my naughty female president

After a while, Huai En finally realized that I had never responded to her enthusiasm, and finally moved her lips away from mine. She looked at me blankly, and her eyes suddenly became sad!
Her lips trembled and said: "Uncle! Do you hate me so much? Why? Why don't you even want to take in the last trace of my attachment to you? Do you know that you are cruel..."

There were tears in her eyes again!He looked at me sadly and stubbornly, as if waiting for my answer.

I stood there numbly, a little afraid to look directly at Huai En, I wanted to say something, but found that I had already said what I should say many times, and blindly repeating it would only make her feel perfunctory, so I chose to remain silent !
I wanted to reach out to help her wipe away the tears, but she blocked it.

"You go!" She pushed me and pushed me back a few steps.

"I don't want you to care! I don't want you to care! You go!" Her voice was tearing, and tears rolled down her cheeks. She turned her head and bit her lips, as if trying to control her collapsed emotions, but finally she cried bitterly... …

I turned around slowly, and the moment I walked out of the room, my body seemed to be drained of all strength in an instant, and I stood in a daze for a moment in the corridor before walking mechanically to my room, feeling a pain in my heart.

I sat in the room for a long time, until the hunger in my stomach woke me up, and I realized that I hadn't eaten dinner.

So I got up and went downstairs to the restaurant on the street to order a fast food, but it was like chewing wax in my mouth.

I took a few casual bites and couldn't eat any more. Although my stomach was already empty, it was filled with another thing at this moment, and I couldn't hold any more meals.

I packed a portion of fried lean meat with snow peas, which she loves, for Huai En. In summer, when the snow peas in my yard grow pods, she always asks me to make them for her.

She was still happy then.

Now, it's just a different season, but people are no longer in the original mood.

I opened the door of Huai En's room and found that she had already fallen asleep, curled up facing inward. Although I couldn't see her face, I probably guessed that she might not be able to calm down so easily and fall asleep peacefully. If so, she might not be her anymore.

I put the food on the bedside table, patted her on the shoulder lightly and said: "Huai En! I packed the food for you, it's your favorite snow peas fried lean meat, get up and eat some!"

Huai En remained motionless.

I sighed, knowing that the sadness in her heart would not be resolved so quickly, and unwilling to keep silent, I had to say what I had said again.

"Hui En, you are a smart girl. I always thought you could understand my thoughts. You are a good girl. I can neither give you my feelings and promises, nor should I and cannot do anything to hurt you! You I have always understood my affection, and I am also very grateful. It is you who made my life colorful and changed a lot. I will always remember these in my heart. As long as you are willing, I am willing to be you Uncle forever!"

Huai En remained silent, but as I said these words, I saw her shoulders tremble slightly.

I gently pulled her body, only to find that her face was full of tears, her eye sockets were already red and swollen, and the pillow was already wet with tears.

She turned around and stretched out her hand to hold my hand tightly. She sniffed and tried to control the trembling of her voice, looked at me with wet eyes, and said in a broken voice: "Uncle! I'm sorry!"

My heart suddenly felt a sharp pain like being pricked by a needle, and then it became soft. Looking at her like a wounded kitten, she is still apologizing to me, how can she not make me feel hurt? pity!

I reached out to help her wipe the tears off her face, but they flowed again.I helped her up from the bed, called hot water to wipe her face, and then opened the food and handed it to her.

She didn't answer.

I signal again!
She looked up at me with a slight change in the sad expression on her face.

"Hey, just eat." There was a stubborn arc on the corner of her mouth.

I secretly sighed again, feeling inexplicably sad in my heart, poor Huai En, are you asking me for my last trace of tenderness in the second place?Or do you know that all I can give you is the only sympathy?
I sat down by the bed and started feeding Huai En!

Huai En opened her mouth obediently, chewing, swallowing...

But before taking two bites, her tears slipped down again quietly!But this time she quickly wiped it off, showed me a heartbreaking smile, and continued to eat!
Her gaze stayed on my face, never moving away for a moment, and she remained silent until I fed her the whole box of meals...

I got up and wanted to take out the lunch box and throw it away, but Huai En held my hand again.

"Uncle, can you stay with me here? I'm scared and can't sleep!" Her red and swollen eyes showed a hint of begging.

I hesitated for a moment, and finally couldn't bear to walk away under her gaze, put the lunch box in a plastic bag and tied it.Then put Huai En back under the quilt, and pulled a chair to sit beside her bed.

Huai En seemed to finally be able to sleep peacefully, and closed his eyes with a calm expression, but his hand was always holding my hand and never let go, and his palms were faintly sweating.

It was probably because she played in the mountains for a day, and was frightened by getting lost at night, which exhausted her spirit and fell into sleep not long after.

Looking at the few blood marks on her fair face, I couldn't help but want to reach out and touch her, but I was afraid of waking her up.

I carefully withdrew the hand held by her, put her hand under the quilt, got up quietly, turned off the light and exited the room.

The next day, Huai En's knee injury made it difficult for her to move, so her plan to play here for another day fell through.

The itinerary that was originally planned to return by train was temporarily changed to take a flight.

Huai En and I returned to the village that afternoon.When I got home, I changed Huai En's medicine again and asked Da Zhuang to drive from the company to send Huai En to school.

After getting the news of my return, Xiao Tang, Jasmine and Xiao Yu all came to my yard. Before I left, I had already told Xiao Tang that I had heard about Wei Lai, and I was here to confirm the news.

They came to my yard as a natural result of coming to confirm the news with me.

After learning that I saw Wei Lai, several people were happy for me, and they stayed at my house for dinner that night.While eating, I thought of Huai En again, and I wanted to send Da Zhuang to fetch her to eat with me.But think about it or forget it, there are meals in the school cafeteria, so she will not be hungry, if she is picked up, I am afraid that something unexpected will happen.

After the meal, I told a few people something I had decided on the way back, that I was going to take a long trip.

This trip to Shanxi with Huai En made me understand one thing, that is, Huai En can't control her feelings for me at all. Although she said that she would no longer have illusions about me, from her various behaviors It's clearly not what she said it was.

Maybe it's because of being young, the age of no turning back, and when the relationship is at its hottest, it becomes even more difficult to control it calmly.If I stay here and stay close to her again, God knows what will happen.

She has already promised to study in the United States next year. I can't let this happen any accidents. I think I can only avoid it if I leave for a while. I can't be a shackle in her life.

Although this may be a bit cruel to Huai En, making her departure more or less tragic, but other than that, I really can't think of any good way to get both.

That's why I decided to leave for a while. Naturally, if Huai En can't see me, there won't be any accidents.I can also take this opportunity to see the outside world. I think I have lived for more than 30 years, and I have never left the border of my motherland, so I think I can take this opportunity to experience the humanistic feelings of a foreign country.

Hearing this, Xiaoyu asked me why I suddenly wanted to go on a trip, but I found a random reason and prevaricated.

After hearing what I said, Jasmine said without thinking, "I'll accompany you!"

I smiled and shook my head, thinking helplessly, this girl still doesn't care about Xiao Tang's feelings.But I also know that Xiao Tang doesn't care about these things.

Without losing the opportunity, Xiao Tang added: "I'll go too."

"No need, the company is all supported by you now. What if you all go away? This time I want to go alone."

Da Zhuang said: "Brother, where are you going? How long are you going?"

I took a long sigh and said, "This time I may be away for a little longer, about three or four months. As for where to go, I haven't made up my mind yet. When the time comes, let's take a step and watch!"

"So long?" Several people opened their eyes wide at the same time.

I smiled slightly: "I have never been out of the country since I grew up. I used to have no conditions and opportunities. Now that I have the conditions and opportunities, I want to take this opportunity to visit all the places I have never been to. , life can be regarded as complete.”

"Brother Asheng, you're leaving. What if something happens to the company?" Xiaoyu said worriedly.

"You guys are here, what can happen in the company! If there is anything, Jasmine can decide it." I said.

"Then you won't come back during the Chinese New Year?" Da Zhuang asked again.

I smiled and shook my head: "I probably won't come back, so you don't have to wait for me to come back for the New Year."

"Brother, did something happen to you?" Da Zhuang seemed to realize something was wrong.As soon as he said this, several people looked at my face in unison.

I glanced at a few people, and said with a smile that I thought would reassure them: "What can I do? You are all my best friends, don't you know me? Don't worry, I I just want to go out for a walk, don't think about it, help me take care of the company with peace of mind, and wait for me to come back!"

Several people are silent.

After a while, they left, but Xiao Tang stayed behind.He gave me a meaningful look and said, "I'm afraid you went out this time to avoid that girl named Huai En!"

I was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.It seems that Xiao Tang still understands me, and even inferred the real purpose of my trip from my few words.

He couldn't help but sighed and said, "Since you know, you naturally know why I did this, so I don't need to explain too much to you."

Xiao Tang shook his head with a wry smile: "Brother, it's been so many years, why can't you give yourself a chance? Life is still very long, do you really want to carry the past memories on your back for the rest of your life? As long as you are willing to give yourself a chance If you have a chance, maybe you will find that things are not as bad as you imagined. Huai En is a good girl, and she can see that she loves you very much, won't you make him more sad by doing this?"

Xiao Tang's words kept me silent for a long time. He could see my thoughts from the surface, but he didn't understand my real thoughts.It's just that this kind of thing is difficult to express clearly in words, and I simply don't want to explain anything to him.

Xiao Tang looked at me with a trace of regret, he knew how to persuade me not to move, and that was all he said.Sighing and turning away!