The ups and downs of the urban jungle

Ding Pei's warm love melted Sun Jian's frozen emotions in time and once again awakened his yearning and expectation for life. But the hatred and anger he had accumulated in his heart had not been resolved at all. In fact, even if he met by chance, he became a godson to Ding Pei's parents and a godbrother to Ding Pei. But from beginning to end, he and Gao Ming had never met each other. There was no specific contact or communication. Before, he only knew about Gao Ming, but now he has a deep hatred and gnashed teeth. The two women who were most unforgettable in my life ended up being wantonly humiliated and abused by such an ugly man who dressed like an animal and had a human face and an animal heart. This was the cruel reality.

No matter how Sun Jian controlled his depression, he still couldn't resist the thought deep in his heart that was hard to erase. He quietly got Lin Bing's phone number and sent her a long text message.

Sun Jian chose to meet Lin Bing in the hotel room. He did not have any other distracting thoughts. He just wanted to find a relatively free, safe and quiet space to meet. He wanted to see Lin Bing, but he didn't have any distracting thoughts at all. He just wanted to meet and hear her tell him personally how she was doing now.

Sun Jian always kept his clothes completely neat and tidy, waiting restlessly in the room alone for Lin Bing to appear.

As agreed, Lin Bing, dressed in fashion and with a calm expression, calmly knocked on the door and stood in front of Sun Jian with a somewhat elegant and punctual smile.

After the two met, their expressions remained calm. Sun Jian poured a glass of water for Lin Bing and himself, and sat down facing each other against the small coffee table in the room. It was Sun Jian who spoke first.

"Are you ok?"

"Okay!"

"I'm looking for you - there's no other reason! Everyone - long time no see!"

"It doesn't matter! It doesn't matter! Anyway - it's all over!"

"Yes Yes! It's in the past!"

"Tell me about you! It’s pretty good to be on a TV station!"

"No - nothing, it's all - relying on others——"

"This is quite normal! All roads lead to Rome! White cat and black cat only care about the results! I'm really glad now - I decided that way"

"I never hated you either! I blame you!"

"It’s okay to hate, and it doesn’t matter whether you blame or not! Life is like this, reality is like this! Who can blame whom?"

"Bingbing——"

"Or—call me Lin Bing! I am now - I am no longer the little girl I used to be!"

"good! Lin Bing! I'm looking for you - just want to ask you——"

"ask me! what? go ahead!"

"How could you get together with him? How could you get together with this kind of person?"

"who? You mean - Gao Ming?"

"Shit! What's so clever? He should be called evil!"

"Why! You have graduated from college, why do you still seem to be awake? Still so naive? So impulsive? Do you care whether someone is wise or evil? He can help me, why should I refuse? Why do you still gnash your teeth and hate people when they don't provoke you? You must have a conscience!"

"Stop it! Shameless!"

"I am shameless, how elegant are you? Don’t think that you’re arrogant just because you’ve been working in a TV station for a few days! steal!"

"Do the math! Don't talk about this! How are you? Now - are you okay?"

"good! It's good to lean against the big tree to enjoy the shade. It is easy to make money by working for the company yourself, and you are free. However, these are all obtained in exchange for my own body!"

"Bingbing——"

"Call me Lin Bing!"

"got used to! it's the same! Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"snort! Do you think I am willing to do this to myself? Now you are also a person who messes around in the scene. Haven't you seen this reality clearly? yes! If you are a boy, you can rely on your luck and there will be noble people willing to help you, but what about me? I'm a girl from below, what do I have here? Besides a young and beautiful body? If I don’t exchange it, why should I wait here to die? Nowadays, don’t talk about those high-sounding nonsense of gentlemen. We are all here, so we don’t need to dress up to pretend to be innocent. I am - just like that - alive!"

"Bingbing——"

"Sun Jian! thank you for remembering me! It's just a pity that I am no longer the same person as before!"

"Bingbing! I see! I didn't think about anything else, I just wanted to see you"

"yes! You just want to see me and see how I am alive now, right? Fortunately, he is alive and not dead yet!"

"Bingbing——"

"okay! I don't want to talk about these boring topics anymore."

After Lin Bing finished speaking, he stood up and looked carefully at the decorations in the room. He lay on the bed unscrupulously.

"It seems like you are doing pretty well now, right? The quality of the rooms available is also quite high."

"Bingbing——"

"alright! Stop dawdling! Since you have invited me to come and book a room, naturally you can't avoid that. Fortunately, we are an old couple now, and I wouldn’t mind spending time with you one more time. However, if you make an appointment with me in the future, I may not be able to keep it so casually. To avoid bringing up old feelings and causing trouble"

"Bingbing! You - I told you, I invited you here today - I just want to see you, nothing else"

"how? Do you still think I'm dirty? To tell you the truth, although I use my body to do business, I haven’t reduced myself to the point of selling it all over the street! I also don’t believe that you haven’t touched another woman since you left me. I'm in a pretty good mood today. People say that a long absence is better than a newlywed. Is it possible that you are really able to stay pregnant now?"

"Bingbing! You - don't - give up on yourself! I just hope you take good care of yourself! From now on - peace! hapiness!"

After Sun Jian finished speaking, he looked at Lin Bingbing coldly again, then opened the door and went out.

"Sun Jian! You stop - you——"Lin Bing suddenly gritted his teeth and cursed:"You bastard!"

Lin Bing's psychology towards Sun Jian was too complex and entangled. When she decided to choose Sun Jian before graduation, she almost made up her mind to die. She would definitely stick to this hard-won bitter love for the rest of her life. As a result, reality smashed their rock-solid love to pieces in just half a year. In this vigorous love, coming together and suddenly disappearing are all Lin Bing's painful decisions. This is her biggest guilt when facing Sun Jian. When she first learned that Sun Jian was hospitalized for his injuries, she also inquired about the hospital where he was staying several times. She almost couldn't help but visit him several times, but she finally held back. She believed that the relationship between them had not been completely severed yet, and she was even more afraid that this relationship would rekindle and become disconnected. Therefore, I still ruthlessly adhered to my previous decision, and Duan was completely cut off.

And just when she had almost completely forgotten about this person, life played a joke on her again, and she unexpectedly encountered him again like this. When she saw that Sun Jian had found such a pretty good job, she felt a little relieved.

Sun Jian sent her a text message and secretly asked her to meet. She originally hoped that the two of them could talk to each other, explain to each other and understand each other, so that they could get together and end things. But she never expected that she would be so humiliated by Sun Jian in the end. Considering the relationship between the two, a man's calmness, coldness, and indifference at this time would definitely be the most complete collective humiliation for a woman, especially for Lin Bing. A proud and arrogant woman, this is something she cannot accept or tolerate no matter how incompetent she is. The childishness and impulsiveness that she had originally wanted to completely forget and cut off, at this moment, actually quietly sprouted in her heart again, once again arousing her urge to get to know and understand this man again.

Lin Bing stayed alone in the hotel, thinking about things in boredom, then jumped out of bed and left angrily.