I turned into a beautiful girl from the bloodshed

Kota discovered that his 30-year-old self was reborn into his 17-year-old self.

The headache just now was also caused by the sudden addition of 17 years of memory in the brain of the 30-year-old Kota. The sudden addition of a memory would lead to split personality.

But since it's the same person's memory, it's okay after just a little pain, and Kota didn't have a split personality.

It's just because the 30-year-old Kota has more memories, so the current Kota is mainly based on the personality of the 30-year-old Kota!

The current Kota, or the reborn Kota (hereinafter referred to as Kota) recalls the memories of his 17-year-old "self" in detail.

Then, he said in surprise: "Why is the memory of this '17-year-old self' different from my previous memory?

No,... Could it be that I was reborn into my past self, but into my parallel world self! "

The more he thought about it, the more Kota felt that his idea was correct. He was reborn in the parallel world. Although the time has passed 13 years, who knows what happened in the parallel world...

Kota carefully sorted out the differences between this world and the original world:

"First of all, it's different from junior high school. In this world, I didn't have Chiba Miu's girlfriend when I was in junior high school.

Haha——I am so good in this world, that woman is not worthy of my sadness.

Kota remembered that Miu Chiba was indeed a talent. The woman in the future successfully completed the class leap: relying on her beautiful appearance and superb social skills, she successfully entered the upper class circle when she was in college, and then relied on these social resources after graduation. She married a big company executive and gave birth to a daughter. The family business is very happy.

However, she is very cruel to school girls who also want to "get ahead".

Because these girls want to be among the upper classes, they are naturally ready to sacrifice their bodies.

But Miu Chiba deliberately 'dedicated' those girls to those playboys with bad conduct.

Not only to please these rich second generations, but also completely destroy these girls.

After all, Chiba Meiyu didn't want anyone to follow her on the road she had traveled.

One of the girls was cheated the worst by Chiba Meiyu. She lost her virginity countless times. Every time, she was abandoned by the rich second generation who was tired of her. She had an abortion to the point where she basically lost her fertility. She committed suicide a year after graduation. died.

In the end, the girl's elder brother learned the truth about her younger sister, and killed Chiba Meiyu's family one night, not sparing any of them.

"Secondly,... um!? The self in this world actually confessed to He Hui at the age of 17, and it succeeded...

Fujiki Hui, no!Now Hui has not married herself, it should be my wife Hui.

Both Hui are moving here, this is the same.

However, in her original world, Hui has been a taciturn and very withdrawn girl since she moved here, and she also suffered from male phobia.

It turns out that the self in the world tried to pursue wisdom over and over again, but in return, he failed again and again, and finally gave up.

After that, the two had no communication.

Now think about it: the reason why Hui is like that is because she has suffered from that kind of incident before, if I can persevere a little longer, maybe...the future will not end like that...

And the wisdom of this world does not close one's heart like the wisdom of the original world, but... quite lively!

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When camping next, a big event happened to Hui: Yoko Shimagawa, Hitomi Kobayashi, and Runa Ogawa committed violence against Hui because of jealousy.

When everyone arrived, Hui directly fell to the ground, extremely miserable...

After being sent to the hospital, the doctor said that the injured uterus had suffered permanent and destructive injuries, and she had completely lost her fertility!

The IVF technique is also of no use.

Not only that, the accident caused Hui's internal organs, which were already injured, to fail prematurely, and he basically would not live past the age of 30.

Kota remembered that, in order to cover up the violent scandal, the school just punished Yoko Shimagawa and the three of them as demerits.

Hui's father and my wife Cao Deng took the three of them to court, but they were only sentenced to "negligence and injury", and the three were minors, and they only paid a little medical expenses.

After this incident, Hui completely closed her heart and never left the house again.

He also learned about Hui's kidnapping from Hui's mother.

Kota remembered that my wife Cao Deng, in a rage, killed two of the three with a knife and seriously injured one, and was finally arrested and sentenced to life imprisonment.

After that, my wife's family moved again, and then we never had any contact...

It has been ten years since the two met again.

But in this world: everything is different.

Shimagawa Yoko and the three had already dropped out of school because they fought with each other...

And Hui.

Geng Tai recalls Hui and finds that Hui is weak. Sure enough, the kidnapping of Hui has already happened and has not changed.

hateful!Why can't I be reborn to an earlier time, so that Hui's fate can be changed.

However, although the possibility of Hui's childbirth is extremely low now, we can adopt a child in the future, and we can still be a happy family of three together.

However, the person who hurt Hui lived well in his original world when he died, and this world has long since died.

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And there is,

It is now July, and in the original world, on Christmas Eve, December 7th, my father died in a car accident on his way home from overtime work.

I must prevent this accident from happening in my life.

Kota can’t forget the tragedy of his own family in the original world, and that’s how it started:

At that time, I was in the second grade of high school, and my father, the only pillar of the family, passed away, and the family immediately became cloudy. Asuka and I didn't want to be separated because of being adopted by relatives.

There is a very big misunderstanding in the outside world: it is believed that children adopted by others are just dependents.

However, in fact, the adopted child not only has to serve as a full-time free servant of the host family, doing all kinds of housework every day: sweeping the floor, washing clothes, cooking, etc.; will be transferred to you.

That's all it takes, but if you're unlucky and encounter bad conduct in the adopted family, being beaten, punished, insulted... and so on are commonplace.

As for treating the adopted child as his own child! ?

It is indeed possible if it was raised when you were a baby when you don’t remember anything, or if this family has no biological children, but you, a child with memories and emotions, is a "stranger, someone else" in the eyes of others, except for saints and ruthless Who can treat their own relatives and strangers the same?

So this is also the reason why Kota and Asuka don't want to be separated: living with their relatives, no matter how poor the material is, at least it is warm in spirit!

Chapter 47 The Disappeared Future 2

After that, Asuka decided to work part-time to subsidize the family, but she couldn't hold back Asuka, and finally agreed!

It was this decision that led to Asuka's miserable life from then on.

Since Asuka is a middle school student, almost no boss would dare to ask for a part-time job, so Asuka had to go to work in some places with poor security. On March 2011, 3, Asuka returned home from work and disappeared.

The police searched in various ways to no avail, so after 2 months, the case was closed and it was another unsolved case.

Geng Tai remembers himself at that time, feeling extremely guilty, regretting why he had to be brave!

So, after Asuka disappeared, I frantically searched for it, but I couldn't learn it.

After dropping out of school, he sold the house and continued to look for Asuka with the meager savings left by his father...

This is what I'm looking for...

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...ten years! ! ! !

I have traveled to every corner of Japan, various clubs, Jiyuan...

However, there was no sign of Asuka.

In the end, I gave up, or I already thought in my heart that my sister had been killed and thrown away in some corner.

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Kota, already physically and mentally exhausted, wanted to see the once warm home in his memory again.

Then, I will leave this carefree world!

Back in Aomori City, this former home has long been changed: a brand new house, a strange house number, and a strange and warm family inside...

Kota was about to leave, but at this time he met Hui who came to Aomori City to worship his mother and grandfather. At this time, Hui was not as charming as before.

Maybe it's because of the scars across the left and right cheeks, maybe it's the lack of hair on the head, or maybe it's the lifeless expression on the face...

At this time, Hui was 25 years old, which was the most charming time for a woman, but Hui's mental outlook was like the late sunset, full of loneliness, as if she had no attachment to this world.

At that time, I immediately recognized the 'similar' - the same kind who was about to commit suicide.

I took the step that was 10 years late, and the two were going to commit suicide together.

The ridiculous thing is that the two who were going to commit suicide together finally...

Instead, they all gave up suicide!

The two people who were abandoned by the world and scarred, as if they were destined, finally came together after ten years.

Kota recalled himself in the original world, with a happy smile on his face unconsciously.

At that time, I found my life goal again. The three most important women in my life, my mother and sister, all left me. I vowed to protect my last remaining happiness.

but,···

The good times don't last long!

Within three years, Hui died of internal organ failure.

Having lost the meaning of life again, she is ready to walk with Hui.

But I accidentally saw in the newspaper, "The second child of the president of the Yasuda Group and Kana Yasuda was born..."

Looking at Eiji Yasuda's face full of happiness and sense of responsibility in the newspaper photo, I froze in place, asking myself over and over again: Hui is the man who started all tragedies, why is this man so happy to have everything, while Hui Can only die in pain in his arms?

······Haven't it always been said that evil comes with evil?Is it that the sky has no eyes, or are these words originally said by wicked people to numb others?

ah--!If this is the case.

Then... I want to use my crippled life to do the last meaningful thing: kill this man - Eiji Yasuda.

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At the age of 30, I gather information on the shopping street in Shinjuku, Tokyo.

I bought a pistol on the black market, made explosives, poison...

When Kota recalled himself at this time in the original world, a mocking smile appeared on his face.

It was like a joke made by fate!

When I was about to do it myself, in a simple wine shop,

Kota drank a glass of road wine by himself.

at this time,

"Hahaha, for 1000 yuan, you still want to sleep with women in Shinjuku Kabukicho, dream about it!"

Three people at a table not far from Kota were talking.

"Hey, you can't say that, I know there is a place where you can get a woman for 1000 yuan!"

"Ha! Really? It can't be some ugly ones!"

"How come! Last time I used 1000 yuan to play with a pretty good-looking woman, and that woman P... I don't know if she is still there now, after all, she was about to be useless at that time. It's..."

"Oh, where? I'll try it too!"

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'There's a mole on my ass, no,... no way!'

Kota remembered that when he was taking a bath with his sister when he was a child, he even laughed at the mole on his sister's ass.

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Kota recalled how he looked when he saw his sister again, and his eyes couldn't help but shed tears.

I never thought that my once innocent and lovely sister would become like this: