The Perfect Hidden Marriage

If a person cares too much about another person, he or she will have a sense of worry about gain and loss.

This is probably because that person failed to give this person too much sense of security.

During the Spring Festival of that year, Gu Lijun and Xiao Jingheng confirmed their relationship, but she did not feel at ease because of it.

Because Xiao Jingheng was always hot and cold towards her.

He never said he would take her to meet her parents.

Of course, at that time, their relationship did not reach the level where they needed to meet their parents.

Gu Lijun cherished this relationship very much. Privately, she was afraid that Xiao Jingheng would find out about her relationship with his father. Although at that time, their relationship was just Chuncui's sponsor and sponsor, she was still nervous.

Therefore, she deliberately moved out of the apartment, rented another rental house, lived outside with Yue Hua, and officially broke away from Xiao Zhidong financially.

Those days were hard but relaxing.

At that time, Xiao Jingheng was very busy with work, but he would meet with her every week, drink coffee, watch movies, eat some junk food that he didn't like, and teach Yuehua Taekwondo... They lived a happy life.

After three years of dating, Jingheng knew that she was an orphan, that there were kind-hearted people who helped her, and that now she had to support herself.

Seeing how hard she was living, he arranged an apartment for her and Yue Hua, and he paid the rent.

Sometimes he would stay for a night or two.

During the holidays, if he didn't go back to Beijing, he would drag them along to celebrate the holidays, and even compete with Yue Hua for food.

In the fourth year of falling in love, they were twenty-six years old.

During the Spring Festival, she had a high fever at home. Yuehua called him. After he answered, he rushed back from Beijing to be with her on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year.

During those days, she had a high fever.

He saw it in a hurry and used his connections to find the best doctor to treat her with the best medicine.

In her daze, she thought she was going to die, so she leaned in his arms and made a request:

When will you marry me? If I don't marry you, I will die and I will never rest in peace.

He comforted her and said, As long as you recover from your illness, I will marry you.

After seven days, her fever broke.

He didn't default on the debt, he really took her to meet his father and really wanted to get married.

Xiao Zhidong saw them both coming, but he didn't reveal that Gu Lijun was the child he was sponsoring outside.

He only said: Jingheng, you are twenty-six years old, not sixteen. It is up to you to decide what kind of woman you want to marry. As for your background, it is not particularly important. The Xiao family does not need to add icing on the cake, what is important is Yes, the person you marry must be a woman you like and who you are willing to love and protect. After you marry her, you should live a good life with her. Don't imitate me... I am a bad example.

He also said: As long as your mother agrees with your marriage, I will never object. You should take Xiao Gu to see your mother...

Xiao Zhidong's willingness to agree made Gu Lijun very happy.

A few days later, Jingheng took her to visit his mother again.

During the past few years of their relationship, Jingheng kept saying: Why is his mother so easy to get along with?

Gu Lijun always thought that since he had passed the test of his father, there should be no big problem on his mother's side.

On March 12, Xiao Jingheng went to Beijing with her full of joy and expectations.

In an elegant private club, Gu Lijun met the elegant and noble female hotel tycoon.

What greeted the shy meeting was a cold and angry face - Jin Yuan did not show any affection to his son, and embarrassed her on the spot:

Xiaoyuan, if you want to marry her, don't recognize me as your mother in this life. I can pretend that I never gave birth to you.

Such denial immediately made Gu Lijun look pale and at a loss.

Xiao Jingheng is a very strange man.

He dared to quarrel with his father, but he would not disobey his mother.

After the meeting broke up, he sent her to the hotel, and he was called over by his mother.

It is said that it was a good lesson after going there.

In the second half of March, Jin Yuan paid close attention to Xiao Jingheng, so that they had little chance to meet.

Because of this incident, she was very angry and didn't understand why she was so rejected.

She once wanted to talk to Jin Yuan for an argument, but Jingheng stopped her, and even promised to secretly register the marriage first, and then announce it first, and then she turned from anger to happiness.

On April 1, Xiao Jingheng made an appointment with her to register.

She went happily, but he broke the appointment: because of something unexpected, he was taken away by Jin Yuan.

He came to her later to explain.

She was so angry that she didn't answer the phone and went to the nightclub to get drunk with her good friend Fan Chunyan.

As a result, it was that time that they were beaten up.

…

Gu Lijun said a lot in one breath, her mouth was extremely dry and her heart was extremely painful:

If I hadn't run out that time, maybe the situation wouldn't have been so bad.

There were tears in his eyes, slowly gathering.

Su Jin didn't say anything, just listened quietly, feeling very uncomfortable and not knowing how to comfort him.

After all, the man Gu Lijun loved deeply was her current husband.

With her, she heard that her man had once been in love with another woman, and that was such an awkward thing.

Just like, if Jin Hengyuan listened to Su Mubai tell the story of how he and she fell in love since childhood, it would definitely be unpleasant.

She really didn't know how to react other than silence.

Gu Lijun continued, her voice full of pain:

That kidnapping was a painful experience...

…

In a barren mountain, there were a dozen tall men and a shabby house. Gu Lijun and Fan Chunyan were beaten tightly and thrown on the ground paved with straw. They only had one meal a day. With a bowl of water to drink, you can go to the toilet under the care of the grandmother who cooks.

For half a month, those people threw them aside casually, ignoring them and not letting them go.

What exactly they had in mind was unknown to them.

On the evening of April 18, two kidnappers pushed another man who had just been captured into their room—it turned out to be Xiao Zhidong.

Xiao Zhidong was born in the military. In his early years, Mr. Xiao had hoped that he would be his successor, but unfortunately Xiao Zhidong did not have this ambition. This guy knows a little bit of kung fu. Since he had been attacked before, he was always followed by bodyguards when he went out.

The reason why he was caught that time was because the kidnappers used Gu Lijun as bait and lured him step by step into a carefully designed trap.

After being caught, the kidnappers even broke his foot bones, making it difficult for him to move.

Afterwards, Gu Lijun found out that those people who arrested her were all going to Xiao Zhidong - I don't know how they knew that she, Gu Lijun, was very important to Xiao Zhidong.

There are only two results of kidnapping.

One is to kidnap the victim for money, and use it to extort the victim's family, thereby obtaining the property. Afterwards, the kidnapped person may be released, or they may be torn apart.

One is purely for revenge, the victim has only one result in the end, death.

The kidnapper Gu Lijun encountered was for money.

They extorted Xiao Zhidong for a huge amount of money.

The man agreed without blinking an eyelid. He only had one request:

As long as you let us all go, I can give you the money.

But the kidnapper leader said: You can let them go, but you can't let these two women go. They both have to die.

Because they have seen what these people look like, and if they are alive, their safety cannot be guaranteed...

Xiao Zhidong disagreed.

Those people directly poked Fan Chunyan's eyes out and said:

In that case, that's OK.

When they wanted to harm Gu Lijun physically, it was Xiao Zhidong who protected her with his life.

He battled wits with them and said: If you dare to hurt them again, I will kill them myself. In this case, you will get nothing.

This stalemate lasted for several days.

To get the money, they changed tactics.

They demanded: Xiao Zhidong must sleep with Gu Lijun.

They will take a video and then use this video to ensure that they remain silent for the rest of their lives and cannot call the police...

How could Xiao Zhidong agree?

In order to force him to submit, they brutally stabbed Fan Chunyan to serious injuries...

The two sides were in a stalemate again.

On the seventh day, Xiao Jingxun, the eldest son of Xiao, came with several personal bodyguards, but they underestimated the capabilities of these kidnappers. All four bodyguards were killed, and Xiao Jingxun was captured alive after suffering a gunshot wound.

This time the rescue operation failed.

Afterwards, they began to evacuate.

After they arrived at another lair and settled everything, they forced them to commit the crime again.

This time, their bargaining chips increased: on Xiao Zhidong's side, they used Xiao Jingxun as a threat; on Gu Lijun's side, they used Gu Yuehua, who had just been kidnapped, as a threat, and issued an ultimatum:

Either Xiao Zhidong sleeps with Gu Lijun; or their men rape Gu Lijun...

If Gu Lijun dares to seek death, Gu Yuehua and Xiao Jingxun, who were framed at the same time, will be killed together...

Later, they gave in.

Because, keep their lives, because they all want to live.

…

When Su Jin heard this, he was shocked and speechless for a long time. He felt extremely uncomfortable and felt very sorry for Gu Lijun.

As for Gu Lijun, her voice was indifferent, and only with such a bystander's tone could she express the whole matter more objectively.

In addition, this is also the first time that she has told the causes and consequences of these things in such detail.

For some reason, facing Su Jin and facing today's situation, she had the urge not to complain.

We were harassed for more than a month and a half in total.

“In the end, Jingheng led the police forces from all sides and rescued us who were tortured in human form.

When Jingheng rushed in and found me, I could do nothing but cry...

Later, he found out what happened to me.

That day, in the hospital, he held me tightly and said: 'It doesn't matter, we go abroad. We forget everything that happened here. We can start from scratch.'

But I can't accept this. Everything that happened during my imprisonment was really terrible and terrible to me... So, when he said about moving to the UK, I didn't dare to agree... …

Later, I found out that I was pregnant, and the child was Xiao Zhidong's.

On the same day, Xiao Zhidong learned about this, and he immediately asked Jin Yuan to put Jingheng under house arrest.

A few days later, something happened to Yue Hua. He was seriously injured. If he couldn't get medical treatment immediately, he would die.

“But that surgery costs hundreds of thousands or even millions.

I have no money. I can't find Jingheng. I go to beg Xiao Zhidong. Beg him to save the child who was raised by him.

He gave me a choice.

Marry him, give birth to the child, and he will pay for the best doctors to treat Yue Hua; if the child is aborted, I will have to wait to collect Yue Hua's body...

He said: He wants the child in my belly. Because Jingxun died trying to save me. I have to give him a son in exchange.

In the darkness, she laughed in a long, melancholy voice. There was a cry in the smile, and the trembling sobs revealed a kind of despair that could not be redeemed:

There's nothing I can do.

What else can I do except accept my fate?

In the end, I just agreed to get married. To the father of the man I loved.

“From then on, I never saw Jingheng again.

We separated while I was still in love with him.

“I feel like my life is completely over.

After giving birth to Jingqi, I couldn't bear it anymore and ran out to look for him, but couldn't find him.

Afterwards, I was brought to Hong Kong by people sent by Xiao Zhidong and settled in that gorgeous Qi Garden.

Later, I heard a sentence that Jingheng asked Changning to bring.

The fate is over. Now that you are married, let's live a good life! For Jingqi.

Oh, for the sake of Jingqi, should we maintain this marriage?

The child should never have been born. This marriage should not have ended.

“But I was forced to get married and give birth to this child.

Su Jin, do you think this kind of marriage will bring happiness to me?

Can I survive such a life?

At the end, Gu Lijun asked sadly.

Su Jin couldn't answer the words and felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

If you put yourself in her shoes, such a marriage would really be a disaster.

No matter what happens to anyone, it can be devastating and difficult to face.

Who is willing to have a good and promising life ruined like this?

Originally, there would be a bright future, but because of a fight, the whole world collapsed; I still have to be trapped in a marriage with no future, and I will be tortured forever; and I have to face someone who I don’t like. child.

The existence of that child will forever remind her of how unbearable her marriage is.

But what if we think differently?

If Xiao Zhidong had not used the child to force Gu Lijun to marry; if Gu Lijun had aborted the child; if Xiao Jingheng married Gu Lijun out of a desire to make amends, this young couple would have really been able to tell the story of what really happened without any care at all. Will you live your life as if the things you are living have never existed?

I'm afraid not necessarily.

That shadow with Gu Lijun will never be erased; with Xiao Jingheng, the fact that his wife was pregnant with his father's child will probably become an eternal heartache.

It's a man, who wouldn't mind this kind of thing?

This kind of pain will definitely follow him forever.

When Gu Lijun treated him like a piece of driftwood and wanted to be rescued, maybe because of the impact of that incident, he was eventually dragged down too and became a victim of that incident.

This will eventually lead to: the marriage of two people will become a nightmare that is difficult to wake up from, and happiness will rarely be seen in life.

From Su Jin's point of view, that is by no means optimistic.

After thinking about it, she asked softly:

Have you never thought about divorce?

Do you think I can divorce this marriage?

Gu Lijun asked in a dumb voice.

Su Jin was silent.

A few days ago, he agreed to divorce me. But he wanted me to stay far away and go to the United States until I die. Because he wants to keep his son happy. Therefore, I must be sacrificed.

She laughed sarcastically, her hoarse voice echoing in the darkness:

He is afraid that I will continue to pester his son and ruin his son. If those scandals are made public, they will not only humiliate Xiao Zhidong and Xiao Jingheng, but also have a terrible impact on the Xiao family. Therefore, it is impossible for him to let go He lost it to me. It’s better now. Those people helped him a lot. If we die here together, the shame will disappear...

Su Jin continued to be silent, feeling as if a huge mountain was weighing on his heart, extremely heavy.

It's really too heavy.

A good pair of lovers, a good pair of father and son, a good pair of sponsor and sponsor...the good human relationship was all ruined...

With Gu Lijun, he was in pain, with Xiao Jingheng, and with Xiao Zhidong, he felt guilty, cruel, and helpless. He suffered double torture and double hatred, but he could only knock out his teeth and blood swallow. Because it has happened. He chose what he thought was the best way to protect his son. And locked him and Gu Lijun in hell.

At this moment, Gu Lijun also said she was tired and was just panting heavily.

The clock is ticking.

The god of death in the darkness was approaching them step by step.

Gradually, Gu Lijun's mood calmed down.

Su Jinze sighed quietly over there...

She couldn't judge who was right or wrong in this matter.

All have grievances, all have hatred, all have suffering...

I don’t know how long it took.

Su Jin seemed to have fallen asleep again. When she woke up, her mouth was so dry that she was about to smoke. She called Gu Lijun's name.

Gu Lijun responded.

The voices of both people became extremely weak.

Su Jin suddenly asked a question that she had just thought of in her sleep:

Gu Lijun, if there really is an afterlife in this world, do you still want to meet Xiao Jingheng?

Over there, Gu Lijun thought about the painful, happy, embarrassing and sweet lives she had gone through. She thought for a long time and finally answered:

forget about it.

After a pause, he said again:

If there is an afterlife, I don't want to get Xiao Zhidong's support when I am twelve years old. I don't want to get rid of Xiao Jingheng because I want to get rid of Xiao Zhidong. I want to be simple, simpler. Life can be a little easier. But I don’t want to love so hard and have all the joy of life taken away... It’s boring, so boring.”

She bit the last sentence twice hard.

Do you think your joy in life was taken away by fate or by yourself?

Su Jin asked again gently.

What's the meaning?

Gu Lijun didn't understand and frowned.

Su Jin didn't answer and asked again:

Now, we are all going to die, do you feel much regret? At the age of thirty-two, you have lost even a little bit of your life value without realizing it. In the past five years, you have spent all your time trapped in your own tragedy. You live The pain... Gu Lijun, have you ever thought about it, or you could have avoided such pain...

It's not so painful? How should I live?

Gu Lijun was startled and asked in confusion.

You can go abroad, you can choose to leave, get yourself out of the environment that traps you, let your heart get out of the love that has trapped you to death, see the world with another perspective, use books, use work, use all kinds of A kind of busyness to enrich oneself and make oneself full of energy, instead of being gloomy, isolated from society, and locking oneself in a closed cage.

Love is never everything in life.

“If a woman cannot get everything she wants in marriage or love, she can actually work hard to gain a sense of accomplishment in her career.

Just like Dong Mingzhu, the female president of Gree Group. Her marriage failed, her love failed, but she achieved great success in her career, which made her the most respected strong woman in China today.

What does this mean: If a person blindly tries to get into trouble, he is not a wise man.

“In terms of love, I am also a loser and I have also been in trouble.

Of course, compared to your situation, mine seems insignificant.

“What I want to say is that only by letting go will there be a new future.

“People have to look forward, instead of holding on to the past and remembering the joys and sorrows in it all day long.

Eight to nine times out of ten things in life are unsatisfactory. If you give in to fate, you have failed. If you have overcome all the hardships, looking back, they are just a glimpse of life...

I just thought about my past carefully.

I suffered hardships when I was young, but I was lucky when I was young. I have known and loved Su Mubai for so many years. Although our love has reached a dead end, the happiness he brought me in those years is indelible. No matter why he betrayed me, I have no complaints. Yes, and also, meeting Hengyuan was another piece of luck in my life...

If I die at this moment, I will have no regrets; if I still live, it will make me cherish everything I have now...

Su Jin used all his strength to say everything he wanted to say. After finishing speaking, his body felt weak for a while.

Gu Lijun was stunned and lost her voice, feeling the open-mindedness and insight in her words.

After death, there is nothing left. Only weak people want to use death to escape everything.

Thinking about how much she hated his irresponsibility when her father committed suicide.

Now she is following in her father's footsteps.

What about you, if we can still survive, what will you do?

Su Jin asked softly again.

Should I trap myself in Qi Garden with self-pity, or should I go out, embrace another life with my heart, and face the bigger world. Gu Lijun, what was your dream? Have you ever thought about realizing it again?