[Pokemon] Begins with an encounter

"Speaking of eating..." I picked up the backpack on the coffee table and looked through the wallet inside. "...What do you want to eat?" Because my mother directly gave me a full month's money, so it's still a lot of money now, but if I want to eat for two people plus the daily necessities I usually buy, it may not be enough.

Aha... I really need to find a part-time job.

Although I was a little bit resistant to the part-time job, I still didn't show this feeling on my face. Instead, Mr. N showed a look of incomprehension after hearing what I said.

"...eat... what?"

"I'm asking you, is there anything you like to eat or have a preference?... Tell me in advance not to ask for too expensive things." Although I was the first to mention the topic of eating, if the other party and I don't have the money to afford a dish that I can't afford or that sounds expensive.

Mr. N seems to lack common sense, but if you look a little bit, you can still find that his family is not a small family, at least it is upper middle class?It might even be higher.

I carefully looked at Mr. N, and carefully considered which category this person's family should belong to.

If it's that kind of wealthy young master... like the young lady's Kanako, then maybe I don't have enough money for a month's meals for him.If it's about the same level as me...it doesn't feel like it, the other party is a class higher than me just by looking.

After thinking about it, I couldn't think of an answer no matter what, and finally I simply gave up and waited for his reply.

If you can't afford that price, at worst, just ignore him and do it according to my preferences.

"My words..." After thinking about it for a while, Mr. N slowly said what he wanted to eat. "Whatever Touzi eats, I will eat the same."

His words caused a momentary blankness in my brain and an embarrassment that I couldn't suppress at all.

This man may know how to use the smallest gesture to cause the greatest panic in me.

For the first time since I was born, I felt such a strong sense of crisis, so I had to face up to this mysterious young man.

"What does Touzi like?"

"Woo, you are really cheating!"

Sometimes I really feel that this person's language is torture-like behavior to me. "In short, it's too late to buy ingredients at this time and come back to cook, so let's go directly to the convenience store outside or see if there are any open snack bars to find food."

"okay."

Cheating!This person is totally cheating.

No matter how entangled I was in my heart, that person had no way of knowing. He just followed me out with a calm face, and then came back after a short stroll outside.

The panic caused by this person's words, the uneasiness caused by this person's behavior, even when he was with Tou Ye, he had never experienced it before. ...So this made me more at a loss, and I became more suspicious of this person's origin.

What kind of experience did this person have to develop the ability to make others uneasy almost with just a few words.

Or... am I the only one who is disturbed by his words?

Do not understand, too many do not understand.

At about eight o’clock in the evening, before I entered the room, in order to prevent this person from maintaining a motionless posture like before, I handed him the TV remote control, and told him to watch TV if he had nothing to do, and if he was thirsty If so, there is freshly bought water in the refrigerator.

The moment before I closed the door, I thought about it carefully and said to him: "If you really don't know what to do, you can come to my room first. The living room hasn't been cleaned up yet." I don't want to pay myself to sleep in the living room, so I can only feel wronged that this young man who is about the same height as Mr. Dawu sleeps on the sofa in the living room.Fortunately, the sofa is long enough, and the living room is wide enough, so that this person won't be curled up pitifully in a corner. "But you must remember to knock on the door before entering. You can only come in when I let you in."

I thought this person shouldn't be so ignorant, but when I thought about this person's behavior of maintaining one movement all afternoon in the living room today, I still talked to him.

After closing the door, I sat on the bed a little more relaxed, thinking about what I should do tomorrow.

The first thing is to look for a job, and to report to Mr. Kamizlei, who is in charge of this area,... It should be fine to let Mr. N stay at home by himself tomorrow.

perhaps.

"That's all for the next task." I looked at the exercise book that I threw on the table earlier with bitter hatred, and felt my stomach hurt. "...Why do you have to do this for an internship. And as if you were laughing at me, you made a big geometric picture on the wall on the desk..."

Complaints are complaints, and there is no way to shirk what should be done.

Just as I was struggling in my seat alone for twenty minutes, there was a knock on the door and that person's voice. "……May I come in?"

"Ah, it's okay." I don't care if the person's words are full of anxiety or something else. Now I just stare at those exercises, hoping that the answers can be honestly jumped out one by one.

Mr. N came over and made the creaking sound of the wooden planks, which should have made me more irritable, but strangely, it became a sound to comfort me. "What's wrong?" He leaned closer to me, looking down at what I was staring at.

I don't care anymore.

"Hey, hey, I can't do it at all. It's so annoying...Help, Mr. N..." Although he just yelled casually, that person did focus on me when I said the word help. . "Please guide me! Beg me on my knees!" I knew that I was not choosing what to say, but I still let myself do it.

Just by meeting his gaze, I have an inexplicable sense of trust that this person will definitely help me.

"What's the matter?" He turned his face sideways, as if he wanted to avoid my sight, and he seemed to be looking for the reason why I was so troubled.

I pointed to the exercise booklet, feeling a little helpless. "It's really nothing, it's just that I don't know these questions very well..." Originally, I just answered him, but I didn't expect that when this person saw those exercises, his eyes suddenly flashed.

"Touzi is interested in these?"

"It's not about whether you are interested or not, but a task that you have to do."

I scratched my hair in embarrassment, but that person had completely fixed his eyes on the topics that I couldn't understand at all.

"That's the case... um..." While talking to me, he looked at the topic seriously and began to explain it to me.

It was the first time he wasn't looking at me, but at something else with that intense, palpable interest.

And when I looked at his face close at hand, I felt that not only the heartbeat, but also the breathing would stop, but this man couldn't pay attention, but closed his eyes and unconsciously put his head on my neck, with a certain The slightly excited tone and I talked about the topic of geometric numbers that solved the problem.

This person is really hateful, isn't he?

I don't even have a chance to fight back, I can only watch him attack the city and loot the pool like this, without the power to refute.

But now may be an opportunity to reverse the game.

Before he turned around and asked me if I understood, I took the initiative first. "Then what...Mr. N likes things like mathematics?" In fact, I have already seen the answer even if he didn't answer. I just wanted to get rid of this embarrassing situation and strongly hoped to get his answer.

"Ah, I like it very much. The unique and changeable formula can clearly analyze and explain the world and has its own set of theorems, and if certain variables are added to it, the formula representing the world will change wonderfully. Wouldn't it be great to be able to formulate the world in terms of simple math?" He didn't change his posture at all, even if it made him look a little distorted or fatigued.I just closed my eyes, put my head on my neck, and said those words quickly with a certain excited tone.

The speed of the speech was so fast that it almost made me who couldn't understand it even more confused.

"...Ahha, I don't think these formulas that I have confused are worth talking about. It's better to say that the theory that came out of your mouth has a kind of unclear and powerful feeling. .” This sentence is true, and it is a big truth.

I have only been in contact with him for a day or so. Apart from realizing that this person will answer all my suggestions with good answers, I now find out again that this person likes those numbers, geometry, formulas, etc., and I don’t know if it involves The things I like, not only say a little... much, but also very fast.

Unwilling to delve into this topic further, I simply changed the topic. "Talk about that time... I mean what happened on the Ferris wheel, thank you." They all said that if your boyfriend didn't react quickly, you might fall off and have an accident.

And he said something strange before, did it matter?

The answer is obvious.

"If Mr. N didn't react quickly, I might be in danger." This is also true, but I don't know how much of the truth is.

The man was finally willing to open his eyes, but he didn't change his posture. He still maintained the movement of half-bending his waist and resting his head on my shoulder, but turned his head to look at me. "It's okay, and at that time...well, and thanks to the elves."

In a room with only two people, how loud should the slap on each other's face be with all your strength?

I just now know the answer.

"I..." I said a word, but I didn't know how to continue.

Why did I hit him, why did I get so excited, I couldn't find any answers to these questions, so I didn't even have a reason to apologize, I could only watch him being pushed away by me, and the hit was missed side of the face.

He turned his head, even though his face was blushing a lot, he didn't cover it with his hands or show pain, but just looked at me with calm and even cold eyes, and said, "Touzi, can't you see the elves?" ?”

I couldn't even control myself, I only knew that I stood up immediately when I heard this sentence, and raised my hand to re-interpret the action just now.

However, he raised his hand in the air and failed to wave it down.

He just looked at me, just looking at me like this, without trying to stop my movements, or even have the desire to escape.

I put my hands down with trembling lips, just staring at him unwilling to admit defeat.

"This kind of behavior..." He looked at me and murmured, and then his voice became sure and clear. "Is it the so-called rebuttal...? Ah, people's feelings are formed through here," he reached out and tapped his head with his index finger, "through a series of stimuli generated here. To form stimuli that must be able to respond relatively, The brain needs to make judgments in all aspects. And this kind of reaction is the behavior of subconsciously protecting oneself from harm, such as the impact of world outlook and values.”

Having said that, he looked at me. "...That is to say, the behavior of Touzi just now was a subconscious protective behavior because my words stimulated Touzi...that is to prove...Touzi, you subconsciously think that elves exist." He opened his mouth, looking A little hesitant and uncertain, "However, Touzi denies this kind of existence... so that when I give an affirmative answer, I will..."

"say no more…"

Unable to refute or deny, I could only forcefully ask him to stop with a pleading tone.

"Tutor?"

"...Enough!!" I stared at him, wishing he could just shut up.

However, this person can't feel my mood and shake.She still looked at me with worried eyes and shouted my name unrelentingly.

"...Are you okay, Touzi...?"

- Die.

A sudden jolt stopped all arguments.

Facing me, he suddenly widened his eyes, took a big step, hugged me in his arms and fell down on the bed.

The geometric drawing hanging above the desk suddenly fell down, right where I was standing before.

I looked at the murals that fell on the ground, and suddenly became frightened.

But the person who hugged me seemed to be more afraid than me and hugged me tightly. Even if I complained softly or struggled slightly, he just silently hugged me tighter and tighter.

As if otherwise, I would disappear.

I stopped struggling, looked at him, and he looked at me, and ran his hand through my hair. "I can't figure it out..." Mr. N's voice was very small, but in this environment where there was no other sound except breathing and heartbeat, he ran into my ears without missing a word.

He hugged me, put his chin on the top of my head, and said in a tone that he couldn't hear whether he was scared or calm:

"I can't figure out...whether this world wants to kill me,...or you."

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Lv Mao talks a lot and speaks fast... But I am super tired to think about those words...【Kneel

Green hair · low EQ · Mr. N has already lowered his initial favorability...

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