[HP] Can you be gentle with me

This is Mr. Malfoy's diary.

And it was a diary that lasted for a long time.

The first page has prominent big characters, and some places with heavy strokes even have to scratch the page, which is enough to see how excited the writer is.

'Lucius is born!My son, was born today, thanks Merlin!He looks exactly like me! '

Tahlia smiled slightly. Lucius and Mr. Malfoy were indeed carved out of the same mold. No one expected Mr. Malfoy to behave like a silly father.

From the second page, it became much calmer, and the fonts were very beautiful and neat cursive characters──

'Luc walked for the first time. '

'Luc can already call daddy──'

'Luc even recognized some simple nouns, but no one taught him--'

'Luc is worthy of being my son, and I think he will be a great student in the future──'

The first half of the entire diary begins with the name of Lucius. Mr. Malfoy really loves Lucius deeply, but the content of the subsequent diary gradually changes──

'Luc had a fight with the Black girl today and he came home crying but I had to scold him - I think he was freaked out but I can't spoil him or he'll never grow up...'

'Luc isn't clinging to me anymore, that's a good thing...a good thing...'

"Luc received the admission notice, but he just accepted the letter silently and didn't express anything to me. I told him to pay attention to his manners, even though his etiquette is almost perfect──"

"Luc started going to school, but I felt a little uncomfortable──I think I should learn not to depend on my son──"

'Luc said that the youngest daughter of the Black family is good looking, I think, by his standards, it should be considered that he admires her...Yes, it's time to talk to Orion──'

'Luc is past the age of dolls, I think it's time to give him something practical──'

Tahlia couldn't say anything. She always thought that Mr. Malfoy was very strict with Lucius, so harsh that it was almost unreasonable. However, looking at this diary──

In fact, Mr. Malfoy has been silently caring about Lucius behind his back, caring about his only son. It turns out that although some feelings are not spoken, it does not mean that they do not exist.

'Tom is back. '

Tahlia narrowed her eyes.

This page is obviously very abrupt, and there is only one sentence written on such a large page, and what is written on the front is how well Lucius performed in school──

Besides, who is this Tom?

Scroll down.

'He's very strong, I think what he said in school before was not a joke, I naturally support him──'

"I think I should change my words. He really doesn't like being called that common name, but after he told me the meaning of his own name, I deeply agree, and only this name suits him──"

'He is so different from when he was a student, it seems like two people, but it doesn't matter, he is destined to be the man who will lead us to the highest point. '

"He has met Luc, I think Luc should not let him down, my Luc is the most perfect──"

"He seems to be very interested in something recently, it seems that after the second meeting with Luc──"

'It's the Muggle-born girl—'

Tahlia didn't expect that she was also included in it, but she was only stunned for a moment, and continued to scroll down.

'He asked me to find that girl, which made me wonder what's so special about that girl—'

'I finally understand his plan, and I finally know why he is so excited. '

'He asked me why I didn't call him by name, would I tell him that I was afraid of calling out Tom's name accidentally?It wasn't something stupid a Malfoy would do. '

'He said he was going to teach the girl himself, Merlin—it was the first time—'

When Tahlia saw this, she was sure that the Tom in Mr. Malfoy's diary was the gentleman she knew, but he clearly told himself that his name was Voldemort, no, he had said that his name was unrecognizable at the very beginning The hall of elegance, perhaps because the name Tom is indeed too ordinary──

'Luc is so young - but how can I blame him for that? '

Tahlia turned another page, but accidentally dropped a page that had been folded in half, probably torn from another book, she picked it up, but first looked at the contents of the diary.

The handwriting on this page is very scribbled.

'No, it's impossible--he wouldn't do such a thing!There must be a mistake somewhere──"

Tahlia wondered what it was that would make Mr. Malfoy emotional again after the birth of Lucius, flipping through his diary faster.

'Horcruxes. '

The next page only had that word written on it, and the same word filled almost the entire page, and Tahlia felt like she could feel Mr. Malfoy's fluster when he wrote that word over and over again.

But what exactly is a Horcrux?She was sure that she had never read or even heard this word before, she unconsciously spread out the torn pages and glanced at them, but she was instantly shocked.

This is the page that explains the Horcrux, its function, how it was made, its evil...

There should be no one willing to make Horcruxes...isn't it?

He returned his gaze to the diary.

'I think he's just lost his mind, I should go talk to him-'

There were many empty pages afterwards, and Tahlia wanted to know more and more what exactly Mr. Malfoy went to talk to that gentleman about, and what the result was, but at the same time, she also vaguely felt that from the moment she got the answer, it was The beginning of disaster.

Even so, she turned back resolutely.

Finally, she saw...

On the last page of this diary, there are words of grief—

'To the respectable stranger who got this note, you have broken through the spell I set, which is enough to prove that you are trustworthy and entrusted, I am about to die──

I could feel him getting here.

But I have to make sure someone knows about it, it's my regret, and it's my last tribute to this society - Malfoy is always noble.

This secret will always be in your heart and unless you choose to tell it, no one will know it in any way - not even the insanity, I think you will tell the right person, just rely on you My protective spell.

Voldemort, the man I initially thought of as Tom Riddle, is absolutely the most unforgivable person in the world, he's gone crazy, I think he's made more than one Horcrux - and making just one is bad enough.

I thought it was all a misunderstanding, he was still the same man I admired, the same man who promised to bring us glory, the same knowledgeable man I called a friend...but I was dead wrong.

May Merlin forgive me - I even put my son, my only son, in front of him, and I can no longer protect him, this is a sin that I can never wash away, my only son!He is still so young, the future is still bright for him, but I killed his future with my own hands...

I beg you, no matter who you are, to ensure his downfall, this is my son—no, this is the only hope of survival in this wizarding world.

Believe me, I'm Abraxas Malfoy, and I think I've got a bit of a reputation in the wizarding world...

Here he comes, just outside the door—

Please pass on my love to my son Lucius.

Finally, thank you. '

Tahlia read it in a daze, the last few sentences barely decipherable, showing how eagerly Mr. Malfoy had finished it.

gentlemen………

Mister made more than one Horcrux.

Mr. murdered Mr. Malfoy.

Mr. has never concealed his true colors from himself.

Her mind was in turmoil and she couldn't breathe.

How could she be so stupid, she should have thought of it, Sirius had mentioned that there was a bad person outside, she should have thought of it!

They are simply the same person!

Voldemort is that very bad man, that very bad man is sir, and sir is Voldemort──

And she still respects him!

She felt like throwing up—felt her stomach churn.

He looked up and stared in the direction of the door.

Does Lucius know about this?

He must have been working for Voldmort, did he know that?Do you know that your boss murdered your father?

Should she tell him about it?

No.Shaking his head violently.

She already knew what the tingling sensation in her fingers when she picked up the book was Mr. Malfoy's protective spell.

No one can get an answer from her -- unless she tells it herself.

So she couldn't tell Lucius.

But who can she tell?

She had no acquaintance with anyone capable of keeping the secret.

Voldemort's Dementia must be top-notch, except for himself protected by Mr. Malfoy, no one could successfully keep a secret under his Dementia.Holding her head in pain, she is helpless—telling anyone means exposing, what should she do!

Why does this happen?

She simply wants to protect the people she cares about.

But in an instant, the husband she respected turned into the worst villain ever, the only man who could hurt anyone she cared about, and she would never be able to stop him.

Why?

Tahlia hugged the diary, quietly curled up on the sofa, her eyes were empty, she had racked her brains and thought about it all day, but she still didn't know what to do.

And this is what Lucius finally calmed down and opened the study door to see.

It's past dinner time, and it's even time for Tahlia to go home, and she didn't show up for dinner, she just huddled in her chair, didn't even turn on the lamp—

Does someone read a book without lighting a lamp?

So not reading, so what caused her to curl up on the couch?

Lucius narrowed his eyes.

There was a small call. "Tahlia."

Tahla on the sofa raised her head, her entire expression was blank.

"Lu...Lucius!" She jumped up suddenly. "What time is it?" she asked.

"It's time for you to go back, otherwise I don't think your brothers will be able to take it..." Lucius said, noticing the book Tahlia was holding. "What are you holding?"

"Nothing!" Tahlia immediately put the book into her backpack. "My notes, you don't want to see them—it's a mess."

Lucius raised an eyebrow. "So nervous? I never said I wanted to read it... I'm not interested in your notes at all."

"I'll just say it." Tahlia forced a smile, and hastily grasped the badge in her hand. "Thank you for inviting me here today, I—then I'll go back first?"

Lucius nodded.

Seeing that Lucius had already nodded, Tahlia was about to activate the Portkey, but Lucius spoke again. "Tahlia."

"what?"

Lucius opened his mouth a few times, as if he wanted to say something, but finally he sighed and shook his head slightly. "It's okay, you can go back, little—be careful."

"Of course." Tahlia smiled weakly. "thanks for your reminder."

She won't be fooled by that man again──