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interesting statement...

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Thank you for your answer, although... I still don't understand...

For closed loop?

Closed loop what?

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Oh never mind, it's ok, I think excessive alcohol and the end of the world do degrade IQ, I've accepted that hehehehe.

In short, take it as you said, He really needs me.

Chris's "Farmer Project" went unexpectedly smoothly, and I was forcibly sent into his body by those guys.

Then...

vomit……

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Sorry.

Some details, I think I can't help it, yes I can't say it.

They put me on some amnestics, meds and psych, so I didn't go crazy but I still get a little bit of a…

vomit……

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It's okay, I'm used to it.Just give me some wine and a thick blanket.

I'll be fine in no time, it's okay, I'll be fine.

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Thank you, thank you.

I'm so glad my friend that this time it's you listening to me say these things and it makes me feel better.

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call……

During the worst days, I was kind of muddled.

There's probably some amnestics to it too, as I said, they're starting to keep me on the medication.

My stomach, like a parasite, started to swell very quickly—a day, or two?I have no idea.

All I know is that when I look down, I'll see that the skin on my stomach has swollen to the point where it's translucent.

Something gray was looking at me through that thin layer of skin.

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I really wonder why I didn't die at that time.

It's kind of illogical, really.

Normal people can't get through it, I swear, even in hell you won't have a similar experience.

Every time I think my abdominal cavity is going to explode from the swelling of those parasites, I always pass out, and when I come back, some soft stuff will come from... will come out of there come out.

One, two, three...

It made me feel like some kind of gigantic worm, constantly ovulating.

Those researchers looked at me like they were looking at some kind of monster, and it felt really bad, very bad.

But no matter how much I screamed and struggled, Chris never let me go.

He'd just stand there by my delivery bed and watch me keep laying out those monster eggs and he'd laugh and scream and talk nonsense

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Wait, didn't I say that?

No, of course not just once.

I have lost count of the number of times that dreadful process has been repeated.

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Once those eggs are emptied, no...sometimes even before the eggs are completely emptied...he will drag me back again—at that time, about half of the white tower's space has been reduced to his lair up.

He dragged me back to his lair just like that, with those nasty, screaming things.

I vaguely remember struggling at first.

I scratched the floor, screaming, howling, one by one eggs were squeezed out of my body in my struggle, the floor was always slippery.

The smell of blood, the smell of mucus is suffocating.

In the end I always... just give up...

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what happens then?Hee hee hee……

You are asking knowingly, my friend.

We all know what to expect.

Still the same thing, same nightmare.

Bloating, ovulation—another round of bloating—ovulation—

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No, I don't know, I don't remember.

How could I possibly know how many monster eggs I have spawned.

I was...already half crazy...

In fact, many of the things I repeated to you were relayed to me by Chris later.

I only have some very hazy images in my head, and those hazy images alone make me...

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See, as it is now, I can't help myself.

woo woo woo woo……

woohoo...

laugh……

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Those eggs hatched quickly.

Chris was quite happy at that time, he even seemed a little normal, and I suspect that period of time may be the last short period of his life that has anything to do with "normal".

The kind of thing that just hatched, well, how should I put it... unimaginably normal.

That harmless, soft, squishy look.

Almost exactly as he appeared.

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You asked a silly question, my friend.

Of course we know it's just a disguise, everyone knows, no one really thinks those little things are really that harmless, but humans...

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Humans are such stupid and arrogant creatures.

Chris is one of the best.

He really felt like he was in control of everything, those little things... those little monsters that came out of my body, and at first they were even afraid of electric shocks.

Pfft, incredible, right?

Chris actually trained them in the same way as animals, he tried to control them and at first, at first they were very obedient.

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That's right.

Didn't I say that?The plan was going well, or so it seemed.

The newborn limp little things quickly gathered together, and they fed on the original Him, gnawed, devoured... Did you know, He could really scream.

puff.

He...

He's actually quite stupid.

Chaotic and stupid, only the most primitive instinct.

In fact, He is not the vast and great thing that Chris expected at all. He is just a disgusting mass of rotten meat, with only the desire to devour and reproduce.

But no one realizes it except me.

He kept screaming as he was eaten by his "children".

Even if I have been hiding in the isolation room, I can still hear that voice...

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[crying]

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Well, you won't believe it, I do understand.

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He is calling mother.Or some kind of word like "mom"?

But that doesn't matter anymore, I know He is calling me.

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No, not possible.

Of course I couldn't respond to him.

That would cause restlessness among the little monsters.

I couldn't have caused more trouble for a bunch of monsters like that... I had enough trouble at the time.

Well, at the time, everyone actually got into trouble.

You know that, right.

That's hell on earth, isn't it?

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I thought Chris was joking when he told me everyone was stuck.

Who would have thought that could be true?

In the beginning, it was just a matter of hygiene.

Those fleshy molds growing on the walls and ceiling are really disturbing, but please, considering its size and the number of those little monsters, some changes in the internal environment of the institute are only natural...

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Yes, it looks like we were all in the same situation back then.

They said that before they knew it, the Institute was swallowed up by those things bit by bit, and the corridors became intricate tunnels, and no one could find the way out, and no one could get in touch with the outside world.

They tried everything, but, you know the result.

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God, I don't want to recall this.

Really, who could have imagined that?In times of desperation, humans really can do anything.

I remember... Ghosn was dragged out and eaten by those security guards at that time, right?

call……

However, in a sense, perhaps this is a kind of luck?At least Ghosn didn't have to go through what happened later.

And I remember that he at that time was actually... not the same as a normal human being.

If it wasn't for his howling, I would hardly have recognized him.

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It's ironic, the group of researchers were still watching at that time.

I know what they were thinking at the time, shouting that this cannot be done, but more than once later, I saw those white robes lying on the corridor and licking what the group of people missed.

The crumbs were even moving, and they couldn't wait to eat them.

It's disgusting...

You're right, yes, and it wasn't long before those weak researchers were eaten too.

I really don't know how those people managed to do it.

Most researchers at the time had become that... that.

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Chris?

Oh, Chris was probably the only researcher who still kept his own research team at the time, right?

Thinking about it now, it is not without reason that he is known as the "tyrant" in the White Tower.

In a way he was really good.

I hate him, but I have to admit it.

But it was because of this that I was so surprised when he came to me later.

That guy has always been so arrogant, I never thought that one day, I would see his fearful look.

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I almost laughed out loud when Chris said let me figure it out.

This is really funny, he actually thought I could really...can control them?

How can it be?

If I could really control them, the first thing I would do is make them kill me.

No one can endure that kind of life continuously.

they...

call……

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Yes, I'm still...spawning...

Ongoing……

Ongoing……

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Ohh Ohh ohh……

woo woo woo woo...

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Sorry, sorry, am I out of control again?

I'm sorry, I don't want this.

This is so humiliating.

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