Naruto Flower Stem

Chapter 46

But now I don't care whether others will comfort me, I just want to tell her these grievances.

"Temari-san... Gaara ignores me..."

"Ignore you? Why?"

"It's true, he seems to avoid me deliberately, since he saw me in the hospital last time, he seems to be a different person... I don't know what's going on, I want to talk to him, but he Every time it disappears without a trace..."

I wiped the tears from my face, not wanting to show my fragile side too much.I have never been a fragile person, and I don't want to shed my tears to others, it seems very cowardly.

I actually look down on myself for crying over such a thing.But I just can't help it.

Temari listened to my words, thought for a while, and then asked, "Gara went to see you, did you say anything?"

"No...but I think it's weird. When I was with Gaara before, I was never nervous or awkward, but now, for some reason, every time he gets close to me, I feel weird Feeling, I want to avoid him, stay away from him...so that day was also...I..."

I didn't go on.Because I really don't know how to describe this feeling.On the one hand, I feel embarrassed to tell others.

After I said it, I was worried that Temari-san would laugh at me.But Temari's reaction was beyond my expectation.She just smiled knowingly, a gentle smile.

She raised her hand and put it on my shoulder. At this moment, she is so warm in the sunset, as amiable as my own sister.

But what she patiently told me next made me think about it for several days before I finally understood why I was so abnormal compared to before...

"Huajing, there will be a very important person in everyone's life, and then live in your heart, you will regard this person as very important, this kind of importance is different from when you look at your partner, that kind of letting go In my heart, I will be nervous when I am with that person, and I will blush and my heart will beat when I am close to you. We cannot treat that kind of relationship as friendship."

"But... Could it be that... I..."

"Well, that kind of feeling is called love." Temari smiled, "Maybe you can't understand it quickly because you are still young, but I think you can understand your feelings for Gaara as long as you think about it for yourself. What is it?"

After Temari briefly explained what he wanted to say, he gave me a meaningful look and walked away.

I was the only one left again, but at this time, I no longer had tears.

I suddenly understood what Sasuke asked me.

The kind of liking that Sasuke mentioned should not refer to the kind of liking I understand.

I was stupid before, thinking that I like Gaara, and regard him as a very important friend, and I also like Sakura, Sasuke, and Naruto.However, the so-called love, what is it?
I have never considered this word, and I always feel that it is very far away.

I... I really don't know what to do, and the feeling of confusion occupies my whole heart.

The bits and pieces of being with him from 6 years ago to the present keep appearing in front of my eyes. His seriousness, his killing intent, his smile, and his few words seem to be clearly remembered by me. No matter what time it is, I All by his side.

So after so long, haven't I noticed the subtle changes between us?

Because of the growth of age, pure dependence has become attachment?
But no matter what, at this point, you should first ask why Gaara deliberately avoided me all of a sudden.

Well, we must find a chance...

When we left Konoha, Naruto and Sakura also returned to the village on a mission.But because I was in a hurry when I left, I didn't say goodbye to them.

But I think we will meet again.

Because through this assistance mission, our bond has been deepened.

I was looking forward to it, and I went back to Sand Hidden with Gaara and the others.

After returning to Shayin, I faced a huge problem, that is to find a way to stop Gaara who ignored me, and to express my thoughts clearly.No matter what the outcome is, it will always be faced.

But Gaara doesn't seem to want to give me this chance.When he sees me, he always runs away, flees, and disappears.

He wants to hide from me, no matter how hard I try to find him, it is impossible.

So, I became ruthless and found a medical ninja, coercing and luring him to prepare me a slow poison that was poisonous but not enough to kill immediately.

Before swallowing the poison, I didn't hesitate, I knew that I was betting on Gaara's worry about me, and I was deceiving him.

But such a self-abuse idea, probably only I can think of...

Sure enough, after taking the poison, a feeling of fainting and suffocation gradually invaded my whole body.If this medicine is not detoxified within three days, you will die.I knew this, so I took the poison on the night I received a mission with Kazumari-san, Kankuro-san, and Gaara.

The next morning was the agreed meeting time, and Teju, who found out that I hadn't arrived, came to my house to look for me. When she opened the door, she found me who had been poisoned all night and was about to collapse.

She looked terrified and quickly took me to the hospital.

After the medical ninja diagnosed me as being poisoned, he brought an antidote and asked me to take it, but in order to see Gaara, I absolutely refused to open my mouth to take the antidote no matter what.Wouldn't it be useless to take the antidote and endure such great pain?I comfort myself like this.

Fortunately, the poison is not enough to paralyze my nerves, so I have the ability to refuse all treatments before I die.

Gaara soon found out about my poisoning.And I learned from Temari sister that I refused to cooperate with the treatment no matter what and refused to take the antidote.

He who was unusually calm on weekdays finally couldn't bear the worry and anxiety that slowly grew in his heart, and rushed to the hospital without caring about completing the task.

Lying on the bed painfully enduring the poisonous force attacking my body, my consciousness was weak, but after seeing Gaara rushing into the ward like crazy, a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

Then I heard Gaara and the medical ninja talking on the other side of the ward.

For Gaara, everyone still holds a mentality of fear.However, at this moment, Gaara's eyes were so cold that the medical ninja was so frightened that he thought he was going to die, and he couldn't say a complete sentence...

"What's up with her!"

"She...she...she...was poisoned..."

"What poison did you get?"

"Yes... it's a chronic poison... if it doesn't detoxify for three days... it will..."

"What will it be?"

"will die……"

"Then detoxify quickly!"

"But...but she refused to accept treatment..."

"Where is the antidote?"

"It's right there..." With trembling fingers, the medical ninja pointed to a liquid syringe on the table beside him.The syringe contains a pale yellow liquid.That is the antidote.

(End of this chapter)