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"Laugh at who is proud of his beauty and how to match if he loses his heart

The sound of bells is crisp, the lights between the curtains are faint

I and you are the most natural couple

Without you is the original sin, without the heart is a good match

You are ragged and I paint and walk side by side through mountains and water

You are haggard and I am bright for you

It's you who kissed the pen and ink to stain the corners of my eyes with tears

Who are the joys and sorrows

They misunderstood me but only at your disposal

How can there be more perfect in the world..."

About an hour later, after Qi An sang the song, he wanted to leave directly, but the words Youdu just said to wait for him kept ringing in his mind, and Qi An unconsciously walked to Youdu's side.

Youdu was sitting at the bar drinking wine, and when he saw him walking beside him, he put down the drink and asked with a smile, "Okay?"

"Yeah." Qi An nodded, and asked again, "Well, what do you want from me..."

"Can't I come to you if I have nothing to do?" Youdu asked back.

"Why come to me if you have nothing to do..." Qi An replied with his head down.

Seeing the two chatting, Lin Liang walked to the other side of the bar.

Youdu replied again, "I just want to find something to do, so I'm looking for you."

Qi An was speechless, "Okay, okay..."

"I've been a little busy recently, so I didn't send you an email, are you angry?" Youdu said again.

"Ah...ah, no, I just want to return your clothes, you don't have to send me an email...well." Qi An replied incoherently, now thinking about what he said earlier, it seems to be complaining As if he didn't send an email to himself, Qi An felt that his face was burning.

Youdu smiled, and then said, "Yeah."

Then Youdu stopped talking, but poured another glass of wine and drank it. Qi An sat on the chair next to Youdu, looked at Youdu's uneasy expression, and couldn't help asking, "What are you doing today?" gone?"

Youdu looked at him, and then asked, "Is it so obvious that I'm unhappy?" Two people have already asked him what's wrong.

"Ah, um...a bit." Qi An didn't expect Youdu to ask such a question, and then nodded.

"Would you like a drink?" You Du changed the subject, did not answer the question just now, but just raised the wine bottle and asked Qi An if he would like a drink.

Qi An took a wine glass from the bar, then nodded and said, "Yeah."

Seeing this, Yudu poured him a glass of wine, and refilled his own empty glass by the way, then lifted it up and drank it down.

Qi An held the wine glass and sips, but his eyes kept on Youdu's face, and his brows have been furrowed since just now and never let go.

Qi An asked in a strange manner, "Can you tell me what happened to you today..." Qi An added, as if he was afraid that Youdu would not agree, "Didn't you say that we are friends? Well, my friend should be able to say..."

Youdu looked at the person sitting next to him, a pair of black eyes glistened on his fair face, Youdu didn't want to say anything at first, but facing these bright eyes, Youdu said involuntarily, "Well, because of an old friend, probably a former friend."

"And then?" Qi An asked.

Youdu's eyebrows furrowed deeper, and then he said, "How should I put it, the situation is quite complicated." Youdu still didn't want to say anything.

"It's okay, tell me, I'll listen to whatever you say." Qi An said hastily, afraid that Youdu would stop talking.

When Youdu heard the words Yiyou said, he felt a little familiar, as if he had heard it somewhere, where was it?

Qi An saw that Youdu had stopped talking, so he tugged at his sleeve with his hands, "Why didn't you say anything?"

"Huh?" Youdu came back to his senses, looked at the other side and said, "Yeah, tell me."

Then Qi An stared straight at Youdu, Youdu felt a little uncomfortable being stared at by him so intensely, Youdu rubbed his nose with his fingers, "Don't stare at me like that, I said. "

"Yeah." Qi An nodded, still staring at Youdu.

"He and I are very good friends, once were." Yudu said.

"Why was it once?" Qi An asked, and then he thought in his heart who this person is, is it Bai Ge?

"Because he lied to me." Youdu said ambiguously.

Qi An asked, "And then?"

"Then, we are not friends anymore." Youdu replied.

"Can you be serious?" Qi An frowned, feeling that Youdu was joking with himself, but he was listening very seriously.

"I'm not joking, he lied to me, so we are not friends anymore." Youdu said again.

"Oh... so are you unhappy today because he lied to you?" Qi An asked again.

"Well, yes, it's pretty fucked. It's been so long since he lied to me, and I'm still angry to this day. I hope he can give me an explanation." Youdu said with some self-deprecating, and then fell back He took a glass of wine and drank it into his stomach.

"No, I'm not stupid at all. You only care because you are a friend. It seems that you really care about him." Qi An said, but he was wondering who the friend Youdu mentioned was not Bai Ge. Well, even if they couldn't be together back then, Youdu couldn't bear to embarrass him.

"So what if you care, so what if you don't care?" Youdu talked about the troubles, and poured another glass of wine into his stomach.

Qi An saw Youdu pouring a glass of wine into his stomach, so he comforted him, "It's okay, I will be your friend from now on, I will never lie to you, and I will comfort you, okay?" Qi An said In the end, I was still uncertain and asked Youdu.

Listening to Yiyou's words, Youdu was upright and innocent, with childishness, sincerity and care were printed on his face, Youdu smiled, stretched out his hand to touch his head, and replied, "Okay."

"Yeah." Because of Youdu's touch, Qi An blushed and lowered his head.

Then Yudu drank the last glass of wine, stood up and said to Yiyou, "Let's go."

"Oh." Qi An replied, and then he also stood up and followed behind Youdu.

After walking out of the night, Youdu said to the person following him, "Where is your home, I will take you back."

"No, no, no, I can do it myself." Qi An quickly waved his hand and refused.

"Can you? It looks like a child." You Du turned and said to Qi An.

"Who...who said that, I'm already a 30-year-old man." Qi An retorted.

"Really? I think you are eighteen or nineteen years old at most." Youdu looked at the fair and immature face on the right, obviously not believing it.

"I'm really 30 years old, older than you!" Qi An retorted again.

"Really, then show me your ID card." Youdu stretched out his hand and asked him for his ID card.

Qi An subconsciously wanted to take out his ID card, but suddenly remembered the name and photo on his ID card, and it would be exposed if he showed it, Qi An faltered and said, "Anyway... Anyway, I am, 30 years old Yes, believe it or not..."

Seeing his appearance, Youdu couldn't show his ID card, knowing that the kid wanted face and didn't expose him, so he followed his words, "Well, you are 30 years old."

"I was already, 30 years old..." Qi An repeated.

"Yeah." Youdu nodded, holding back a smile.

Youdu suddenly slid to the left and right chins, a cyan color was particularly conspicuous against the white skin, "What's wrong with your face?"

"Huh?" Qi An was puzzled.

"Your chin." Yudu said and reached out to touch his chin.

Qi An suddenly remembered, and then covered his chin with his hand, and said, "I accidentally knocked it, I went back by myself, you don't have to see me off, see you next time, bye." Qi An put down this In a word, he waved to Youdu and then ran away, fearing that Youdu would catch up and send him home.

Youdu stood at the same spot and watched the figure on the right running further and further away, and he couldn't help but laugh.

Miraculously, Qi An's bad mood became better today, because this little kid on the right side said to be his friend's kid.

An hour later, Qi An arrived home by bus. After washing, Qi An lay down on his bed.

Being friends with him again, this feeling is so incredible, it's like getting to know him again, getting to know him now again.

Qi An himself knew that the one on the right was Qi An, but Yudu didn't know it. This was a disguised deception. Qi An knew it was wrong, but he really wanted to be friends with Youdu, Qi An thought As long as he doesn't find out, it's fine...

So Qi An fell asleep amidst the entanglement.

Early the next morning, Qi An's biological clock rang on time, and Qi An got up to take a shower.

While brushing his teeth, Qi An looked at the fingerprints on his chin. It wasn't particularly big, but the color became darker, from blue to purple. He had to go to work today, and Qi An was afraid that Yudu would find out the disadvantages, so he found one. The mask covered his face, Qi An looked at the mirror again, and felt that it was a bit too obvious, so he took off the mask and replaced it with a band-aid.

Finally, Qi An found two more rubber bands to fix his glasses tightly to ensure that they would not fall off.

Qi An has already decided to use Yiyou's appearance to be friends with Youdu, so he decided not to let Youdu find out that Yiyou and Qi An are the same person...

After doing all this, Qi An set off from home to the company.

After arriving at the company, Qi An put breakfast on Youdu's desk as usual, and went out.

When working during the day, Qi An remembered what Youdu said, that the work within the job cannot be done by others, so Qi An took in the lunch and the documents that needed to be signed for Youdu himself, and Qi An had already prepared it before going in. I was prepared to be made things difficult by Youdu, but Youdu didn't make things difficult for Qi An, he just signed the document in a business-like manner without saying a word, as if nothing happened yesterday.

In the next few days, Youdu didn't bother Qi An at all, but maintained a simple subordinate-subordinate relationship with Qi An. Word communication is what Qi An wants.

Qi An just wanted to secretly like Youdu alone, that's all.