Star Railway: Simulation, Kafka regrets for life

She suddenly realized one thing.

She suddenly discovered the truth.

- Starcore is by no means an unintelligent fool.

They even have the patience and perseverance to spend hundreds of years seducing generations of people to dress themselves up as seemingly harmless wishing machines.

There are even civilizations in the universe that have not yet connected with the real world and worship the star core as a god.

Choose to leave this kind of thing to one person, and constantly create pressure on that person.

So....

- What option did I choose?!

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There was only silence in the room, and even the sound of a needle falling on the floor was so loud.

Kafka stood in place sluggishly, seemingly not fully understanding the words coming out of the boy's mouth, only feeling that all the emotions just now were piercing her.

I....

What exactly was done?

He made a private agreement at the age of twelve.

Arrogantly giving teenagers expectations and pressure.

When there is a problem, do not chat, do not comfort, but self-righteously stay away, self-righteously give the so-called space alone.

Until the teenager really encountered difficulties, there was no one to even tell, he could only face all the suffering alone, and even had to bear the pressure he gave himself, and even felt disgusted by his powerlessness.

- I just deserve it.

Self-inflicted.

INTERVIEWER Why is this happening?

Why did two people with such emotional entanglements become like this?

Her eyes gently swirled in her sockets, tightly grasping the auxiliary tools in her hands, and the relationship with the teenager in the past seemed to be close at hand.

Perhaps she already knew this answer.

You know it from the first address.

I know that it is because I ignore and stay away.

It's just that I don't want to face it.

Ahhhhh

Ahhhhh

Ahhhhh

Ahhhhh

That's how it is.

So that's how it is....

So that's it!!

- Kafka collapses in an instant, everything she does is nakedly dissected, and all self-righteous arrogance meets naked reality.

She could no longer and did not deserve to stay in a room with a residual youthful atmosphere.

At this moment she understood everything.

No wonder he was overwhelmed by the pressure.

No wonder he chose such an ending in the end.

No wonder she didn't even see him one last time.

As his guardian, the only thing to rely on in his mother-like life, I privately made impossible agreements, and constantly added pressure, interfered with his life, and left at the most critical time.

It's at the most critical time.

It's when it's most important.

At least a few years must have a time to rely on.

- I am such a despicable person!

I am the kind of demon who hurts the people he loves the most for his own selfish desires with malicious intentions!!

Obviously he needs me so much!

Obviously he is also looking forward to me!!

- What but my abilities are limited to this.

- What I failed to defeat behind the scenes.

- Sorry, big sister.

It's obviously me....

It is clear that I interfered in his life with selfish desires.

It's obviously me....

Leave in full of joy at the time that matters most.

Even the initial encounter was filled with greedy desire, full of calculation.

From the beginning, I wanted to study teenagers and know why I cried.

Why....

Why tell me I'm sorry?

Why....

Why give up your life for someone like me?

A normal and perfect boy like this should never meet a demon like her who is full of malice and full of greed and lust.

With him.

It should be someone more perfect than me!!

......

The girl no longer has the guts to touch the instrument, let alone go to the laboratory as the instrument says to get the fruits of the teenager's life.

I didn't even have the guts to look back, not even to take another look at the place where I lived with the teenager.

In other words, this final result no longer needs to be received additionally.

Fill the void in your heart, gain fear...

There is no need to pick it up anymore.

Kafka ran away dumbfounded, her crimson pupils shining with tears just like the boy she had seen for the first time seventeen years earlier.

This is called fear.

This is called perfection.

This is called the absence of defects.

It seems to vent all the emotions in life that have been suppressed so far.

She could feel an almost occlusive pain coming from her heart, as if her body was completely on standby, and even breathing became difficult, almost suffocating.

It's so uncomfortable....

So....

What the hell did she lose the teenager for?

......

I don't know....

I don't know.

I don't know?

The girl ran wildly, not knowing where she was running, not knowing where she was going.

She just ran.

I want to shake off those thoughts.

Want to escape from this world.

Want to go back to the day when you didn't make a mistake.

But her strength is limited after all, and her already overburdened body cannot support the highest degree of catharsis endlessly forever.

The strength was quickly exhausted, and the sourness all over the body proved that the body needed to rest.

Finally stopped.

- Look around.

I found that I came to a neighborhood, much like the place when I first met the teenager.

There is a lot of traffic, it is very prosperous, and you can't even see the head at a glance.

The bustling building is imprinted with spider patterns, and any high-end utensil in sight is printed with the same pattern.

Everywhere there are things left by teenagers, but there are no teenagers anymore.

It's all because....

Because....

Because?

......

......

......

Kafka's eyes shrank sharply, and her crimson pupils reflected the crowd like a tide, living in a hurry and crowded in the small shops.

It's normal, no matter how you look at it, it's the life of a very ordinary, ordinary person.

——If you can ignore the hideous face.

(In a sense, it's not a good thing that the abnormal world has become normal, and the price paid now is enough to make Kafka regret it for the rest of her life, but she still has to feel the world through the eyes of the teenager, and she even loses the teenager she can rely on.) ）

(It feels twisted enough, if it's okay, give us flowers, ticket evaluations and the like.) ）

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