because of ignorance, but we, as fairies, cannot hurt them, because they are life.

Later, elder brother originally said that he would take me to Lingshan to settle down.

But we were discovered, those people chased us up to Lingshan, my elder brother was injured and couldn't escape.

He summoned the gate of the fairyland and let me go. If I didn't want him, he would push me in, telling me not to resent, but to live well.

I cried and begged him to come in, but he didn't. He said he would come back to me.

I fainted because of emotional instability and spiritual instability in my body.

When I woke up again, I was saved by Hua Mizhen, the mistress of the fairyland, and Shi Wang, the master of the fairyland.

Hua Mizhen said she would save my elder brother, she said so.

On the second day, I originally thought that I could stay with my elder brother forever in this peaceful fairyland, but I didn't...

I saw my elder brother covered in resentment and darkness, falling into hatred, I was afraid, afraid that my elder brother would not come back.

The master of the fairyland is a bad guy.

He, he used me as a bait to lure Elder Brother into his trap, and he designed Elder Brother to turn Elder Brother into the Lord of Darkness.

When my elder brother and I were extremely weak, he personally...

I killed Elder Brother with my own hands and let Elder Brother die in my arms.

At that time, I really hated, hated, hated why I couldn't protect Elder Brother, hated why I trusted others so easily.

Obviously, my elder brother told me not to trust other fairies, why I just can't listen...

Brother, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all me, I should listen to you and not go out, if I don't go out we won't be discovered.

Brother...

I'm sorry, forgive me for not being able to listen to your words this time, and live without resentment or hatred.

I hope they will kill you and take everything away from me, even if I forget you in the future.

But I will, I will take revenge on them, I will.

It's just that brother, I didn't expect everything to happen so quickly, and I also understood that everything was his plan, and his purpose was not to kill you, but my fate.

Heh, hahahaha...

Just to save his own daughter, they will kill you, beat me again, and force me to agree to change my fate.

Just to, to break my heart, to lose my mana in grief, to be unable to use spiritual power in extreme despair.

Good calculation, really good calculation...

Brother, Ah Nian hurts so much, Ah Nian was beaten so badly, Brother...

Brother, I know you want me to live a good life and love this world well.

Because in your eyes, the world is not all greed and fear, not all ugliness, so you want me to live, and you want me to protect this world even more.

Brother, I don't want to, I just want to stay by your side.

I study spells desperately, and try my best to understand the human heart and accidents that I don't understand, just to be by your side...

That's it.

But Shi Wang, he forcibly changed my horoscope with Shi Yu, erased my memory about you, made up false memories to imprison me, and tied me to their daughter.

Brother, I don't want to forget you, why, why is there light in the ugly world in your eyes?

In my eyes, this world is like a boundless night, and I am a puppet trapped in it by chains, unable to get rid of this endless darkness.

Brother, I will help you, and I will help you protect the world.

Even if you are not by my side; even if I struggle alone in the dark to no avail; even if in the end my ending is that there is no redemption...

But it doesn't matter, because this is what you want, brother, as long as it is what you want, I will do it.

I can love this world, I can protect this world, but only if,
This is what you expect bro.

I know you will definitely come back.

Elder brother, you will definitely come to find your Anian, right?
Elder brother, I am like this, protecting the world while waiting for your return, okay?
Even if I forget everything with you, but these are engraved in my bones, engraved in my heart:

I want to wait for a fairy named Su Li to come to me. He is my favorite elder brother, and I will protect the world for him.

Yes, protect this world...

wait for you.

(End of this chapter)