Star Railway: Simulation, Kafka regrets for life

Successfully owned my own room.

This is a good thing anyway.

Although the reason for chasing his room may be more of an obsession that has been thinking about it since eleven years ago.

So much has been prepared, it would be a pity to give up suddenly.

It's good to succeed, it doesn't matter if you fail.

Isn't this the mindset that should be used to try?

In fact, they have been together for so long, even if there are some perverted behaviors, the teenagers have actually been used to it for a long time, and it doesn't matter if they live together.

Just think about the ethical relationship and moral relationship, although I don't think that the big sister is the mother, it's better to move out as much as possible.

Just keep working it.

And yet....

When the teenager was about to draw a room and location with his eldest sister, the normal act of taking out the key did not appear at all.

Instead, Kafka blinked her burgundy eyes, slightly raised the corners of her lips, and smiled a little slyly.

"Motherhood really can't."

"So..."

"-Wouldn't it be nice to change one?"

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Well?

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Seeing the boy's pure, unadulterated eyes, his smiling face finally suddenly lost color. His voice, which was originally full of warmth, specialized practice, and tried for a long time, finally couldn't hold on.

"You said..."

"What..."

"Relationship?"

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The teenager actually did not hate Kafka even the slightest, and the feelings for this big sister who adopted him and the only person in the world who could get along with him were definitely not a few words that could be said.

The first two meetings.

He saved the teenager twice.

When he went out for the first time, under the pressure of all the desire, madness and naked negative emotions, his heart almost collapsed easily.

At that time, he was in front of him with a chaotic and overly large world, and behind him was the expectations of his parents.

Only Kafka, who happened to pass by, is the only one in this world.

At least in his own world at that time, it was the only place that was not so bad, the only place that was quieter and could be called a pure land.

The second encounter was the arrival of the devil.

The family went from six legs to two.

The malice of the world is nakedly exposed, and the teenager has just experienced a solo departure in the morning.

Even now he is.

I will still avoid going out as much as possible.

At least don't go out alone.

Those undisguised malice cannot be easily assumed even now.

It's not loneliness, loneliness is nothing, it's that everything around you is annoying enough to hurt every moment.

No matter how patient a person is, it is impossible to face it....

- In the chaotic road, step over the traffic, cut off the devil, like a hero, like a knight to meet the blood, meet the breeze, meet the twilight, meet the vehicle, stand in front of the devil's wreckage, blocking the shadow of blood.

It was the big sister who stretched out her hand, tore through the approaching claws, blocked the demon who opened its teeth and danced its claws, and stretched out her hand along the lines of dusk.

Bring the boy who was out of the world in an instant back to the kingdom of man.

How can you hate and have the slightest boredom?

Even a little insignificant is impossible.

Whatever exactly was the reason for adopting yourself in the first place?

It didn't matter if it was a tongue-in-cheek alchemist or some deeper reason, no one would care.

——The teenager didn't care at all.

The big sister has always shown only a gentle side in front of him, and even if it is a parent, there is absolutely no one who can keep it all the time.

Why delve into why?

Isn't the big sister really getting along with herself now?

So why bother with crankiness?

- That's good now.

Even if the current relationship may be very distorted

The big sister adopts herself, in the identity theory is the guardian and the ward, even if she calls herself a mommy, in fact, it doesn't matter, calling herself a baby is normal, you don't want to admit it, but there is no need to deny it.

It doesn't matter what your identity is, it doesn't matter what kind of posture you take, long-term companionship is enough to make the relationship inseparable.

No matter what you call it, the relationship between two people has always been equal.

Teenagers have a complete ego and thinking ability from the beginning.

Kafka has never belittled in this regard, either.

Giving autonomy and choosing to give pocket money is one of the manifestations, no matter how you use it, it is the freedom of the teenager and will not interfere.

Is there anything more twisted and better about this relationship?

Mutual need, mutual recognition, mutual equality.

Only today is different.

Only today this twisted relationship has been thrown into the sun for the first time.

For the first time, he felt incomprehensible.

——The teenager did not expect that he would encounter this situation one day, and he would encounter this kind of thing just by asking for his own room to live.

What is called a mother's relationship involves ethics, since you can't live together, then change the relationship.

- Is this such a simple thing?

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Looking at the boy who was obviously panicked and unconsciously opened the corners of his mouth, and his eyes were a little trance-like, but he still barely pretended to remain calm, Kafka's somewhat sly smile rose higher and higher.

She really has a little bit of a wicked little emotional display.

- Shields.

- She uses relationships as a shield.

Relying on these two encounters and more than ten years of long relationship dragged himself into the water, dyed himself his color, the kind that can't be washed off, and wants to leave so simply, it is inevitable that he is too naïve.

——At the moment when I realized the emptiness in my heart, I couldn't do without the teenager at all.

Sort of....

Because there is one more thing to do to take care of the teenager.

Kafka, who could hardly see a person twice because of her identity and duties, completely cut off interpersonal communication with others.

Even his favorite hobby, silk coats, was neglected, and the huge hangers were a little dusty in the room.

For a long time, he was dyed with the same taste of fear as the color on the boy's body.

- How is it possible to let the teenager leave like this?

(Twisted, rotten, but inseparable relationships, only such complexity can cause unprecedented, incomprehensible pain at the moment of loss, and the after-effects are long enough to stay with them for a lifetime.) ）

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