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Chapter 122 Rebirth
"what?"

Gan Lu was a little dazed, looked at the person in front of him who was warming himself by the fire, and asked cautiously, "Did you save me?"

Zhong Wenxun turned around and spread his hands indifferently: "Otherwise?"

"Why did you save me?"

"Do you need a reason to save people?"

Gan Lu was at a loss for words for a moment, not knowing what to say.

"Why did you commit suicide?"

Gan Lu didn't answer him.

"Forget it, since I saved you, your life is mine now. Without my permission, you can't commit suicide in the future."

Gan Lu was angry: "Are you a hooligan? How could you say that?"

Zhong Wenxun opened his wings to show her.

"See, I'm an elf."

"That's a rogue elf, too."

Gan Lu turned around angrily and was about to leave, but was blocked by Zhong Wenxun.

"Then where is your home? I'll take you back."

"I ran away from home, and now I have no home, and I don't want to go back."

When Zhong Wenxun was about to say something again, he saw Gan Lu huddled into a ball, his eyes were empty and lifeless.

"You are not me, you can't empathize with me, I understand, but family members are different from family members. Some family members are the backing, while others are cliffs."

Thinking of his family, Zhong Wenxun stopped asking.He waved his hand to signal Gan Lu not to think about it anymore.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it. If you don't say it, I won't ask any more. Anyway, everyone has some secrets and past. It's inevitable to be alive."

Gan Lu didn't expect Zhong Wenxun to say such a thing, so she rarely smiled at him and whispered thank you.

"Is there anything else you want to do now?" Zhong Wenxun asked her.

"Yes, go to hell."

Zhong Wenxun looked helplessly at the person in front of him, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Isn't there something milder than self-abuse?"

Gan Lu tilted her head and thought for a while, then nodded and said, "It seems that there are some. If I can't die, I want to go to another city and try to start a new life."

"Then let's make an agreement. I'll ask you a question, and if you give me the answer, I'll give you a bag of silver coins and take you out of here. Of course, the premise is that you don't commit suicide elsewhere."

Gan Lu thought about it and agreed to him.

"It's still the same question. When does a person want to see someone but hold back?"

Gan Lu pondered for a moment, and said four words seriously to Zhong Wenxun: "You can't love it."

Can't get enough of love, these are the four words she hates the most in her life.But it was the four words that ran through the first half of her life.

No matter what you like or people, you can't get rid of these four words.

Those deep and shallow loves cannot be accumulated, and in the end, even my true preferences are almost forgotten.

If the mask is worn for too long, maybe it can really grow on the face.Thinking of this, Gan Lu shrank into a ball in pain.

"Hey, do you know? If it's not something you can't love, how can you resist the urge to run to everything you love?"

When Gan Lu said this, her eyes were full of disappointment.Like a pool of water in a cold night, calm but cold.

"You can't love it?"

Zhong Wenxun fell into deep thought.

In the silent night, the small fire was crackling and burning, and the two lost people sat together, unable to sleep all night.

Until the morning sun shines on them again.The light was a bit dazzling, the small fire had been extinguished, and Gan Lu followed Zhong Wenxun aimlessly.

Not knowing when she arrived at the station, Zhong Wenxun turned around, took out a bag of silver coins, and handed it to her.

"I'm going to find a girl now. She has the answer I want to know. You don't have to accompany me. If you want to leave, you can go at any time."

Gan Lu looked at the bag of silver coins, thought for a moment, but didn't accept it.She waved her hand nonchalantly, and said in a pretendingly relaxed tone: "Forget it, for the sake of being so kind to me, I can accompany you to look for it, and it's not too late to leave when you find me, as a reward. "

"Don't regret if you don't leave now. Maybe I will look for her for a long time. After all, I don't have any news about her, and I don't know how long it will take to find her."

Gan Lu nodded without hesitation: "Anyway, I don't have anything in particular I want to do now, and I don't know where to go. You are very interesting, and I don't mind talking to you more."

Zhong Wenxun smiled at Gan Lu.The cherry blossoms are in full bloom, the dappled sunlight passes through the gaps, and the shadows of the trees shake.Gan Lu followed Zhong Wenxun through the streets and alleys, and suddenly felt that she wanted to live a little bit.

A feeling I haven't had in a long, long time.Is it the feeling of being alive?The temperature of the sun, the scent of cherry blossoms, the clear blue sky, and the long-lost perception of the flowing crowd seemed to penetrate into Gan Lu's body little by little.

Gan Lu's brisk laughter came out, and she trotted a few steps to walk beside Zhong Wenxun.

"what are you laughing at?"

"I don't know, I just laughed when I wanted to laugh."

Zhong Wenxun looked at the girl beside her who was still staring blankly but showing a little bit of color, and showed an imperceptible smile.

"Fortunately, it's all over, isn't it? I also want to start trying to live that wonderful new life as you said. Maybe I have forgotten the things I really like now, but I will take them a little bit , to find my true self back bit by bit.”

In the fountain square, Gan Lu stood in front of them, with a smile on her face that she hadn't seen for a long time.

"Yeah, let the past go." Bai Muya smiled gently at her, "Sister, I hope you will live a new life that you like in the future."

"Thank you senior sister for your blessings, and you too. You must be happy. And you, elf boy, thank you for saving me. May you also be happy."

Gan Lu smiled and waved at them, walked briskly, turned and walked towards the station.

The feeling I haven't had in a long time.Although she still doesn't know where she will go in the future, she wants to at least take the first step towards a life she loves.

Buy a ticket to Aurora City, maybe she will get off at an unknown small station halfway, but she likes this kind of aimless and free travel.

Everything unknown in the future made her want to cry with excitement.She knew that Gan Lu, who could see old age at a glance, might have died in that river, that night.

Looking at the city gradually going away, Gan Lu couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth.The train carried her staggeringly towards the future, and she touched her heart that hadn't been beating so fast for a long time, feeling extremely happy.

It's the feeling of being alive.

It's the feeling of being reborn.

"Great, I'm still alive."

Gan Lu was talking to herself, as if she was thinking so in her heart, so she couldn't help but speak out.

"Living doesn't seem to be that difficult."

Yes, death is certainly the easiest way to gain freedom, but living may not be so painful.

Gan Lu looked out the window and closed her eyes happily.

(End of this chapter)