voice of dawn

"I like you, Nuna, a long time ago."

Kim Taehyung's voice was very soft, but it reached Li Yin's ears like thunder.

It was difficult for Li Yin to describe his feelings at that time.It was obviously pitch black in front of my eyes due to lack of oxygen, but I saw a large area of ​​flowers blooming for no reason.

Li Yin laughed, but the tears were still pouring down.

Is this person really sick? Is he really not clear-headed?

When everyone was avoiding her like a dirty thing, this idiot actually ran over and said he liked her?

So silly, so silly.

Li Yin wanted to laugh at him, but for some reason, his heart was so uncomfortable that it was about to burst.

How can there be such a stupid person?He clearly knows that she is being criticized by thousands of people now, he clearly knows that getting close to her is likely to receive the same vicious speculation, he clearly knows that if his name is put together with her Li Yin on the news, it will cause a devastating blow to his future. . . .But this person, who still didn't know where to find her address, ran to comfort her regardless, and even confessed her love.

Are you all not afraid?

Li Yin covered her chest, she couldn't tell whether she was moved, distressed, or unwilling to resent.

I was moved by Kim Taehyung's sincere concern, and also felt distressed by the possible harm caused by his childish impulsiveness. In the end, it was about why I always encountered such things, always in the position where I clearly wanted others to approach or I feel unwilling, even resentful, when I want to get close to others but can only refuse because I am afraid that others will be affected by me.

In the past, although she pretended to be strong on the surface, she still hoped that someone would see through her disguise, come to accompany her, and say a few words of comfort.

She waited and waited, but she never found this person.She can only bear everyone's expectations and trust, and persevere through one difficulty after another.

She didn't have any hope at first, but today, she faintly noticed that this person seemed to have appeared.

"Yes, I'm sorry," Li Yin's brain has been messed up by a lot of memories, and he has no extra energy to respond to him, he just keeps apologizing, "Taehyung, Taehyung, I'm sorry, Taehyung... "

Kim Taehyung looked a lot lonely all of a sudden, but he seemed to have been mentally prepared, and immediately forced himself to show a gentle smile: "Ani, Nuna, I, I said this, I didn't want Nuna to give me an answer, I just want to let you know that if you feel sad, I will be there anytime."

Although Kim Taehyung smiled, he was really reluctant.

He wanted to tell her, maybe you have forgotten, but I always remember, I know you much more than you think.

Want to say to her, no matter what your identity is, even no matter what gender you are. . . .

I like you all.

However, he was still unable to speak out.

"... Taehyung, I..."

"Okay, Nuna," Kim Taehyung's smile was almost unbearable, "You're crying so much that my heart will break."

He covered his heart jokingly, tilting his head with a look of heartache.

"If you cry about Seoul for a month, it won't rain anymore," Kim Taehyung said with a smile, and said in a tone like coaxing a child, "Later, I have to wash my face well, put my eyes on it, obediently eat on time, and go to bed early every day. Do you understand?"

Kim Taehyung is so gentle that it hurts.

Li Yin felt that all the tears in her life were shed today, she couldn't speak, so she could only nod her head vigorously.

"Oh, that's right," Kim Taehyung threw the backpack in front of him, "Actually, I just wanted to give you Nuna a present."

He said that he would bring a gift back from the United States, but he didn't expect him to forget it.

He took out a beautiful little gift box, then looked around, only to see a flower bed outside the phone booth.

"Nuna, I hid the gift in the flower bed, you can come down and get it later." Kim Taehyung thought for a while, "Although it is a very common thing, you have to like it."

After speaking, he laughed like a child again.

Li Yin watched him hang up the phone, put the small gift box into the flower bed, and covered it with a few potted plants. Finally, he patted the dust off his hands, raised his head, and smiled at her again.

After waving goodbye, he put on a hoodie, wrapped himself tightly, stood on the road for a while, hailed a taxi and left.

Li Yin watched him get into the taxi, and before he wiped away his tears, he tore off the infusion needle and rushed downstairs.

And Kim Taehyung, who got in the taxi, kept turning his head and looking out the window.The colorful neon lights and the intermittent darkness alternately passed across his expressionless face, causing his already beautiful face to be even more gloomy.

He gritted his teeth and endured it for a long time, but his eyes were still getting blurred. Finally, he couldn't help it anymore and raised his hands to cover his eyes tightly.

One of Li Yin's shoes ran away, but she couldn't care less.

But when she picked up the carefully packaged gift box, she couldn't open it no matter what.

"Xiao Yin, I..." Jin Huilin came back after shopping, and wanted to check on Li Yin's situation, but when she opened the door of her room, she froze.

Li Yin sat on the ground with one foot bare, the infusion needle in his hand was roughly pulled out, blood was already oozing from the back of his hand.She foolishly held something that came from nowhere, and didn't move much.

But when Li Yin turned his head, his eyes were so red and swollen that he could barely open them, and his face was covered with traces of tears and wet tears.

Jin Huilin was so frightened that she almost lost her soul, she rushed up and hugged her in an instant: "What's wrong with you Xiaoyin! Are you okay??? What happened? You, what happened to you? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't Those who should go out should not leave you..."

Jin Huilin was already incoherent, when Li Yin heard her voice, he suddenly came back to his senses.

She comforted Jin Huilin, wiped away the tears on her face, with a tired and apologetic look on her face: "I'm sorry, sister, I scared you."

Jin Huilin cried and shook her head: "You, please tell us if you have something to do??? Please, please..."

Jin Huilin almost collapsed, she hugged Li Yin tightly again, Li Yin was so thin that she almost thought she was hugging a skeleton: "Are we going to lose you, are we going to lose you..."

Jin Huilin has had this strange feeling in her heart since a long time ago, when she saw Li Yin slumped on the ground, looking at her with almost broken eyes, this fear reached its peak.

"Okay, sister," Li Yin was too weak to stand up, "Don't do this, I'm just hungry."

"You, are you hungry?" Jin Huilin let go of her crying, a gleam of light flashed in her eyes, "Then, do you want to eat?"

"Do you still have to ask?" Li Yin said aggrievedly, "I'm so hungry, sister, you still haven't given me something to eat."

"Okay, okay." Jin Huilin helped Li Yin back to the bed, turned around and was about to leave: "I'm going to make you something to eat now!"

"Hey, sister, I accidentally dropped the infusion needle just now, see if I can trouble Dr. Li to take another look."

Jin Huilin didn't expect Li Yin to cooperate so much, she started to laugh while crying: "Okay, okay, I'll go to the doctor, I'll go now!"

Looking at Jin Huilin's back, Li Yin couldn't help but feel a sharp pain in her heart.

Have I actually caused such great harm to my relatives and friends around me?

Even the lightest porridge made Li Yin feel sick, but she ate it spoonful after spoonful, holding the gift box tightly in her hand.

She needs to recuperate well, eat on time every day obediently, wash her face well later, put her eyes on, and go to bed early.

Get well soon.

The author has something to say: write here. . .I hope everyone can feel the importance of Taehyung in Li Yin's heart. . .

Not just a junior who will be happy together, not just a brother who is considerate, in Li Yin's heart, Taehyung is already an important role like the last straw.

In my shallow knowledge, I feel that even a strong girl will hope that someone will see through her disguise when she is severely injured, or even if she does not see through, she will give her the care and companionship she needs.But Li Yin has never met that person.She carried a lot of things and fought alone. When she had given up hope for this person's appearance, Taehyung stood by her side.

Taehyung is so important to her now, such an important position.I think this kind of inner dependence should be deeper than love. . . .

Unknowingly said a lot. . . .

There is one last chapter.

Li Yin's counterattack.