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The next day, when Qi An woke up, he felt sore all over his body, there was no pain in his head, and his legs hurt even more.

Qi An lay on the bed for a while, opened his eyes and stared at the white ceiling above his head in a daze for a while, and then sat up from the bed.

He took the mobile phone on the side, and there was a missed call on it, which belonged to Alan.

Opening WeChat, there were a few words of condolences from Anna, and endless questions from Allen, but Qi An was not in the mood to reply now, so he quit WeChat.

Qi An turned on his phone to look at the cemetery, made reservations for several places, and was going to see which one was better.

Qi An thought, maybe Dad doesn't want to go back, otherwise he wouldn't take him wandering around, and he hasn't mentioned his hometown for so many years, nor has he ever gone back.

Qi An felt that Dad might like City A, after wandering so many places, he finally stayed in City A.

Qi An got out of bed, put on his clothes and washed up, then picked up Qi's father's urn and went out.

Holding Qi's father's urn in his arms, Qi An wandered around several places and finally settled on the cemetery.

The cemetery here may not be the best, but the scenery is picturesque. There are large peach blossoms blooming outside the cemetery, and you can't see it at a glance. There is a lake next to it, which is not big but not small. with willows.

The land is relatively remote, it is already in the suburbs, and there are relatively few people. There are only a few farmers who grow vegetables and fruits, and raise ducks and geese. I did not expect such a prosperous city to have such a rural place.

Qi An thought, Dad might like this place, it's clean and simple.

The cemetery hadn't been finished yet, and Qi An felt pain in his stomach. Since the night before, Qi An hadn't eaten much, but only drank some water to keep himself from falling down.

Now Qi An's stomach was protesting violently, and he couldn't take it anymore, so Qi An found a farmhouse nearby and had some food to fill his stomach.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Father Qi finally went to the ground.

Qi An stood in front of Qi's father's tombstone at first, and then squatted in front of the tombstone.

Qi An looked at the words on the tombstone, Qi Guoliang, died at the age of 54, and his son Qi An.

Qi An felt that he was still in a daze until now, he was light and light, as if he was dreaming when he was stepping on the clouds.

Qi An reached out and touched Qi's father's photo on the tombstone. There was no smile on his face, only sternness and meticulousness.

But Qi An felt very kind. Although Qi's father had always been so serious, Qi An felt a lot of father's love.

Qi An didn't know where his mother had gone, but when he was very young, he heard neighbors say that his mother ran away with someone else, a rich man.

Qi An actually didn't feel bad at all when he heard these words, because his mother didn't exist in his memory, so there was no reason for sadness if he didn't know her.

When he was a child, Qi's father was his own sky, and Qi An always felt that his father was omnipotent, he would fold paper airplanes that fly into the sky, pick up things that seemed heavy to him, and even make things that he couldn't solve. Even though Qi An can do it himself now, the image of Qi's father's omnipotence has penetrated into Qi An's bone marrow.

Qi An never thought that his father would grow old, leave him, or even die.

In fact, Qi An has also thought about it, and in the past two years, he can gradually feel that his father's gray hair at the temples is powerless to do things, but he never thought that this day would come so soon.

He hasn't let his father live in a new house yet, and hasn't taken him on a trip to see the scenery outside. Qi An hasn't done many things yet.

But now all this is impossible.

Qi An felt that his legs and feet were numb, and then he sat down on the ground. Qi An hugged his knees with both hands, and buried his face in it.

Sitting like this all night, the morning sky was slightly bright, and the humidity in the air dampened Qi An's hair. Qi An lifted his face from his knees, his face was pale, his eyes were still swollen, and his lips were also discolored. It became purple.

Qi An stretched out one hand to prop up his body, maybe because he sat in one position all night, Qi An's legs were stiff, and he almost couldn't stand up.

Qi An bowed to Qi's father's tombstone, and then said: "Father, I will come to see you again when I have time." His voice was so hoarse.

Then Qi An turned around and left, and Qi An took a taxi back to Quansheng's hotel.

When Qi An arrived in the hotel room, he lay directly on the bed, and got into the bed without changing his clothes. Perhaps because of the exhaustion of the past two days, Qi An fell asleep as soon as he lay down.

Qi An woke up again because he was suffocated by urine. Qi An got up and went to the toilet, went back to the bed, and then fell asleep again.

On the other side of the company, the top floor office.

After not seeing Qi An come to work for three consecutive days, Youdu finally couldn't help asking: "Where's Qi An? Why don't you come to work?" Youdu's voice was full of anger.

Allen replied: "It is such a boss, Qi An asked for personal leave for a week."

"Personal leave?" Youdu frowned.

Allen nodded and replied, "Yes, boss."

"What's the matter?" Youdu asked.

"This..." Allen replied falteringly, with a look of embarrassment on his face.

"Say, what's the matter?" Youdu's face was full of impatience, and his tone was not very good.

Seeing Youdu's expression, Allen quickly replied: "Boss, it's like this, Qi'an called me personally and asked for personal leave for a week. He didn't tell me anything, but he was in a hurry, probably I didn't have time to say it."

Listening to Alan's defense for Qi'an, Youdu didn't know if it was true or not, but he just waved his hand to signal that she could go out.

After Allen went out, Youdu rubbed his temples with his hands, damn it, this Qi'an...

Is it because I said something about him that day, got angry or something?

No, he's not in a bad temper.

Youdu felt that he was very irritable. He hadn't received Qi'an's email for three consecutive days. There were also roses. I feel itchy.

Forget it, there are still two days left, and I will ask him in person when he comes to the company after his vacation.

And Qi An, who was sleeping on the bed, woke up again. Qi An woke up naturally this time, having slept for a whole day.

Qi An opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling in a daze for a while, then closed his eyes and tried to continue sleeping, but he didn't fall back asleep after closing them for a long time.

After closing his eyes for a long time without falling asleep, Qi An could only open his eyes again, and then stared blankly at the ceiling.

Not knowing what time it is, Qi An moved his arms, took out his phone, and swiped the screen with his hand. It was black and out of battery.

Then Qi An gave up looking at the time, and after a while, Qi An felt that his whole body was sticky and uncomfortable, and he sweated a lot while sleeping.

Then Qi An sat up and got out of bed to take a bath. Qi An's dizziness was a sign of oversleeping, but it wasn't particularly uncomfortable, but he felt limp and light all over his body, just like stepping on cotton balls. like.

Qi An took out the charger in slow motion to charge up the phone, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Qi An turned on the hot water shower, and then stood in. Qi An didn't want to reach out, and let the hot water hit himself.

But it didn't take long for Qi An to come out, probably because he had slept for too long and had no strength in his body, Qi An felt that if he rushed down again, he might faint here.

Qi An wiped off the water on his body, then walked out wearing a bathrobe, and sat on the bed.

The battery of the mobile phone was almost charged. Qi An turned on the mobile phone and checked the time. It was ten o'clock, and he had slept all day.

But he didn't know what to do, and couldn't fall asleep, so Qi An clicked on the player and searched for a TV series to watch.

From this point of view, it was one night.

Seeing that it was five o'clock in the morning, Qi An felt that he was falling asleep, so Qi An threw away his phone, lay down on the bed and fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, Qi An got up and made a phone call, ordered some food, took a shower after eating, and went to watch TV again.

Qi An spent the next two days in this way, either sleeping, watching TV shows if he couldn't sleep, and eating something when he was really hungry.

Qi An completely forgot what he said, and would go to see his father again. In fact, he subconsciously didn't think about anything related to Qi's father. Qi An didn't even read the letter written by Qi's father. The second time, I have no courage anymore.

Qi An has now completely shown a state of self-defeating and abandoning himself. The goals for many years suddenly disappeared, he was at a loss and at a loss, but he couldn't change the status quo, and he didn't even have anyone to confide in.

Another day later, Qi'an received a call from Alan. At that time, Qi'an was still in a state of sleepiness.

"Little Qi'an, today is the fifth day, why don't you come to work?" Alan's loud voice came from the phone.

"..." Qi An opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out.

"Little Qi'an?" Alan, who didn't get a response for a while, called again into the phone.

"En." Qi An finally spoke this time, he hummed, his voice extremely hoarse.

"Why don't you come to work? Today is the sixth day. If you don't come to work, the boss will lose his temper. He asked me why you didn't come to work two days ago." Alan said.

boss?By degree...

Youdu's handsome face and what he said appeared in Qi'an's mind.

"You send me emails every day, send lunch, and send roses. Do you think I will forgive you if you do this? Let me tell you, I hate people lying to me the most. I feel sick when I see you. It's okay. Wandering around in front of me..."

So Qi An said: "Alan, I may have to resign, I will send the resignation letter to the company, then you can help me give the boss, and liquidated damages, I will transfer it to your bank account, You can also help me to give the boss together, thank you..."