Overwhelmed by food after rebirth

Lu Yuanzhi's sentence "You are dreaming" seems to have evoked all of Lu Zhenning's unpleasant memories and obsessions.

During those few years with Yu Fenpei, Lu Zhenning really seemed to be dreaming, so even if he tried his best to transform himself into another person, he would be happy with it.

But a dream is a dream, and one day he will wake up. He kept going back and forth between the illusion and reality, and then turned himself into a monster.

He is obsessed with the woman he loves deeply, but he also hates Lu Yuanzhi as a by-product.

Every time, every time, as long as he saw Shang Lu Zhenning's face that was almost identical to Yu Fenpei's, he would be terrified beyond measure.

"Die, die! Why don't you die--" Lu Zhenning pulled out the kitchen knife hidden behind his back, and chopped at Lu Yuanzhi without any hesitation.

The point of the knife is facing him, the human instinct is to hide, but Lu Yuanzhi is different, he came out of the compound of the military region, he has fought a lot since he was a child, and he has had the opportunity to face the gun directly, naturally Not afraid of Lu Zhenning.

But Lu Zhenning's current situation is not right.Although he is useless, he grew up according to the requirements of old man Lu when he was young, and he is no problem with holding a knife and a gun.

Although he has been pampered and pampered for so many years, he still has the foundation to put it there. The cut blade looks disorganized, but it is not so easy to hide.

Screams rang out in the street.

It is human nature to like to watch the crowds. In summer, it gets dark late in the evening, and there is still some light outside at this moment. There are several lively shops in this area, so there are naturally many people outside.

It might not be very noticeable when Lu Zhenning ran over, but when he said the word "100 million US dollars", his ears instantly became sharp, either openly or quietly tilted his ears to this side There are many people.

One million dollars!In these years, a ten-thousand-dollar household is already a big deal. Everyone knows the US dollar. Yankee banknotes are said to be equivalent to gold, which is a bluff. Ten yuan in the black market may not be exchanged for one dollar. look.

These two people don't need to come to their territory to brag, do they?

The words of 100 million US dollars sound bluffing and catch people's ears, but few people believe it.US$100 sounds scary and will make people envious, but US$[-] million is too big a number, and I just feel that it is deliberately bragging about not abiding by the Basic Law.

But it's boring right now, so listening to it is a good time to pass the time.

But no one thought that, just hearing something cheerful, why did they use the knife?

There are four people in a dormitory, and Shi Wei needs a lot of things, so packing is a bit troublesome.

"Boss, look at this. Do you have a food box at home? I'll put some money here, how about sending it back to you when I run out?" The sauce bones are big and meaty, and Shi Wei is used to the developed food delivery business in later generations. At this time, it is not convenient to take out.I wanted to get rid of the bones, but the boss refused, but he didn't bring much, just four aluminum lunch boxes.The few people hadn't eaten anything serious for several meals, so Shi Wei naturally wanted to bring more rice for him, so there would be no room left after filling the rice.

I don't know if it's because of the takeaway that can't be fixed or something else, an inexplicable irritability made Shi Wei feel a little uncomfortable.

After paying the bill, Wei and the boss were still struggling with those things, when suddenly there were screams outside.

Shi Wei's heart skipped a beat, not because he expected that Lu Yuanzhi had met Lu Zhenning, but because he was afraid that Lu Yuanzhi would rush forward regardless of what he saw.

Lu Yuanzhi looks cold and hard to get along with, but in fact his sense of justice is a bit too much. If it is normal, Shi Wei is definitely not worried. After all, Lu Yuanzhi's skills are much better than him. 01: 30 o'clock.

But it's not a special situation at this time. I haven't slept or eaten seriously for a few days, and I'm full after a sudden meal. Can my skills still be as usual?

Shi Wei was anxious, and he was not too happy to hang out with the owner of this or that kind of shop, so he went out first to see what happened before he could be serious.

Lu Zhenning really didn't think about anything at the moment.He has thought too much in his life, counting the money, power, and love of his parents, counting the person next to his pillow, counting his son, anyway, counting everything he can count.

But what's the use!

After so many years of going around and going around, he still has this appearance of being neither human nor ghost.

He hates it!Hate his parents, hate their eccentricity so that I have to do all the tricks, hate his big brother who can cover him in everything, let myself only pick up what is left of him, hate Yu Fenpei, Hate her for being so nice and make myself so tired, hate Bai Yifang, hate her for being too stupid to help, hate Lu Yuanzhi, hate him for having no conscience, hate his booze friends, hate them for acting on the wind...

The only one who neither hates nor complains is probably that Lu Feifan who pinned all his hopes.

It took Lu Zhenning ten years to love someone, and then he used ten years of understanding to disguise himself as Yu Fenpei's favorite, but he only put on a mask after all.Therefore, he put all his hopes and obsessions on Lu Feifan, and spent 14 years turning Lu Feifan into what he wanted to be.

Lu Feifan is not only the continuation of his life, but also his 30-year persistence.

He wants to make up for the care and love he didn’t get in childhood, he wants to make up for what he didn’t get wholeheartedly in his youth, and he wants to make up for the self-satisfaction that he didn’t get in middle age...

Lu Zhenning pinned his past self and future self on Lu Feifan.

He can't have an accident, absolutely can't!

"Lu Yuanzhi, let me ask you one last time, will you save me or not?!"

Lu Yuanzhi's condition is not very good, but subduing a haggard man in his 40s is not a difficult problem.

When Lu Zhenning asked this, the big kitchen knife in his hand had already been kicked by Lu Yuanzhi, and his hands were pinched by Lu Yuanzhi and held behind his back, unable to move.

Lu Yuanzhi looked at Lu Zhenning's crazy red eyes, pursed his lips, struggling with several emotions in his black eyes.

It's not that he felt sympathy for Lu Zhenning, but rather unwillingness.

Not reconciled, it is difficult to calm down.

It is also a son, why should he be worthy of all your love, and I am the one destined to be abandoned by you?

In Lu Yuanzhi's memory, Lu Zhenning once had the image of a loving father.Yu Fenpei is a reasonable person, but he is too reasonable. Yu Fenpei has always been the one who played the black face of the couple.

No, Lu Zhenning, he has never been cruel to Lu Yuan, he always hugs Lu Yuan's relatives with a smile and a good temper.He is so pampered that Old Man Yu is a little unhappy, so let him stop pampering Lu Yuanzhi like a little girl.

But Lu Zhenning always said yes on the surface, and then continued to spoil Lu Yuanzhi.

So when Lu Zhenning brought Bai Yifang and Lu Feifan home, Lu Yuanzhi collapsed.

Four or five-year-old children still don't quite understand the meaning of "death". When Lu Yuanzhi wanted to cry for his mother, Lu Zhenning gave him a new mother. When Lu Yuanzhi wanted his grandparents, he threw Lu Yuanzhi away. The Yu Family Courtyard was smashed beyond recognition.

When Lu Yuanzhi cried, Lu Zhenning watched, and when Lu Yuanzhi wanted his father to hug him, Lu Zhenning hugged Lu Feifan.

He didn't understand why Lu Zhenning did this, but Lu Yuanzhi was in pain, very painful.

The grandparents are gone, and the mother is gone. He just thinks that they have gone out, just like his mother did not come home for a few days on a business trip.

But Dad is different.Dad was right in front of him, but Dad wasn't Dad again.

Before Yu Fenpei left, Lu Yuanzhi carried a coquettish air. What he was best at was not his IQ, which his grandfather said was a genius, but his ability to act like a spoiled adult.

But everything changed after Yu Fenpei left.

No one loves him anymore, no one loves him, no one wants him anymore.

No matter how much he cried, no one hugged him and coaxed him to stop crying.

If you cry a lot, he slowly realizes that tears are only useful in front of the person who loves you, otherwise no one will pay attention to you if you are blind from crying.

This truth was taught to him by Lu Zhenning.

It was Lu Zhenning who told him slowly with pain.

Lu Yuanzhi didn't have nothing from the very beginning, he also had some.

Whether it's his family who loves him, or Lu Zhenning who dotes on him, he has had it all.

But suddenly one day, there was nothing there, and I couldn't find it again.

Then, watching helplessly, the person who once doted on him turned his head and gave all the love he once had for him to another person.

The more Lu Zhenning treats Lu Feifan better, the more Lu Yuanzhi suffers.

Because these used to be his.

Since you don't want me, then I don't want you either.

That's how Lu Yuanzhi made up his mind.

At first, it was just a child's anger, but in the disappointment of "you hug me and I will forgive you" again and again, it became an indestructible indifference.

But still not reconciled.

It's hard to understand.

why?Why are you doing this to me?What about the love and pampering in the past?What about past intimacy and attachment?Is it all fake?

Although Lu Yuanzhi has gradually learned not to think about these things anymore, but in the final analysis, all hatred comes from love.

Yi Nanping, who had been closed for more than ten years, came out together.

It's not that you can forget it after you accept it, and it's not that you can treat it as non-existent if you calm down.

Lu Yuanzhi has no way not to resent, no way not to care, no way not to be calm.It just doesn't work.

No matter how much he cries and makes trouble, Lu Zhenning is no longer that gentle father.

No amount of reconciliation, no amount of uneasiness is useless.

Lu Yuanzhi was panting, and the buzzing of his brain made the world in front of his eyes blur and shake.

Lu Yuanzhi thought about it, he thought about it, thought that one day, he will be more beautiful and promising than Lu Feifan, who Lu Zhenning has spent his whole life, stepping on Lu Feifan in front of Lu Zhenning and let him Too late to regret.

But what is the use?

It was him that Lu Zhenning abandoned, it was him that Lu Zhenning hated, it was him that Lu Zhenning disliked, it was him that Lu Zhenning disliked...

What's the use of being better than Lu Feifan?

In the end, no matter how good he is, if Lu Zhenning is given a hundred choices, Lu Zhenning will still choose Lu Feifan.

But it's because I know it that I'm not reconciled.

Then, he resented his weakness because he knew that even if he knew, he still had hope for Lu Zhenning.

"Lu Zhenning, you are disgusting!"

Since you hate me so much, why did you give birth to me and treat me so well in the beginning?