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Face, I am not kidding when I say this, if I were you, I would pour myself a small glass of wine and pay homage to God-although the old man may be dead by this time hahahahahaha...

Ahhhhhhhhhhh...

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Excuse me, is my joke a bit cold?Well, well, the accident, I really should tell you about the accident.

Although I don't actually know how that happened.

how?you do not believe?

Pfft, your appearance is almost exactly the same as that of the commander of the accident investigation team, and he doesn't believe that I don't know anything about the accident.

That was the first major casualty of the White Tower, wasn't it?While there have been many more horrible things since then, the first time is always particularly traumatic, and I can understand that.

But... I really don't know.

Chris said it was because of the patterns on his body.

It's funny that humans can be "allergic" to certain patterns.

I've heard of people who stuck the vacuum cylinder of a powerful water pump into their eye socket and flipped the switch, and that person's brain was crushed in an instant and pumped into the machine.

...what a creative way to go crazy.

Of course, I am immune.

This is not surprising, after all, I was the first to see him, although no one can explain why it was me.

But then again, just because I'm immune, I really don't know why people like him go crazy just seeing him.

Didn't I say that before?In my opinion, he is just a little colorful.That color change is a bit too bright, so it makes people feel a little disgusting, but... after getting used to it...

Not bad.

Maybe it's not the case for others...I don't know...

A lot of things I was told later.

Chris, that goddamn guy was lucky to escape, but the whole research team seems to be dead in triple digits.

I don't know the exact number, no one told me this.

But what to say?

Chris is indeed a madman.

As I've said many times, his head is out of order.

After this accident, normal people should be able to realize that he is not a fun thing.

but……

call……

Yes, you do know that too.

He became more fanatical, about the test and him.

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I?

Are you asking about my condition?

so be it...

In fact, when I think about it later, the situation at that time should be quite tense, but I was completely deceived.

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who knows?Maybe it's because they need me, whether the trial goes on or not.

He is very incomprehensible most of the time, it is true, he is not a normal thing after all.

Natural science courses will not teach you "what animal will collectively commit suicide and go crazy just by seeing it".

But He is quite docile in front of me.

Hard to understand isn't it?

I can't understand it either.

But that's the way things are going, and there's nothing I can do about it.

I thought, if Chris hadn't gotten a permit to continue the research, maybe they would have been studying me next.

Speaking of which, I might have to thank him... for saving me from the fate of lying on the anatomy table and being cut into pieces for research.

Though the price of avoiding all of this is...human extinction?

Pfft, God, it's so funny to say that.

And kind of cold-blooded, right?

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Oh dear you are so comforting.

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But I actually, knew exactly what I had done.

Just think about looking out our windows.

That nightmarish scene.

And... that stuff.

If it wasn't for me, all of this would not have happened.

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Really, really don't need to excuse me anymore, although it does sound sweet.

But I'm just a little confused, not really crazy.

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that thing...

"He"...

It was I who gave Him the real body to move about in our world.

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You don't look surprised?

Ah, too.

In the later stage, there are many things that can no longer be hidden.

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Well, let's just pretend that you only vaguely know some gossip...

Seriously, if you had come earlier, I mean, if I hadn't been stuck here for so long that my mind was out of order, I'd beat you up if you asked me about it Looking for teeth all over the place.

However, it doesn't matter now.

Really, that's about one of the few good things He did to me.

Human beings are extinct, and the earth is finished.

Those things about me...maybe nothing.

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Let me think about what to say.

I don't know how much you peripheral researchers know about Him.

But what I want to say is that theoretically speaking, He should not have a physical body.

That's right, those things that are hanging out now should not exist.

It's not surprising...

That guy doesn't belong in our world.

He was forcibly pulled into this world. Of course, He can quickly adapt here, adjust his frequency to resonate with human perception, so that people can perceive Him and go crazy for Him...

However, it is impossible for him to have a real body.

From beginning to end, He belonged to another dimension, another dimension.

All we can touch and perceive are His projections, nothing more.

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Chris almost went crazy over this incident.

I really don't understand where his fascination with Him comes from, but it doesn't stop him from using me as a guinea pig.

It was a terrible experiment.

Wait, I'll open another bottle of wine...

I can't finish what I'm going to say without wine.

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Oh thanks, where did you conjure this from?

It's amazing, I guess that's why you're still alive?Some special little secret?

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Oh damn, this is so much better.

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Well, that, we were talking about experiments, right?Chris' crazy experiment.

To transform his projection from semi-corporeal nothingness into real existence, he came up with a genius idea.

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He used my body as an incubator to re-hatch the seed of "His" in our world.

puff...

You heard that right.

it is true.

That guy, that thing outside the window...

It hatched from my body.

I... I gave birth to him.

Chapter 6

All of this, everything that happened to me, sounds like one of those weird B-movies right?

A male human used his own body to give birth to one monster after another.

And before they were born, he could even feel them wriggling in his abdominal cavity...

sorry……

I'm a little sick to my stomach.

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I'll go get myself some more wine.

It's embarrassing, yeah, I think... Maybe I've misunderstood myself, I thought I could calm down.

But once you think about those things... it's still a little...

[choked up]

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Oh my god, I didn't expect that I would cry like this.

This is really a bit of a shame.

I really want to say these tears are involuntary, well they are involuntary but I really... I might...

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Sorry, I think I have to take a break.

That thing calms me down.

You don't seem to be alcohol dependent?That's admirable, I remember how easily a bottle of vodka could have several people fighting to death for it when people weren't quite dead here.

Yes, alcohol can't change the damn world but it can numb your nerves.

That's great, someone seems to have said a long time ago that alcohol and sleeping pills are God's last blessings for mankind.But then he seems to kill himself with a scalpel, I guess he hasn't got enough sleeping pills yet?

I think of him occasionally, but I can't remember his name.I do remember, though, that I gave him a bottle of rum, which he probably drank when he killed himself.

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Let me look for it, I think I should have it in stock, I saw it just now...

Vodka, yes, vodka is always the best.

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Huh, much better.

Yes, I feel better now.

am I right?Alcohol calms me down.

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Ok, I will, I guess I can dig up some other food...  

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ok ok, i'll eat something with the drink, it's better for my stomach, i know.

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No, I'm not mad, of course I'm not.I just... think this is really nostalgic, I didn't expect to receive such an order after the end of the world.

It's funny how people worry about the physical damage of drinking too much these days.

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Wait, don't talk yet...

Oh...

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Ah, that voice came again.

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I can tell you're much calmer this time... Congratulations.It's unbelievable that we had such a long conversation.

Sorry, I have to check the windows first, those boards are always easy to loosen, and sometimes the gaps will crack - I will not admit that it is my fault, oh, but in this environment, the boards are also Well, steel is also good, it is easy to decay.

After all, they are always exposed to His sight, so they always go bad quickly.

oh...i think i'm in again