别来 无恙

Vegetables, he knew he didn't have the heart to eat them, but if he went on like this without eating or drinking, he couldn't bear it personally.

However, Shen Wei still didn't eat. He really couldn't eat anymore. It had been more than 30 hours, and Zhao Yunlan still showed no signs of waking up.

After two full days, Shen Wei's hair became much grayer, his eyes were completely boiled red, and his hands and feet seemed to be numb while sitting on the chair by the bed.

He looked at his face, lowered his head and called his name softly, the doctor came again and again, advising him to take care of his body, man, maybe he will wake up at any time, maybe in the next second, maybe...

Is he really not going to wake up?

The doctor said that he seemed to have been greatly stimulated, his consciousness was strong and sometimes weak, and his mind was in a mess. The reason why he couldn't wake up was still being tested...

A living person suddenly fell into a coma, and then fell asleep. Shen Wei has studied biology for so many years, and has never seen such a mysterious case. What happened to him?How can we save him?Today, with such advanced technology, the hospital can't even give an accurate test report... It's ridiculous and ridiculous to think about it.

The school sent someone here, and Shen Wei had been notified in advance. The school has always had an ambiguous attitude towards them, not interfering on the surface, but worried in the back. This time, it was indeed to visit Zhao Yunlan. Then it is to test Shen Wei.

It's just that Shen Wei didn't expect that the principal also came.

He was a very old-fashioned man, with a heavy literati atmosphere vividly reflected in him. He has always been very strict with the management of the school, and the same is true for the dating system. He has his own clear principles. This time, he came here for Shen Wei.

The crowd was probably startled by Shen Wei's appearance, and they stood at the door for a long time before slowly stepping into the ward. The principal didn't seem to expect that a man in his prime, who had always been weak in writing, was so old after not seeing him for a few days .

After a brief inquiry, the principal proposed to have a few words with Shen Wei alone.

The ward became quiet for a moment. In the past, Shen Wei must have been respectful and courteous when meeting this person, but now he has no thoughts at all, and can only communicate with others completely by hanging on half-breathed.

"Are you and him really as rumored?" The headmaster spoke first, straight to the point.

"Yes." Shen Wei didn't shy away either, at this point, he had nothing to shy away from.

The principal was silent for a moment: "Then have you thought about the impact of the matter?"

Shen Wei raised his head and glanced at him, that glance contained so much that the principal couldn't help but be taken aback.

"Principal, I don't need anything."

The man sitting on the sofa finally fell silent. He sympathized with his current situation, but this matter...

"You can do whatever you want, don't be embarrassed, this is my own choice." When Shen Wei said this, his eyes were always on Zhao Yunlan.

With a short sigh, the principal sat up from the sofa, hesitating for a long time, and couldn't bear to say: "I'll hold back at the school for now, and the class points will be given to other teachers. You can rest at ease for a while, and when the matter is over, Let's talk again."

Shen Wei stood up, bowed the handle of the chair, "Thank you, principal."

"You have a good rest." He has lived half his life, and has seen many people and things, but this matter of Shen Wei has made him unable to make up his mind. He is a person who has been appraised at the age of 28, and he is humble and respectful. , down-to-earth, willing to study and calm, since he knew him, I have never seen him haggard because of anything, day after day, his suits and shoes are clean, diligent and diligent, never because of anything He was angry about something, and he didn't even see him worrying about it. He admired it from the bottom of his heart, but never thought about it, and finally fell on a relationship.The hero is the saddest, probably nothing more than that.

Walking to the door, the man with a slightly bent back turned around and said, "He will wake up."

Whether a good wish comes true or not is all good intentions.

"Thank you."

A week later, Zhao Yunlan was still asleep, and Shen Wei was no longer willing to accompany him as desperately as he did at first. He tidied himself up and brought what he should bring, and he stayed in that ward every day since he didn't have to go to class anymore. The person on the bed reads the newspaper, chats about the news, tells gossip, recalls the past... It seems that he has made a long-term plan to spend his whole life with people like this.

Shen Che came here from time to time, standing in the smoking area of ​​the corridor smoking a cigarette, his brows were frowned under the smoke, he felt that he couldn't wait any longer.

It was late at night, Shen Wei had already fallen asleep, the lights in the ward were turned off, he disappeared, and fell into Zhao Yunlan's dream again.

As soon as Shen Che entered, he lost his way. Zhao Yunlan's dream was in chaos, and a large number of memories were intertwined in disorder. The gap that was opened that day could not be found, but Shen Che knew that if he could not find the gap, Zhao Yunlan would probably wake up forever. not come.

In the dream, there was a storm at some point. Shen Che hid behind a house, waiting for the storm to pass. He raised his eyes from time to time, and the storm seemed to be mixed with many things. Wherever it went, debris fell down.

Why there was a storm, he couldn't figure it out.

The time in the dream passed quickly, and Shen Che hardly dared to stop searching for a moment. Rather than saying that this was Zhao Yunlan's dream, it was better to say that this was his and Shen Wei's dream. In the huge memory space, everywhere They are all images of him and Shen Wei, and if you watch too much, it will make you tired.

Zhao Yunlan's memory is very deep. From ten thousand years ago until now, entering it is like a big maze. Now, for some reason, many of them are confused. If you want to find that small gap, it is really like going to the sky.

Seeing that the sky was about to dawn again, Shen Che couldn't help speeding up his pace. Although he had recovered his spiritual sense, it had only just recovered for a few years. Again, another week later.

In the dream, a storm suddenly blew up again. This time, the storm was very close to him. He had no time to hide, and was directly drawn into the storm. When he was dizzy, he found that the storm seemed to be going in one direction.

The suspended body suddenly fell, stopped?

He took advantage of the trend and fell down, and fell straight into the mud, and was about to stand up and curse the street, when he found that the small gap he had made was in front of him.

It was a blessing in disguise, and Shen Che was about to step forward to check, when a piece of debris was suddenly put on the wall from the other side, is there anyone?

The piece was obviously inappropriate, and it was discarded after several times of back and forth. The other piece was placed on the top again, and repeated again. With a faint premonition in his heart, Shen Che concealed himself and walked up slowly. forward.

There was a small person squatting at the bottom of the wall, holding a pile of debris in his arms and tirelessly stacking them up. He had a green shirt and long hair, but his figure was much smaller. Shen Che was startled. That was the young Kunlun!

The fragments were picked up and dropped, but the man never raised his head. Shen Che took a few steps back in panic. There were piled fragments underneath. Shen Che vaguely saw that it was actually his karma!It is the cause and effect of his and Shen Wei's reincarnation for thousands of years. In layman's terms, it is the red line of marriage. If it is broken, Zhao Yunlan still remembers Shen Wei in this life, but all the obsessions that must be him will disappear.

It turned out to be cause and effect, no wonder he is so persistent, he would rather stay here than wake up, he is afraid that once he wakes up, all the karma and fate related to Shen Wei will be gone, he will be surrounded by worldly affairs, and will be affected by other things. The reason for having to let go of his hand easily, Shen Wei is no longer the one who has to, he will become a passer-by in life like those people he meets in every life, and he will no longer be unique.

What he forgot was not Shen Wei, but Shen Wei's feelings.He remembered everything about him, but forgot his love alone.

This is more painful than forgetting him.

The young man in Tsing Yi is his consciousness, and the storm is his means of searching for fragments. He even does not hesitate to destroy this memory, and he wants to find all the dissipated fragments. A gap is still a gap. After so long, unexpectedly Only made up a little bit.

It was such a coincidence that alone ruined his karma.

It was dawn, and Shen Che tried to use magic to search for the fragments, but Zhao Yunlan's memory was too large, and it would take a long time to retrieve it after searching all over again. The sky was already dawn, and there was no further delay. People take it out, people outside the dream look forward to waking up, people in the dream are afraid of waking up, outsiders have no way to start.

While hesitating, the storm in his memory swept over again. This time, it came more violently. Many original memories of time and space were all shattered. Shen Che stretched out his hand to pull that person, but he hadn't touched it yet. He fell out without any weight. During the shock, he turned around and glanced at the person. The moment his eyes collided, he found that the figure of the person was dissipating.

He is going to wake up.

Chapter 21

When Shen Che fell out of Zhao Yunlan's memory, Shen Wei just woke up and went to the bathroom. He was forced to come out in a hurry, unable to choose a suitable place to fall, and prepared to surprise people. God also left him a door.

Ignoring the need to check the painful part of the fall, he got up straight away and went out through the wall. There is order in the world, and even those with supernatural powers will be restricted. What's more, he has just recovered his spiritual consciousness for a few years, so such a loss , It feels like the whole body is falling apart.

The car was parked in the underground garage, and he followed his memory and almost teleported all the way.The suit was thrown crookedly, and the groomed hair was also standing sideways at the moment, so embarrassing.

It took a lot of effort to get into the car. If he drove again, he might end up on the road, but he had no choice but to lock the door, put the seat flat, and go to sleep after simply adjusting his breath. He needed to rest, his body Too.

Zhao Yunlan finally showed signs of waking up, and his heart rate, which had been flowing steadily all the time, suddenly fluctuated sharply. The doctor hurried over, and Zhao Yunlan woke up before setting up the medical equipment.

He seemed unwilling to wake up, blinked his eyes a few times and closed them again, his brows were furrowed, and the doctor at the side also looked at him tremblingly, for fear that something might come back.

"Yunlan, Yunlan..."

Zhao Yunlan heard Shen Wei's voice, soft and familiar, he seemed to have heard it in a dream, probably it was this voice that woke him up.The hand was tightly held by the person, and the fingers that had been inactive for a long time moved, gently hooking the person's palm.

Sunlight shone in through the glass of the ward, and there was the sound of ticking instruments in his ears. He slowly opened his eyes. The moment he opened his eyes, Zhao Yunlan suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart, like the instant a knife pierces the skin. , intense and brief.

Immediately afterwards, he saw Shen Wei.

White shirt, black-rimmed glasses, only his eyebrows and eyes are gentle, but why is his hair so gray?

"Shen... Teacher Shen..." Zhao Yunlan's voice was very hoarse. He hadn't drank water for many days, and when he uttered it, it was like tearing. The voice was also extremely low, but Shen Wei heard it.

He held his hand: "I'm here, I'm here, what do you want, can I get it for you?"

He saw that his eyes were red. When did their Teacher Shen cry so much.

"I'm fine...cough cough...you...don't cry..."

Shen Wei shook his hand, put it on his lips and kissed again: "It's okay, it's fine, I'm not crying..." He smiled, just like the weather in Longcheng, which had been cloudy for a long time, suddenly cleared up today, he It's time to wait.

He knew he would wake up, even if he couldn't wake up temporarily, he would wake up later, and he would keep waiting.

After waking up, Zhao Yunlan recovered very quickly, Shen Wei took care of everything, three meals a day, fruits and vegetables, personally.

Two days later, Zhao Yunlan was discharged from the hospital. Until he was discharged from the hospital, the hospital remained ambiguous, only saying that he might have been shocked and stunned, but a simple coma could prepare the family members, which is incredible.

Zhao Yunlan is still recovering, and it is inconvenient for Shen Wei to trace the cause, but he always feels that this matter is full of doubts, which makes him worry, will there be any sequelae in the future?

Shen Che never appeared again, and Shen Wei was also busy taking care of Zhao Yunlan, so he ignored him. After all, his younger brother appeared and disappeared from time to time. Many times, Shen Wei didn't know where he was. Since that person was 22 years old After leaving, Shen Wei and him reconnected only three years ago.

"What are we having for lunch today, Teacher Shen?" Zhao Yunlan leaned against the door of the kitchen, wearing a simple home clothes, her hair unkempt, got up from the bed and went straight to the kitchen.

"Eat what you like." Shen Wei talked to Zhao Yunlan patiently and meticulously while handling the ingredients in his hand. Since Zhao Yunlan woke up, Shen Wei felt that his mood had been very low, and there was something indescribable Feel.

The man nodded, he didn't want to stick here for a long time as usual, he turned around neatly and went to the living room.

The washed grapes were placed on the table, Zhao Yunlan ate two and thought they were tasteless and put them down, but when buying them, Shen Wei tasted them specially, they were very sweet.

Half of the table dishes, he managed to eat a bowl of rice and couldn't eat any more. Shen Wei persuaded him to no avail. He was already sick and lost a lot of weight after being in a coma for a few days. Now he finally woke up. He couldn't eat anymore, Shen Wei was really worried about him.

Sleeping until five o'clock in the afternoon, Shen Wei sat beside the bed, Zhao Yunlan's brows never loosened, even if he turned over, he still had to bring the sadness on his face.

What happened to him?What the hell happened?Was there an accident at school that day?Why did it suddenly happen?

A series of questions flooded into Shen Wei's mind. This matter was bizarre like a fantasy story. He had no clue and had no way to ask. He always wanted to ask Zhao Yunlan, but he was worried about his body and dared not ask more. Maybe, The truth of the matter can only be fully understood through Zhao Yunlan.

After dinner, the man went to bed early again. Shen Wei didn't wash any dishes or tidy up the house today, and went to bed with Zhao Yunlan. Zhao Yunlan was probably a little puzzled, and stared blankly at the After a few seconds, Shen Wei considered every word before asking: "Ms. Shen is also sleepy?"

"Not sleepy, I want to accompany you for a while." Shen Wei wrapped him in his arms, and turned off the headlight in the bedroom, leaving a small bedside lamp behind.

Zhao Yunlan leaned on Shen Wei's shoulder, and the two fell silent for a while.

Without drawing the curtains, looking out from the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, it was the glazed night of Dragon City, Zhao Yunlan's eyes sparkled with sparks, he shook Shen Wei's hand, and said: "I always feel that I seem to have forgotten something. "

Shen Wei was stunned: "What did you forget?" He followed him to look, the night was quiet and there were no waves.

Zhao Yunlan shook his head: "I don't know. Since I woke up, my heart has been empty. I recalled it carefully for a long time, but I can't remember anything, but that feeling has always been there. I seem to have forgotten it." There are intermittent memories of many things in my mind, but I don’t know what they are, and they are heavy on my heart.”

"Then do you still remember me?" Zhao Yunlan turned his head to look at the warm voice from the top of his head, and then smiled, "Of course I remember, and no one can forget you."

He leaned into his neck, rubbed it greedily again, there were fragments in his mind, blurred and invisible, he tried hard to recall, but it was still in vain.

Maybe it was because he just woke up, he thought.

As for why he fainted, he hadn't had time to think about it.

Recently, he was very sleepy, nestled in Shen Wei's arms, and he fell asleep after a while. Before he fell asleep, Zhao Yunlan held Shen Wei's hand, and he always felt that there was something about Shen Wei that was rapidly disappearing.

Zhao Yunlan's memory is getting more and more chaotic. Often when he wakes up, he can't remember what happened yesterday at all. When he barely remembers, the timeline is completely messed up. When he wakes up every day, his mind seems to be disturbed by someone, and he feels dizzy. Hot, at the worst time, he couldn't even remember anything, and there was a short blank period.

He didn't dare to tell Shen Wei, many times he wondered if he slept too much, or dreamed too often, but he didn't remember what dreams he had.

He seemed to be missing something to Shen Wei, but he couldn't remember what was missing, he just felt it was very important.

Shen Wei resumed work, and Zhao Yunlan planned to go back to class after taking a rest for a while.

During the period of rest, he lived very comfortably and well. Apart from the chaotic memory every day, he had no other problems. He felt that he should be fine.

The matter about him and Shen Wei in the school is known to everyone in a small area. The principal suppressed this matter very well and handled it very well, so the impact of the matter should be limited.

Zhao Yunlan's class has fallen a lot. Every moment in school, he races against time to make up for it. The teachers are worried about his health and always persuade him. Because of this accident, they basically know him. Wei Wei's relationship, naturally there is a lot of care for him.This kind of relationship is comfortable most of the time, but once there is more, it is not so comfortable.

After a serious illness, Zhao Yunlan's state of mind seemed to have changed a lot, and he suddenly began to calm down and study quietly, because only when he was studying, his head could stop for a short time, it was not so chaotic, and he no longer Surrounding Shen Wei all day long, even though he still misses that person, and still falls in love late at night, but it seems that his life has many other things all of a sudden.

Life, playing around, friends, he wants to do something, what he wants to do, his connection with Shen Wei seems to have faded a lot in the dark.

It was late at night again, he woke up from his dream in a panic, and Shen Wei was disturbed by his movements too much. The man asked him in a daze, Zhao Yunlan, who was still stuck in a dream and didn't realize it, didn't know what kind of thought came out of the first Once escaped Shen Wei's concern: "It's okay, you sleep, I'll go to the bathroom."

The door of the bathroom clicked and locked, and a slight sound brought Shen Wei back to reality. He turned around to look at the only light source in the room, and then sat up. Zhao Yunlan had changed. Even the door was so wide open, even when taking a bath, it was only concealed, and the door left for Shen Wei was closed for the first time.

In the past, Shen Wei only thought that the inadvertent estrangement was the reason why he hadn't fully recovered, but now it seems that there may have been some things between them that he didn't ask, and he never took the initiative to mention.

Zhao Yunlan, who was sitting on the toilet, finally regained some consciousness. He hugged his head. This time, the memories left by Granny Meng through hard work began to loosen. He could feel that they were breaking apart. He seemed to have entered a maze, he kept walking forward, until he reached a short wall with no way left, he raised his head and found Shen Wei standing on the other side of the wall, he wanted to step over, but He moved forward a little, the wall shattered a bit, and the pain in his heart became heavier. Just when he raised his foot to step on the low wall, the pain had spread all over his body, his foot fell in the air, and Shen Wei looked at him. He stretched out his hand, but he couldn't step on it no matter what. At this moment, he woke up.The moment he woke up, the memories he had desperately held on to suddenly shattered, and the feeling of heartache disappeared all of a sudden.

This is the first time he remembers his dream. In the dream, Shen Wei couldn't see his eyebrows clearly, but his intuition told him that it was Shen Wei. You just need to walk towards him and grab him. But every step, Zhao Yun Lan felt so painful that he was about to pass out. Could it be that this was an order from the heavens?Tell him, as long as you get close to Shen Wei, you will feel pain, the closer you are, the more thorough the pain?

But why does it hurt?

Why does it hurt?

The memory in his mind was rapidly disintegrating. After a while, Zhao Yunlan could no longer recall why he came here just now?

The bathroom door rang, and Shen Wei still said softly, "Are you okay?"

Only then did Zhao Yunlan recall that he locked the door, but why did he lock the door?

Standing up to open the door, the moment the door opened, the man in front of him pulled him into his arms, and then there was a long silence.

Zhao Yunlan patted him on the back and comforted him softly: "I'm fine, what's the matter?"

The thin man buried himself in Zhao Yunlan's neck for the first time, he was greedy for his breath, but now, he felt more and more that he couldn't catch him anymore.

"Are you leaving me?" He asked in a low voice.

What he asked was that you want, not that you will!

Zhao Yunlan was taken aback, the muscles on his face stiffened: "How come, don't think about it."

The peaceful lake of hearts was disturbed, the two had their own concerns, and went to bed again, Shen Wei hugged him into his arms, and let go of him gently after a while, Zhao Yunlan was no longer sleepy, his eyes fell on In the darkness, Shen Wei's mind was full of questions just now.

Is he going to leave him?Why did he suddenly start thinking about this problem?What happened between them?

Zhao Yunlan turned around slowly and looked at Shen Wei's eyebrows in the dark. It was a man who had been favored by the years. His eyebrows and eyes were warm, and the seasons were like spring. The white hair on his temples had been dyed back. Meihua, he still remembers what they experienced together, but now when he recalls it, his mood is already different.

Why is it different?

He doesn't know what's wrong with him?When facing Shen Wei, there was still love, but the only thing missing was the enthusiasm and the courage to face death with him. Gradually, he began to miss home.

The night is still silent, a bed, two people, lying with their necks crossed, each with their own thoughts.

Zhao Yunlan said heavily: "Mr. Shen, it's been so long, are you tired?"

The person beside him visibly froze for a moment, followed by a long silence, so silent that Zhao Yunlan thought he would not answer, and when he was about to turn around and close his eyes, a word suddenly popped out in the night: "Tired."

Shen Wei is not tired, but he knows that Zhao Yunlan is tired.

For a moment, Zhao Yunlan seemed to let go of something in his heart, but at that moment, tears flowed down his temples and fell into the pillow: "I feel tired too, Xiaowei."

As soon as he shouted, a piece of the past was brought up, but it was just a broken past, Zhao Yunlan couldn't remember it all, where did he say this Xiaowei, and how many times did he say it.

He turned his back to Shen Wei, the tears in his eyes blurred his vision, the people behind him never moved, only the fishy smell gradually pervaded Zhao Yunlan's nose.

Suddenly a pair of hands fell on his waist, and he was dragged into a slightly cool embrace. The fingertips of the hand on the waist seemed to be iced. The person behind him was close to his neck, and the wet liquid continued to slip. Come down, and then, he heard him say: "I'm tired... just rest for a while!"

Chapter 22

It didn't know when it started to rain, when Shen Wei woke up, it was gloomy outside, the rain fell on the glass, covered with a layer of mist.

He quietly got out of bed, then opened the door to wash in the bathroom outside, cold water splashed on his face, he stared at himself in the mirror, tears came to his eyes unexpectedly, he held facial cleanser in his hand, opened the lid, but squeezed it for a long time Not coming out, he put his things down in a daze, then picked up the towel beside him and wiped his face in a hurry.

Prepare breakfast as usual, put away the cat food, and then go back and forth a few times, and finally sat at the dining table alone.When the time pointed to seven o'clock, the milk in front of Shen Wei was already a little cold, and the bread was on the plate without eating a bite.Zhao Yunlan didn't have class today, and he didn't call him. The breakfast was warm in the pot. I don't know if anyone will eat it.Shen Wei stood up, carried his bag, and when he walked to the door, he hesitated for a long time before turning around. The bedroom door was closed, and the room was quiet, with no sound at all. Shen Wei's eyes were almost glued to the thin door panel. , his gaze seemed to be able to pass through and fall on the person over there, he almost restrained himself as much as possible, resisting the urge to rush in and hold him in his arms.

The moment he changed his shoes, the time pointed to [-]:[-], he was going to be late, he held the doorknob, his eyes were red, he turned around and looked at the house carefully, Zhao Yunlan's key was still on the cabinet at the door , he stretched out his hand to shake it, and put it back.

The sound of the door slamming closed made him burst into tears instantly. He took off his glasses, wiped the tears from his face, and tried to blink a few times to stay normal.The elevator came up, and he walked in. The moment his body was completely submerged, his eyes fell on the closed door again.

The elevator closes and goes down. The reflective glass on all sides reflects Shen Wei's shape. Although it has been tidied up, it still looks haggard. Are you tired?he asked himself.

There was some traffic on the road, Shen Wei stopped and walked, his eyes were calm, he didn't know what he was thinking, maybe he was thinking about the past between him and Zhao Yunlan, maybe, he didn't think about anything.

The ending came too hastily, and I'm not fully prepared yet, but isn't this the case in the world?Appearing suddenly and leaving suddenly, it was too late to say goodbye, and I couldn't say goodbye.

Zhao Yunlan had already woken up when Shen Wei got up, and the events of last night were still in front of him. He stood up and leaned against the head of the bed to relax. He could hear the slight noise in the bathroom, the sound of the electric kettle in the kitchen, and he heard The sound of his footsteps back and forth, he has been staring at the door, but the man never came in again, he heard the door of the living room clicked shut at seven fifteen, and then he remembered that today, he did not call himself get up.

Getting out of bed and opening the curtains, it was gloomy and raining outside, the flowers growing on the balcony drooped their leaves, a little wilted, Zhao Yunlan helped it up, remembering that he hadn't watered it for a long time.

He dragged his feet out of the bedroom and went into the kitchen to get some water. When he turned around and was about to go out, he found that the heat preservation light of the electric cooker was still on. He hesitated for a moment, and finally reached out to turn off the switch. The things were left there as they were. , he didn't move.

Carefully watered the flowers on the balcony, made the bed flat again, took out the clothes in the closet, went to the storage room to dig out the suitcase that had not been used for a long time, there were not many clothes, half of the suitcase was filled, and went to the bathroom After looking around, he found that he had nothing but a toothbrush and a mouthwash cup. Shen Wei washes his face, towels from Shen Wei, washes his hair, and skin care products. It's all Shen Wei's, even him, it's all Shen Wei's...

He came out with a cup and a toothbrush in his arms, threw them into the box at random, turned them out and back in again, went back and forth several times, and finally sat down on the ground as if he had lost all strength. What happened to them?Why did you come to this step suddenly?Don't you love him? Zhao Yunlan?

You still love him don't you?Then why leave him?why are you leaving

He wrapped his arms around his knees and lowered his head heavily. Why?

Are you afraid Zhao Yunlan?You are afraid that there will be nothing left of the broken memory, and you will forget him, right?

Countless voices lingered in his head, making his heart feel stuffy.

The air was also a bit stuffy, he opened the window, and the rain fell in, wet his eyelashes.

The suitcase was locked, he changed his clothes, and when he dragged it to the living room, Dabai An quietly squatted there looking at him, he looked at the cat bowl, turned around and went into the kitchen to get the cat food, put the cat food away , poured water again, he squatted down, and touched its head very gently, the cat suddenly raised its paw and hooked his finger as if it had spirituality, it was just a simple touch, but Zhao Yunlan touched it suddenly Red eyes.

"Don't you want me to go too?" He held its hand and looked at it quietly.

"Meow~meow~"

Zhao Yunlan used to think that the white cat was very fat and heavy to hold. He had never looked at it like this before. It turned out that its eyes were blue, so bright and big, and its face was also small. Its body doesn't match at all.

He rubbed its head, as if to appease: "I'm gone, from now on, I'll stay with your dad, okay?"

"Meow~"

He dragged his luggage and went out, Dabai followed him all the way to the door, Zhao Yunlan turned around and took the key, squatted down and hugged it again: "Goodbye, stay at home, good boy."

The cat kept looking at him, as if it wanted to stare him out of a hole. The moment the door closed, Dabai squatted behind the door and let out one last cry.

The time stopped at 23:42 am on May [-]rd. Zhao Yunlan left Shen Wei's house without an umbrella, walked through the winding path, as if walking in the mist and rain, and turned back to his long-lost home.

Since then, Zhao Yunlan and Shen Wei's nearly one-year relationship has temporarily come to an end.

At 09:30 in the evening, Shen Wei came out of the office. He looked very tired, with a bad complexion, as if he had been working non-stop for a long time.But in fact, he only had one class in the morning today, from 8:10 to [-]:[-], and the rest of the time, he sat in this office, didn't move his nest all day, didn't eat lunch or dinner, and his mobile phone was quiet, The day passed in a hurry.

The car drove into the community, turned into a familiar parking space along the underground driveway, he turned off the engine, and sat alone for a while in the night.

Is he gone?

He knew he was going to leave, and gave him enough time, but why, he was still looking forward to it, the moment he opened the door, the room was bright.

The key was inserted into the lock, turned, and the moment the door popped open, he subconsciously lowered his head to look at the slightly open door.

No light came through, he opened the door, the room was pitch black, reflecting the night outside the window.

The sound of the keys falling into the closet broke the silence in the room. He tried to change his shoes, and his hand touched the switch, but he couldn't press it for a long time. He was afraid that when the light came on, the world with him would collapse.

But in fact, whether the lights are on or not, there is no Zhao Yunlan in this family anymore.

Shen Wei squinted his eyes as the dazzling light entered his eyes, but before he could adapt, his eyes began to involuntarily capture his traces.

The living room was still the same, the coat on the sofa was put away, the snacks were gone, the group photo on the TV cabinet was still there, but it was just buttoned down, he put down the bag, and just after taking a step, he found that the shoes on his feet were not right. Look, one was wearing his own, and the other was wearing Zhao Yunlan's. He wanted to laugh, and pulled the corners of his mouth, only to find that his face was very stiff.Putting on his own shoes, he squatted down and put Zhao Yunlan's shoes in the shoe cabinet properly. His shoes in the shoe cabinet were gone, and everything seemed to be back to the time when Shen Wei was alone.

The window in the bedroom was half open, some rain fell in front of the window, it looked like it had been open for a long time, Shen Wei sat on the bed, it always seemed that the person was still here, maybe when he turned around, he would throw himself into his arms.

The noisy night before suddenly stopped, and the person who always liked to yell at Teacher Shen was gone.

There is an empty room with a lamp, but the person who lit the lamp is gone.

I am most afraid of the silence after the prosperity and prosperity. If I knew the silence earlier, it would be better to stay in that silence than at the beginning.

Dabai suddenly jumped up and lay down beside him, with his paws on his hand, licking his fur obediently.

Forget it, fate will come and go, and it will end, just treat it as a floating dream in life, if you have been drunk in a thousand ways, you will wake up one day.

The light in the kitchen was a bit dazzling, Shen Wei opened the refrigerator to find something to appease his stomach, took out a bag of leftovers before opening it, the doorbell rang.

At that moment, his hands were trembling a little, he wondered if it was him, he came back?

He hurriedly ran out to open the door, and within a few short steps, he even thought about what to say to him.

However, the person who came was not Zhao Yunlan, but Shen Che.

Shen Che naturally caught the disappointment in his eyes, he came in, looked around, and asked after a while, "Where is your sweetheart?" He was still not used to calling him Zhao Yunlan.

Shen Wei went back to the kitchen, tore off the plastic wrap to heat up the meal.

"It's so late, you haven't eaten yet?"

Shen Wei really didn't have the mood to pay attention to him today, so he went around him and picked up the lid of the pot, a glass of milk, and an egg, laying there completely, Shen Che saw that his figure suddenly stopped, so he also leaned over to look.It was just a normal breakfast, why did Shen Wei react so suddenly?

His intuition told him that something must have happened to them.

"What's the matter, brother?" Shen Che put away his playful tone, stepped back a little, and asked.

Shen Wei suddenly didn't want to eat, so let's just feel the pain, no matter how painful it is, it can't beat the pain in my heart.

He put down the lid of the pot, put the thing back into the pot completely, and put the half-torn plastic wrap there, Shen Wei went out without saying a word.

"elder brother?"

Shen Wei finally stopped, he was angry, he remembered that he and Zhao Yunlan had a meal with him and slowly evolved into this, things are still confusing until now, no one knows what happened, but it happened to be him , and after him,