The Zombie King Wants To Live An Ordinary Life

In order to cultivate children's love and compassion, a small pet suddenly appeared in the garden of the orphanage in the fall of one year. Lu Ren remembered that it was a puppie with golden retrievers all over, with shiny eyes and pink tongue. On the first day it arrived, almost all the children ran to the garden to watch it, lining up to stroke the soft golden fluff.

Of course, Lu Ren is definitely not included among all the children, because no one told him the news that there were more dogs in the garden. At that time, Lu Ren had autistic tendency in the eyes of others, and was a kid who only likes to shrink into a daze in his own place.

It stands to reason that this kind of fun-seeking event generally does not have any intersection with Lu Ren, but until one day, Lu Ren was found stealing ham during his free time--

"Are you... want to eat?" He was stared at by a pair of wet eyes, and he could only reluctantly divide the ration he saved for lunch in half.

Everyone says that a dog is a very spiritual creature and a loyal partner of mankind. However, in the eyes of the little boy Luren, the puppies are very cunning, because since that encounter, every time he tears open the bag of ham sausage, a kind of furry head will come to his feet to please. The drowsiness.

If you don’t give it, will it bark and attract more troublesome people—because I have such worries in my heart, plus this popular golden retriever pup is really cute and cute. This time can be regarded as responsive to this uninvited guest.

Later, on days when the temperature was getting colder, Lu Ren would often take the time to take a look at this puppy when there was no one. He would bring clean water, stored food, or some aunts who asked for it. Discarded torn bedding. They became more and more familiar with each other. About a month later, when the puppies saw Lu Ren, they would take the initiative to show their favor. Although Lu Ren would not respond to others in front of others, he had already given this puppy secretly. Zai took an exclusive name.

This kind of hidden company probably lasted until the beginning of spring, when Lu Ren found that the puppy cub had become awkward, and began to be as lazy as him, his eyes were blank, and his appetite was lost. Later, it began to shed hair, the epidermis was red and swollen, and the hair color no longer had the original beautiful luster. The aunts of the orphanage said that their loyal friend was ill and needed to be sent to the hospital for treatment. After hearing this, the children were very worried and afraid, and even the little boy burst into tears on the spot.

Everyone didn't want the cute puppy to have an accident, and Lu Ren didn't want it either. Fortunately, the puppy was cured after a week. It recovered its beautiful coat color and was taken back to the orphanage by the aunt.

That day, the orphanage also held a game event to celebrate the return of the puppies, and everyone had a great time under the leadership of the aunt.

Lu Ren took a leave of absence on the grounds of a stomachache, hid on the bed alone, wrapped in a quilt, and vented with tears.

It wasn't the original puppy who came back. Obviously he was the only one who discovered this matter. That was the first time Lu Ren deeply felt the horror and pain of establishing an intimate relationship.

As long as you are unfamiliar, don't understand, and don't like, you won't have bad and troublesome negative emotions. Out of such self-suggestion, Lu Ren began to alienate people around him unconsciously. He had no relatives, no friends, no dating, and paralyzed his feelings. However, some things could not be avoided by avoiding it.

Just like that little puppy, Lu Ren never thought that he could establish friendship with animals, but whoever wants to take care of it has become a habit from the heart.

Therefore, after all, a person cannot become an isolated individual. Even if Lu Ren is indifferent and self-enclosed, there will be someone rushing toward him with radiance.

"What are you thinking..." Lu Ren's eyes floated slightly to his side. In fact, human feelings are far more complicated than dogs, just like the young man leaning on his shoulders.

You You didn't really fall asleep, she noticed it when he touched the other person's head.

Maybe it was because he didn't want to talk to him and just pretended to be asleep. Lu Ren originally understood it this way, until he just felt a drop of wet liquid falling into his neck.

What is this all about? Obviously he was the one being fooled, but the culprit began to cry quietly on his body.

Lu Ren sighed, raised his hand and lightly pressed the young man's slightly trembling head. He didn't say a word. After all, he didn't even understand the reason for the other party's tears.

"I love you, doctor."

"I love you, doctor."

"I love you, doctor."

...

The man buried in his neck sounded very softly, but trembling violently. Lu Ren was slightly stunned when he heard it. He didn't know if he was feeling right-it seemed to You You that liking him seemed a very uneasy thing.

"What are you afraid of?" Lu Ren thought for a while, and said with a voice that only two people could hear, "Is it because of me?"

"..."

"Because I am..." Lu Ren paused for a moment, trying to find a suitable word to describe himself, "Monster, it scares you, doesn't it?"

On the road, Shinobu understands this very well. Although he always blames the opponent as a "mad dog" or "lunatic", it belongs to the category of human beings, and it is so much better than something like him that is neither human nor ghost.

Thinking about it in another way, if someone suddenly climbed to the window of the tenth floor of his teaching building with bare hands at the time of the university, and then reached out and invited him to jump down together-he might be shocked and his brain went down. So at that time, You You was willing to spare his life to hug him, Lu Ren was still quite touched.

If now, the other party later realized that he was afraid because of his existence, Lu Ren would not have any complaints.

There are excuses, and sometimes he thinks it is scary enough to look at himself in a human mind.

"How come?" The young man slowly raised his head, his pale blue eyes still covered with a layer of mist, "Doctor is not a monster."

Lu Ren staggered his eyes slightly, and he began to feel guilty towards the youth in front of him.

Because he suddenly discovered that he had done something wrong, it turned out that he had always wanted to hide his identity and get along with the other party.

There is no doubt that this is despicable deception.

"Thank you very much for not asking me the reason, You You. Because it is difficult for me to give you a reasonable explanation." Lu Ren's eyes drooped, "You don't have to say something against your heart out of fear, the truth is just as you have said. As you see it, I can promise to accept all your decisions and ideas. So you don’t have to be so trembling. If I make you feel uncomfortable anymore, if you want me to disappear now, just say it, and I will immediately..."

"Why do you want to say such terrible things as threatening to me?" You You's shoulders trembled slightly.

Lu Ren was stunned, and quickly explained: "No, it's not a threat, I'm serious, I won't hurt—"

"Why...why...why do you want to say that it disappears now..."

Two thin tears left clear marks on the delicate face. This is not a flaw. It can even be said that the face is more beautiful than usual.

It just looks sad.

Lu Ren's heart was severely pinched a few times, and when he was stuck in it, all the psychological knowledge he had learned was fed to the dog and was completely useless. The self-righteous comfort has all become a sharp knife to injury. He doesn't know how to deal with the situation at the moment, so he can only wipe away the tears with his fingers awkwardly.

"Please, don't cry," Lu Ren lowered his head, and their foreheads touched lightly. "You can do whatever you want, I'll listen to you, okay?"

"Don't disappear now..."

"good."

"Want to hold hands..."

"good."

"Want you, kiss me..."

Lu Ren didn't say "OK" anymore, he lowered his head to a lower position that was more convenient for kissing. Compared with the irritable face-to-face conversation, they only kept a very close distance of zero at this time, like a cool cicada that stopped chirping in winter, silently sharing each other's time.

Soft, sweet, lingering, kissing is not the first time, Lu Ren discovered that this intimate act contains rich taste levels.

For a long time, he didn't use his heart, nor did he think that he should also use his heart when he is embarrassed to speak up.

...

...

After the separation, the eyes of the two were surprisingly the same, and both were still nostalgic for the place they had just felt deeply. The thought of wanting to do it again lingered in the minds of two people at the same time.

"It's the terminal! It's time to get off!" The uncle in front reminded with a wide voice.

"Let's go, get out of the car first." Lu Ren took the lead to recover. He stood up unnaturally and pulled the young man out of his seat.

"Go forward two kilometers, there is a hotel where you can spend the night." I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional. When Lu Ren got out of the car, he heard Uncle Crash make such an understatement in dialect.

"Thank you." Lu Ren replied, getting out of the car a little embarrassed.

The two men stood still, and the bus turned around in front of them and drove away.

A large stretch of deep blue sea beyond the horizon appeared in front of Lu Ren and You You. Quietly, the surface of the sea seemed to be completely frozen, shining brightly, like a flat section of a gemstone.

"We're here." Lu Ren turned his head and looked at the people around him.

By coincidence, You You was also looking at him, looking at him with those eyes much shallower than the sea.

Lu Ren swallowed his throat, hooked his fingers on the red plaid scarf that he had tied to the youth by himself, lowered his head and leaned forward on his own initiative.

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