Ye Chan

As Ye Can's words fell, Lin Zixi, who was lying in her arms, suddenly raised her head, staring at her with wide-eyed eyes and tears streaming down her face, full of consternation.

In the astonishment, Ye Can realized once again that he was not Lin Zixi's Ye Can.

She smiled, and reluctantly said to Lin Zixi, "Although I am also called Ye Can, it is not the Ye Can you know." She took a step back, let go of Lin Zixi, and endured the discomfort all over her body. Lightly said, "This is not a good place to talk. How about I drive you to the hospital first?"

Lin Zixi's gaze has been chasing her figure, confused and blank. Ye Can feels distressed. She raised her finger to her lips, licked her lips and said at a loss: "Your lip seems to be broken. I think you should go to the hospital to deal with it."

Ye Can stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Zixi's sleeve away.

After getting in the car, Ye Can asked, "Miss Lin, how about going to the nearest district hospital?"

Lin Zixi, who was sitting in the back seat, was shocked when he heard the news, and squeezed his palms hard. After a while, he suffocated a sentence and said, "You don't even remember, right?"

There were only two of them in the enclosed space in the car, and the land belonging to Ye Can was invaded by Lin Zixi's good-smelling cold fragrance everywhere. As if immersed in the ocean of breath of the other party, Ye Can held the steering wheel with very confused thoughts.

Ye Can paused, and considered the words and said to Lin Zixi: "Well, I am indeed amnesia. More precisely, I am not the Ye Can you know."

Ye Can is determined to explain the origin and Lin Zixi clearly: "According to my investigation, I committed suicide in the winter about six and a half years ago, but unfortunately I did not lose my life."

"After this incident, I regained another personality-that is, your Ye Can. To make it easier to distinguish, I guess I would call her Ye Can 1."

Ye Can heard the sobbing sound, she reached out, touched the paper towel on the car, and handed it back: "Miss Lin, I know you must be sad now, but please wipe away your tears."

Lin Zixi in the back seat stretched out her hand, took the tissues given by Ye Can, and gently thanked him.

Ye Can said, "You're welcome."

She didn't turn her head, just a little bit of God heard a small sound coming from behind. At this moment, Ye Can's heart was like bubbles floating in the sun, floating, hanging, and finally bursting with a bang.

She thought, maybe Lin Zixi would feel this way when he heard what she said.

Although she is Ye Can, she is not Lin Zixi's Ye Can. For Lin Zixi, she is just the phantom of Ye Can 1.

But who wants to be a phantom?

Ye Can knew that she was a cruel person, but when she killed "Ye Can 1", she was doomed to not choose to play the social identity of "Ye Can 1". Because for those who love "Ye Can No. 1", Ye Can who has no memory of "Ye Can No. 1" is a fake, which is very cruel to both parties.

Ye Can heard the sobbing behind her gradually subsided, and then said: "The time Ye Can 1 appeared was between my suicide six and a half years ago and the ski resort incident three years ago. After she disappeared, I As a master, I have no memory of that time."

Lin Zixi behind him didn't respond, but listened quietly.

Ye Can felt a heart-wrenching pain in this silence. She paused and continued: "So, although I am also Ye Can, I am not the Ye Can who has a lot of memories between you."

Ye Can was worried that what he said was too mysterious, and added: "I know that split personality may sound too unbelievable for you, but it is true. I think so, even if it’s the same body, But different personalities also symbolize different identities, and perhaps have different souls."

"So after Ye Can 1 disappeared, I chose to announce her social identity and death. For me without this part of the memory, I don't think it is another me, but my twin sisters or something. "

Ye Can tilted his head, looked at the traffic lights ahead, thought for a while, and said cruelly: "I know you may have a hard time accepting this, maybe just think I am amnesia. But...I am indeed not your Ye Can."

Lin Zixi in the back seat raised her head after hearing these words, looked at the back of Ye Can's head, and said softly, "I understand."

Lin Zixi raised her eyes and quietly looked at the king in the diadem suit ahead, thinking that this might be the best punishment for her for not thinking of the other party when she first saw it.

Ye Can in the driver's seat widened his eyes when he heard these words. Hey? Understood? Just accepted it as simple as that? Lin Zixi's receptive ability is too strong, right?

Don't say anything anymore? Don't you think her statement is like a snake disease?

Ye Can's head was a little confused, and the next moment she heard the woman in the back seat softly speak, "But no matter which Ye Can it is, I am very happy that she is alive."

"Just being alive, I feel very happy."

Ye Can's hands holding the steering wheel trembled slightly, and her heart trembled even more. She thought, Ye Can 1 is really a likable guy, otherwise why can he hear such nice words with just the same face.

Ye Can didn’t know how to answer, so he replied in accordance with the dialogue flow: "Thank you."

She took Lin Zixi to the hospital.

After leaving the emergency room, the doctor gave Lin Zixi a simple check and took another film. I have to say that Lin Zixi was so strong that he didn't have a concussion when he ran into it so hard. It's just that one of the teeth on her left is loose, and she hasn't been able to touch that place recently. In addition, the corners of the lips were knocked down to bleeding, and there was congestion inside, and the left lip flap was slightly swollen.

Ye Can stood aside with his arm in his arms, looking coldly at the blood stains the nurse gave Lin Zixi Qingli's lips, his face was a bit unpleasant.

There is no other reason, Lin Zixi is too thin.

It's too skinny.

Sitting on the chair with his head slightly raised, he opened his mouth to let the nurse treat the wound. The incandescent lamp shone on her already fair face, making her porcelain white as snow. The slightly open neckline reveals two straight and slender clavicles, and the thin skin is close to the bones, looking like a fragile porcelain doll.

Ye Can looked at the other's thin face, and unconsciously pinched his arm.

She originally thought it was a good thing for both of them to forget. But I didn't expect Lin Zixi to remember this incident.

The greatest pain in life comes from being unforgettable.

Ye Can understands this truth, so he can better understand what kind of torture Lin Zixi has experienced in the past.

The lover who has no memory, the lover who declares that there is no trace of death, is no different from the real death.

How much good there was once will be turned into a cruel knife in the memory, and it will be cut on the body with a single knife, and it will be heartbroken.

Ye Can hugged his arm in a daze. After a while, Lin Zixi, who had already treated the wound, covered her face and stood in front of her staring at her in a daze.

Ye Can came back to his senses at once, stood up straight and looked at the other person and asked, "Where is Miss Lin going?"

Lin Zixi clutched her side face, turned her back to Ye Can, blocked her vision to prevent her from seeing the swollen wound and said: "Go to the pharmacy to get some anti-inflammatory drugs, and then... go home."

Ye Can knew it, and decided to do his best: "Then, I'll be fine for a while, so I'll send Miss Lin home by the way."

Lin Zixi nodded: "Thank you, trouble."

Ye Can said, "You're welcome."

She fetched the medicine for Lin Zixi from the pharmacy, and then drove Lin Zixi home.

On the way, Ye Can asked Lin Zixi's residential address: "Where does Miss Lin live?"

Lin Zixi sat in the back seat, just thinking that the scene seemed familiar. She stayed for a while and reported her home address.

Ye Can answered the words naturally: "Ah, I know this place is very close to where I lived when I was in school." After saying this, Ye Can stunned, and she suddenly remembered Ye Can 1 and When the other party met, they were sent home by the other party.

Realizing that he had stepped on the thunder accidentally, Ye Can closed his mouth and never dared to speak again.

The atmosphere in the car gradually became weird and embarrassed for a while. Ye Can heard the voice from Lin Zixi in the back seat: "You...why did you leave quietly after waking up? Why didn't you explain to me? Because I have lost my memory, I want me to be like everyone else, when you die?"

"But there is no corpse. Do you think I will be like everyone else. I will believe it when I see an official statement?"

Lin Zixi's tone was a little anxious, and a series of questions gradually forced Ye Can to breathe a little.

Ye Hui pursed his lips, thinking for a while and replied: "According to the information I got, I know that Ye Can 1 is very unusual for you, and I can't hide it from you."

"So I waited until you woke up before leaving. I was going to explain it to you, but you lost your memory when you woke up."

Ye Can paused, and couldn't say the next sentence again.

Lin Zixi said for her: "You think both of them have forgotten, so there is no need to contact and make extra explanations, right?"

Ye Can nodded: "Yes, I have forgotten it. That's a stranger."

Lin Zixi lost her voice for a moment. After a while, she sighed softly, "You never thought about it, I will remember it, right?"

Ye Can was silent, and Lin Zixi asked again: "I haven't thought about it, right?"

Ye Can only felt a wave of sadness set off behind him, almost drowning her violently.

Lin Zixi's cry sounded, and sighed in confusion, "But I remember everything."

She remembered, and remembered everything. Whether it was the dead king, or the waiting she had longed for a thousand years, or the company of just three years, everything came to mind.

Day and night, all the time, she tortured her crazy. Lin Zixi wondered if she was crazy to have so many memories of a non-existent person. She even felt that Ye Can was just a bubble-like fantasy of hers.

However, many traces and evidence indicate that Ye Can is not her phantom. In this world, Ye Can has been here, and she has existed before.

Countless people can prove that Ye Can once lived brilliantly and vividly.

How did this make her forget, how to let go, how to get better?

Ye Can was almost suffocated by the sadness. She took a deep breath and said every word: "Look, this is the biggest difference between me and her."

"I am cruel, have no empathy, will not be as considerate as her, will not consider for others."

"I am an unpleasant person."

"So I am not your Ye Chan."

Lin Zixi, your Ye Can is dead.

Ye Can wanted to say the last sentence, but she swallowed it again, because it was too cruel to say so.

Lin Zixi froze, buried his face in his palm, and said in a low voice, "This is my retribution, Ye Can...this is mine..."

punish!

It was her punishment to the king for every cup of poisoned wine she fed during those three hundred days and nights.

Tears rushed out from the gaps in his palms, and Lin Zixi held her face in her hands, crying silently.

The author has something to say: Lin Zixi: Ye Can, I won't like you. (You heard what Teacher Lin said.)

Ye Chan: I am not your Ye Chan. (It’s okay that you will be back one day.)