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Seeing Qi An's red eyes, Youdu sighed, then reached out to help Qi An, and asked, "Crying?"

Qi An got up and leaned against the head of the bed, turned his head away from looking at Youdu, and replied: "No."

"Cry if you want to cry." Youdu said.

"I don't want to cry." Qi An turned his head to look at Youdu, and said immediately.

Youdu saw that Qi An's eyes were red, obviously trying to hold on, but youdu still followed Qi An's words, Youdu nodded and replied: "Okay, okay, you don't want to cry."

Qi An sniffed, and then replied, "I didn't want to cry."

Then Qi An really didn't cry, and his eyes didn't turn red after a while.

Youdu sat by the bed, seeing that Qi An's eyes were no longer red, he asked, "Shall we go down and have something to eat?"

Qi An shook his head and replied: "I don't want to eat.

Hearing Qi An's words, Youdu frowned, and said, "How can you not eat? Have you eaten properly recently?"

Qi An nodded and replied, "I have eaten, but I'm not hungry yet."

Youdu's eyebrows were still tightly frowned, and after a stalemate for a long time, Youdu stood up and said to Qi An: "I'll go out for a while."

Qi An stretched out his hand to grab Youdu's sleeve, and when Youdu turned his head to look, he could only see the furry top of Qi'an's head, and Youdu asked, "What's wrong?"

Qi An pursed his lips, and it took a long time before he raised his head and looked at Youdu and said, "Can you, won't you go?"

Youdu looked into Qi An's eyes, full of uneasiness and fear, Youdu immediately didn't know what to say to Qi An.

It turned out that he had always been so afraid.

Youdu stretched out his hand to hold Qi'an's hand, and then sat down on the side of the bed again.

Qi An was startled when Yudu suddenly held his hand, and reflexively wanted to pull out his hand, but was pulled tightly by Youdu.

You Du looked at Qi An and said, "I'm not leaving, I just want to buy something to eat, I'm still hungry if you're not hungry. How about you go with me?"

"Have you eaten yet?" Qi An asked cautiously.

"Yeah." Youdu nodded.

"Then I'll get up." Qi An replied, then pulled out his hand, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Qi An put on his slippers, and said to Youdu who was sitting beside him, "You, wait for me here for a while, I'll brush my teeth and wash my face, and I'll be fine soon."

Youdu chuckled, then nodded and said, "Go, I'll wait for you."

Then Qi An ran into the bathroom, thinking that Youdu hadn't eaten, so Qi An washed up quickly, and it was done within 2 minutes.

When Qi An stood in front of Youdu again, Youdu asked, "Is it done?"

"Yeah." Qi An nodded.

"Then let's go." Youdu stood up.

Qi An followed Youdu, and when he walked past the sofa and coffee table, he packed up the leftovers and carried them out of the room.

The first floor of Quansheng is the place to eat, so it is very convenient.

When they reached the first floor, You Du asked Qi An who was on the side: "What do you want to eat?"

Qi An shook his head and said, "I'm not hungry, you can eat what you want."

Youdu pursed his lips and replied, "All right."

Then Youdu took Qi An to a Chinese restaurant. There were not many cuisines, but each dish was unique and delicious.

Youdu and Qi'an sat in a private room, and Youdu flipped through the menu.

Youdu casually ordered a few dishes, and then asked Xiang Qi'an who was sitting opposite him: "What do you want to eat?"

Qi An didn't speak, but shook his head.

You didn't try to force it, just ordered a few more dishes, and then handed the menu to the waiter at the side, who took the menu and went down.

After a while, the dishes came up one after another.

Youdu picked up the chopsticks, picked up the food and began to eat.

Qi An, on the other hand, sat blankly in his seat, watching Youdu eat his meal bite by bite.

Qi An stared at Youdu, as if he couldn't see enough.

Qi An didn't know why Youdu appeared here, and he didn't want to know, Qi An was afraid that if he asked, Youdu would leave.

He didn't want to, Youdu left.

He was actually alone, lonely, and scared.

The dishes came one after another, and finally there was a pineapple fried rice, which Youdu ordered for Qi An.

Youdu pushed the pineapple rice in front of Qi An and said, "Eat."

Qi An stared blankly at the pineapple rice in front of him, and didn't move for a long time.

You Du looked at Qi An in a daze for a long time, then said: "Don't look, eat quickly."

After Youdu said that, Qi An started to move, and he seemed to be a little hungry.

Qi An said "thank you" before picking up his spoon and starting to eat.

Qi An ate very little, and he didn't eat half of it until the end. You Du frowned, but didn't say anything.

After a while, Qi An put down the spoon and said, "I'm full."

Youdu let out an "um", put down the chopsticks in his hand, and said, "I'm fine too, let's go." Saying that, Youdu stood up first.

Seeing this, Qi An also stood up and followed Youdu.

After leaving the restaurant, Qi An asked, "Are you leaving?"

Hearing Qi An's words, You Du turned to look at him, but he lowered his head and looked at the ground.

Youdu asked back, "Do you want me to go?"

I don't want to, but Qi An didn't say these words. Qi An bit his lip and didn't speak.

Looking at Qi An like this, Youdu felt powerless in his heart, but he knew that there was no rush, so Youdu rubbed Qi An's hair with his hands, and replied: "I won't go."

Hearing Youdu's words, Qi An looked up, then immediately lowered his head, and replied, "Yes."

Youdu saw Qi An's sparkling eyes, and he just took the initiative to make him happy, didn't he?

When returning to the hotel room, Youdu said to Qi'an, "I'll take a shower first."

Qi An nodded, and then Youdu walked into the bathroom with a towel and nightgown.

And Qi An sat on the edge of the bed blankly, waiting until Youdu came out of the bathroom.

Youdu was wearing a nightgown, revealing his bronze-colored chest, his hair was not dry because it had just been washed, and the water from the tip of the hair trickled down drop by drop, dripping onto Youdu's bronze-colored chest.

Qi An quietly averted his gaze.

Youdu didn't notice Qi An's strangeness, but just walked towards Qi An carelessly, wiping his hair with a towel in one hand, because this action revealed more flesh color.

You Du sat down beside Qi An, and said, "Aren't you going to take a shower?"

"Go." Qi An nodded, then stood up and ran to the bathroom.

After Qi An entered the bathroom, he opened the hood, and stood under the hood, allowing the hot water to wash away.

On the other side, Youdu, who was sitting by the bed, took a cigarette and put it in his mouth.

After a while, Qi An came out of the shower with a hair dryer in his hand.

Qi'an put the hair dryer next to Youdu, and said, "Blow dry your hair, or you will sleep with it wet, and your head will hurt very much tomorrow morning."

Youdu looked at the hair dryer in his hand, smiled, and then said to Qi An: "Then help me blow it."

Hearing Youdu's words, Qi An was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "Okay."

So Youdu sat in front of Qi An, Qi An plugged in the hair dryer, and started blowing.

Qi An inserted his fingers into Youdu's hair, which was a little hard. This was the first time he helped Youdu to dry his hair, no, it was the second time.

I also played for him when I was at his house last time, although it was not too fast.

Qi An didn't speak, and Youdu didn't speak either, and remained silent until he dried his hair.

Qi An said "Okay", then unplugged the hair dryer cord, and took it back to the bathroom.

When Qi An came out of the bathroom again, Youdu was already lying on the bed, occupying half of the big bed.

Qi An stood restrained by the bed and didn't move for a long time.

In the end, Youdu said, "Don't be dumb, go to bed," before Qi An moved.

Qi An walked to the other side of the bed, then lifted the quilt and lay down in it.

Qi An was lying on the far side of the bed, there was a long distance between him and Youdu, and Qi An was still sleeping with his back facing Youdu.

Qi An couldn't sleep, because he slept too much during the day, and because he was nervous, and he was lying behind him.

Youdu couldn't fall asleep either, he stared straight at Qi An's thin back, his mind full of thoughts.

It was already dark outside, and the night was quiet.

After a while, Youdu suddenly spoke, breaking the silence of the night, "Are you asleep?"

Qi An blinked, and it took him a long time to reply: "Not yet."

"I haven't either, why don't we chat?" Youdu stared at Qi'an's back and said.

"Well, good." Qi An nodded.

"You, is there anything you want to tell me?" For example, why did you resign.

For example, your father died.

For example, you tell me that you are actually sad.

Qi An thought for a long time, and replied: "It seems not."

"Oh..." Youdu smiled bitterly, then moved his whole body towards Qi'an, wrapping his arms around Qi'an.

Qi An was stiffened by Youdu's action, and Youdu felt Qi An's stiff body, and said, "It's windy, it's cold, just get closer."

"Oh." Qi An nodded, but his body was still stiff.

Feeling that Qi An's body was still stiff, Youdu sighed and said, "Do you hate me?"

Hearing Youdu's sigh and these words, Qi An quickly explained: "No, no, I don't hate you, I'm just a little nervous, I, I'm used to sleeping alone, and I'm not used to it for a while. "Qian tried his best to relax himself so that his body would not be so stiff.

Youdu smiled softly when he heard Qi An's words, then put his arms around Qi An's body, let him lean in his arms, then touched the top of Qi An's head lightly with his lips, and said: "Go to sleep."

Qi An nodded and replied, "Yes."

And because of this posture, Qi An felt even more nervous.

Qi An's face was pressed against Youdu's chest, without the barrier of clothes, Qi An could clearly hear Youdu's strong and powerful heartbeat.

"Bang bang bang..." again and again.