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And she has very beautiful light blonde hair.

Ah, I just noticed, yes, the same color as your hair.

Did I ever tell you that I grew up having a problem with light blondes?Hahaha……

In short, I should have been very obsessed with that girl at the time. I would fall asleep thinking of her every night, and then have another sex when I woke up in the morning.How to put it, it's always hard to control your hormones at that age, isn't it?I had a crush on her for almost the whole semester...

What, you mean confession?Oh no, that's impossible, that girl is the "Queen" of the school, you know that kind of person, pretty face, perfect body, father who is a lawyer, the captain of the school's cheerleading team, and a football scholarship perfect boyfriend.

That girl is that kind of person.

As for me... you might not be able to see it now, but I was a total nerd back then.

I grew up with that goddamn asthma, of course, I'm pretty bad at sports, and I'm underweight, well, neither is my height.

God... I can finally admit this frankly now, and to tell you the truth, the thing I hate the most before the world is over is to mention my appearance.

My roommate used to make fun of me for being an underage brunette and I didn't make up with him until the end of the world, but now that I think about it he was kind and I shouldn't be Sensitive, this is somewhat of a pity...

Ah, back to the topic, sorry, I'm getting more and more rambling now.

In general, I'm sensitive for a reason, and I hope this doesn't sound too much like a complaint.But... you see, I was adopted, I never knew who my biological parents were, and as for my adoptive parents...

Well, how should I put it, they belong to the kind of people who are not terrible but definitely not perfect.They just offer some fixed amount of love and some fixed amount of money for an adopted kid like me.Do you know what that means?It means that every semester I have to work hard to calculate the balance on my account and the number of days I work during the holidays to make me barely live on the line of food and clothing.

I don't have any friends, and I don't have any close family members. I just live quietly like that. The only good thing is that I haven't been bullied on campus in college.

And it wasn't until much later that I realized that a large part of the reason those people chose me was because of my poor relationships.In fact, everyone who gathered in that living room at that time was the same, but we never found out.

You see, those bastards in the lab knew something was going to happen.Our kind of people, this kind of unlucky ghosts that no one cares about and no one cares about, are more convenient for those bastards to cover up the traces of the accident...

Ah, sorry, I can't help but use the word "asshole" when talking about people in the lab, I hope you don't mind.

Are you really not going to have some wine?Your face is really pale...

Well, well, that's a pity...then I'll have to enjoy these by myself.

Let me think about what I just said...

Ah, yes, that girl... yes, I had a crush on that girl for a long time, and then one day I learned that she was going to have a really big 20th birthday party.

Oh no, no, of course no, I wasn't invited.

As I said, my life at that time was really difficult. I tried to find time to work every day, and almost no one in the whole department knew me... I lived like a ghost.

But at that time... I thought maybe I was a bit of a ghost, I always felt that I should buy her something, a small kindness, even if she might not know it at all.

Yes, of course, I'm pretty stupid looking back on it now, but I was trying really hard to save money, and you can probably guess what it turned out to be.

Ha, yes, the girl's birthday is still a month away, but I still only have such a pitiful amount of money in my account.

I would say that I was really stressed and really stupid at the time.If it weren't for that situation, I wouldn't agree to that person.

Yes, that's the experiment.

Oh wait, let me have another drink... I need this to stabilize my mood.

You should be glad you met me at this time, before that every time I thought about it it made me lose my temper, I looked like a real madman, crying and screaming, it was horrible .

No, no, you won't know.

Ha, you are such a talkative person, really, I think you must be very attractive to girls...

Okay okay, don't mention this.

Or talk about that unfortunate experiment.

That guy was a guy I knew from a part-time job, we called him "Frog" because he was always gurgling and rolling his eyes around people, and he was so gloomy and a little too neurotic.I have always suspected that he already had the sequelae of the experiment at that time, but at that time, no one thought much about it, did they?

"Frog" knew that I was working to save money.Then, one day, when we were hiding in the staff lounge to smoke, he suddenly told me secretly that he had a new part-time job opportunity, which was easy and paid quickly.

I said "no" at that time, you have no idea how scary his face was at that time, and I subconsciously thought that maybe he was telling me to swallow a condom wrapped in a penis and go to Mexico or something.In the end, he told me that he knew that there was a new pharmaceutical company that was doing human trials of clinical drugs, and the cost was $[-] per person per day, without any additional conditions, except that he needed to sign a personal safety waiver.

I said yes immediately.It's a good job, really, if it's really just an ordinary clinical drug trial...

call……

Sorry, I have to get myself another bottle of wine.

Alcohol is the best friend of the end of the world, and really, you should have some.

Oh, thank you for your concern.

You're the first person to tell me to take care of my health after the end of the world.

You are such a nice person.

Oh, what happened next?

let me think...

Later, I was taken by the "frog" to the so-called new pharmaceutical factory.

The place is very remote, it is a small dusty building, and there are some people who actually snatch nuclear bombs downstairs are patrolling.To be honest, I should have been alerted at the time. Everything there was not like an ordinary pharmaceutical factory, let alone an ordinary drug testing ground.

I was staring at those guys, and I thought they were kind of military, and they were kind of weird to me, but...but I didn't think about it that much.

Ha, oh my god, I really just entered the laboratory that destroyed the world just like that without thinking about anything.

Really ridiculous isn't it?

Thinking about it now I still feel stupid...

call……

Okay, let me think about it, I remember the first place I was in was a hallway.There were already some people sitting there when I entered.

I didn't pay much attention to them. I figured that many of them died that day, but I didn't know it at the time.

Then I was taken into a room, which was very large, with a white ceiling and white walls, and the strangest thing was that there were many post-modern art balance installations hanging along the edge of the wall.

do you know thatThere's a brand called FlenstedMobiles, which I kind of like...but probably not seen anymore.

Well, the world is so bad, but it still kind of hurts when it ends, doesn't it?

oh thank you...thank you for the chocolate, it's a luxury...

Where did I go again?

Yes, yes, that room.That room was the highlight, and it was there that I met Him for the first time.Of course, I didn't know that at the time.

I seem to have repeated a lot of "I didn't know at the time" haha...

God, it's sad to look back on the past, isn't it.

Yes Yes……

I just feel like there's something wrong, but I can't tell.

There was a chair in that weird room, and the experimenter who brought me into the room looked like he was about to pee his pants, let me sit on the chair, and then ran out.

I heard him lock the door outside and I froze, I had no idea what was going on until someone on the radio told me to just sit in that chair and feel around if If there is anything unusual, they asked me to record it.

I said, oh well.

Of course I was thinking "oh my god what are these idiots thinking, what am I supposed to feel when there's nothing in this room? My fart?".

But thinking of a hundred dollars, I sat there obediently.

Pretend you are feeling your surroundings.

then……

Well……

Then I found out that I did feel something.

Look, I still get goosebumps thinking about that scene after so long.

Yes, it was scary - although I didn't realize at the time what a horrible thing I was dealing with.

I just feel a weird oppression in the air.

And somewhere in the room was the thing that brought that oppressive feeling.

You should be able to guess...

I was really confused, confused and kind of creepy, but since I really didn't know anything, I completely ignored it...

What is that called?Instinctive warning