The Woman Found the Will I Wrote

91 – Will 2

… Writing a letter was more difficult than I thought.

Starting with how I should feel about the feelings of those left behind, I tried to write words to avoid hurting those left behind as much as possible, and it felt like my head was going to explode.

‘… ‘It’s a pain in the ass.’

Moreover, I realized it while writing it.

If ‘I’ disappear after the ending, but ‘the real Dern’ returns and regains this body once again.

It became even more difficult to write a letter because I had to consider what might happen.

Because of that, I sat blankly for a long time and eventually decided to make one decision and sighed.

‘I decided to write the letter like a will.’

In case the ‘real Dern’ returns to the body after the ending.

After defeating the Demon King, they decided to place a ‘seal’ on me as well.

‘Although it is too harsh a treatment for the real Dern.’

The real Dern that I saw in the original novel literally felt like absolute evil.

It would have been better to get rid of it rather than return it to its original state and have other kids get hurt.

‘Especially in the case of Rumi, Dern persistently harassed her for no reason, and from the mid to late part, he actually tried to kill her.’

Because he could have tried to kill Rumi the moment he returned.

In preparation for such an incident, it would have been better to prevent such an incident in advance by sealing the body itself.

‘The reason I didn’t commit suicide was because I considered the possibility of not returning.’

Considering the possibility of continuing to remain in this body, I decided to do so and began writing the letter.

Originally, I just wanted to end it with a few stories.

It’s too late for Rumi, Delia, and Cien to end like this… I felt a bit sorry for Espin if I added more, so I wrote down additional information briefly for the four of them.

‘That is the minimum duty of a human being.’

With those thoughts in mind, I began to write letters that may or may not be written.

* * *

I finished the letter thinking that this was the first time since coming here that I had focused so deeply on something other than magic research.

Because it had already been modified several times, there were no further changes that needed to be made.

It felt oddly unfinished, so I couldn’t help but feel like my hands kept stopping.

‘… ‘I don’t know.’

That’s why I’ve been hesitating for a while and thinking about what to do with this.

Luna, who was dozing next to her, nodded and talked to me.

[Master, if you don’t give it to me, I won’t… ]

I had no choice but to tell Luna that I might ‘disappear’.

Luna clung to me more than usual and repeated her words that she should not die.

Even though I comforted Luna by repeating that she might not be like that, she stayed by my side, talking about him all day long.

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‘The only way to divert attention is by buying me a snack later.’

And I stretched her, thinking that if I just left her alone, it would resolve itself.

‘So, where on earth should I hide this?’

The first place that came to mind was under the bed… To be honest, the maids were going around cleaning the place, so the chances of getting caught were too high.

I thought it would be better to put it somewhere else.

‘Hmm… ‘

I’ve never really hidden anything before, so it’s a bit of a pain in the ass.

I looked around the fairly large room, then shook my head and looked at the drawer.

‘I guess I can just enchant this place.’

Attach it to the top of the third drawer and cast a spell on it.

All I had to do was to let the magic of having a will appear here after I died naturally.

As I was finishing this, feeling strangely complex and subtle about doing this, someone knocked on the door.

“Derndern, is it possible for us to talk?”

I listened to someone’s voice and heard Delia’s voice.

I answered that it was okay to come in, and I saw Delia cautiously come inside, still wearing her pajamas.

“…… “

I don’t know if he wore these things on purpose.

Delia said the material of her pajamas was thin… To put it in one word, I saw him coming into the room wearing pajamas that subtly showed the skin on the inside.

I was so embarrassed by those clothes that I sat quietly without saying anything.

Luna, who was next to me, tilted her head and watched this, and then she shouted loudly as if she had realized something.

[Master! This is the mating angle!]

Fortunately, when Luna speaks ‘human’ words in cat form, she does not actually speak, but conveys it through her head as if she were telepathic.

I smiled bitterly to myself, thinking that I was glad Delia didn’t hear what I was talking about.

‘Well, whatever happens. ‘Why did you come here?’

Judging by the rather serious expression on his face, it doesn’t seem like he came simply to make an attack of affection.

I looked at Delia with those thoughts in mind.

Delia spoke to me as she placed her magic lantern down near her.

“That… “I came here because I had something to apologize for.”

“An apple?”

“Yes. That um… “

Delia seemed to have difficulty speaking, but she paused and looked at me.

She then took a long deep breath and pointed to a nearby bed and spoke to me.

“I think this story will be long, but can we talk on the bed?”

The moment Delia said those words, Luna was next to her.

[The master must have come to mate too! Let’s go!]

He says strange things like

, Making my head noisy.

After patting Luna on the back to tell her to be quiet, she slowly stood up and nodded her head.

“Do whatever you want.”

“Yes… thank you.”

After saying those words, Delia glanced at me and sat down on the bed, and then she smiled awkwardly and spoke to me.

“Well, it feels weird sitting here wearing only pajamas.”

“…… “

At those words, I had no choice but to look away in silence.

As I said before, Delia’s pajamas were quite thin, so her skin was visible when the light hit her.

Because she was sitting so openly, her curves were quite exposed.

‘That’s why I keep looking at you.’

I was looking away from her to calm her down.

Delia glances at me and talks to me.

“Ah, anyway… Back to the point. “I have something to apologize to you for.”

“What is it?”

“That… It’s about Rumi. Should I say that I crossed a line a little, or that I acted too recklessly? Anyway, that was it.”

That alone doesn’t explain it, so I’m nodding my head to ask for a more detailed explanation.

Delia smiles awkwardly and continues her story to me.

“… Originally, I was going to leave it alone since it was between you two. When Rumi tried to run away to the Heavenly God Church, she poured out some pretty harsh words… “

To summarize, the story is that Delia spoke directly to Rumi and prevented her from going.

It was difficult to say what she felt because she had not heard the course.

Still, it was true that Rumi did not go to the Heavenly God Church thanks to that, so I expressed my gratitude.

“Well done.”

“Huh?”

Delia looks at me with an expression of embarrassment, as if she didn’t know if she would praise me for doing a good job.

I made eye contact with Delia and repeated what I said earlier.

“I said you did well.”

“…… “

Eyes blinking rapidly.

I thought Delia’s reaction was somewhat cute, and slowly approached her as she continued speaking.

“If Rumi tries to do something like that in the future, stop her like that. “Please.”

At those words, Delia made a blank expression and looked at me.

He muttered softly with an expression full of embarrassment.

“Uh… “This is not it.”

What do you mean no?

I’m blinking, wondering if I did something wrong.

Delia starts to look around and force something on her.

“No… ! Listen carefully. I heard you said something really mean to Rumi? For example, things like being an asshole or committing suicide?”

It was definitely too much to say to Rumi.

If she hadn’t said that, there was a high probability that she would have left without listening, so I nodded and said yes.

Delia didn’t seem to like my reaction, so she kept repeating the same thing.

“No, listen carefully! “These are really bad words, so they must have hurt Rumi’s feelings?”

“I think there is nothing we can do.”

“No! It’s not something that can be helped! Even at times like that, you have to be selective about what you say! Why are you saying I did a good job? Quickly scold me! Huh.”

While Delia was speaking, her true feelings came out.

She quickly covers her mouth and opens her eyes wide.

I was smiling awkwardly while looking at Delia like that, and Luna, who was next to her, was talking to me.

[It looks like that female wants the owner to scold her!]

Hearing those words, I had no choice but to open my mouth and think of scolding him in return for his praise.

“… I get it. “Then let’s hold him accountable.”

When asked about her responsibility, Delia sat down politely, her eyes sparkling.

Soon, she smiled and said something urgently.

“Well, then you know. Her friend said that… When she does something wrong… Uh, uh, uh.”

Delia, who was repeating her words like a suddenly broken machine, turned bright red and shouted at me.

“Her ass…” “He said I should spank her.”

“… What?”

She was embarrassed and asked back, to see if she thought Delia wouldn’t be able to do it.

She hugged her pillow, buried her face in it, and cried out loud.

“Well, look at my ass… “I want you to hit me!”