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After eating, Youdu left, and Qi An stood at the left door until Youdu's car disappeared from his sight, then turned around and returned to his room.

After seeing off Youdu, Qi An had time to look at the house carefully. It was really nice, the living room was spacious, the lights were bright, and there was a big LCD TV hanging on the wall, and the sofa was also soft. Sitting on it, the whole person felt They all sank in and didn't want to get up again.

After sitting on the sofa for a while, Qi An sat up from the sofa, then pulled his suitcase and walked to one of the bedrooms.

Opening a bedroom door, I found that it is not a bedroom, but a cloakroom. The cloakroom is about the size of a bedroom. There are cabinets for clothes, glasses, shoes, and small drawers for cufflinks. Anyway, there are lockers of all sizes. Everything that one expects to find is presented in front of Qi An.

Qi An opened his suitcase and looked at his suitcase. There were very few clothes in it, not to mention glasses and cufflinks. He didn't even need such a large cloakroom.

But in the end, Qi An still put his things in a small cabinet, a small cabinet is enough to store all of Qi An's clothes, in fact, even so, the small cabinet was not completely filled.

Qi An thought, is he too shabby, should he buy something to fill his closet in two days?

Well, buy some, Qi An nodded and walked out of the cloakroom.

Qi An walked to another bedroom and opened the door. This time it was finally the bedroom. Compared to the cloakroom, the bedroom looked much simpler. There was only a big bed inside, and there was a bedside table in front of the bed. An exquisite lamp, there is a sofa seat beside the bed, and beside the seat is a floor-to-ceiling window that is gray and slightly transparent.

Qi An walked in and sat on the big bed, which was already covered with sheets, and the bed was very soft.

Qi An took out his mobile phone and checked the time. It was nine o'clock in the evening, and there seemed to be nothing else to do, so he might as well go to bed.

Qi An took some clothes and went to the bathroom. The bathroom not only has a shaggy cubicle, but also a bathtub, not too big or too small. Anyway, it is enough for Qi An alone, and the sink is also full of toilets. Supplies, soap, shower gel, toothbrush and the like, and there is a closet next to it. Qi An opened it and looked, and there were clean bath towels in it.

This environment is much better than the one I lived in before.

Qi An didn't know how he was feeling right now, so Qi An put the clothes in his hand on the hanger beside him, then turned his unkempt hair into hot water, and went in to take a shower.

After rushing for a while, Qi An came out, maybe because of the hot water from the shower, Qi An felt dizzy.

Qi An returned to the bedroom again, lying on the big soft bed, his eyes gradually closed.

I'm very sleepy, but I can't fall asleep when I close my eyes. I don't know if it's because I'm used to sleeping on my original hard and small bed.

Qi An huddled under the quilt, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

On the other side, Youdu drove the car back to his home, took a shower, took out a can of cold beer from the refrigerator, and then went upstairs. Youdu drank heavily while sitting I got out of my bed and looked at the text messages on Yu's phone, the hanging photos that Qi An sent to me today.

Thinking about today's events, Youdu couldn't help but smirked.

Then the next second, Youdu suddenly threw the phone on the bed.

What, what are you thinking, what are you doing.

Youdu felt that he must be crazy. What he did in the past two days was so unimaginable. First, he went to his house to look for him, and then saw that he lived in a dilapidated place. He couldn't help making up a reason for him to change places. She also urged him to get an IV drip, and even helped him move today, really, crazy.

Youdu scratched his hair frantically.

Youdu thought about it, the more he felt that the things he had done these two days were unimaginable and weird. Why did he do these things? After thinking about it, he couldn't figure it out. I went downstairs to get a few cans of beer from the refrigerator, and drank beer after opening it.

After drinking the cold beer, the irritability in my heart was extinguished a lot, but my mind became more and more chaotic, Youdu really didn't know what he was doing, shouldn't he hate him, after all, he was the one who abandoned him first.

But I couldn't help but care about his explanation, Youdu frowned, sitting on the sofa beside him with a can of beer in his hand.

While drinking, Youdu took out his mobile phone, swiped into the information bar, and looked at the text message Qi An sent today.

The more you read it, the more irritable you become, the more you read it, the more disturbed you become. Youdu frowned and reached out to delete the text message. When you clicked OK at the end, Youdu regretted and clicked cancel.

No reason, just don't want to delete.

Then Youdu's mailbox received an email, Youdu opened the mailbox, and saw "Good night" sent by Yiyou. According to the usual practice, Youdu should also reply "Good night", but today Youdu sent it "Are you still there? Are you asleep?"

"Ding dong", when the phone rang, Qi An, who was huddled under the blanket, heard the sound of the phone, opened his eyes, and then reached out to take the phone under the pillow, Qi An swiped the phone screen, and the phone notification bar displayed By degree mail.

Qi An sat up all of a sudden, then opened the mailbox on his mobile phone, and looked at the email sent by Youdu just now.

Youdu: Are you still there?have you slept?

Qi An immediately replied: Here, what's the matter?

Youdu received a reply from Yiyou, frowned, struggled for a while, and then typed by hand: I want to ask you something.

Qi'an: Well, tell me.

Youdu: I told you before, the friend who lied to me, do you still remember?

Qi An: Well, I remember.

Youdu: Don't I hate him? I can't help caring about him. What's going on?

Qi An was a little surprised when he received Youdu's email, but he still replied: Maybe it's just a sign of caring if you hate it. Didn't you say that you were still good friends before.

Youdu received a question from Yiyou, his eyebrows were furrowed together, and then he asked: How is it possible?I obviously hate him so much.

Qi An looked at the phone screen, then frowned, and replied: What else can I explain?May I take the liberty to ask what did he do that made you hate him so much?What are you doing now to care about him?

Youdu looked at the mail cow sent by Yiyou, his eyebrows became more and more wrinkled, and his heart became a mess, and then he turned on the chatterbox mode, and couldn't help but confide and prove how much he hated Qi'an: At that time, what happened It was a turning point in my life during that time. I was decadent and didn’t think about making progress. He was by my side to take care of me, but then he left suddenly, and he promised to come back, but But he lied to me, but didn't come back in the end, and let me go through the trough of life alone.

After Yudu sent this passage, I regretted it. Really, I wrote myself too fragile and childish.

Although now it seems that the previous things were really nothing, and they were not decadent to that extent, but it was really a heavy blow to me at the time, so that I couldn't let go of it and couldn't forgive Qi An.

No, it should be said that in the end he let go of everything, but he just couldn't forgive Qi An.

Youdu didn't know why, but anyway, he couldn't let go.

However, Qi An on the other side, after receiving the email from Youdu, his eyes widened and his heart was pounding. Looking at the message sent by Youdu in disbelief, Qi An read it word by word. several times.

This should be about yourself, right?

The friend you mentioned is yourself, right?

It turned out that I was still a friend in Youdu's eyes, right?

Qi An suddenly wanted to cry, feeling his nose sour, but he was a little happy in his heart.

Qi An calmed down for a while, and then replied: Maybe, he has some last resort?Everyone has something to say.

Youdu looked at the message sent by Yiyou, and fell into deep thought, having a hard time, but he asked him at that time, and he didn't seem to have any explanation.

Youdu frowned, and then replied: Really?

Seeing Youdu's reaction, Qi An became a little anxious: Really, maybe there really is?

It's true, there really are, otherwise, I would never let go of you like that.

You who are uneasy like that.

Maybe it was because of the news sent by Youdu, Qi An's eyes were always filled with tears, which would fall if he didn't pay attention.

Youdu: Alright, I don't want to talk about the original things, you say, I think he doesn't live well, and I found a reason to allocate him a house. Is there something wrong with me?

Qi An, who was sitting on the bed, looked at the email sent by Youdu again, and was shocked again, the tears in his eyes were frozen in his sockets.

This... ah... what's going on...

And... what does this word... mean...

There was no reply for a long time, and Youdu sent another message: You also think I am weird, no, I can't figure it out, forget it, don't think about it, anyway, I have money, I can give it to him if I want, give it to him, give it to him He must live, or I will strangle him to death.

Just as Qi An digested the last message, he thought about finding time to return the house to Youdu, but this news sent by Youdu made Qi An hesitate again.

Strangling yourself is just kidding...

But Yi Youdu's character might be true...

Anyway, I'm so scared...

Qi An replied again: What if he refuses?

"Ding dong", the news came again: he dares?But he lives now.

With luck, Qi An sent another message: What if he doesn't want to live anymore?

Youdu: Are you kidding me, he can live in my house as long as he wants, and he can’t live in it if he doesn’t want to?

Qi An could feel Youdu's icy breath through the screen, and Qi An replied with some fear: Oh, then he will definitely stay.

Youdu: Yes.

Finally, Youdu put down his phone with satisfaction, got up and walked upstairs, that's right, even if he wanted him to live, he could live if he didn't want to.

In the end, Qi An fell asleep in the ambivalence of sleepiness, fear and excitement...