[US Entertainment] Wild Child

This may be "life", there will be many trivial things, there will be many trivial items, carrying their memories, and the "past".

"Do we have a basement?" Leonardo whispered.

"Your own house, don't you know if there is a basement?" Summer thought this man was too funny.

"I forgot. What's in the basement?"

"Nothing, empty." They don't have any unused items to put in the basement yet.

Summer hugged the blanket, and Leonardo took the wooden recliner and came up from the basement.

Drive south along the Coast Highway, with lots of traffic along the way.They drove in on a side road near San Diego, found a grassy clearing, observed for a while, no cars, no people.

Leonardo dragged down the wooden deck chair, found a flat grass, placed the wooden chair, and spread out the picnic blanket beside him.Summer took out a few paper bags, which contained the bread bought from the cake shop on the way, and took drinks and mineral water.

He made her sit on the wooden recliner while he sat on the blanket.

"I had this blanket when I was a child, and they would use this blanket when they took me out for a picnic." Summer said quietly, "It's probably older than my age."

The quality of the blanket is very good, a little faded, well maintained, no hair shedding, and it is very clean.

"We can also buy a good picnic blanket, and we can take our daughter out for a picnic in the future." He pulled out a foxtail and gently rubbed her arm with the flower spikes.

"Our daughter?" she laughed. "I think it would be nice to have a son who looks like you. You know? The first child—First Born is always very like the father." Probably only him, he grew up She looks like Ilmelin, with features and face shapes that resemble her mother.

Leonardo sighed softly, "It's fine, as long as it's your child—yours and mine, you can look like anyone you want."

Summer thought about it for a while: a little child, soft and a little ball, is also very fun.She doesn't resist having children, but of course it will take a few more years, and she must enjoy the two-person world for a few years, right?He always wanted her to have a child, just to use the child to confirm her love, which had nothing to do with how much he loved that child.He always thought that a child must represent the love between two people, but he didn't understand that it was a woman's decision whether to have a child or not.

It’s not that scary to raise a child. They will definitely hire a nanny. Probably the first year after the child’s birth will be a little harder. She has already thought about this. Money can indeed solve many problems, and money can solve them. In fact, it is not a problem.

"What were you thinking?" he asked.

"I was thinking—what would it be like if you were holding a child." She smiled, "Originally, you have surprised many people by being married now, but if you have a child before the age of 30, it may scare everyone Lots of people."

"Scary? What does that mean?!" He muttered, "Is it so unbelievable? We are married, of course we will have children." In fact, he couldn't imagine what it would be like to hold a child.He has hugged other people's milk dolls, but other people's children are like that. He just hugged them for a few minutes and didn't feel much. He just felt that the baby was so small and soft, and there was a milky smell on his body. The smell of talcum powder, and the diapers on the little buttocks, crying is very annoying.

When Sam heard him say this, he almost died of laughter, "That's right! You don't have to worry about his eating, drinking, and sleeping. Of course, you don't feel anything. You also think his crying is annoying, and his pooping is even more annoying."

Leonardo looked horrified, as if he hadn't thought about these things at all.

Summer wanted to laugh again, "Are you scared?"

"No." He quickly denied, "Irmelin said that raising a child is indeed troublesome, but the joy that a child brings to you is unparalleled."

"This is a question of 'input-output ratio'. With the beauty of you and me, it is unimaginable not to inherit the genes. Besides, our property needs to have heirs. But in order to avoid children competing for inheritance in the future, as long as One child is enough. All our properties belong to him, and he doesn’t have to worry about who we give more, and we give him less.”

"You are so objective and calm." He was also convinced.

"This is an objective demand."

"Then why not for me? Because you love me, you want to have our child." He looked at her carefully.

She smiled strangely, "You are so strange, you are actually the one among us who always talks about 'love'."

"You can't deny that you love me, can you?"

"I do not deny."

"Then you can't say that you want to have a baby for me just to make me happy?"

"No." She sat up and leaned close to his face, "but don't worry, I will have our child."

Leonardo wanted to get angry again for a moment, but he held back: the reason didn't matter, as long as he focused on the result.

But it really made him feel hurt and sad: she would not choose an answer that would make him happy just to comfort him.This is really strange!He vaguely understood that she didn't care much about his mood.

He was distressed, "Why are you always like this?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"You never say something to me just to make me happy. Why am I always begging you?"

"That's because," she leaned back, "most things in this world are decided by men, but only having children is a decision that women can make."

He was extremely confused, "I can't understand what you are talking about."

"Stop talking about this, let's talk about something interesting," she suddenly lost interest. "We're here to have fun, don't keep talking about these major life decisions. It's not easy to explain."

Leonardo frowned patiently.

Summer was not too happy.It was just that she talked about her childhood, and then she talked about their future children. This guy would always seize every opportunity to ask for it. He was really smart, but he never understood that she didn't want to always ask for it. Discuss this matter.

It was one thing to look forward to a happy future, but to keep coming back to the question of whether she loved him or not was going to bother her immensely.Probably only when she gave birth to a child, he would not always ask "Do you love me?"

She couldn't figure out why he was so—insecure?

She was suddenly startled to realize that it was because he was insecure that he always wanted to be sure.

Think about his request: I want to hear her take the initiative to say that I love him, I want her to love him forever, I want her to give birth to their children for the sake of loving him. Love.

Once she understood the central idea, she was a little surprised.It wasn't safe for him to live together, to be married, and she wondered if she was doing so badly that he didn't feel safe?

But she didn't know how to talk about it.

Where do we start?Say you love him?Promise to love him forever?It may eventually come back to the child's question.

Then, why was he so—afraid?

Is it because of the unborn child?

She found uncomfortably that it might be because of her stubborn decision that he could not be sure of her love.

He'd been raised by a mother as dedicated as Ilmelin, and he'd never understood why she wouldn't have that child, their first.He finally agreed to her decision because he loves her, but he must be mindful in his heart, he will always feel that there is a void that cannot be satisfied.

She may have actually hurt him unknowingly.

Maybe as he said, she is too selfish.

We always hurt those who love us, because we know that they will love us no matter what, so we will be willful and unscrupulous.

Only thinking about ourselves may be able to live a very selfish and willful life, but that may be at the cost of hurting the hearts of those who love us.

No matter how wayward children are, they will not always hurt their loving parents.

If you really love him, maybe sometimes you should consider a little compromise, not so capricious and selfish.

— So, the question comes back: do I love him?do i really love him

People will be moved by what they say. If you say you love him [-] times, you may really think that you love him.

—So, the question comes back: what is love?

The book that analyzes "what is love" says that love means that when you see each other, you will blush and your heart will beat. I also love you, and once I get the response from the other party, I will be extremely satisfied; I will be possessive, I will try my best to eliminate the rival in love, and I will want to confirm the other party's loyalty to you.

Summer checked herself and found that there were a few things that she would care about, but some she didn't think about at all.

For example, because Leonardo will be with her as much as possible, she has no idea of ​​wanting to be with him all the time; and basically has no feeling of blushing and heartbeat, and feels... maybe because he said it too early For her love, she never felt any difficulty in obtaining his love, and she would not have the pleasure of "getting" after going through hardships;

So she is always the passive one;

So she never really felt the joy of "love", nor did she really enjoy the joy of "being loved";

"Possessiveness" is only because "I don't want my face", and I can't tolerate the possibility of being provoked to show off how I slept with him;

—So, maybe I really don’t love him.

This frightened her, and made her anxious.

She took the drink bottle from Leonardo in a daze, took a sip subconsciously, but spilled the drink on her chest in a dazed state.

He hurriedly pulled out a few wet wipes to wipe the water stains from her drink.

She said indifferently: "Don't wipe it. Just wait until you get home and take a shower."

He didn't speak, but wiped off the water stains for her.He took another wipe and reached under her T-shirt to wipe it.

She doesn't like sweat or anything else on her skin, she likes to be refreshed.

When she's not working, she doesn't wear much makeup, and she wears light makeup when she goes to school.Her skin is very good, delicate and tender, and she is at the best age. Her face is plump, full of collagen, and there are a few freckles on both sides of her nose that are extremely shallow and not close enough to be seen.

I only applied lip balm, which was crystal clear and moist. I don't know what ingredients it contains, and it shimmered slightly.

Reach out and gently wipe off the lip balm, revealing the natural light pink color.

He subconsciously licked his lips, then, approached her face and kissed her.