Chapter 47

I gasped violently, and the feeling of suffocation squeezed my chest tightly, making me so sad that I couldn't breathe.

Is this the effect of poison... Didn't I tell you not to use poison that makes people so painful... That medical ninja, after the incident is over, I must settle the score with you.

But it seems that I can't care about these now...

I squinted Gaara, who was arguing with the medical ninja, and seeing his uncharacteristically anxious look made me feel very happy.

This feeling... how silly of me.

"Is there no antidote to take!" Gaara was still so excited.

The medical ninja shook his head tremblingly, his face pale. "If you inject her forcibly...she will move desperately...the tip of the needle will scratch her skin...is this okay?" The medical ninja thought about it and asked tentatively.

"Of course not!" Gaara pushed the medical ninja away and walked straight towards me.

The medical ninja was pushed to the ground, got up in fright, pushed his eyes, stepped out of the ward, and fled in a hurry.

He didn't want to be driven mad and killed by this hidden sand monster before enjoying his life well... It's better to leave quickly.

"Flower stem. Why don't you use the antidote?" There was no questioning element in his tone. Although it was such a question, I could feel that his worry was far beyond my imagination.

So you've been hiding from me all this time just pretending?

Stupid, stupid, big stupid.

"Finally you don't avoid me anymore..." I looked at him deeply, as if I wanted to find out what made him so abnormal in his eyes, but helplessly, I could only look at him from those blue eyes. Seeing the endless depth, there is nothing else to be found.

Hearing my weak voice, he turned his head unnaturally and said in a low voice, "I didn't hide from you."

"Ahem...cough cough..." I coughed violently, accompanied by the heavy oppression in my chest, it seemed that my condition was not optimistic, and I was almost in a coma.Can't pass out...I tortured myself with will, and I was detoxified after passing out...I couldn't say anything.

Gaara put away the unnaturalness, quickly helped me up, got up to get the antidote, and wanted to detoxify me.

But I knocked off the hand he stretched out.The antidote fell on the ground, but luckily it didn't break.

"Stop messing around." He picked up the antidote and wanted to inject me again.But I struggled desperately to keep him from moving.

"If you don't listen to me, I won't detoxify." I said stubbornly.

"Okay. You detoxify first, I'll listen." He looked at me patiently.

"You said...cough cough...but don't cure the poison in a while, you will leave..."

"Well, as I said, I'm here and I won't go."

I nodded and stopped struggling.

He held up the antidote and injected me.The sharp needle pierced into my skin, and a cool liquid was injected into it. The effect was obvious. I immediately felt that the pressure on my chest was relieved a lot, and my breathing became smoother.

His mind, which gradually began to be confused, also began to recover somewhat.

Shayin's antidote preparation technology has really improved a lot... This is the conclusion I got after personal experience.

"Gara..." I looked at him, more and more transparent liquid gathered in my eyes, and finally couldn't help it, flowing down my cheeks.The grievances of these days all swarmed up the moment he saw him and turned into tears, making him at a loss for a while after seeing him, not knowing what to do.

After being stunned for a long time, he realized that he should wipe it off for me.

The hand that touched my cheek was still so cold.He never seems to be warm... I remember a long time ago, his hands were always so cold.

And just now when I was lying on the bed in pain, I saw that he was so anxious and even going crazy because of me. Gaara, who is usually calm, did not expect to have such a cute appearance... I finally understood After understanding the meaning of Sister Teju's words, this time I completely understood.

The so-called love is the sense of happiness that ripples in my heart when I see that person is worried about dying for me. The so-called love is the deep sense of loss in my heart when I ignore myself. Sometimes, I feel the satisfaction that he cares about me.

I love Luo, I understand what love is.

"Don't cry...you...do you still feel uncomfortable? Did you use the wrong medicine? Are you uncomfortable?"

"I'm going to find that medical ninja."

Seeing me crying all the time, he thought my poison had not been cured, so he stood up when his face sank and wanted to go out to settle accounts with that poor medical ninja.When he turned to leave, I grabbed his sleeve.

He stared at his big, red, lifeless eyes.I asked "Why are you avoiding me..."

"I didn't..." He bowed his head.

"You have." I didn't make sense.

"It's you...the one who avoided me first."

"Eh?" I was surprised, where did I avoid him?Obviously I have been looking for opportunities to talk to him, but he has been running away, and he suddenly appeared after disappearing for a few days, walking with other unknown girls.

Just thinking of the adoration in that girl's eyes makes me angry.

I pursed my mouth unknowingly, frowned, and looked angry, "I didn't hide from you!"

"The day I went to see you in the hospital...you...your complexion was very wrong."

The day you went to see me in the hospital?I'm trying to remember what happened that day...

Hmm... I felt my cheeks were hot because he was close to me, I was embarrassed, so I forced a smile and found a lame reason to drive him away... And then... Then I fell asleep.Could it be that he has been awkward because I drove him away?

"You're alienating me." His voice sounded again.full of loneliness.

I looked up at him standing by my bed, as if he was very sad and sad about this incident.

He thinks I'm alienating him, he's been wrong all along.

Suddenly I felt bad and wanted to hug him.How did I forget Gaara's background?He has always been alone, even his most trusted Yashamaru betrayed him, didn't I promise that I would never betray him and leave him?I said that I would always stand by his side...but my actions made him feel that I was alienating him.

That's why he left disappointed, afraid to see me, so started to avoid me.

So all of this is my fault?

How the hell did I not notice this?When he left in a hurry that day, I only noticed that my embarrassment was not discovered, but I didn't notice the pain in his heart.

I'm sorry Gaara...

But I understand now.I get it all.

"Then you shouldn't..." My cheeks were flushed, and I hesitated for a long time before I said, "You shouldn't be walking with other girls..."

(End of this chapter)

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