Come on again, Yukino

……

gradually,

The topics between the two gradually increased, and I don't know if Xue Ye is really drunk. This woman even complained about being excluded by girls because she was too beautiful when she was a child, and she turned to this girl who was almost younger than herself. The ten-year-old student poured out,

However, Haruhi, who listened carefully, felt that the plot that happened to Mr. Yukino had a sense of déjà vu where he had heard it somewhere.

Until he finished telling the story with Shoko Aizawa, Yukino, who was sitting on a chair and stretched his waist, lazily raised his hands and feet, his complicated and depressed mood was also much better, and he flexed his long legs. In the middle, a light-colored sandal on the woman's feet was half taken off, and it was constantly dangling on the tip of her toes.

"Haruhi-kun, what about you, try not to use violent names in the school in the future. Even if I don't stand on the teacher's point of view, from a pure passerby's point of view, I think it's stupid to have a boy with the title of a bad boy."

"You forgot which bad guy solved the crisis of almost being resigned for you!"

"I'm just trying to persuade you with good intentions."

but………

Thinking of something, the young man shook his head again fiercely,

Bad boy or something, he doesn't want to be associated with this title anymore.

"There will be no bad boy Haruhi Haru in Zongwu High School, you teachers just don't worry about it."

"Why? You don't seem like the kind of person who can be easily persuaded."

"Actually, I can be put to sleep by a certain girl."

"what?"

Yukino almost fell off the chair.

"Just kidding."

Under the night sky, Haruhi looked at Yukino-sensei's embarrassment, and Haruhi tapped his temple with his fingers. For some reason, a complicated smile appeared on that handsome face.

"Well, you actually said something wrong just now, Mr. Xueye."

"Ha, where?"

Perhaps because of alcohol, perhaps because of hearing about Yukino's childhood, Haruhi told some of his previous stories in front of Yukino Yukari teacher.

"It's not that I chose to be a bad boy, but if I didn't become a bad boy at the time, then I really didn't know how to live at that time."

As soon as the boy's voice fell, maybe he had a hunch that the moon secretly entered the clouds, and the cold air after the rain suddenly became even more bleak after it suddenly darkened.

Would you like to hear it, this is only his story.

……

His smile gradually faded.

If possible, he didn't want to tell anyone about his past,

Especially the girl who pulled herself out of hell,

In her previous life, Xiaoxue always blamed Haruhi for not telling her about her past.

It wasn't that Haruhi was worried that Xiaoxue would dislike her background after she said it,

But...

"My childhood was not pleasant. I heard from my mother that when I was born, I didn't even stay in that family for a whole week, and the man I should call my father by blood ordered his servants to swadd me together. Throwing it out of the family, I can't follow my father's surname, I can only follow my mother."

The teenager paused, lowered his head, looked at his palm covered with palm lines, spread it out, clenched it again, spread it out, clenched it again.

Since he became sensible, he has cried under the quilt at night more than once, and he has thought about it more than once.

Just a little bit, just a little bit, if his mother was the woman the man was marrying, then he wouldn't have had such a bad experience.

"Sometimes I also think about whether I should blame my mother for being too naive, or should I blame the man I should call my father's inability to control his lower body, knowing that the two of them together are a complete Wrong, but still gave birth to me who should not have been born in this world."

But after the age of six, his tears could no longer come out.

"Before I was ten years old, I lived with my mother. Although my mother regarded me as a fuel bottle, maybe because I looked like the man she loved, she never abandoned me. I rented a simple apartment, in order to She kept me alive, found a bunch of part-time jobs from morning to night, and finally, in order for me to go to kindergarten, primary school, and middle school, she even became a nightclub escort lady."

Haruhi's eyes calmly tell what happened in his childhood,

My mother can live so humbly,

Because she at least has the purpose of supporting her son as the motivation to live.

But Haruhiharu, who is different from his mother, doesn't have any reason in this world that he deserves to live.

In this life, as a human being, Haruhiharu just felt sorry.

Different from the aloofness shown by the big teacher because he couldn't find friends,

At that time, Haruhi really ignored everything around him.

Too boring, or rather, he doesn't know how to think about what he wants to do in the future.

Just living in a daze...

What really changed Haruhi's thinking was something that happened to him when he was nine years old.

That night, because of some unwellness, my mother got home from get off work in a nightclub early, and behind her, she secretly followed an ugly guy who was very drunk in the store where her mother worked, and followed her mother. , followed to the small apartment where Haruhi and her mother lived together.

And when the young Haruhi tightly held the broken blood-stained wine bottle, he stared blankly at the man who fell on the floor and hugged his head and wailed.

He, who should have been panicked, should have been afraid, but in the eyes of his mother, the son who had never laughed, saw the man lying on the ground in a state of embarrassment, his small body was shaking constantly, but the corners of his mouth showed. Excited arc.

From that moment on, Haruhiharu knew that he might not be the same as other children.

Violence seems to make the teenager gradually forget the confusion about the future.

After that incident, my mother began to be a little afraid of him because of this, and every time she looked at him with evasive eyes,

Obviously, most of the reason why Haruhi did that at that time was just to protect his mother's safety, but his mother felt that his spirit was a little abnormal.

Haruhi noticed that his biological mother was slowly alienating him.

Therefore, after his tenth birthday, he simply left the original two-person apartment and moved out alone.

And since even his mother is unwilling to save him,

Then it is better to degenerate yourself completely, so degenerate that you forget that you are a human being.

As a human being, I am really sorry for Haruhiharu.

……

The moon slowly came out from the dark cloud,

"When I was in middle school, I played from the first grade to the third grade. In the end, the school was not allowed to stop me from fighting with my classmates, but you can go to my former middle school and ask about it. After that, Haruhi took the steel rod out of the school. It hits inside and outside the school."

The boy still kept a calm smile,

It's not that he's enduring any pain,

Confused or something, after encountering Xiaoxue, he disappeared completely, and he had already found the purpose of his life.

The original "I'm sorry for being human" has become a famous saying "I'm sorry for being human... um, it's really fragrant".

After all, these are all childhood childhoods in previous lives. Telling about childhood childhoods in previous lives again will only make him feel as if they have passed away.

As if the protagonist in the story is not himself,

And if, on that day in his previous life, he hadn't met Xiaoxue at Zongwu High School, he wouldn't even be able to imagine the future...

"Enough, no need to say."

Teacher Xue Ye's voice was a little trembling at the moment, and he severely interrupted the boy who wanted to continue talking,

Her footsteps approached the boy uncontrollably, her eyes were slightly red, and she sighed. The woman silently embraced the boy who seemed to be "covering his sadness" in her arms.

She regretted hearing such a story from the boy's mouth. If she had known earlier, she would rather it was just his hallucinations. ...

"Well, actually, I think it's okay, Mr. Xueye, you don't need to be sad, it's like I'm bullying you."

"I'm sorry, I didn't know that Haruhi came this way, I thought..."

Something salty seemed to fall on Haruhi's face who was trying to explain something.

The boy who couldn't break free from Yukino Baixiangli's soft and plump body couldn't help but sighed twice in his heart.

The wine taste was also awakened by the tears of the woman in this song,

What did I just say?

Only then did I realize that I might have inadvertently said something Haruhi shouldn't have said after being drunk, and wanted to slap my mouth a few times.

Having figured out everything, he had no other choice but to let Mr. Yukino hug him warmly like this.

This is one of the reasons why Haruhi refuses to tell Koyuki about her childhood in her previous life.

The terrifying motherhood of a woman is just like Mr. Yukino.

If Koyuki finds out,

Then don't cost me half my life.

Under the darkness of the night, the teenager enjoyed the embrace of Teacher Yukino in pain and sourness, while complaining.

( ps: I will post today's first update on time, ask for your recommendation, and collect the triplets. The new week has come, thank you very much.

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ps2: This piece mainly discloses the childhood of the male protagonist in his previous life. If there are people who really don’t like this chapter because of the male protagonist’s character, I can only say that you can skip it. )

Chapter 36 If I don't explain, what do you think?

On the seat, Haruhi was clutching her hair, looking at a physics test paper she had just written. After many of the answers filled in were quite different from the correct answers, she took a deep breath, and at the same time, there was a sigh of relief on the bridge of her nose. The glasses cast an indescribable light.

"Sure enough, the science knowledge of physics and chemistry has always been my weakness."

Gravity, Ampere, Magnetic Field, Molecular Force, Nuclear Force,

Newton's first law, the second law, the third law, and the conservation of momentum of this and that Rausch...

The theorems and formulas were densely presented in front of Haruhi, and for a long time, he slammed his head on the exam paper on the desk, as if he was learning stupidly, while he chuckled and kept mumbling.

Ah ha ha ha, ah ha ha ha ha ha, woo woo woo woo, it's really hard to remember...

"Physics, I have a headache. I have to find Xiaoxue to give me a good lesson."

And just when Haruhi was muttering about whether to let Xiaoxue make up for him in the evening, in the classroom, only the monitor Ryoko Asakura, who had never been in contact with him, was seen walking towards him.

"Can I disturb you for a moment, Haruhi-kun?"

The squad leader, Ryoko Asakura, was holding a workbook in his hand and stood quietly beside him.

"What's the matter, tell me."

Hearing someone calling him, Haruhi stopped his irritable behavior, closed his voice, lowered his glasses on the bridge of his nose and looked at the figure in front of him like the old man on TV, he let go of what he was doing,

Haruhi silently looked at the female squad leader with a pretty good personality, and asked half-jokingly. .

"Did some boy dump you and need me to teach you a lesson?"

"That's not the case, and the girl will tell you this kind of privacy to Kasuga-kun?"

Asakura put the workbook on Haruhi's table, with his hands on his waist, looking at the boy with a helpless expression.

"Kasuga-kun, although it is commendable to be able to hand in the homework of each subject on time, it is not enough for the English homework just now. You seem to have staggered. You are teaching the Chinese homework assigned by Mr. Hiratsuka."

"Did you have Chinese homework yesterday?"

Haruhi really didn't seem to have much impression of these things, but now he completed the day's homework on time,

Although that amount of homework didn't take him long,

However, what Asakura said was wrong. Yesterday, the spring diary clearly did not have Hiratsuka-sensei's Chinese class.

"Huh? Didn't Mr. Hiratsuka set it up on the blackboard at the time? Didn't you see it?"

Oh, by the way, I remembered that I was knocked unconscious by Hiratsuka Shizuo's Bajiquan, and I missed all the classes in the afternoon.

Thinking of this, Haruhi also understood the reason with a pat on his head.

"Ah, I remember that I should have been lying in the health room at that time yesterday. I don't seem to remember this, and no one reminded me."

The only one who can talk to him in the whole class is the class leader who occasionally reminds him to teach the homework in front of Nagato.

"Well, go to Mr. Hiratsuka and explain that I have handed in the other students' homework, and then find a time to make up for the Chinese homework, and I will hand it in for you."