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"Then you, let me think about it by myself." Qi An said.

"Okay." Youdu agreed, but then said, "Then let me take you home first."

Qi An was flustered, pulled his lips and said, "No need, I can just go back by myself."

Youdu refused, and insisted on sending him home, Qi An's head swelled a little, and finally followed Youdu.

Youdu sent Qi An to Peninsula Garden as usual, Qi An opened the car door and got off, Youdu smiled at him and said, "Good night."

Qi An nodded and replied, "Good night."

Qi An now lives in Jinghe District, which is far away from Peninsula Garden. It can only be said that Yudu did something wrong with good intentions, but Qi An didn't care, and just sat on the side with the bus license plate Wait for the bus to arrive.

After a while, the bus came, and Qi An stood up and got on the bus.

A few hours later, Qi An returned home. Qi An took a shower first, and then nestled under the blanket.

Entering the bed, Youdu's words echoed in Qi An's mind.

Qi An had never thought of being confessed by Youdu, but compared to the joy of being confessed by someone he liked for many years, Qi An felt more bewildered and uneasy.

Qi An likes Youdu, and he has liked it since junior high school, so he was admitted to the high school that Youdu said he wanted to go to, and then he was admitted to the university that Youdu said he wanted to go to. Everything Qi An did in his youth seems to be around From degree to degree, even if he doesn't know himself at all.

Until the university, Youdu and Qi An happened to live in the same dormitory and became friends. Youdu really remembered Qi An, and they all said that they were close to the water, but Qi An never had the courage to express his feelings to Youdu. Heart, until Youdu fell in love with a boy.

When he learned that Youdu fell in love with someone else, it would be a lie to say that he was not a little sad, but it was only a little bit, because Qi An never expected that Youdu would like him, so if there is no expectation, there is no great disappointment.

In the end, Qi An just felt sorry for Youdu, because that boy didn't like Youdu.

Qi An still couldn't figure it out, he was such a good boy, why didn't that boy like him?

Qi An does not deny that he is a coward, and he has not said a word of liking for so many years, but a coward is a coward, in fact, Qi An just paid much less than what he asked for in return.

Qi An believes that liking doesn't necessarily mean being together. He likes Youdu because he likes it, and he doesn't ask Youdu to respond. Besides, Qi An is used to being alone, and he really never thought of being able to be with Youdu. degrees together.

And if you have a good and happy life, that's what you want to see the most, even if you are friends for a lifetime, it doesn't matter.

It's a pity that I didn't even make friends in the end.

Therefore, Qi An was really happy when Yu Yiyou became friends with Youdu again.

Qi An sincerely said that "be friends for life".

Now You Du's sudden confession directly confused Qi An, he didn't understand, he didn't understand, he didn't understand, he couldn't figure it out.

I don't understand anything, I don't understand everything.

In the end, Qi An fell asleep amidst the entanglement, and the next day Qi An also fell asleep until the sun was rising.

When Qi An woke up, the sunlight had already come in through the floor-to-ceiling windows. Qi An took out his phone and checked the time. It was ten o'clock in the morning, and there was an email from Youdu in the notification bar of the phone.

Youdu: Good morning.

Qi An moved his fingers and replied: Good morning.

Just a second after Qi An's message was sent, Youdu's message came. Youdu: Did you just wake up?

Zian: Well, yes.

Youdu: Well, remember to eat breakfast.

Qi An: Good.

Then there was no more, for the next two days, Qi An went to and from work normally, and went to sing in the night at night, and Youdu never appeared in front of Yiyou again, but he sent emails to greet him every morning and evening.

He said that he would give him some time to think about it.

On Wednesday, Qi An went to work as usual.

Qi An put the breakfast on Youdu's desk and came out, Qi An sat in his seat and began to work seriously.

After a while, Youdu also came, Qi An raised his head and said to Youdu: "Morning boss."

Youdu replied with a smile: "Morning." Then he turned and went into the office.

Ever since Youdu said don't care about the past that day, Youdu's attitude towards Qi'an has indeed changed. Although he hasn't returned to the intimacy he had when he was in college, he doesn't intentionally target Qi'an anymore, and his temper that explodes from time to time has also subsided. a lot.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Qi An packed up his things and left after finishing the final work.

After returning home, Qi An took a shower and sat on the bed, took out his mobile phone and prepared to reply to Youdu.

Reply, Youdu's confession.

Qi An's answer was refusal. Qi An seriously thought about it for the past few days, and after thinking a lot, Qi An finally decided to refuse.

To reject the person he has been secretly in love with for so long, Qi An actually feels quite uncomfortable in his heart, but Youdu likes Yiyou, and he is not only Yiyou, but also Qi An, the person who once promised but broke his promise.

If, if Youdu knew that Yiyou was Qi An, and Qi An was Yiyou, he would hate himself.

Qi An still wanted to be friends with Youdu, preferably for a lifetime.

Zian: Are you there?

Youdu, who is still working in the office at this moment, hears a "ding dong" on his cell phone, which is the unique ringtone for incoming emails, and only Yiyou will send emails to himself. Immediately, his lips raised, and he took the phone.

Youdu: I'm here.

When he replied, Qi An bit his lips and typed the words with his hands for a long time. His hands were too shaking for a long time before he typed them out.

Seeing that there was no reply for a long time, Youdu sent another email to ask: What's wrong?

Qi An was brought back to his senses by this text message from Youdu, and then he deleted the string of characters he just typed, and then retyped a string of characters and sent it: It's okay... just want to find you...

Youdu was so happy to receive this email that his mouth almost reached his ears.

Youdu: Well... I miss you too.

Seeing that the words he sent were misinterpreted by Youdu, Qi An immediately blushed.

Qi An: I didn't mean that...

Youdu: Okay, okay, you didn't, so tell me, what's the matter?

Yiyou is fine, basically he will not take the initiative to send emails to himself, usually Yudu will take the initiative to find Yiyou.

Seeing that Youdu mentioned this, Qi An bit his lips tightly, and then replied: I, I want to talk about the incident a few days ago.

Youdu naturally knew what happened a few days ago: Well, did you think of it?

Qi An: Think it over.

Yudo: Your answer?

Qi An: I'm sorry... I think it's better for us to be friends, and we will still be friends in the future, right?

After Qi An sent these words, his whole body was extremely nervous, his heart was pounding, and Qi An's hands holding the phone were already out.

After a long time, Youdu came back with one word: Yes.

Qi An felt very uncomfortable when he saw this word, his tone became obviously colder, is he angry?

Qi An stared at the phone screen for a long time, but Youdu didn't send any more messages.

Finally, Qi An couldn't help but sent a message: Good night.

The email was like a stone sink, and there was no reply at all. Qi An stared at the phone screen and waited for a long time, almost falling asleep after waiting, but Youdu still didn't reply.

Qi An bit his lips tightly, feeling regretful, what if Youdu didn't want to be friends with him?

A bunch of messy conjectures ran through Qi An's mind, and finally he couldn't hold it anymore, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

On the other side, Youdu, after receiving the rejection email from Yiyou, was actually quite disappointed after seeing it, so it took a long time before he replied with the word "um".

But it doesn't matter, the future is long, Youdu believes that one day he will accept himself.

But just when Youdu was about to reply to him again, a call came in, it was from a partner, and Duo took on another big project in the past few days, and there was no delay, so Youdu could only leave the matter of replying to the email. As soon as it's released, answer the phone and talk about business first.

Unexpectedly, this conversation lasted for more than an hour, and it was already past one o'clock in the morning when Youdu hung up the phone.

Youdu put down the phone, leaned on the back of the chair to rest for a while, pinched the bridge of the nose with his hand, because of the high-speed operation of the brain all day, now stop and relax for a while, Youdu fell asleep without paying attention, naturally There is no reply.

The next morning, Qi An woke up, and the first thing he did when he woke up was to check his cell phone.

The mailbox on the mobile phone is empty, there is no new email, and the conversation is still stuck in the "good night" I sent yesterday.

Qi An felt a little lost in his heart, and spent a long time in a daze with his mobile phone before he came back to his senses, got up, brushed his teeth, washed up, and then went to work.

When Qi An arrived at the top floor of the company, just as he was about to take his breakfast into Youdu's office, he met Youdu coming out of the tea room.

Youdu held a cup of coffee in his hand, his clothes were still from yesterday, his eyes were bloodshot, and it looked like he hadn't had a good rest.

Qi An was startled at first, but after seeing Youdu's appearance, he asked worriedly: "Boss, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I worked overtime last night." Youdu replied as he walked towards the office with coffee, while Qi An followed Youdu to his office with his breakfast.

After Youdu sat down, Qi An put the breakfast in front of Youdu, and said, "Boss, your breakfast."

"Well, have you eaten yet?" Youdu asked while flipping through the folder in front of him.

"I've eaten it." Qi An replied, and then couldn't help but add another sentence, "It tastes good when it's hot, but it won't taste good when it's cold."

Qi An regretted saying this, fearing that Youdu would say that he was meddling.

But in the end, Yudu let out an "um", then reached out and took the breakfast and ate it.

Qi An was relieved when he saw Youdu eating, and then said: "Then I'll go to work first." Then he ran away.