别来 无恙

When did Shen Wei start to feel that he and he had become two people.

It was probably from the moment when he regained his consciousness, or maybe, when he sneaked into his dream for the first time, he couldn't remember exactly.

The memory of Kunlun is long gone. Although he subconsciously knows that Zhao Yunlan is Kunlun, he always feels that they are different.

He still remembered the snow-covered top of Kunlun Mountain all the year round, and the scene in the Kunlun Temple where he vomited blood and turned into a lamp, but what he remembered most clearly was the boy who rushed in on the first day of school in September of that year in Longcheng, He carried the smell of laundry detergent mixed with wind and dust, which quietly passed his heart on that ordinary morning.

The teenager who came straight to him from the beginning.At that time, he was Kunlun and Zhao Yunlan, but when the memory was shattered and everything was destroyed, the one who still loved him was only Zhao Yunlan.

Doesn't Kunlun love him?

Love, but he is already powerless to love, and they have no strength to love each other anymore.

"Actually, you have already decided to give Zhao Yunlan a brand new life since you regained your consciousness." Shen Che's voice was unusually deep in the dark night, only a few sporadic red lights were flickering.

Like that day not long ago, they stood on the cold balcony at night, each with their own thoughts.

After experiencing a round of life and death, Shen Wei became more and more silent. He slowly smoked the cigarette in his hand, and his mouth was extremely bitter.

"You know that even if his memory is restored, he won't survive. Instead of spending thousands of cultivation bases to save a person who cannot be saved, it is better to save this person who can be saved, right?" Shen Che took a deep breath. Take a puff of cigarette.

"You are so willing!" He sighed.

Shen Wei, who had always been calm and indifferent, finally moved his face for a moment after hearing this sentence. He wiped out the cigarette butt in his hand, feeling his chest was tight, as if he was choked by the smoke, and coughed uncontrollably.

The cigarette in Shen Che's hand had already burned to the end, so he casually threw it under his feet and stomped it out.

The night wind blew up countless people's minds, blowing up the memories in the dust, the cause and effect of the incident finally became clear at this point, after all, it was their own choice, whether it was against the sky to change their fate, or follow the path, the person who deserved to die died Yes, this catastrophe is over.

It's just a pity that the person who caught a glimpse of him will be completely removed from Shen Wei's heart from now on, or in other words, he will only be remembered forever, and he will never expect him to appear suddenly one day, and he will be counted for the rest of his life In Nianhua, there are only similar faces, but completely different people. Even if Zhao Yunlan re-enters reincarnation, there will be no memory of Kunlun. They have become real two people.

Shen Che and Shen Wei felt the same way, they had no choice, if they had to choose one or the other...or there was no choice at all, keeping Zhao Yunlan would mean keeping Kunlun.Kunlun is connected with Shen Wei's soul, relying on Shen Wei's ten-thousand-year spirit to keep the last breath of immortality, burning in the knot of immortality, although it cannot be separated every year, why is it not a different kind of reunion?

The memory faded away with the soul, and the soul honed by Kunlun for thousands of years, under Shen Wei's forcible extradition, preserved the last trace.

Shen Wei is selfish, he selfishly chose Zhao Yunlan who gets along day and night, but he also has no choice, if he forcibly restores his memory, who will make up for the extinguished sky lantern?Without the knot of eternal life, he can only watch his spirit dissipate and die in the world forever.

For thousands of years, he had thought about it, even if he couldn't touch, think about, love, but he still knew that he was still there, reincarnated from life to life, unable to escape from heaven and earth; if he died, Shen Wei's last little thought would be completely It's completely gone. When the time comes, what should he do to balance his heart?

The soul of him and Kunlun is burning in that lamp, and the strands of soul are holding Zhao Yunlan in the world. Even if they have become different for thousands of years, their fate is connected there and cannot be cut off.

It's finally over.

In fact, Shen Wei vaguely guessed the way to break the catastrophe from the moment the sky lantern went out, but he didn't want to, he didn't want Zhao Yunlan to endure such pain, he didn't want him to die, he would rather burn in the wick and hope He can live well.One day in the sky, one year on earth, he thought he could always survive for a few months, waiting for him to grow old, sick and die, but when he was forcibly summoned back, he found that he couldn't wait any longer, so he took his ring without authorization and let He thought he was really dead, and gave up completely. He secretly hoped that he would die with him, but he contradictoryly hoped that he would forget the past and live a good life.

People are always unavoidable, we long to be seen, and we hope that he will never be seen.

Zhao Yunlan's demise was caught off guard, he sensed that his anger dissipated, and the four souls suddenly left their positions. Shen Che's divine power was almost completely consumed on the eternal life knot, so it was inevitable that he would not be able to peel off the soul.The moment Shen Wei heard the news, his heart, which had been tense for a long time, unexpectedly breathed a sigh of relief. He knew that he would not die, but when he saw him lying quietly on the bed, his heart was broken. It still hurts.

The choice was silently magnified at that moment, and the two heavy hearts in his hands pressed him tightly, and he had no choice for a long time. However, when he really parted, he found that he was far from the peace he imagined.

Kunlun's ghostly soul appeared in front of him, and he was still the same as ten thousand years ago. He smiled and said Xiaowei, you did a good job.

I'm doing great!okay?

It's hard to tell, fate is entangled into a mess, binding them tightly.

The real eternal knot, knotted.

They finally completely merged into one body. Even if their souls return to the earth after ten thousand years, there are still ten thousand years left for them to waste.

Thousands of years ago, Kunlun used his body as a lamp to rule the world, and ten thousand years later, Rao used his soul as a knot to seek longevity. He finally did it for himself once and for all. Shen Wei should be happy for him.

It's just that this time, it's different from the tens of thousands of separations in the past, they will be separated forever, the soul burning in the sky lantern, and the person who remains in this world will never meet again.

The fate is relieved, and the fate ends here. From now on, it will be only Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan's thousands of remaining lives. There will be no Kunlun, no reincarnation, and the real eternal existence.

Shen Wei lowered his head, his expression could not be seen clearly in the night, even though he chose this seemingly perfect ending, he still felt ashamed in his heart, he was ashamed of him, he completed all the things he entrusted, but failed to guard him well .

Shen Che patted him on the shoulder, and he could probably guess what he was thinking in his heart. He smiled casually: "Everything is a cause and effect, don't think too much. Now that the matter is over, I should go too. Cultivate my divine power, I guess I can't even walk."

Shen Wei hasn't smiled for a long time, he hesitated for a long time, and finally smiled slowly, he said: "Thank you."

Thousands of words are contained in these two words.

Shen Che waved his hand, an imperceptible trace of sadness flashed across his eyes, this time, he was really going to leave the stage.

This life, even if all his cultivation was exhausted, he still felt that it was more meaningful than the thousands of lives he had lived.

He won't leave, he is nostalgic for this bustling world of mortals, even if there is no one in the world for him to find, it's better than him living alone by the edge of the underworld, with the same color for thousands of years.He still has thousands of worlds he wants to break into, he still wants to wander around for the rest of his life, dreaming and dying, he has nothing to look forward to, so he has nothing to fear, that small villa is enough for him to live in.

Goodbye, brother, and those who have been tempted.

Zhao Yunlan was in a coma for nearly three days before waking up. During these three days, his phone rang from time to time, and Shen Wei answered it. Two of them were from Zhao Yunlan's mother.When the person on the other end of the phone heard that it was Shen Wei, they were nervous for a while, and even the greetings were a little stiff, but Shen Wei felt that their attitude had changed. She asked Shen Wei when he came back, when is it convenient to come to eat at home, etc. Yes, Shen Wei answered Zhao's mother's question meticulously. This is the only happy news these days.

Zhao Yunlan woke up in the afternoon. At that time, Shen Wei had just put Dabai's cat food away, and was about to get up and put the things back in the kitchen. There was a sudden noise in the bedroom, and the glass on the bedside table broke.He didn't care about other things, he threw down the cat food and rushed into the room quickly. However, as soon as he entered the door, he saw Zhao Yunlan sitting on the bed with a dazed expression. He seemed to have slept for too long. Seeing Shen Wei Come in, I can't get back to God for a long time.

Finally, he blinked slowly and said, "Teacher Shen?"

Shen Wei couldn't tell what his mood was when he heard Zhao Yunlan's voice, he just wanted to hug him blindly, hold him tightly in his arms, and hold him for a long time without letting go.

And he did.

He held him in his arms, and tears welled up in an instant.

Zhao Yunlan rubbed his neck and muttered, "I miss you very much, Mr. Shen."

"Me too, I miss you too."

"But I... I'm a little hungry now!" He raised his head from his arms and looked at him with aggrieved expression.

The person holding him smiled softly, and he kissed the corner of his lips: "Clean up, get up and eat!"

Zhao Yunlan also smiled at him, the light and shadow in his eyes were flowing, and there was no shadow of the past at all.

Zhao Yunlan met 32-year-old Shen Wei at the right age of his life, and he was ready to spend his whole life with him.

"Mr. Shen, where did you go after you proposed? I feel like I forgot something." He whispered in Shen Wei's ear while eating.

Shen Wei smiled: "I haven't gone anywhere, I've always been by your side!"

Zhao Yunlan looked at Shen Wei suspiciously: "Then why did you say that I would never forget you?"

"What? Do you want to forget me?" He avoided the important thing.

"Cut...you don't want to find other little girls!" The person sitting on the other side bared his teeth and claws, laughing fiercely at the same time.

"By the way, Mr. Shen, my parents would like to see you. When is it convenient for you? How about during the Chinese New Year? Just come to my house for a New Year's Eve dinner, is that okay?" The person on the opposite side was full of anticipation. The way you see it.

Shen Wei pretended to be thinking, but in fact, he had already promised Mother Zhao that he would definitely go.

The person opposite ran over and sat down on the chair next to him, put his hands on his shoulders and kissed him: "Is that okay?"

Now that you're teasing him, why not tease him thoroughly, he approached him, and deliberately lowered his voice: "Then...it depends on your performance."

Zhao Yunlan felt that the amount of information in these words was too much, and he didn't keep up with it for a while. Didn't he just wake up?Why did you suddenly start racing?He was afraid of getting dizzy... Ahhh, Shen Wei, you have changed!Naturally, Shen Wei wouldn't take advantage of this moment to force him to do something, to tease him, to tease him, he still knows when to do something, but this Zhao Yunlan is so cute, people can't help it want to bully.

However, lovesickness is too bitter, even if Zhao Yunlan deliberately forgets something, the changes in his body will honestly remind him.

He hugged Shen Wei tightly in the night, and this sense of solidity that he hadn't seen for a long time quickly captured him. Even though Shen Wei said that he was always by his side and didn't go anywhere, whenever he touched Shen Wei's body, he felt It seemed that I hadn't hugged him for a long, long time.

His voice was hoarse, and he was already emotional before kissing him. He arched into his arms and called softly: "Shen Wei..."

In the dark night, Shen Wei's eyes were unusually deep, and the person in his arms was always moving restlessly, almost dancing on his reason: "Be good, you can't bear torment now."

Shen Wei knew that once he started, his rationality would collapse completely. At that time, even if he cried and begged for mercy, he might not be able to stop. After all, today is different, even if he lives forever, he can't make fun of his body.

The person in his arms arched more and more vigorously, and even directly touched Shen Wei's life gate without fear of death. In the dark night, people's auditory nerves were extremely sharp. He clenched his hands tightly, and then hugged the person tightly, and whispered regretfully in his ear: "If you move again, I will eat you, and there will be no bones left."

Love words in the eyes of lovers are always ambiguous. Zhao Yunlan was on the verge of getting out of control. Now that he heard the meaningless words, he gave the answer without much reaction in his mind: "Eat it, I'll eat it for you , it's all yours."

Shen Wei was really scared of this person, as long as he opened his mouth, his restraint and patience would be useless. He even wanted to knock him unconscious, or use some spells to make him fall asleep, but no matter what , It's not good for his body, and he wants to be an ordinary person with him, living an ordinary life.

Shen Wei hugged him tightly, calming his mind to comfort him: "Hey, sleep well? Tomorrow... Tomorrow I will... Mmm..."

Zhao Yunlan's kiss came timely and passionately, passing over Shen Wei's mouth inch by inch, and finally his breathing could no longer be calmed down. In this small space, he was entangled to death, and the colliding sparks ignited a prairie fire. Zhao Yunlan left kissed his lips, buried it next to his ear, and gently went around the tip of his ear: "Mr. Shen, look at how honest your body is..."

For a moment, Shen Wei felt that the former Zhao Yunlan seemed to be back.

His pitch-black pupils darkened, and he turned the man over and pressed him under him in the darkness of night. He didn't speak, but just looked at him fixedly, as if he wanted to see something from those bottomless eyes. Finally, at the moment when Zhao Yunlan blinked and his smile lit up, Shen Wei was finally sure that he was really just Zhao Yunlan. For a moment, he felt a little relieved, a little lost, mixed in mood, but extremely relieved, he bowed his head and smiled She smiled and hugged the person in her arms tightly.

"For a while...don't beg to stop."

Zhao Yunlan wrapped around Shen Wei's neck, stood up and bit Shen Wei's lips: "Don't shout, but Mr. Shen, don't break my little arms and legs."

The spring breeze was wasted overnight, and the willows with the fragrance of early spring flowers after the rain quietly fell into Zhao Yunlan's dream. It was rare for him to sleep the most peaceful sleep for many days.

The taste of the New Year in Dragon City is almost close to the face. I remember that during the Chinese New Year last year, the two of them were in a hurry and hurriedly passed a year. This year is different, and maybe it will be different in the future.

Shen Wei has been thinking about what to bring for the New Year ever since Zhao's mother made the phone call. He has always been seldom seen in the world. When he met him suddenly, he really didn't know what to do for a while. After all, meeting is a major event in life. Come out, it may be much simpler in the future.

Zhao Yunlan recovered very quickly, the previous wound had been healed by Shen Wei, what he lost was only a past that he didn't want to recall, those hard-working time for him, now the dust has settled, he is willing to forget, as long as Forget it forever!

In the early morning of New Year's Eve, Shen Wei picked up Zhao Yunlan. He was a little nervous, and he was silently relieved all the way. I decided to see you, I should have figured it out, it’s okay, don’t be nervous.”

Shen Wei smiled, then nodded again, he wasn't really worried about anything, it was just out of human instinct, when he saw the other party's parents, he seemed a bit nervous, so he seemed polite and serious.

Zhao Yunlan's parents were already waiting at the door, Shen Wei held Zhao Yunlan with one hand, and carried the things he had prepared with the other. As soon as he got out of the elevator door, Zhao's mother greeted him: "Come on, come in quickly."

Father Zhao also changed his serious temper in the past, turned around and opened the door for Shen Wei, and even took the things in his hand: "Come in quickly, don't bring so many things with you next time, it's too heavy."

Shen Wei nodded and smiled warmly, Zhao Yunlan jumped in front of him and dragged him in: "Come in first, let's talk later."

Zhao Yunlan's parents were still very young, and they looked only more than ten years older than Shen Wei. Shen Wei really didn't know what to call them, so they sat down with Zhao Yunlan cautiously, and the four of them seemed a little embarrassed at once.

Father Zhao was the first to break the silence: "Before I heard Yunlan talk about you all the time, his mother and I also figured it out later, leave your affairs to your own decisions, as long as Mr. Shen doesn't think he is making a fuss, we have been together all year round. Overseas, thanks to Teacher Shen’s care, if you are willing, we will not object, and we will be a family from now on.”

Shen Wei didn't expect to go straight to the topic as soon as he opened his mouth. What he wanted to say turned around in his mind for several times before he said kindly: "The matter between me and Yunlan was not handled properly before, and I will give it to you two. Sorry for the trouble, thank you for understanding, I will definitely protect him, please rest assured."

"Okay, okay..." Father Zhao said two good things in a row, and then seemed to suddenly remember something, "Ms. Shen is a teacher at Longda, right?"

"Yes."

Zhao's mother probably also noticed that Shen Wei was a bit cautious, and said with a smile: "Drink water, it's the first time we meet, and I don't know what Teacher Shen likes to drink, so I made a cup of clear tea..."

Shen Wei smiled and picked up the cup in front of him, the eyes of the whole family were glued to him, as if what he was drinking was not water, but some precious nectar, so that he didn't know how to swallow the water, the taste Not to mention, he didn't taste anything, but he still said with great satisfaction: "It's very fragrant, I like it very much..."

Zhao Yunlan felt that something was wrong with Shen Wei today, and his whole body was tense like a statue.

"Mom, what do we have for lunch?"

Zhao's mother was taken aback for a moment, then remembered that the fish she was stewing in the pot hadn't been seasoned yet, so she hurriedly stood up and went to the kitchen.

With one person missing by his side, Shen Wei's tense body finally relaxed a bit. Zhao's father probably experienced such a scene, and said in a tone of someone who has experienced it: "It's like this for the first time, don't be nervous."

Shen Wei smiled awkwardly when he heard the words, not knowing how to start or how to answer.

Maybe it's because the age difference is not too much. Although Shen Wei has been struggling with how to address Zhao Yunlan's parents, he and Zhao Yunlan's father soon started chatting, and the two immediately started talking about Zhao Yunlan.Zhao Yunlan's father is a businessman, most of the time he is abroad, and he doesn't have much time to take care of Zhao Yunlan. Now that there are more people watching by his side every day, he feels relieved a lot. What's more, after seeing Shen Wei, those fierce rejections in the past His emotions immediately calmed down, perhaps, the person in front of him was too gentle, Zhao Yunlan couldn't afford to be with such a person.

"What do Teacher Shen's parents do?"

Zhao Yunlan turned around and looked at Shen Wei, he also wanted to know this question.

Shen Wei hesitated for a few seconds, and said with a slightly apologetic face: "My parents have passed away, and they were just ordinary people in their lifetime..."

Father Zhao didn't expect this to be the case. He was embarrassed and didn't know how to answer it. He glanced at Zhao Yunlan and thought why didn't you tell me in advance. Zhao Yunlan replied blankly with an expression that I don't know.

The atmosphere was a little awkward, Shen Wei raised his head and smiled, with a look of nothingness: "It's been a long time, and I have a younger brother, who is also in Dragon City now."

"Brother?" Zhao Yunlan was surprised this time, "Why don't I know?"

Shen Wei pulled Zhao Yunlan's arm off his shoulders calmly, and put it into his arms: "He just came back recently, and I haven't seen him yet."

The topic was successfully changed, and Zhao's father also followed the next topic and chatted with Shen Wei without any trace. He looked at Shen Wei, and felt pity in his heart for no reason.

After lunch, Zhao Yunlan was about to drag Shen Wei out immediately, calling it "New Year's Eve", Zhao's father and Zhao's mother didn't stop them, and let them go. Before leaving, Zhao's mother took out a golden red envelope Throwing it to Shen Wei, Shen Wei couldn't react for a long time, Zhao Yunlan stared at the very rich red envelope in Shen Wei's hand, blinked, and asked, "Where's mine?"

Zhao's mother naturally prepared it for him, but the hand feeling was obviously not at the same level as Shen Wei's.

Shen Wei finally came to his senses, stretched out his hand and was about to refuse, but before the words could be spoken, Father Zhao pressed them back: "Meeting ceremony, I should ask for it."

The meeting ceremony, to put it bluntly, is to admit it. If you take my money, you will become a member of my family, and you will never regret it.

Shen Wei had never been treated like this before. He stood there for a long time before he burst into a smile, which came from his heart and slowly entered his eyes: "Thank you, I will definitely treat Yunlan well."

Zhao's father could see the determination of the person in front of him. He nodded and reached out to pat him on the shoulder. Zhao's mother also felt very happy today, so she stretched out her hand and pestered Zhao Yunlan: "Don't be unhappy, the New Year should be happy, Didn't you go out with Teacher Shen? Why are you still here?"

Zhao Yunlan curled his lips, and when he was about to put away the red envelope that he was obviously dissatisfied with, Shen Wei suddenly put the full and thick red envelope in his hand into his hand: "Leave it to you for safekeeping!"

Zhao's mother looked at Zhao's father, and the two smiled lightly. Zhao Yunlan sneaked a glance at Shen Wei, thinking that this man finally had a wink, and stuffed the red envelope into the bag contentedly, and held Shen Wei's hand upright. .

"Dad, Mom, let's go out then."

After saying goodbye to Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, Shen Wei's body, which had been tense all afternoon, finally relaxed.

There were many pedestrians on the street, most of them were groups of men and women, Shen Wei let him lead, the scarf covered half of his face, and under the long coat sleeves, he held his hand tightly.

Zhao Yunlan, who went out, was much quieter. He took Shen Wei's hand and walked for an unknown amount of time, then suddenly lowered his head and smiled softly, and Shen Wei turned to look at him inexplicably.

"what happened?"

He raised his head and looked at Shen Wei with sparkling eyes: "I was wondering, if you gave me the money in front of my parents, would they think... that I was..."

"What is it?"

He leaned closer to him: "I thought I was the one on top."

Shen Wei also laughed along with him, and he lowered his voice: "They only think that if I spoil you so much, I will definitely not let you be wronged, and the money...is usually kept by the wife, as for the upper and lower , I think they can see it, huh?"

The last word "um" was really repeated over and over again, and it lingered in Zhao Yunlan's ears for a long time. Zhao Yunlan felt that the people in front of him were not ashamed anymore, and now he could actually discuss this kind of issue with himself on the street. What about your morals?And what wife...Mr. Shen, I remember you before...before?When before, what do I remember?

Shen Wei walked forward, Zhao Yunlan only felt that the words were on his lips, but he didn't know what he wanted to say when he opened his mouth. He looked at Shen Wei's back, forget it, what the hell!

"Teacher Shen, wait for me!"

Zhao Yunlan chased after him, but before reaching Shen Wei's side, the person walking in front stretched out his right hand backwards, Zhao Yunlan was startled, and then held it firmly.

"Hey, Teacher Shen, will we always be like this?"

"Otherwise? What do you want?"

The person who had been walking quietly beside Shen Wei suddenly stopped, he walked around behind him, jumped up and climbed onto his back, the satisfaction and hope that could not be hidden in his words: "I want, I want, I want to be with you." Shen Wei walks for the rest of his life and will never be separated."

Shen Wei caught him steadily, and he heard his tail sound lower, and then step by step, he moved forward with his own world behind his back: "Well, we will never separate."

The fireworks on New Year's Eve blew up the smoke traces of the years. Standing in front of the window, Zhao Yunlan made a long wish to the gorgeous lights outside the house.

One wish that the mountains and rivers will be solid——

Second wish Wan Haiping——

Three wishes, year after year, people are the same——

I don't know where the wish came from, but the answer that came to mind naturally when he saw the fireworks, he turned around and shouted to Shen Wei who was busy in the kitchen: "Mr. Shen, is the New Year's Eve dinner ready? It's time to go down and set off the fireworks! "

That year, the spring in Longcheng came very early, and not long after the Chinese New Year, the winter jasmine bloomed on the campus of Longda.

That year, there was a popular author on the forum, who wrote a very loving book called "My World and Me", which recorded the little things along the way with my lover, so sweet that I lost my teeth, signed—— mine.

And that year, Zhao Yunlan first met Shen Wei at Longcheng University, and it was love at first sight.