my naughty female president

The visa to go abroad was quickly completed, and I didn't tell Huai En before that.

I know that when she learns that I'm leaving, she will be sad. It doesn't matter whether I say goodbye to her or not. I just don't want to see her sad, so I chose to leave quietly.

The day before I left, I went to see her in the dormitory of the school. Her knees had scabs, and there was no major problem. I chatted with her for a while and then left.

My seemingly relaxed expression is actually a little sad in my heart. I probably know that this parting is very likely to never see each other again in this life.

If she really goes to the United States as promised, then when I come back, I am afraid that she has already left, because this is my plan.

Life is like a dream and has no boundaries, the wind blows clouds like snow, Qingping gathers and disperses, and the taste of the world cooks tea.This journey is about years, the time is so long, we all have our own end of the world to go, no one can predict what will happen tomorrow, every time we turn around, it may be forever.When she returns to China, God knows where we will be in our respective fates?

When I was leaving, she sent me to the school gate, and I said goodbye to her softly, and she asked me why I said goodbye in confusion.I smiled silently, helped her tidy up her hair that was blown by the wind, took a last look at her, and then turned and left.

My mood tells me that after all, I still have nostalgia for Huai En. She has already quietly walked into my life. Although it has nothing to do with love, it has already occupied a place in my heart. Like Wei Lai, it has become a ray of concern in my heart!
The first stop I applied for a tourist visa was Australia, and I didn’t plan the itinerary carefully. As for where to go next, it’s not too late to make a decision at that time. Anyway, short-term tourist visas can be applied anywhere, so I’m too lazy Then the itinerary issue is dedicated to research.

In fact, although I decided to take a long-distance trip this time, there is actually no place I particularly want to go. I rarely pay attention to foreign tourism culture, and I have never thought about taking such a trip before. The reason for this decision , the reasons for which need not be elaborated further.

The reason why I set the first stop in Australia is because it is said that the season there is just opposite to that in China. It is summer at the moment, and I really want to experience what it feels like to change seasons instantly.

Before leaving, I re-applied a mobile phone card, and I didn't tell anyone the number. During this trip, I wanted to disappear completely for a while, and I didn't want to contact anyone.

Sometimes I can get back to my original heart without worldly concerns. There are some things that I need to think about.

Sitting on the international flight to Australia, my mood was not as relaxed as I imagined. At the moment when the plane soared into the sky, I inevitably thought of the woman hidden in my heart again, thinking that I was afraid of heights and had sex with her. What happened in the past!
I think of the time when I made a fool of myself in front of all the government leaders in the elevator on the construction site and was disgusted by her. I think of the situation where I told her the origin of my fear of heights at my mother's grave. I think of the time on the top of Huashan Mountain She designed to trick me into saving her.

Scenes of broken memories became incomparably clear at this moment, and a complete picture was reconstructed in my mind. In the picture, she was standing among the azaleas all over the mountains and plains, with a garland that I wove for her on her head, Smile at me sweetly in the warm sunshine!
When the corners of my mouth raised unconsciously, I suddenly realized that I have always been powerless about these memories.

Although I have never mentioned it, I have to admit that in countless dreamy nights, in countless quiet afternoons or dusks, when I was lying on the deck chair under the grape arbor, when I was sitting on the reef by the pier , I will inadvertently recall past events that I thought would eventually be forgotten over time.

I sometimes feel that I should be really old. Although I am only in my thirties, and if there is no accident, my life is probably not over half, but my heart seems to have grown old in this harsh time.

Because only old people will use memories to comfort loneliness and use the past to nourish the years.

I know that the deepest knot in people's hearts is always feelings, which entangle our lives thousands of times. It seems that only by tasting love and hate can we be so indifferent.

How many relationships come and go in a hurry, and at the end, only a beach of past events is left, let us pick them up one by one in the remaining years.The fleeting time seems to have just aged a little bit with the waves, but the people in the fleeting time have long been scattered all over the world.

I even think of Lin Wei, Li Ruyi, Li Xue, and those people who have little to do with my life.

But more often, I still think of the woman who walked into my heart for the first time, and the woman who makes me feel pain when I think of it.

One by one, they opened my heart, but they were ruthlessly dragged out by fate after they entered my heart. Since then, they have been separated, and even thinking about it occasionally seems to be a sin.Sometimes it's not that someone is too fickle, it's just that the fallen leaves can't resist the blowing of the autumn wind after all, but helplessness is an eternal rule in reality.

The other made me watch helplessly, watching her die in my arms, and then slowly bring her to my heart, and Yin and Yang have been separated ever since...

We pursue the so-called happiness all our lives, but we ignore that there is never happiness in this world without a reason.There are as many prosperous branches as there will be withered autumn leaves.As much poetic and picturesque, there will be as much spring hate and autumn sorrow.

In this brightly lit world, no one can live a smooth life without being stained with dust, and no one can live unscathed.Life has never been absolutely stable. In the mud, no one will lend a helping hand. Only self-help can be liberated.

Because your life is just your life.

No one can grow for you!

Only when we are drunk can we know the true taste of the cup, only when we wake up can we know the coldness of human nature, only after experiencing barrenness and ups and downs, can we wake up, the happiness we pursue all our lives is just an illusory dream, wake up from the dream We are still alone!
And all these bystanders seem to have only time, and all the results need to be borne by ourselves.

The only thing that remains unchanged is the past, which remains the same year after year, and time seems to be irrelevant. Only after an occasional rainy season, will the memories be left behind inadvertently under the courtyard wall, stained with moss, and wet the tiles!Sunny and sunny, still brand new.

Through the porthole of the plane, I watched the plane fly over a piece of cloud, and I watched the mainland gradually go away, and then the blue sea, which was endless, and I couldn't see anything except the sea.

There was a moment when I suddenly felt extremely hopeless. As a human being, we were born in this wild world, and no one asked us to bring us into this world. From then on, we began to perform step by step according to the fate planned. , until the end of life.

After you die, he comes again. You don't know him, but you know that he will eventually walk the same path as you, and then go to the common destination, without exception.From this point of view, isn't life a desperate thing?
Those so-called wise men who so-called give meaning to life probably responded to this deep-rooted despair, so they tried their best to distinguish themselves from others, so that they could not live in vain.

They have neglected that in the cycle of life and death, their so-called meaning is just the difference between an ant and a mustard, and facing the endless everything is just a fate that leads to the same goal.

The season in Australia is indeed in midsummer. Although I know something about the relationship between the earth and the sun, I am still slightly shocked. It is just because the earth's axis is slightly off, so many subtle changes have occurred in this world. Probably this is the so-called creation of heaven and earth, I think.

After getting off the plane, I checked into a hotel I booked in advance. After a short rest, I started my solo trip to Australia.

I bought a local travel magazine and followed the above introduction to experience one by one.

I went to the famous Sydney Opera House. Coincidentally, the performance that day happened to be a singing artist from our country.

Let me have a deep experience of what is the real art of singing. It is unbelievable that he can perform both male and female vocals so perfectly. The opera house, the effect of the performance is simply amazing to me.

Later I learned that the man who shocked me was called Li Yugang.

Next, I went to Melbourne, the city of dreams, to the Great Barrier Reef, the Gold Coast, and the famous Wave Rock.

It made me deeply appreciate the magic of nature's creations. Standing in those landscape-like places, my heart will be inexplicably awed, and my mood seems to be suddenly enlightened.

This is probably the meaning of travel, I think.

After half a month, I left Australia and flew to Europe, so I went from summer to winter again, and I felt a sense of time travel in a trance.

At this moment, Europe has just experienced a heavy snowfall. I stand on the Cambridge Bridge and look at the river flowing slowly under the bridge. The cool wind blowing in front of me messes up my hair. Traveling through history.

Decades ago, the great writer Xu Zhimo left here a well-known poem and a legendary story about love.

For the love in his heart, he did not hesitate to abandon his wife and son and travel across the oceans to go to her side, creating a love that will last forever.

However, even if he is as infatuated as he is, he can't keep a relationship after all, and it ends in tragedy in the end.In the end, because of that woman, in order to go on a date, she ended up with no bones left.

Doesn't that woman love him!Naturally love, but the reality is like this, there will always be so much helplessness, she just doesn't want to live too torn apart, so she chooses the latter between love and peace.

If she can be as desperate as Miss Lu, perhaps this good story can have a perfect ending.

But if this is the case, then this is probably just an ordinary love story, and it probably won't be passed down to this day.This is exactly what the saying goes, only regrets will be remembered...

(Hey! What kind of stuff is this writing ⊙﹏⊙!)