Stunned for You

In the elegant, romantic and luxurious Italian restaurant, Shi Yi sat opposite the female doctor.

The female doctor is indeed good-tempered, good-talking, looking gentle and introverted, but very cheerful and talkative in chatting. Perhaps it was due to experience, career reasons, or she was very caring about Shi Yi. She seemed to be very communicative, and the way she spoke was very relaxing, and Shi Yi could not talk for nothing. Shi Yi couldn't fault her.

But when she was sitting silently listening to the female doctor, her mind would still drift involuntarily.

She looked at the female doctor’s closed lips, and there was a moment of thought in her mind, but the color number of Fu Sitian’s lipstick that day was very close to this...

After that moment, a sense of powerlessness suddenly emerged from Shi Yi's heart, rampantly raging, making her lose her appetite and the desire to continue to deceive herself.

It's useless, whether it was a few years ago or now. She has never been a person who can deceive herself with freshness and transfer old love with new ones.

Her gaze fell on the bustling night scene outside the French window behind the female doctor, the men and women holding hands and laughing, her heart was suddenly desolate, as if she was back to the one who was alone a few years ago, homeless after the excitement In the long night of my own existence in this world.

All the excitement and happiness belong to others, and she has nothing.

Shi Yi lost all interest. She found an excuse to end the blind date early. Going down to the parking lot with each other, they said goodbye politely again, and went to find their own cars separately.

In the closed parking lot, it was dim and quiet. When Shi Yi sat in his car, changed his high heels, and held the steering wheel, there was silence in his heart.

For no reason, she remembered a lot of old things. She remembered that when Fu Sitian was in her car for the first time many years ago, she couldn't even wear a seat belt awkwardly and cute. She also remembered how she could not wait to leave the car when she first tasted love after that year. Parked in the garage, regardless of recklessly pressing Fu Sitian on the seat to be gentle and gentle, it is hard to separate from the kiss...

She thought she had forgotten.

It turned out that it was just thought.

She turned on the car stereo, fastened her seat belt, turned on the turn signal, and prepared to go out in gear. In the stereo, the radio was broadcasting songs, and the sad and melancholic Cantonese echoed in the small carriage: "I use it to compare you with anyone. Even if it is great, I can only be my confidant. Whoever hopes to replace you will end If you want to give up, you have to retreat..."

Shi Yi's move of shifting gear stopped again, and his emotions were completely brought in. The singing sounded like weeping, and the lyrics seemed to be singing Fu Sitian, singing themselves, Shi Yi endured and endured, and finally sighed, rubbed his forehead, and surrendered to himself.

She released her hand in the gear, took out her mobile phone from the passenger seat bag, opened the browser, and skillfully entered the words "Haicheng Shishan Catering Co., Ltd." on the corporate inquiry page.

The company details page quickly popped up, Shi Yi rubbed his fingertips and clicked in with frowning.

The company was established last year, the legal person is Fu Sitian, the shareholders are two natural persons, one is Fu Sitian, holding 30% of the shares, and the other is... Jiang Xuemei.

Shi Yi looked at the word "Jiang" and paused unconsciously.

Jiang Xuemei, surname Jiang... is Fu Sitian's biological mother, or someone from her biological mother's side?

She clicked on Jiang Xuemei's entry. Jiang Xuemei is also associated with three companies, and the registered capital is not low.

So, might she rely on her mother's contacts and resources?

Jin Mingruo also said that Fu Sitian should not be married yet.

She also wore the sentimental watch she gave her on her wrist. She named the company "Shi", and she still remembered her taste... For a moment, an uncontrollable conjecture appeared in Shi Yi's mind. The joy of bullying spread endlessly in her heart. Shi Yi bit his lip contradictory, but the ice cold that hung on his brows melted away unconsciously.

She carefully reviewed the company's other information for a long time and couldn't see anything.

She turned off the screen, held the phone and sat in the seat for a few seconds, put down the phone, turned off the audio, drove out of the parking lot, and drove towards Huaibei Road.

She didn't know what she was going to do here, but there was an impulse in her heart, hot and eager, that drove her to come here.

She didn't really drive to the Nanyuan Restaurant, and parked the car at the stop diagonally across the road from the Nanyuan Restaurant. Sitting in the car, against the halo of street lights and neon lights, she looked at this place in the night. The building filled with Fu Sitian.

This is a branch road, next to an artificial lake, and the entire building complex is full of mid-to-high-end restaurants and hotels. The traffic volume is not large, but from time to time, a brand-new and shiny luxury car will turn past the intersection and drive into the parking lot of this complex of buildings.

After stopping for a long time, just as Shi Yi was about to get out of the car and go in, another black car drove into this branch road. It did not continue turning into the parking lot, but stopped at the entrance of the Nanyuan Restaurant.

A tall man with sharp hair descended from the driver's seat holding a large handful of roses. At the same time, a woman walked out of the open glass door of the Nanyuan Restaurant.

The long hair is slightly curly, the red lips are sweet, and the long skirt reaches the ankles.

Shi Yi unconsciously stretched her waistline, pressed her lips tightly, watching her come out step by step, and stood in front of the man, with a gentle smile, and took the bouquet of roses that the man had handed over.

There was no trace of the platinum watch on her thin wrist, which was exposed in the air.

Shi Yi's thin lips pressed into a line, his eyes sank, and the fingertips holding the steering wheel gradually turned white.

Starting the car, without even hitting the turn signal, she rushed out with a kick of the accelerator, and disappeared on this clean Huaibei Road in the blink of an eye.

Along the way, she kept playing back the scene just now in her mind. She could feel Fu Sitian's sincere smile from such a long distance. It turned out that now facing her so alienated and calm face, there is such a soft smile when she really smiles.

The more Shi Yi thinks, the colder his heart becomes.

The more I think about it, my face gets darker.

She thought she was funny, and Fu Sitian was funny.

What does she mean? What do you want to do? When she approached Boiling Point Media to cooperate, did she know that the boss was her? The "time" of the seasonal meal, the table of the first meeting, the deviation of the taste of the dishes, are all coincidences, or is she deliberate?

Is it interesting to let others follow her thoughts?

This was the case before, and it is still the case.

It was her who came first, and she was the one who had the beginning and the end. Come as you want, leave as you want, mess up other people's lives, and feel at ease.

Shi Yi's unwillingness dissipated for a long time came up again.

For a long time after we broke up, she hated her very much. She rarely had such strong emotions in her life. Shi Yuanmian was the first and Fu Sitian was the second. She was supported by this hatred day and night when she was nestled in the rental house and didn't want to meet people, talk, eat, sleep, or go to graduate school.

She doesn't allow herself to give up herself for someone who is not worthy. She forced herself to go on, and to go on well, even if she never wanted to see Fu Sitian again, she had to make sure that one day, when she saw Fu Sitian again, she wanted to be decent and graceful. To live better than this betrayer.

Later, time passed and hatred cooled. During many sleepless nights, she began to miss her, became sober, and began to face their past. No matter how it can be installed, there are some things that can't be installed. She believed that Fu Sitian really liked her at the beginning, and then she was really tired and couldn't support it anymore.

They lost to themselves, to reality.

As a result, this hatred gradually became unwilling.

Later, all the intense and ardent feelings withdrew, she just wanted to seal the past and start a new life. She does not return to Shencheng, does not accept Shi Yuanmian and Fang Ruohua’s help, is self-reliant, works hard, and hopes that one day in the future, when she meets someone she wants to cherish, she can take full control of her life and no longer need to be trapped Kind of reality.

But, later, she never met such a person again.

She thought that she might never like another person like Fu Sitian.

Even Fu Sitian couldn't.

At one o'clock in the evening, there was a light rain outside the window, and Shi Yi suffered from insomnia again. She wore a suspender skirt and sat leaning against the bay window, staring at the rabbit doll opposite, letting the slanting wind blow her long hair, and drizzle falling on her face.

She leaned her elbow on the window sill, her slender fingers played with a whiskey glass, her eyebrows were cold, and she only lifted her sip occasionally.

Fu Sitian's smiling face at the man chased her in her mind all night.

After drinking the last sip of wine in the glass, Shi Yi closed the window and placed the glass on the window sill gently, making a sneer.

She was the first to provoke her.

What about her playing with her.

She didn't look forward to the future, and would wrong her own character for others, so why should she make an exception for her?

I can't make her feel so proud every time, and get out of her body every time.

On the second day, assistant Qiao Man reminded her that in the near future, she can contact people from Wanli Travel Company to establish a stable cooperation. Boiling Media was the host, and Shi Yi did not hesitate to set the address at Nanyuan Restaurant.

During the period, she ordered two lunches at Nanyuan Restaurant, and the taste of the dishes has stabilized, becoming the one that suits her taste better. She experimentally asked Jin Mingruo to order once at home, to help her bring the company, the taste, and return to the original taste steadily.

She was sure that Fu Sitian had adjusted her dishes.

However, Fu Sitian never contacted her. She even added Qiao Man's WeChat but did not add her, let alone send her text messages, as if they had never met before.

Shi Yi couldn't say how it felt. In the game, she has always been very patient.

A week later, on the appointed day, Shi Yi took the people from the public relations department to the Nanyuan restaurant as scheduled.

The author has something to say: The lyrics are from Zhong Jiaxin’s "Actually Very Unhappy"

Time·Self-deception·Yi: I want to retaliate against her.

Jin Mingruo: On the bed, is it the one that lost his wife and then broke down?

Shi Yi:...

Jin Mingruo smirked: Tsk. My eyes have seen through too much.jpg

Little cuties, happy double festival, okay.