Can't help feeling for you: can't live without you

Chapter 35 Color Spinning Top (1)
She is like a spinning top of color, until the moment it stops spinning, no one can see how many colors she has.

The magazine was thrown on the black coffee table with a loose sound, and Dai Ailing's contemptuous sneer sounded in the spacious and somewhat empty room.

"That's why people can't reach the sky in one step. Yuan Jingrui really thought he was omnipotent. He dared to drag a woman like Dong Zhiwei who is not on the stage to come out and let the whole world see his jokes."

As she said this, she still tapped her finger on the photo in the magazine, her perfectly shaped fingers were painted with golden nail polish, and the small photo was even more blurred under her fingers.

Wen Bailiang was also there, sitting on the sofa, did not answer her words, but picked up the magazine on the coffee table, and carefully looked at the photo she pointed to.

The photo was published on the financial section, next to the large photo of Yuan Jingrui walking out of the Hong Kong Stock Exchange on the day of Chengfang's listing. It is very small, but the effect is like an entertainment headline. It looks like it was secretly photographed at a street corner at night. .In the photo are Yuan Jingrui and Dong Zhiwei, the two standing in front of the siu mei grill at night, he is holding her hand, with a smile on his face, even from one side, it can be seen that he is extremely satisfied, while Dong Zhiwei lowers his head slightly , because of the shooting angle, only half of her face can be seen, but it is unprecedentedly beautiful, as if it has been changed by some magical power, and the whole person has become different.

There is a long report next to it, and he wants to turn his attention to those words, but the tingling in front of his eyes, the feeling of being burned by that picture - he can't express it yet, because he knows that the woman beside him is paying attention all the time look at his expression.

He breathed silently after opening the magazine, closed it twice, put it back on the coffee table, turned his head and said to Dai Ailing, "Are you going to start? The lawyers are ready, Zhang Dafeng and Zhang Dacai The day is bothering our people."

She walked behind him, bent down, stretched her hands from behind and opened the magazine in front of him again, her face was pressed against his, and the voice was right next to his ear.

"The two of them... what do you think?"

There is constant heating in the room. Dai Ailing is only wearing a sleeveless top. Her arms are cool and slippery, like two snakes crossing his skin. The smell of her perfume penetrates into his nose, staining his skin. On his body, he suddenly had an urge to stand up and push her away, but he quickly held back, turned his face away, and kissed her bare arm.

After returning from Hong Kong, everything he lost has come back, and more and better than before, he is now a well-deserved upstart in the circle, whoever sees him should not bow his head.

He will no longer be confused, and let himself forget who gave it to him, and he has to pay for everything he gets. He doesn't think it's unfair, not to mention that he has now seen through what this woman, Dai Ailing, wants. does he love herHe can pretend to love her. Acting is addictive. He has gotten used to it and mastered the knack. Sometimes, even he himself has the feeling that it is difficult to distinguish between the real and the fake.

"Do you want to hear the truth?"

She laughed after being kissed by him, her answering voice became much softer, she tightened her arms again, and said close to his ear, "Of course, if you tell lies, be careful that I will strangle you to death."

He turned his face to look at the photo again. Dong Zhiwei's hand was held in Yuan Jingrui's palm, and her shoulder was pressed against his arm. He felt his stomach twitch.

Physical honesty is really not a good thing.

"I'm not happy," he said.

She raised her body slightly, but he stretched out two hands to hold her arm, and continued, "That man actually picked up the woman I lost. I thought he was a worthy opponent. Now this man makes me It feels a lot less fun.”

She laughed, not only happy, but also proud.

In the past, every time she mentioned Dong Zhiwei in front of him, Wen Bailiang would answer her with sentences like "Why did you mention her?" A person would only say that when he still couldn't let go of another person, But now Dong Zhiwei is no longer in his answer, all he cares about is his opponent.

She likes to see his ambitious appearance, and she is the only one who can satisfy his ambition in this world, and only she can achieve what he wants, without her, he will accomplish nothing.

She also likes the feeling of being able to control everything, and prefers the feeling of being able to control him. He makes her feel like owning him. Of course, correspondingly, she will not treat her beloved man badly.

"Don't worry, everything has been prepared. After Cheng Fang's quarterly report for this season comes out, Lynn will start the debt-to-equity swap process, requesting equity allotment and increasing capital injection to dilute Yuan Jingrui's shares. The shares he currently holds It belongs to him and Cheng Huimei, and the combined amount is 33%. Once the Zhang family's lawsuit starts, the part Cheng Huimei left to him must be frozen. We're both taking big bucks, and this time we have a good chance of winning."

Wen Bailiang frowned, "But those two idiots surnamed Zhang messed things up once, and Yuan Jingrui kept a close eye on them. I'm afraid he already has a countermeasure against them."

Dai Ailing put her hands back, went around to the sofa to talk to Wen Bailiang face to face, "Even if the Zhang brothers don't work, I still have a trump card in my hand."

"What trump card?" Wen Bailiang asked urgently.

She threw the magazine aside, a mysterious smile appeared on her face, she looked in a great mood, and she winked at him.

"Secret, take your time to guess."

He was still frowning, and she stretched out her hand to pinch the place between his brows, and said with a smile, "Okay, I also got this trump card by accident, I didn't expect it to be so smooth before, and you will know when the time comes. Also, if Cheng Fang is taken down this time, Lynn will need a representative director, and I have already recommended you to Han Mosi."

Wen Bailiang opened his eyes suddenly, the light shining inside made her extremely happy, and she laughed again.

Dong Zhiwei's life during this period has been thrilling and exciting, with ups and downs, and it is not an exaggeration to compare it with being on a roller coaster.

That night in Hong Kong, when she turned around and grabbed Yuan Jingrui and said those words to him, she knew that the peaceful life she had always maintained was broken by her.

Sure enough, what kind of activist Yuan Jingrui was, he was going to take her to attend the dinner that night, and he asked her inexplicably after being rejected by her.

"What's wrong with that?"

When he asked this sentence, his hand was still holding hers, his face was so close, his breath was mixed with hers, with a moist warmth, she felt extremely weak in his grasp, the confession just now had already After tearing away the last bit of her self-protection ability, being held tightly by his strong hands, she felt that her body was like a light and fluffy reed, which was about to break if it was broken, but she also felt that if it broke in his On the body, wherever it lands is good.

But the remaining sobriety forced her to say, "No, I don't want to."

Time has evaporated in his mind, the feeling of holding her is too good, he has maintained this position after recovering from the short-term sluggish state, now he is talking to her, but there is a paragraph in his mind The intermittent blankness, he has forgotten everything in this world except her.This sweet little person, he has thought of her for so long, so long that he is almost desperate, and now she is here, beside him, holding her hand in his hand, breathing with his breath, He couldn't help but want to let the world know how happy he was.

But her answer poured a glass of cold water on his rising emotions, and he frowned, "You don't want to?"

"I don't want to go that fast. If it's too fast, I'll be scared. We... can we take our time?" She begged for mercy.

The word "we" made him happy again. When she said this, she had a rare shy look, her face drooped, and her forehead was a little red. Unable to restrain himself, he lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead.

Dong Zhiwei is 25 years old, it's not that she hasn't been in love, and it's not that she hasn't had intimate contact with men, but Yuan Jingrui's touch made her feel like she had suddenly returned to her youthful girlhood. He didn't even kiss her on the lips. It felt like my heart was beating so fast that I could hardly breathe.

If she fainted at this time, would it become the biggest embarrassment in her life?

The phone rang, two phones, two kinds of music, Dong Zhiwei reacted faster than Yuan Jingrui for the first time, shrinking his hands while saying, "Call."

"Leave it alone."

"How can it be, it must be urging us to go down, today's banquet has..."

"Okay, I get it." He let go of his hand and sighed with unprecedented reluctance.

The expression on his face after he let go of his hand made her stunned for a moment, and then she couldn't hold back for a moment, the corners of her eyes and mouth curled up at the same time, and she laughed out loud.

Although the man acted so reluctantly, it was great, at least she felt that she was temporarily saved, and she didn't have to worry that she would act in this hotel room because of too much stimulation and make herself ashamed for the rest of her life.

But her laughter was immediately blocked by a solid kiss, and her shoulders were grabbed by the man who turned around. Not only that, he also said viciously in her ear after the kiss, "Dare to laugh at me!" ? Just wait."

Her whole face was red, and the smile was still on her face, and she didn't even have time to put on a scared expression for him.

At the dinner that night, Dong Zhiwei sat at a seat far away from the main table according to the original arrangement, and he didn't know what to eat.

She tried to find Chen Wenwen, but she never showed up. The pale golden beautiful figure seemed to have disappeared into the air, and suddenly disappeared without a trace.

She didn't know what kind of conversation took place between Chen Wenwen and Yuan Jingrui, but the result was that Yuan Jingrui ran to her room angrily. This must not be what Chen Wenwen wanted. She recalled the few meetings with Chen Wenwen, Every time she appears, she is dazzling, but at the same time, she is bleak by comparison. Even her past with Yuan Jingrui is something to be proud of, and the only time she shared life and death with him can't let anyone know.

But he actually chose her, questioned her angrily, and showed such a fragile look in front of her, making her lose her armor.

He must know that she can't hold on any longer, she thought angrily, the lips kissed by him were still hot, complex and chaotic emotions surged up, downplayed the disappearance of Chen Wenwen, and she didn't know how to face the confusion of the future The chaos caused Dong Zhiwei to remain silent for the rest of the dinner.

The people at the table were all unknown to her, and she was also grateful for this. The people sitting next to her were probably a few people from the media who were invited, chatting enthusiastically about gossip about the people at the main table, using words she couldn't understand. Cantonese, she has been in a slightly dreamy state, she wants to turn her head to look at Yuan Jingrui, to make sure that everything that happened just now is true, but she has tried several times, but she has not mustered up the courage to really turn her head back. past.

All this was too much like a dream to her, maybe once she turned around to ask for confirmation, everything would dissipate like a bubble with a "pop".

The dinner party finally ended in Dong Zhiwei's uneasy mood. She returned to the room alone, and all the lights were turned on after inserting the key card. After she closed the door, she stood there for a while, still feeling unsure of what was going on.

But a strange feeling suddenly brought her back to reality, and made her take another look at the tea cabinet by the door.

There are opened wooden boxes with many compartments on it, inside which are neatly placed various tea bags, from Darjeeling to Biluochun, as well as small packages of instant coffee and coffee mate. There are powdered sugar packets and small wooden sticks specially used for stirring coffee.

She has lived in this room for two nights, and she sees these things every day when she enters the door, they are so familiar that she can almost ignore them, but at this moment she feels that there is something missing on them, and as for what it is, she wonders for a moment Sorry.

The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted her thinking, she took out the phone from her handbag, the voice from inside was Yuan Jingrui's, and the first sentence was questioning.

"Dong Zhiwei, where have you been?"

She still couldn't get rid of the habit of being his secretary, and immediately answered his questions, "I'm in the room, what's the matter? Do you need me to go downstairs?"

There was a pause for a few seconds at the other end, and she heard lively and noisy background sounds, which didn't seem like being in a five-star hotel at all.

She knew that after such a dinner party, most of the people at the main table would find a private place to chat for a while and get in touch with each other. Yuan Jingrui is now a well-deserved upstart, who would let go of such a good opportunity, but the message from the other end of the phone The sound confused her.

"Jingrui." He said suddenly.

"Huh?" She was stunned.

"Call me Jingrui. I'll wait for you at the corner of the street. Come down." He said angrily.

"..." She lost her voice.

He waited for two seconds, then wanted to speak again, a very light answer came from the phone, as light as a feather, she spoke in a tone that he couldn't help, but it was gentle, mixed with helpless tenderness .

She said, "Got it, Jingrui."

Dong Zhiwei went downstairs after changing her clothes, and she went as fast as she could. Fortunately, she was dressed simply and did not need makeup, but even so, when she went downstairs, she still felt that she was being strongly pushed by a force. If you don't quicken your pace, you are likely to be pushed to the ground.

She saw Yuan Jingrui waiting under the streetlight at the first street corner on the left of the hotel.Hong Kong is a city that never sleeps. It’s not even ten o’clock. This place close to the most prosperous night scene is full of people. She saw him standing alone under the street lamp at the corner, smoking a cigarette. He was still wearing the dress he wore for the dinner party, but it was gone. I don't know where I took off my coat, and the shadow that fell on the ground was long, thin and narrow, trampled and straddled by countless people.

His appearance was nothing like the omnipotent and superior boss she was familiar with, but it made her want to get closer to him than ever before, infinitely closer to him.

Before she got close, he turned around and saw her, and smiled, with the corners of his mouth curled up and his teeth showing, which made her laugh too.

When she saw him for the first time, she never thought that she could see this side of him.In fact, he always smiles, unhurriedly, irresistibly, but with a sense of oppression, and he regards smile as a useful weapon.

But the way he smiles in front of her now makes her feel that he is transparent, and through this smile, she can see everything about him at a glance.

"Have you waited long?" She walked over to him and asked him, this place was too close to the hotel, she still couldn't help but mind and worry, when she walked to his side, she couldn't help but glanced left and right.

He pressed the half-smoked cigarette in his hand to the cigarette tray on the waste bin by the side of the road, and glanced at the time by the way.

"Fortunately, your speed is very fast."

She turned to look at him and asked, "Am I fast? Relatively speaking."

He didn't expect her to retort, he was taken aback for a moment, then glared at her and said, "Dong Zhiwei, you are amazing." After speaking, he grabbed her with his free hand.

In the past, she would never question him like this, but a subtle change happened in a short period of time. He gave her this right, and with the promise he made, he was happy to see such a change in her, and this change was Make him happy and happy.

She still couldn't get used to his touch, so she blushed all of a sudden, and he smiled again, overjoyed, "Dong Zhiwei, why do you blush so much?"

She pursed her lips and laughed. She didn't know why she was so happy, but she still felt a little uneasy, "We will be seen walking together like this."

He showed a puzzled expression again, "What does it matter if you see it?"

Dong Zhiwei tried hard several times but couldn't break away from the hand of the man beside him, so he finally gave up.

Forget it, this man's thinking is different from ordinary people, she doesn't want to explain any more, she just hopes that in this city where they are just passing by, the intimacy between him and her will not attract anyone's attention.

That night, he took her to take the famous Mid-Levels escalator without bothering the driver, just took a taxi, like two ordinary tourists.

The taxi turns into the cobweb-like small street, which goes up along a slope, and at the end is an escalator that can't be seen at the end. It goes up along the slope. Although it is late at night, it is still full of people. Very lively look.

Along the gradually rising terrain on both sides of the elevator, you can see all kinds of small shops. Most of them are restaurants and bars. At night, they are brightly lit. Almost every small shop is full of people. You can see from both sides of the escalator , You can also see the streets below, narrow, with many cars parked, some are very lively, some are so quiet that there are only a few lights.

Dong Zhiwei came to Hong Kong for the first time, and he was busy with work in the past few days. Standing on the escalator at this time, he felt fresh everywhere, and his eyes were bright.

He stood beside her, holding hands, shoulder to shoulder, like the most ordinary couple, looking down at her from time to time, kissing her hair, unprecedentedly happy.

It felt so good to get it, especially after such a long wait and torture, she made him feel that everything was worth it.

When the escalator reached the middle of the mountain, he asked her, "Do you want to eat?"

Before she could speak, he said, "I don't think you ate anything just now."

"how do you know?"

"I saw it." He affirmed, and pulled her down from the place where the two escalators joined, walked to the side of the road, and stopped in front of a barbecue stall.

(End of this chapter)