[Entertainment] Want to wear a crown

Park Zhimin could only sneer: "It's because I passed by that store by the way."

"No." Jin Shuozhen has his own persistence and pride as a foodie, "I can smell it, although Min Rui didn't give me a sip or a sip, but I just asked, it was Hongdae Road from the coffee shop."

Park Zhimin felt like he was about to break out in a cold sweat: "Really..."

"What are you doing here?" Min Rui was holding a change of clothes in his hands, and it seemed that he was about to take a shower. He glanced at the two people standing at the door of the kitchen.

Park Zhimin hurriedly turned around: "It's nothing."

Jin Shuo really didn't realize Park Zhimin's nervousness, instead he looked angrily: "Zhimin made you delicious food!"

Min Rui raised her eyebrows and smiled when she saw Park Zhimin's flushed face: "Really, I can eat after I take a shower. Thank you."

"You don't need to say thank you." Park Zhimin whispered.

Min Rui approached him: "En?"

"You don't need to say thank you." Min Rui's approach made Park Zhimin's face turn redder, and even his voice became softer.

Min Rui raised her head again: "I'm going to take a shower first."

Jin Shuozhen saw Park Zhimin who was standing there, red from the top of his head to his fingertips, and he was a little confused: "What's the matter, is the temperature of the air conditioner too low?"

Tian Zhengguo, who was far away in the living room, sighed very heavily, because of love.

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"Would our Alexxi like girls with thin legs?" In the radio talk show, after Jin Nanjun described his ideal type, the MC looked at Min Rui who seemed to be in deep thought.

Park Zhimin turned his head to Min Rui, listening anxiously.

Min Rui replied with a smile: "Compared with thin legs, I actually prefer those muscular legs."

"This kind of leg shape is even more difficult to practice." MC is the kind of skinny girl, "It usually takes a lot of attention to exercise. Is there such a person around Alexxi?"

Park Zhimin seemed to have sensed Min Rui's gaze. He lowered his head and touched his strong thigh muscles with his small hands, and his face turned red again.

"Yes." Min Rui gave a vague answer, "Actually, compared to these, I think eye contact is more important. I should like the kind of person who believes in me unconditionally."

"This kind of trust is even more rare." MC did not always discuss this topic, and soon moved to other places.

Park Zhimin found that it was difficult for him to focus on the radio program itself after Min Rui's speech, and what Min Rui said over and over in his mind was "people who trust me unconditionally".

He really believed in Min Rui... When we met for the first time, he obediently called so many brother.

"Ji Minni seems to be a little absent-minded today." Kim Namjoon looked at Park Zhimin worriedly on the way back after the broadcast, "Is it because you are not feeling well?"

Park Zhimin's weight in this episode is very small.

"I'm sorry." Park Zhimin lowered his head. Why can't he learn to separate work from life, "I'll pay attention next time."

Every promotional program that the company has won for them after their debut is very important, not only for himself, but also for the team and he can't be so depressed!

"In the early stage of debut, it is still possible to change the members of the group." Shen Minxin was still the manager of BTS at this time, and he added this sentence in retrospect.

"Enough." Min Rui, who was sitting behind Park Zhimin, stopped him in a cold voice, "Now is not the time to say such things."

Park Zhimin looked back at Min Rui, and Min Rui smiled at him, the expression on his face was much more relaxed than before.

"I think, for Min Rui, brother may be different." Tian Zhengguo encouraged Park Zhimin while sitting in the kitchen biting a carrot.

Park Zhimin handed Tian Zhengguo his share of carrots: "He treats everyone very well."

"I can't tell," Tian Zhengguo chewed on the carrot, blinking his round rabbit eyes, "but it just feels like that."

Is it really different?

Park Zhimin counted the so-called "evidence" that Min Rui gave him special these days. It was nothing more than that when he was very tired, he would stop practicing and rest easily when he persuaded him; during the period of body control, he would eat the high Sugar pudding; when he is being targeted by other trainees in the company, he will stand up and help him stand out; when Fang PD criticizes him, he will remind the other party to pay attention to his tone...

Is this because Min Rui treats him a little bit differently?

Tian Zhengguo quickly ate another carrot, but there was nothing else to eat in the kitchen, so he could only go to the water dispenser and pour a glass of water into his stomach: "How about I ask my brother?"

"Don't!" Park Zhimin hugged Tian Zhengguo's arm, "What if it's not! How do you want me to see him?"

"See who?"

Hearing this voice, Park Zhimin almost fell on the ground.

Tian Zhengguo shook off the arm that Park Zhimin was holding, and inexplicably felt that Min Rui looked at him with a little anger. This was the intuition from the rabbit who had just finished eating the staple food.

"It's nothing." Tian Zhengguo walked out of the kitchen calmly, "Ask Brother Zhimin yourself."

Park Zhimin didn't expect that his teammates would quit at a critical moment. He raised his head to look at Min Rui, and found that he was still standing there quietly waiting for his explanation.

"Brother, do you want to confess to someone?" Seeing that Park Zhimin didn't speak for a long time, Min Rui looked into his eyes and blocked Park Zhimin's way out with his hand.

Park Zhimin also thought about the confession scene, but he didn't expect that Min Rui would be stuck in a dimly lit kitchen, with no flowers and no accompaniment, and even the two of them were wearing big underpants and short vests.

Park Zhimin forced a smile: "It should be counted."

He still had a little luck in his heart.

In fact, Min Rui doesn't pretend to have many things and people in his heart. He often just listens to this kind of scandal and passes it by. Park Zhimin has said so, so he probably won't ask again.

"Brother has someone he likes now." Min Rui looked down at Park Zhimin's eyes.

Park Zhimin saw his baby fat face reflected in those Danfeng eyes, and couldn't help taking a step back.

There are too many things about Min Rui that attract him, and when he thinks that there are people who are better than him in these things, he will notice that Park Zhimin will feel inferior to himself besides being sad.

Park Zhimin didn't answer, he didn't even dare to say face to face, actually the person I like is you.

Seeing Park Zhimin's visible retreat, Min Rui took a tentative step forward.

Park Zhimin backed away again.

Min Rui was sure that he was avoiding him.

"I didn't mean to force my brother. In fact, the early days of our debut are not particularly suitable for dating." Min Rui saw Park Zhimin's nervous expression and didn't know why he felt a little irritable. He suppressed the inexplicable anger, and he said softly, "But brother , if you really like it that much, you don’t need to think too much, you should be brave if you like someone.”

Be braver?

Even if the consequences are unbearable for him?

The more he thinks about the difficult situation of BTS now, the more Park Zhimin has no way to say what is suppressed in his heart to Min Rui.

I like you.

I want to be with you.

Can we go on together?

These words, because he still has a conscience and a sense of responsibility, so he can't say them to Min Rui at all.

The more sincere the expression on Min Rui's face, the more Pu Zhimin felt that he was a jerk.

Who is the person he likes that can embarrass Brother Zhimin so much?

Even though he cared so much, he couldn't even say a word in front of him. It seemed that he really had deep feelings.

"I won't tell others." Min Rui sighed. If Park Zhimin didn't want to say it, he couldn't harden his heart to force him, "Brother can figure it out."

Park Zhimin felt that his vocal cords were as fragile as a thin thread that was about to break: "Don't worry, I won't do anything that will damage BTS."

Min Rui felt like he had misunderstood something, but making him think about this kind of problem suddenly, which was like asking kindergarten children to do analytic geometry - when they are not proficient in addition and subtraction. Challenge high difficulty.

"it is good."

Park Zhimin heard Min Rui say that.

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Jin Nanjun stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Min Rui's eyes for a while, and then withdrew his hand when he saw his puzzled expression: "What's wrong? I'm preoccupied."

Although he is a child with a lot of things on his mind, the melancholy and distance in his eyes have become silly after getting along with them in the past few years. This time he will be in a daze when he is practicing guitar.

"No." Min Rui bared his teeth at Jin Nanjun and made a smirk expression, "Brother, do you think I have something on my mind?"

Jin Nanjun, as the captain, can be regarded as having seniors, juniors and juniors. The psychological problems of the members and the company’s conflicts and negotiations, as well as the doubts he has faced from the outside world since his debut, he had to arm himself as a powerful rap monster in order to be indifferent. defend against all damage.

But when facing the members, he is very soft both in his eyes and in his tone.

"Don't hide it from me," Jin Nanjun kicked Min Rui, "To put it bluntly, I watched you grow up. I know all about the size changes of underwear over the years."

Min Rui gritted her teeth: "It's not because my brother has a habit of stealing my underwear."

Jin Nanjun put his hands on Min Rui's shoulders: "Doesn't this mean that you have developed well? By the way, have you also begun to reach a critical stage that men must go through?"

What key stage?

"Become handsome and strong and reach the pinnacle of life?" Min Rui asked.

Jin Nanjun wiped his sweat: "What! I mean a dream. Nocturnal!"

Min Rui almost plucked the strings of his guitar: "Brother, you can shout louder, and it's better for the whole building to hear."

This is almost the same, at least there are more and more employees gathered outside the studio looking inside.

Jin Nanjun immediately turned his back to the door and pretended to be Min Yunqi: "Hey, where is my black grandma's hat?"

"Who would say such a thing but you." Min Rui said helplessly, "It's too dirty."

Jin Nanjun put the hat on the sofa and put it on his head, then sat down with his back to the door, so that others could not see his hairstyle and complexion: "Seriously, have you ever done that?"

Min Rui said seriously: "I only have study in my heart."

"That's not right," Jin Nanjun calculated the year, "You're already seventeen!"

"That's over!" Min Rui was also helpless, "I can't remember which day it was."

Jin Nanjun was puzzled: "Why didn't I see you wash the sheets."

Min Rui couldn't talk about his developmental history in an academic tone like Jin Nanjun, who had almost forgotten things: "Brother Zhimin washed the sheets."

That day, Kim Tae-jung composed several songs to laugh at Park Ji-min for still wetting the bed after he became an adult.

And it's not that exaggerated. Min Rui was still very alert when he slept. He was still wearing underwear and pajamas at the time. He washed the pants by himself in the middle of the night. Only the sheets were slightly soiled. Park Zhimin, who was woken up by him, helped him remove the sheets. Washed.

Jin Nanjun couldn't believe it: "Zhi Min? How could he do it?"

Straight men can't understand.

When Min Rui thought of Park Zhimin, he couldn't restrain himself from thinking about that night. After knowing that Park Zhimin had someone he loved but couldn't get, his heart felt sour like being soaked in lemons.

Brother Zhimin, who is so gentle and invisible when he smiles, will be so kind to others in the future.

"Hey, let me tell you." Jin Nanjun tugged at Min Rui's sleeve furtively, "I feel something is wrong with Zhi Min."

Knowing the reason, Min Rui just twitched the corner of his mouth.

Jin Nanjun lowered his voice: "I think Zhimin seems to care about you."

"It's because he has..." Min Rui opened his eyes wide after realizing it, "Is it recently?"

Jin Nanjun didn't know how much impact his words had brought: "It seems like it's always been there. It's okay if you tease him like that. I thought it was just his temper. But I didn't expect that he could do so much for you."

Min Rui froze in place.

"I will give you a gift every 100 days or 200 days after we met, and it's fine to buy you such an expensive pen to save dinner money, but I'm still willing to wash your bed sheets for you..." Jin Nanjun felt more and more strange as he talked, he had never done this before. Thinking about it, now the more I think about it, the more suspicious I feel, "Is Zhimin... is he too special to you?"

Min Rui felt that the former self was like a piece of wood: "...it seems to be true."

Jin Nanjun continued as if talking to himself: "Then he is depressed because he likes you?"

Min Rui turned to look at Jin Nanjun stiffly.

Brother Zhimin, is he the one you like?

Jin Nanjun stared at Min Rui's facial features: "This one of yours is called Tiancai in the gay circle, and it can be said to be a must-have. But I never saw what Zhimin has for you... It's really hidden. "

Min Rui didn't listen to these messy words, and it was Park Zhimin who exploded in his mind.

The kindness Park Zhimin treated him, the things Park Zhimin did for him, the words Park Zhimin said to him in the kitchen...

It turns out that what brother Zhimin said meant that.

It turned out that he was the one who realized that he would rather wrong himself than affect him.

Min Rui felt that all that exploded in his mind were gorgeous fireworks all over the sky.

"So, what do you think?" Jin Nanjun pressed Min Rui's shoulder and asked seriously, "Do you like Zhimin?"

Like it?

Min Rui also asked herself in her heart.

For him, it is not impossible to fall in love, and he does not mean that he does not believe in feelings.

It's just that he has never met the person who makes his heart move, cares about him, and makes him brave.

Are you brave...

Didn't Park Zhimin say nothing to him that night?

"Brother, do you think I'm a brave person?" Min Rui looked at Jin Nanjun and asked.

Jin Nanjun understood everything when he saw Min Rui's eyes: "You want to be with him, don't you?"

Min Rui nodded solemnly.

"You have to figure out one thing." Jin Nanjun's face was serious and serious like never before, "I am not just your brother. From the perspective of bulletproof, you are actually not suitable for being together. If it is different People in the group fall in love, and breaking up is at best a sentimental period of time and then go their separate ways, and may never see each other again. But you and Zhimin... We all have a common group, a common goal. But the two of you After being together, can you be sure that this relationship will always be stable?"

Park Zhimin has no confidence, so he would rather suffocate himself than confess.

Now Min Rui can understand the feeling of suffocation, like a heavy sandbag tied to a drowning person, but he still can't break free from the laws of nature despite struggling upwards.

Jin Nanjun added: "Because of the two of you, some changes have actually begun to occur in the team. This kind of thing happened before we were together. We... can we go on?"

Speaking of the latter, Jin Nanjun still thought more about the bleak future of the group, his eyes became sour, and tears fell on his hands.

Min Rui pinched Jin Nanjun's loose clothes to wipe the tears from his hands: "Brother, I want to be a brave person."

Jin Nanjun sniffed: "Won't you regret it?"

"Brave people, no way." Min Rui laughed, "I feel that if we don't know how to pretend like this, it will make our own cohesion weaker instead?"

Jin Nanjun glared at him with red eyes from crying: "You should hurry up and confess while I'm still Jin Nanjun. RapMonster is resting right now."

Min Rui hung the guitar on the shelf and rushed out of Rapline's studio.

Park Zhimin, who was teaching the dance steps of Kim Suk Jin and Min Yunqi in the practice room, glanced out of the corner of his eye, and Min Rui rushed in from the practice room like a gust of wind.

The three of them looked at him together, and Min Rui calmed down while standing upright, and said to Min Yunqi and Jin Shuojin, "Brother, I have something very important to talk to Brother Zhimin alone, and when I go out, I can Can't you stop Brother Nan Jun along the way?"

Jin Shuo really didn't understand: "Why?"

Min Yunqi glanced at Min Rui and Park Zhimin, and after seeing the maknae making a begging gesture, he gave Jin Suozhen a hand: "Brother, it's time for us to take a break."

Min Rui watched the two elders go out, and locked the door of the practice room by the way.

Seeing his movements, Park Zhimin asked curiously, "What's the matter?"

Originally, the two of them hadn't communicated much these days.

Min Rui looked at his crescent eyes and cleared his throat: "I only say some things once."

Park Ji Min nodded.

The sound of Jin Nanjun slamming on the door outside the practice room mixed with his crying came in: "Min Rui! Don't say it now, brother regrets it! Don't say it, you come out first, let's calm down!"

Min Rui took a deep breath, put his arms around Park Zhimin's arm and entered the locker room inside the practice room.

"Brother," Min Rui locked the door of the dressing room again with a backhand, and pressed Park Zhimin against the door with a serious expression, "I'm a person who can't speak, and I'm not very good at expressing my thoughts to others. You know all this."

Park Zhimin nodded in confusion.

"What do you think about the relationship between the two of us?" Min Rui gritted his teeth and stared into Park Zhimin's eyes, feeling as if he had exhausted all his courage over the years, "I like my brother very much. There is a feeling of suffocation. I hope Brother Zhimin is mine, forever and ever. Brother, do you think so?"

Park Zhimin felt as if his vocal cords had been pulled out of his throat, and he was so surprised that he opened his mouth and couldn't speak a word.

"There will be many difficulties between us, but as long as you nod your head, as long as I am with you, I am willing to let myself face the unknown dangers and difficulties." Min Rui took a deep breath, "You are mine, but you It's also free. If one day you find that we are not suitable, please tell me. For me, the time I was with you should be able to warm my whole life."

Park Zhimin never thought that Min Rui would say these words to him.

"I..." Park Zhimin opened his mouth, and Min Rui suddenly covered his mouth with his hand.

With a snort, Min Rui stared into the closet: "Who's there?"

With runny nose and tears in his eyes, Jin Tae-min pushed open the door and came out: "I'm sorry...I'm so touched, I can't hold back."

Min Rui felt that he was one head and two big: "Brother, why are you here?"

Jin Tae-jung was more wronged than him: "I'm here to change clothes, who knew you two came in and didn't say hello."

Min Rui's eyes are too scary, is he going to be silenced in his golden age?

Park Zhimin patted the back of Min Rui's hand.

Min Rui let go of her hand, her eyes still burning.

"I like you." Park Zhimin didn't even look at Kim Tae-jung's twisted facial features as if he had eaten a lemon. Once he said the rest of the beginning, it went smoothly, "I don't know when I will like you, but the more I like you The more you feel sorry for you. I want to give you the best I can do. Sometimes I feel inferior because you are too good. I didn’t expect you to be the first to say this.”

Min Rui hugged Park Zhimin, and the weight of the two hit the door panel with a loud noise.

But none of them cared.

The feeling of embracing each other is like the last vine caught by a fallen person.

I don't want to let go, I don't want to let go, but I'm afraid that the other party is too fragile.

The author has something to say: It's a super long episode, and I hope to receive super long comments.

It's too cruel to have a crush on something