To My Dear Mr. Huo

Su Peizhen felt the pain in her heart.

The pain was worse than when she knew she was not Li Qianxue's daughter, and it was more uncomfortable than when she was forced to leave the Li family.

She looked at Li Qianxue, and among the suppressed emotions in her eyes, the most obvious thing was the pain in her eyes.

Li Qianxue saw it, but she didn't think she had done anything wrong.

People have choices. She felt sorry for Su Qingsang. If she chose Su Qingsang, she would not let Su Peizhen do anything to Su Qingsang.

She also did not allow Su Peizhen to cause substantial harm to Su Qingsang. Although her words were cold-blooded, they were not unreasonable.

Su Peizhen could hate Su Chenghui, he could hate Xiang Caiping, he could even hate her.

But Su Peizhen had no reason to hate Su Qingsang. In the life of the eldest daughter of the Su family for more than twenty years, Su Peizhen robbed Su Qingsang of her time.

Su Qingsang has no obligation or responsibility to bear Su Peizhen's unreasonable hatred and anger.

Su Peizhen felt that the emotions in his heart were boiling fiercely. She looked at Li Qianxue and tried her best to control herself from losing control on the spot.

But it's hard, really hard.

So. Auntie, do you think now that I sent you that video to deal with Su Qingsang?

Her voice trembled because she was so excited.

Is not it?

Li Qianxue sneered. Su Peizhen had been her daughter for so many years. She knew her well, if not 100%, then 70%.

What does Su Pei really mean? She knew it very well.

When she saw the video for the first time, she calmed down and thought about it, and it was not difficult for her to guess that it was from Su Peizhen.

After all, Xiang Caiping is now Su Peizhen's biological mother, and the two are said to have already lived together.

It’s not surprising that Su Peizhen would have the opportunity to install a camera at home. It's not surprising that she would take pictures of Su Qingsang and Xiang Caiping getting along.

But it was very purposeful for her to send such a video to herself.

Li Qianxue has been mother and daughter to Su Peizhen for many years, and it doesn't take a guess to guess that her purpose is to alienate the mother-daughter relationship between herself and Su Qingsang.

Do you think I will be angry after watching the video? Will you be unhappy?

She was indeed angry, indeed unhappy.

After being unhappy and angry, the emotion of calming down is fear and fear. Worry about what you might lose.

But in front of Su Peizhen, Li Qianxue would not reveal even a trace of such emotions to her.

Su Peizhen, do you think I will rush to settle the score with Su Qingsang after watching the video?

Do you think that with my shaky personality, I will definitely do something irrational?

Aren't you going to such great lengths just to drive a wedge between our mother and daughter? Do you think I will fulfill your wish?

I have to say that Su Peizhen became Li Qianxue's daughter in her twenties and really understood her. He clearly guessed her personality.

If Li Qianxue didn't have strong self-control and a competitive spirit inside, I'm afraid she wouldn't be so powerful now.

Su Peizhen smiled: You won't do what I want, so what? You came to me specifically, warned me, and told me not to hurt your precious daughter?

yes.

Li Qianxue nodded, her voice decisive: You think I don't know the little moves behind your back? Do you think I don't know what you want to do?

Pei Zhen. Just as you know me, I also know you. Losing everything the Li family has given you and losing your identity as the eldest daughter of the Su family is extremely difficult for you to bear.

And now, getting the person who was everything to you has become the Su Qingsang you despised the most. What do you think in your heart? Do you need to say more?

Facing Li Qianxue's questioning look, Su Peizhen nodded.

So? You think I can't bear it, so you think I will deal with Su Qingsang?

Isn't it? Li Qianxue said bluntly: If you didn't have that kind of intention, why did you send me such a video? If you didn't have that kind of intention, why did you try so hard to get close to Huo Yifan?

Don't tell me that you don't know the relationship between Huo Yifan and Huo Jinyao. You clearly know it very well. You know it, and you are convinced. That's why you are with Huo Yifan and want to marry into the Huo family, right?

Su Peizhen once felt that after so many things, her heart was already cold.

But now I know that her heart has not completely died. It's not completely cold yet.

She still has nostalgia for everything about the Su family, and she still can't let go of everything about the Li family.

When Li Qianxue faced Su Peizhen with this attitude, she had only one feeling.

Thousands of arrows pierce the heart.

Auntie, do you feel in your heart that after I lost my identity as the eldest lady of the Su family, and after I no longer have the Li family as my backstage, I am not qualified to live a good life just because of myself?

This was in Su Peizhen's office, and she wasn't afraid of being seen.

She stood up quickly and stared at Li Qianxue's face almost fiercely.

Tell me. After I lose the backstage of the Li family and my identity as the eldest lady of the Su family, am I no longer qualified to marry into a wealthy family? I am no longer qualified to be happy? Is that right?

I didn't mean that.

After all, she is the daughter she has raised for decades. Li Qianxue is unwilling to go too far: But you know why you are with Huo Yifan.

Do I know what I know?

Su Peizhen smiled sarcastically, with self-mockery in his eyes.

Mom. A few months later, Su Peizhen suddenly called out.

Li Qianxue trembled and lowered her eyes, not looking at Su Peizhen.

Mom. Su Peizhen called again. Looking at Li Qianxue's slightly pale face.

I've called you mom for more than 20 years, but now I'm no longer as good as Su Qingsang's finger in your heart, right? Really?

So you couldn't sit still when you heard that Huo Yifan and I were together? Are you afraid that I would deal with your precious daughter?

Li Qianxue forced herself not to be shaken by Su Peizhen's words. She quickly realized how much older she was.

So you want to tell me that you have feelings for Huo Yifan when you are together?

Isn't it possible? Su Peizhen looked at Li Qianxue with an accusing look: In your heart, no one wants the daughter you raised carefully? Can't she have her own love, feelings and future? ?”

Even if I'm with Huo Yifan, I even have the slightest intention of getting out of touch with Su Qingsang. So what? Is this a heinous crime? Is this unforgivable?

She, Su Qingsang, can marry into the Huo family, but I can't? That's what you mean. Is that right?

I didn't say that. If you really want to be with Huo Yifan, I certainly don't have the right to say anything. I just want to tell you my attitude.

Your attitude is to doubt the purpose of everything I do? Your attitude is to speculate on everything that I, the daughter you have raised for more than twenty years, do with the greatest malice?

Otherwise? Li Qianxue looked up at Su Peizhen with an indifferent look: How do you explain your motive for sending the video to me?

Motive? That's because I want you to see clearly Su Qingsang's true face.

Su Peizhen put his hands on the desk and looked at Li Qianxue condescendingly.

What do you mean by her? She is acquainted with your mother and daughter, and at the same time she is following me, following my mother as close as mother and daughter? She wants to get involved with both sides, and wants to please both sides. Why can't I expose her?

Li Qianxue thought of the scene where Su Qingsang and Xiang Caiping were as close as mother and daughter, and how she smiled sweetly in front of Xiang Caiping.

Her heart was indeed feeling uncomfortable. But now seeing Su Peizhen like this, she felt even more uncomfortable.

She sneered, stood up, and looked at Su Peizhen.

Are you sure you want to expose her? Don't you want me to hate her? Then alienate her?

Su Peizhen, you are thinking too much.

Don't you know how? Su Peizhen thought she knew Li Qianxue very well, but she didn't believe that after watching the video, she could really remain indifferent.

I don't know how. Li Qianxue stood up straight, and his straight back seemed to bear witness for her: Pei Zhen, you don't seem to understand that Qingsang is different from you.

She went to see Caiping, and I was indeed a little unhappy. But when I calmed down, I felt moved.

You don't know that before Su Qingsang met me, she treated Xiang Caiping as her biological mother. Once in Japan, Xiang Caiping even had a conflict with you because of Su Qingsang .Right?

Xiang Caiping was sincere to Qing Sang. If she was so sincere, Qing Sang could turn a blind eye. If I become a stranger to her in the days to come, then do I have to worry about such a daughter? One day, she will become a stranger to me because of other people?

You won't understand. Just because I saw the video you posted, I feel more and more sorry for Qingsang. Because after she recognized me, she still didn't forget to show her love to Caiping. Such a daughter, I will only feel proud, but not alienated or even disgusted at all. I think you will never understand this kind of feeling, Peizhen.

Su Peizhen's face turned pale, and she stood there with a slightly gloomy expression.

You actually think so?

Li Qianxue nodded and added: Yes. That's what I think. And you, my former daughter, I still want to warn you. No matter how high-sounding you say, you can't hide the darkness in your heart.

Pei Zhen. I'll say it again, and it's the same thing. From now on, I don't want to interfere with who you want to be with, what kind of life you want to live, or what kind of family you want to integrate into. The only thing is that Qingsang and Yu Xin. They are my bottom line. I hope you understand.

They are your bottom line? What about me? What about me?

Su Peizhen patted the table hard. It was rare for her face to lose control of her emotions, but it was extremely rare to see her like this.

Does this have to be the case between us? Mom. I call you Mom. In my heart, you are my mother.

Su Pei was really heartbroken. She could no longer control her emotions and didn't want to.

Mom is protecting Su Qingsang like this, so who am I? How long have you recognized Su Qingsang? Five months? Six months? What about me? I have called you mom for twenty-five years. Mom, you are now Do you do this to me? Now you are willing to trample on me and hurt me for the sake of a daughter you have only known for a few days? Is that right?

Twenty-five years is not worth Su Qingsang's five months, right? Do you and my mother think she is better now?

I am your daughter too.

Su Peizhen lost control, his voice almost roaring.

I, Su Peizhen, am also your daughter. The daughter you have raised for twenty-five years has been called your mother for twenty-five years. Why do you do this to me? Why?

Su Peizhen walked out from behind the desk and walked toward Li Qianxue step by step.

Mom. You are my mother. I regard you as my mother wholeheartedly. I still can't accept Xiang Caiping. Do you know why? Because in my heart, only you are my mother. I only recognize you as my mother.

She asked a question every time she took a step, and asked a question every step she took.

Finally, she stood in front of Li Qianxue. His eyes were filled with resentment and his face was full of unwillingness.

I respect you and love you, even though I know that you are no longer my mother. But I still have expectations for you. I thought you would understand one day that relationships are not based on blood, but on getting along. .”

I thought you were just angry at first. You just hated my father for changing my identity with Su Qingsang. When you figure it out, you will accept me again. Recognize me as your daughter?

But Mom, what are you doing to me now? Mom, what are these words you are saying now? Ah?

If your daughter is Su Qingsang, then who am I? Who am I?

Repeated questions one after another.

This is your choice. There was a flash of complexity in Li Qianxue's eyes, but only for a moment: I didn't drive you away at the beginning. I even agreed to you staying in the Li family. You chose to give up on your own. Didn't you?

It was you who left the Li family on your own, and it was you who voluntarily followed Xiang Caiping. It was also your own choice that cut off all ties with the Li family.

Li Qianxue was referring to the fact that since Su Peizhen left the Li family, he had never called the Li family or given any news to Li Qianxue.

She had stripped herself off early, and now she was accusing herself of giving up on her?

She never gave up on her. She also left room for Su Peizhen, which she didn't want.

Then what do you want me to do? Ah? Do you want me to watch Su Qingsang on top of me?

She has a pure nature and a gentle personality. She would never do such a thing as putting pressure on you.

Li Qianxue subconsciously defended Su Qingsang. Su Peizhen felt increasingly stuffy and wanted to vomit blood.

She can't? Ha. Why can't she?

Mom, in your heart, Su Qingsang is a good person. I am a bad person. But what are you doing now? I just sent a video, and you came here to vent your anger on her in a hurry.

Is this still called kindness?

She doesn't know I'm here to find you.

Don't know? Yes. Even without knowing, you can think about her like this, and you can think about her wholeheartedly like this. So if she knew, do you think that in the Li family, in the Su family, it would be better? With me, does Su Pei really have a foothold? Is there any?

Li Qianxue frowned because of Su Peizhen's attitude: That's because I know that your mind has changed.

He would send her such a video, and he would show such an expression and such thoughts in front of her.

This daughter is no longer the daughter she used to be.

I changed because you changed. You changed first.

Su Peizhen's eyes were red, and she tried not to cry.

She suddenly stepped forward and looked at Li Qianxue: Mom, let me call you mom. I'm just asking you once. Can I go back to the Su family now? Are you willing to let me go back to the Su family?

I never said that if you are not allowed to stay in the Su family, you can still stay in the Su family.

What about Su Qingsang? Does she want to stay too?

This question is meaningless. You know clearly that she will not pose any threat to you.

She really won't pose any threat to me, but she will take away everything from me.

Su Peizhen put his hands on Li Qianxue's shoulders: She robbed you, robbed Yuxin, and robbed grandpa. Even my father was robbed by her. Mom, what I want is very simple. I just want everything to be the same as before. We are still mother and daughter, Yuxin is still my brother, and grandpa is still my grandpa. Why can't it be done? Why?

Mom. I beg you, can we go back to the past? Let us be a happy mother and daughter like before, okay?

I promise, as long as you don't let Su Qingsang go back to the Su family, I won't do anything. I don't even need to marry Huo Yifan. Okay?

There were tears in the corners of her eyes, but she was stubborn and did not fall. For Su Peizhen, money and status have become secondary in her heart.

What she couldn't stand, what she couldn't accept the most. It was her family, who she thought were her family, who turned their backs on her in the end.

Her eyes were red, and her face was full of anticipation and desire.

She looked at herself like this, as she did when she was a child. Li Qianxue suddenly turned away, not daring to face Su Peizhen's gaze.

Impossible. I agree with you staying at home, but Qingsang will always be a part of the Su family and will always be your sister.

The expectation on Su Peizhen's face disappeared, she retracted her hand and took a step back.

So. Mom, you finally decided to give up on me, right?

You can coexist, but you don't want it.

Yes. I don't want it. But why should I want it? Su Peizhen gritted his teeth and turned his face to stare at Li Qianxue.

Obviously you said it. You said I was the eldest lady of the Su family, you said I was your little princess. You said I can ask for anything you can give me in this world. Do you still remember? Mom? In On my seventeenth birthday, you gave me a customized sports car. You said that everything I own is unique.

If that's the case, why can't I get that unique mother's love? Why?

Li Qianxue couldn't answer Su Peizhen's question, now and then.

She really doted on Su Peizhen at that time and truly regarded her as her little princess.

Don't blame me. If you want to blame, blame your dad.

Su Peizhen suddenly laughed, with a face full of self-mockery: Blame my dad? I think I should blame myself. I am too stupid. I took what you said to coax me seriously. You are just coaxing a child, just say it, I But he took it seriously.”

Mom. I just want to continue to be your daughter. Do you have to be so cruel to me?

I said, the person who was cruel to you was not me, but your father. It was your father who caused all this pain. Not me.

When Li Qianxue said this, she felt a little clogged in her heart. She didn't want to stay any longer.

Although Su Peizhen's words were sharp, they did have an impact on her.

After all, she was a daughter who was raised by herself. Facing her questioning like this, Li Qianxue really felt uncomfortable.

Pei Zhen, mother and daughter. I don't want to mention the things you did before, and I don't want to pursue them anymore. But in the future, I will never let you have the opportunity to hurt Qingsang. I won't give you any chance. That’s all I’ve said, so you can take care of yourself in the future.”

Su Peizhen stood there, his body a little stiff and numb.

When she heard Li Qianxue's warning, she felt it was ironic. So, is blood relationship so important?

Li Qianxue stopped looking at her, turned and walked towards the door. But the moment he opened the door, he was stunned for a moment.

Is this woman Xiang Caiping?

Although I have already seen Xiang Caiping on video. But Li Qianxue never thought that one day, she would meet Xiang Caiping in this way.

Their eyes met, and neither of the two women, whose combined age was nearly a hundred years old, made any move.

Su Peizhen didn't notice Xiang Caiping coming at first. After all, Xiang Caiping was afraid that she would be unhappy and had not come to the office for a while.

She was still standing there, feeling hurt. Thinking about Li Qianxue's love and care for Su Qingsang, she felt more and more pain. Uncomfortable.

Look at Su Qingsang. She doesn't have to do anything at all to make her feel frustration, disappointment, pain, and discomfort easily.

In such a situation, what reason does she have to reconcile with Su Qingsang?

In such a situation, how could she return to the Su family without any grudges? Continue to have a family relationship with Li Qianxue?

No, she doesn't want to. She just wished that she had never had a sister like Su Qingsang.

She looked in the direction Li Qianxue left, and felt a little secretly happy when she found that she was standing there motionless.

I thought Li Qianxue regretted it. But she soon saw Li Qianxue standing face to face with Xiang Caiping motionless.

mom?

This sentence, Mom, was called very softly. Su Peizhen suddenly felt guilty.

Did Xiang Caiping hear what she just said to Li Qianxue?

After Xiang Caiping heard the word Mom, her eyes quickly crossed Li Qianxue's shoulder and glanced in the direction of Su Peizhen.

Who are you calling?

Li Qianxue didn't look back. She was still standing at the door, looking at Xiang Caiping.

This was the first time in so many years that she faced Xiang Caiping directly. Compared with the Xiang Caiping seen in the video, the Xiang Caiping in front of her looks like an ordinary aunt on the street.

But it just happened that she was such a woman who seemed to her to be completely featureless and ordinary. But he captured Su Chenghui's heart for more than twenty years.

Li Qianxue closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her toes moved, wanting to leave.

But Xiang Caiping stood still, blocking Li Qianxue's face, and her eyes glanced sharply in the direction of Su Peizhen.

Who were you calling mom just now?

One update. Six thousand words. Poor Peizhen was severely tortured. Are you happy? Is this called abuse? Let her know that what she cares about is Qingsang getting it. This is the highest level of abuse. Do you understand?