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Qi An searched for a long time, from the dark night until the gray sky lit up.

The weather was a little cold in the morning, and Qi An couldn't help shivering. The flowers and leaves in the grass were covered with dew, making Qi An's hands full of water.

With the morning light, Qi An finally found the daisy hairpin in a tuft of grass.

Qi An reached out and picked up the daisy hairpin, which was covered with a little dirt, making it less shiny, and then Qi An wiped the mud-stained hairpin on his clothes, and after a few strokes, the daisy hairpin came back again. Cleaned up and shining brightly.

Qi An looked at the hairpin in his palm and smiled slightly, the smile was full of bitterness.

After a while, people in the Four Seasons Community gradually came out for morning jogs. Qi An remembered that Youdu also jogged every morning, so he had to go.

In the end, Qi An took another look at the gate of Youdu's house as if nostalgic, and then ran away holding the hairpin in his hand.

After Qi An returned home, he first picked up the bag on the ground, put away the daisy hairpins, and then went to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Qi An changed his clothes, and then picked himself up.

Qi An looked at himself in the mirror, his face was pale, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eyelids were slightly red and swollen, looking like a ghost.

Qi An wanted to wear glasses to cover it up, but then remembered that the glasses were crushed by Youdu last night.

Forget it, since Youdu already knew about it, Qi An simply didn't wear it, and besides, Qi An was not in the mood to buy another pair of glasses now.

Qi An carried his briefcase and went out to work.

Qi An sat in his seat, and after a while, Alan and Anna came one after another.

The first one who noticed the difference was Alan. When Alan saw Qi An's handsome face, he poked his face with his fingers. Sure enough, the touch felt good.

Qi An was in a bad mood because of Youdu's affairs, so he didn't speak, and let Alan's salty hands ravage his face.

"Hey, little Qi'an, you are so cute?"

"Tsk tsk, this feels really good, it's slippery, and it looks so white."

"By the way, what did you eat to grow up?"

Alan rambled on for a long time, Qi An didn't say a word, Alan sensed it, and said again: "Hey, what are you doing, why are you ignoring me!!!" As he spoke, Alan still used his hands Go shake Qi An's shoulder vigorously.

Qi An's head was a little dizzy from Alan's shaking, so he looked up at Alan, and replied, "I'm listening."

As soon as Qi An raised his head, Alan met his eyes, which were red inside and his eyelids were swollen, which was a sign of crying yesterday.

Seeing him like this, Allen suddenly felt that he was too ignorant, then pretended to be happy and laughed a few times, then returned to his place, and stopped bothering Qi'an.

Without Alan's chattering words in his ear, Qi An felt much quieter, and then continued working on the computer.

After a while, Youdu also came, and suddenly there was a burst of low air pressure.

As soon as Youdu came, Qi An immediately raised his head and stared at Youdu, but Youdu didn't even look at Qi An, and then walked straight to the office.

Qi An lowered his head and smiled wryly.

Then throughout the day, Qi An tried not to appear in front of Youdu, because he said that he didn't want to see himself again.

Qi An admitted that he was timid again.

In fact, last night, Qi An went to Youdu not only to explain, but also to tell him that he likes him for a long time.

I hope he can forgive himself, if, if his liking still counts, can we still be with him?

Even if we can't, can we still be friends...

But in the face of Youdu's anger, Qi An couldn't say a word, and fled in despair.

After get off work, Qi An went to the hospital to see his father, and it was almost time to pay the medical and hospital expenses.

As usual, Qi An peeled an apple for Father Qi.

Qi An's every move fell into Qi's father's eyes, including the bleakness and lack of spirit in his eyes.

Father Qi took the apple and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Qi An tried his best to force a smile, and replied, "It's okay." He didn't want to bring his negative emotions to Dad.

Father Qi has a pair of insightful eyes, he knows his child so well, even if he doesn't say anything, Father Qi can guess a little bit.

Father Qi took a bite of the apple and said, "People, you can't always be too timid. If you get used to being timid, you will become a coward."

Hearing Qi's father's words, Qi An's whole body trembled, Qi An lowered his head and continued to peel the apple, and then gave a soft "hmm".

After Qi An left, Father Qi looked out the window and sighed deeply.

After Qi An got out of the hospital, he walked aimlessly on the street, Qi An didn't know what he was going to do.

At this time, Father Qi's words sounded again in Qi An's mind, "People, you can't always be too timid. If you get used to being timid, you will become a coward."

But, dare not, very afraid.

In the end, Qi An walked on the road for a long time, and when his legs were too tired to move, Qi An sat down on a chair at the bus station to rest, staring at the road in a daze.

There were so many people coming and going, one bus after another passed by.

Suddenly, a little girl walked up to Qi An, holding a basket in her hand, which was filled with all kinds of flowers.

She said, "Brother, let's buy a flower."

Qi An looked at her innocent face, smiled, and asked, "How do you sell the flowers?"

"Lily, 15 yuan a branch. Roses, 25 yuan a branch. Brother, you can buy roses, you can give it to your girlfriend." The little girl said seriously.

"Okay." Qi An agreed with a smile, then took out a 50 yuan card and handed it to the little girl, then picked two roses that were a little bit lost and held them in his hands.

Seeing Qi An's actions, the little girl said: "Brother, why don't you choose a better one, and your girlfriend will be happy if you give it to her. She will be angry if you send her such flowers."

Seeing the harmless look on the little girl's face, Qi An smiled again, and said, "Brother won't give it away, just keep it at home and watch it for yourself."

The little girl tilted her head when she heard Qi An's words, and then asked, "My brother doesn't have a girlfriend, so is there anyone he likes?"

Qi An was taken aback for a moment, then nodded and admitted, "Yes."

"Then brother, go and confess your love. Give her the flowers, and it will be successful." The little girl said with a smile, and then picked two bright roses and stuffed them into Qi An's hands, before Qi An could have any more. No reaction, just ran away.

Qi An looked at the rose in his hand and fell into deep thought.

Really, will it be successful?

Qi An squeezed the rose in his hand, then stood up suddenly, walked to the side of the road and reached out to hail a taxi.

After getting into the car, Qi An said to the driver: "Master, please come to Siji Community."

"Okay." The driver replied with a smile.

I don't know what happened today, why so many people talked to Qi An, the driver saw the rose in Qi An's hand, and said with a smile: "Young man, confess your love?"

Qi An looked at the rose in his hand, nodded, and replied, "It's sort of..."

"Hey, I wish you success." The driver said with a smile again.

A smile appeared on Qi An's face, and he said, "Thank you."

"If you don't succeed once, just do it a few more times. Confession, it's not enough just once."

"it is good……"

In Four Seasons Community, at the gate of Youdu's house, Qi An got out of the car with roses.

Qi An looked up, and the light in Youdu's room was not on, as if he was not at home.

Then wait, so Qi An sat on the steps of the door and waited.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Youdu's car stopped at the gate of the villa.

You Du got out of the car and walked towards the door of his house, and saw Qi An sitting on the steps.

He huddled into a ball, hugged his knees with his hands, and buried his head in his knees.

Youdu frowned, and raised his foot forward to try to bypass him, but he felt it was an eyesore, and finally Youdu stopped in front of Qi An and kicked his foot.

With Yudu's kick, Qi An raised his head, his eyes were dim, as if he had just woken up.

How did you fall asleep?Qi An felt a little annoyed.

Then as soon as Qi An looked up, he saw Youdu's handsome face, and Qi An quickly stood up.

Youdu stared at Qi An's face and asked, "What are you doing at my door?"

Youdu's eyes were icy cold, and Qi'an was so frightened that he didn't dare to speak.

Youdu waited for a while, but Qi An still didn't speak, and the two of them stared with big eyes.

Not wanting to waste time with him anymore, Youdu was going to bypass Qi'an and go home.

Seeing that Youdu was about to leave, Qi An immediately picked up the roses on the ground and stuffed them into Youdu's hands, stammering: "Yes, I'm sorry..."

Then Qi An ran away, didn't look at the road while running, staggered and almost fell, and then continued to run forward.

But Youdu stood in place, looking at the two bright roses in his hand, the lines on his face couldn't stretch anymore.

Youdu stared at the rose in his hand for a long time, so fucking wanted to throw it away, but in the end he took the rose into the house with a dark face.

Put the roses on the table casually, after thinking about it, I took a vase, filled it with water, and put the roses in it.

After Qi An ran far away, he felt that he was really stupid, and in the end he still didn't say anything. Qi An really hated himself like this.

In the end, Qi An stood alone on the side of the road and was annoyed for a while, and then took the bus home. After returning home, Qi An took a shower first, then climbed into bed, took out his mobile phone, and stared at the screen of the mobile phone for a long time, Confused about whether to email or text.

In the end, Qi An sent an email with only two words: good night.

When the phone rang, You Du turned on the phone, saw that it was an email from Qi An, and didn't click on it, then threw the phone aside.

Just like that, let yourself be relieved, how can you?