Can't help feeling for you: can't live without you

Chapter 34 How to say love (3)
At nearly seven o'clock, Dong Zhiwei had already changed into the small dress she used for the banquet. She carried the dress in her suitcase, and it was still the black dress with a collar and half sleeves. Pack.

Everything was ready, but she stood in the door with her hand on the doorknob, unable to move for a long time.

what to do?Is she going?What did Yuan Jingrui want to say to her?No, what he said is not important anymore, the important thing is, this time, can she still control herself?
She has exhausted all her energy during this period of struggling and maintaining her superficial calm. She is not a superman, and she met an opponent who was too strong. She has become weak, and even Chen Wenwen's sudden appearance Nothing made her stronger.

She didn't have to go, so that she didn't even have to talk to him face to face, and she could make him quit.

Perhaps this was the best way to deal with it, but the thought made her want to cry.

The sudden ringing of the doorbell woke her up, and made her take a step back abruptly, leaving her hand away from the warm handle that she had already held.

A woman's voice came from outside the door, "Zhiwei, are you there?"

The panic passed, and an inexplicable feeling came immediately, Dong Zhiwei responded, thinking when opening the door, why did Chen Wenwen come to her?

Standing outside the door was indeed Chen Wenwen, wearing a light golden dress with slanted shoulders, her hair was all coiled up, she was extremely beautiful.

When a woman appeared in front of other people after being so meticulously dressed, it would be considered impolite not to compliment her. She was used to dealing with people, even when she was so upset, Dong Zhiwei never forgot to say, "Miss Chen, you are beautiful today."

"Really? Thank you." Chen Wenwen smiled and replied, "You too."

Dong Zhiwei glanced at himself, raised his head again, smiled, and said, "You are too polite."

Chen Wenwen said again, "I want to chat with you, can I go in?"

"..." Dong Zhiwei glanced at the time, there were still 10 minutes before the time Yuan Jingrui said, she hadn't decided whether to go, but...

Chen Wenwen seemed to be able to read minds, and immediately said, "A few minutes, okay?"

Why does everyone have something to say to her today...

Dong Zhiwei had no choice but to nod, and took a step back, "Of course, please come in."

The two went to the terrace to talk. Dong Zhiwei was the only woman accompanying this road show, so each place was a separate room. The Peninsula Hotel is facing the sea and the mountains. From the terrace, you can have a panoramic view of the bustling night view of Victoria Harbor , the sea breeze is warm and humid, making you slightly intoxicated.

Chen Wenwen was very straightforward, she didn't even say a word of pleasantries, the first sentence was, "Zhiwei, I want to talk to you about Yuan Jingrui."

Dong Zhiwei pursed his lips, and answered her with a polite indifference, "Miss Chen, I don't think this is appropriate."

Chen Wenwen paused for a moment when she was rejected. She had only met Dong Zhiwei a few times, and her impression of her was always limited to being quiet and reticent. She did not expect that she would be so overwhelming when she spoke occasionally, but she did not stop there, but stared at Dong Zhiwei. His eyes opened again.

"Is it because you like him too?"

Dong Zhiwei was taken aback. First of all, she didn't expect Chen Wenwen to say such a thing. Then, the answer she immediately thought of was "What does it have to do with you?" But this sentence was too emotional, and she didn't like her own emotions. It's out of control.

Dong Zhiwei's silence allowed Chen Wenwen to find a breakthrough. She continued, speaking a little faster, "I know you like him, I can see that you are not his secretary? But you even went to his house gone."

Dong Zhiwei wanted to refute her in an instant, and asked her why she said this?But she was just silent, hiding all her emotions in the silence.

Chen Wenwen finally couldn't bear it anymore, "Why don't you talk?"

Dong Zhiwei raised his eyes to look at her, and said slowly, "Miss Chen, what do you want me to say?"

Chen Wenwen opened her mouth, closed it again, and finally showed a sad expression.

"I'm sorry, actually I don't know why I am like this. I have been separated from him for so long. What happened that year... I thought I had let him go, but we met again. I suddenly discovered that I have been separated from him for so many years Not with anyone else, not because I'm picky, but because I can't forget him. I still love him, and I want to start over with him, you understand?"

Dong Zhiwei felt dejected in front of such a straightforward confession, and could no longer maintain indifference, she lowered her eyes and answered Chen Wenwen, "Miss Chen, you don't need to tell me this, I just work in Chengfang."

"But I think it's because of you that he doesn't want to start over with me. Everything is my passion."

"I can only tell you that I don't have any special relationship with Mr. Yuan, and I can't answer your question on behalf of Mr. Yuan. The dinner party is about to begin. Ms. Chen is going to join us today, right? You don't need to do the last Are you ready?"

"Yes, Jingrui invited me." Chen Wenwen nodded, "I came to Hong Kong to try my best one last time. I'm sorry to make you listen to me, but I really care about him. He listened, but I was nervous."

Dong Zhiwei forced himself to raise his head to face her with a strong self-control that even he admired. Look, how inconspicuous this pale golden beauty is compared to her. Chen Wenwen has reason to say these words. She was with Yuan Jingrui before, she was the girl he had loved in the past, he was young and frivolous for her, and she still couldn't forget her love after many years, is there a more suitable couple than them?In the face of such past and present, what is she worth?
Chen Wenwen finally left, Dong Zhiwei only felt that she had done something that exhausted her just now, the hour hand moved silently, seven o'clock had passed, before she noticed it.

She sat down on the bed slumped, no longer able to take a step outside.

She envied Chen Wenwen's courage. At this time, maybe she had already walked in front of Yuan Jingrui and told him everything she wanted to say face to face.

As for his answer, what right did she have to guess?

There was a suffocating silence in the room, and the sound of the movement of the hands on her watch was amplified infinitely, every time it seemed to hit her heart.

You can't stay here alone.

Dong Zhiwei said this to himself.With so much work ahead of her, what would people think of her if she didn't show up at the party?

But the idea of ​​seeing Yuan Jingrui and Chen Wenwen appearing hand in hand broke her heart.

She was startled by a sudden sound from outside the door. It wasn't the doorbell, but someone was knocking on the door in a hurry. She looked at the time, and it was almost 07:30. Someone must be urging her to go downstairs.

It is impossible for her to hide in the house for a lifetime, and this dinner cannot be escaped.

Dong Zhiwei forced herself to cheer herself up, responded in a low voice, stood up to open the door, and when she put her hand on the doorknob, she saw herself in a black dress on the mirrored cabinet door by the door, everything else was pale Yes, flat, even she doesn't like it.

The door opened, and the visitor stepped in without giving her time to speak, and closed the door behind her with a backhand, with a muffled sound.

It was Yuan Jingrui, staring at her, with bloodshot eyes in his black eyes, his breathing rhythm was chaotic, he was holding a light yellow envelope in his left hand, and he didn't hand it over to her, he just threw it on the tea cabinet by the door—— It's like throwing a piece of waste paper.

She was startled, and before she could think of anything, she tensed up, asking him, "What's wrong? What's wrong with you?"

He gritted his teeth, "Dong Zhiwei, do you hate me that much?"

Shocked by the sudden accusation, she was speechless.

"You may not like me, but you have no right to push me to another woman, what are you thinking?" He approached her, frustrated and anxious, repeating, "What the hell are you thinking?"

She was forced to lean back slightly, flustered, "I don't know what you're talking about."

"It was you who asked Chen Wenwen to come to my room to find me? You told her that you didn't mean anything to me? Dong Zhiwei, I've had enough, let me tell you, what's wrong with me, I still like you? Where are you? Can’t accept me? We’re here today to make things clear.”

She froze, and couldn't help taking a step back.

The moment she flinched, he looked away from her gaze, and began to walk back and forth in front of her, and stretched out a hand to pull the neat neckline. He also changed his clothes, dressed in formal light Gray striped dress, but at this time the collar of the shirt was torn into a mess.

She has never seen him so restless, like a wounded beast, completely different from his usual appearance, she has been with him for a long time, and has experienced life and death together, Yuan Jingrui in any In people's eyes, he is always a controller, and he is always in control under any circumstances - even when he is on the verge of life and death, but now he is ruthless in front of her, angrily, she panicked, a hundred times more confused than him.

"I didn't, I didn't say that, I didn't say that to her."

"Then what the hell are you trying to say?" He stopped and turned his face to her suddenly, "Are you afraid that I will play with you on a whim? I really am not, I just want you to be my girlfriend What's the matter? I will solemnly tell you now that I want you to be my girlfriend. "

He swears in front of her, no longer aggressively saying I want you, but repeating irritably, asking her to be his girlfriend, her eyes suddenly blurred, she can't see clearly, her throat hurts sharply, struggling to think Talk, but can't utter a word.

Her silence made him explode. He frowned and approached her, "Why don't you accept me? Do you already have someone else?"

Having said that, he suddenly couldn't continue.

The sudden idea made him confused, he suddenly realized that his thoughts all along might be wrong, he saw her goodness, why can't others?Was she rejecting him not for herself, but for someone else?

She was confused at the same time as him, and took another step back. The room was not small, but it was definitely not spacious. She backed up like this, and her back touched the three-legged standing decorative table in the corner. There was still a fruit plate on the bed, and she tilted it together when it was hit by her, and it looked like a mess.

Even in such a low mood, Yuan Jingrui used his superior motor nerves to hold the table with one hand quickly, while the other reached out to her shoulder to support her.And Dong Zhiwei turned around at this critical moment, pressed both hands on the small tabletop, and at the same time used it to stabilize himself, leaving him with only a thin back.

His hand had already touched her shoulder, the black dress with a collar was so soft that he could even feel the temperature of her skin through the material, but her turned away posture broke his last line of defense, and he The hand that had touched her suddenly clenched into a fist, and this fist was also powerless. He lowered both hands at the same time, and even lowered his voice.

"You don't need to say it, I know that you hate me, I force you to stay, and I want you to answer this kind of question."

The turbulent emotions made her tremble, and she would rather he was calm, unhurried, oppressive, and even dangerous, rather than completely weak in front of her like now, like A wounded child.

She was knocked down, and she couldn't hide her emotions anymore, she turned around and grabbed him almost desperately, stammering, "No, it's not like that, no one else, no, I like you, I never Never hated you."

He instinctively held the hand she extended, but he couldn't believe what he heard. Excessive surprise and shock made him maintain this position, unable to move for a long time.

Then, a regrettable scene happened. Yuan Jingrui, who has always been able to do whatever he wants in front of women, was completely stunned in front of his beloved woman's first confession, like a clumsy young man who has just fallen in love. up.

(End of this chapter)