单向 暗恋 你
Chapter 104
Youdu has been very annoying recently, especially annoying.
It has been more than a week since the last meeting. Although he brought Qi An to show off his affection together, and he was half out of the closet, he felt that the distance between himself and Qi An was getting farther and farther.
Qi An is the same as before, but it is different, Qi An will still do what Youdu asks for unreasonably, but he no longer sees the sweetness in his eyes, but there are more things that Youdu can't understand.
Since that day, Qi An started to feel wrong. Youdu originally thought that Qi An was in a bad mood, but after so long, he was still like this, and there was even a more serious tendency. Excused Qi An.
Qi An must be angry because of something, but Youdu couldn't figure out why he was angry because of something, so Yudu asked Qi An if he was angry because of something he didn't do well, but Qi An's answer is always one sentence, "No, it's fine."
This kind of nonchalant behavior, but very serious actions made Youdu very annoyed, so Yudu also got angry with Qi An and stopped talking to him.
Youdu stopped talking to Qi An, and Qi An didn't take the initiative to talk to Youdu. A cold war began, and the relationship between Qi An and Youdu suddenly became precarious.
Between Qi'an and Youdu, don't look at the fact that Yudu is suppressing Qi'an on the surface, but in fact Yudu has nothing to do with Qi'an. In any cold war, Yudu bowed his head first.
It was the same this time, after only two days of the cold war, Youdu couldn't take it anymore, and took the initiative to make up with Qi An with a low face.
Qi An has been eating instant noodles for two days in a row, this evening Youdu cooked a meal, and said to Qi An, "Come and eat."
Qi An, who was sitting on the sofa, didn't seem to have heard it, he was still holding a bowl of instant noodles in his hand, and was putting it into his mouth mouthful by mouthful.
Seeing Qi An like this, Youdu felt angry immediately, but Youdu still suppressed himself, and said again: "Instant noodles are not healthy, come and eat, okay?" Youdu coaxed Follow Qi An.
Qi An's hand holding the fork paused, his eyelids drooped, and his long, thick eyelashes concealed the emotion in his eyes.
After a while, Qi An put down the instant noodles in his hand, and a smile appeared on Yudu's face, thinking that Qi An was coming to eat, but unexpectedly, what Qi An said next was: "I'm full."
When Youdu heard Qi An's words, the anger in his heart was burning, and if he was not careful, it would spit out and burn Qi An.
Youdu clenched the hand holding the chopsticks forcefully, the veins on the back of the hand were bulging, and Youdu's eyes were flushed.
But Qi An didn't seem to feel any of these, Qi An threw the instant noodle box into the trash can, then walked around Youdu and prepared to go upstairs.
At this time, Youdu stretched out his hand and grabbed Qi An's wrist, pinching Qi An's wrist so hard that it turned red, but Qi An didn't make a sound.
Youdu was really defeated by Qi An like this, obviously very angry, but in the end Youdu didn't vent his temper on Qi An, Youdu took a deep breath and grabbed Qi An's wrist Youdu also let go of his hands, and stretched out his hands to hold Qi'an in his arms, resting his head on Qi'an's neck, and said weakly: "Stop making trouble, let's do well, shall we?"
Qi An really wanted to nod, but he didn't dare to do so, and then he just let You Du hold him in his arms, without saying a word in the end.
Qi'an's silence made Youdu feel a deep sense of frustration, but Youdu didn't want to give up, and he finally connected with each other, and he didn't want to make a fuss over trivial matters.
You Du hugged Qi An until he calmed down, then let go of Qi An, and said to Qi An's face, "Let's go up."
After the words were finished, Qi An stood there without moving, and it took a long time for Qi An to spit out a sentence: "Aren't you going to eat?"
Hearing Qi An's words, Youdu glanced at the dining table, the dishes on it were very rich, which Youdu cooked for Qi An.
Since he didn't even want to eat it, what's the point of these dishes?
Then Youdu said with a wry smile: "Don't eat it, throw it away." After saying that, Youdu reached out to pick up the plate and prepared to pour it into the trash can.
Looking at Youdu's movements and the expression on his face, Qi An couldn't help feeling distressed, Qi An stretched out his hand to stop Youdu's arm, and said, "You haven't eaten yet, you can pour it after you eat it." .”
When Youdu heard Qi An's words, his eyes lit up immediately, Qi An still cared about whether he was doing well, whether he had eaten or not.
So you said aggressively, "Then you eat with me."
Qi An looked up at Youdu, his face was like "I won't eat if you don't accompany me", Qi An couldn't bear to let Youdu go hungry, so he nodded.
Seeing this, You Du laughed, and immediately stretched out his hand to push Qi An on the chair, then walked to the opposite side of Qi An and sat down.
You Du urged Qi An to eat quickly, Qi An picked up the chopsticks and began to eat, the familiar taste stimulated the taste buds, Qi An's nose was sour, and he wanted to cry.
Qi An and Youdu have been together for a long time, and Youdu personally cooks every day, and Qi An's appetite has also been spoiled by Youdu. For the past two days, Qi An feels a little hard to eat the instant noodles that he used to eat. Pharynx, now that he tasted oil and water, Qi An couldn't help but take a few more mouthfuls.
Youdu, who was sitting opposite, had a panoramic view of Qi An's movements. Seeing that he liked to eat, Youdu was relieved, and a little smile appeared on his face.
After eating, Youdu and Qi An went upstairs together, maybe what Youdu said tonight had an effect, Qi An's attitude softened, and at night, the two of them went to the bathroom to take a bath together.
This lukewarm way of getting along with each other lasted for more than a week. During this period, Youdu tried to follow Qi An as much as possible. In fact, Qi An didn't do anything out of the ordinary. I would say "thank you" to him. To be honest, Youdu was very angry, but he tried his best to suppress his temper.
Another day, Youdu and Qi'an sat in the office, Qi'an sat in his seat and handled the work, and Youdu also sat in his own place, staring at the computer, as if he was working hard.
In fact, Youdu was on a errand, and the Baidu page was displayed on the screen, and the search term was "What should I do if my boyfriend and girlfriend are angry? How should I coax them?"
After this search, a lot of them appeared, let's look down one by one.
"Is there anything that can't be solved with one shot, if there is, then two shots." Bad idea, Youdu shook his head and dropped the pass directly.
"Coax him when he is angry, coax him all the time, coax him to death, don't reason with her when he is angry, and follow her in everything. If you have any problems, you can wait for her to calm down. When people are angry, they don't Anyone who is sane. [Smiling]" Seeing this, Youdu also shook his head, it was useless to coax him, Qi An would not eat, cry or make trouble, and he would not even appear angry on the surface .
Youdu swiped the page, and then looked down.
Although many people have participated in this topic, the answers are all the same. It is nothing more than coaxing, and then sharing how I coaxed. The more you look at it, the more disgusting you feel. It feels like these are bad ideas. , Youdu felt that he couldn't do it, and the effect would be counterproductive, which made Qi An even more angry.
Just when Youdu was about to give up, he saw an article that said: "You can take him out to play and relax, but at this time, don't go out alone, because this won't change the status quo, why don't you call him a few more times?" Going out with a friend, it is easy to resolve conflicts with the help of friends, maybe the relationship will be deeper."
Finally seeing a useful piece of news, Yudu couldn't help snapping his fingers.
Hearing the sound, Qi An raised his head and glanced at Youdu beside him, only to see him looking at the computer with a smile on his face, not paying attention to his gaze.
what is he looking atIn fact, Qi An vaguely had an answer in his heart, and Qi An lowered his head sadly.
Then Youdu opened WeChat and sent a message to Bai Ge, meaning to go out to play or something, Bai Ge readily agreed without asking anything.
Everything is ready, Youdu is in a very good mood now, because this damn state is finally coming to an end.
Youdu raised his head and glanced at Qi An in a refreshed manner. Qi An was working seriously. Seeing Qi An's serious appearance, Youdu did not disturb him. As for the matter of playing, let's talk about it at noon Bar.
Time flies, and it will be noon in a while, and Qi'an and Youdu are sitting on the sofa and eating.
Thinking of what he was going to say in a while, an unstoppable smile appeared on Youdu's face.
Seeing that Qi An on the side had almost finished eating, Youdu said, "Xiao An."
"Huh?" Qi An agreed.
"Let's hang out together this weekend," Youdu said with a smile, Qi An was about to agree when he heard Youdu say again, "And Bai Ge and his partner, let's go together."
When Qi An heard Youdu's words, his heart suddenly turned cold. No wonder he was so happy all morning.
Seeing that Qi An was in a daze and did not speak, Youdu asked again: "How is it? Are you going?"
Qi An felt that the corners of You Du's raised mouth were particularly glaring, so Qi An pursed his lips and replied, "No."
Hearing Qi An's refusal, there was a touch of surprise on Youdu's face, but Youdu still persuaded him: "Go, let's go play together, it's not interesting to be bored at home all day."
Qi An still didn't change his mind, "I won't go."
What can he do if he doesn't go, he relies on going out to play together to ease the relationship, so Yudu tried his best to persuade him: "Go, go, go, let's go together, there are a lot of fun, and Bai Ge and the others are also together Go, there are so many people!"
Qi An originally cared about the matter of Youdu and Bai Ge in his heart, but now Youdu brought it up again, and he was still chattering, Qi An suddenly became angry.
Qi An stood up suddenly, and said to Youdu with a stiff face: "I won't go, you have to go by yourself."
Youdu was taken aback by Qi An like this, but he still smiled and coaxed: "Let's go together, why should I go if you don't go?"
"Wouldn't it be enough to have Bai Ge? I can go or not at will." There was irony in Qi An's words.
I don't know why Qi An was so angry all of a sudden, but Youdu still said aloud: "Then how can you be casual? You are my husband!" After saying that, Youdu stood up and put his arms around Qi An's. on the shoulders.
Qi An reached out and took Youdu's arm away, and said, "I understand everything, don't talk about it, go if you want, I won't go."
Hearing Qi An's words, Youdu frowned immediately and asked, "What do you know?"
Qi An stopped talking, but turned around, walked to his desk and sat down, ready to work.
Qi An's silence and indifferent movements stimulated Youdu, and Youdu amplified his voice and asked again: "Tell me, what do you know?"
Qi An still didn't speak, and he didn't even want to give Youdu a look.
Youdu was completely angry, he strode up to Qi An, and shouted: "What do you mean you don't speak? Is there anything you can't say well?"
You Du waited for a long time, but Qi An still didn't speak, and even stretched out his hands to type on the keyboard, and started working.
Qi An's move completely angered Youdu. Youdu remembered what he had done recently, and coaxed Qi An like a fool, but Qi An has always had this attitude, just now, and it was obviously because of him that he brought it up. Just kidding, but he said that about himself, so in his eyes, I am that kind of person?
Then Youdu also spoke indiscriminately, "Qian, is this interesting to you? Can't you just say it if you have an opinion on me? Tell me, can I change it?"
Qi An lowered his eyes and closed his mouth tightly, not halfway to speak.
Seeing this, Youdu became even angrier, "Do you really have a heart? Isn't everything I did for you?"
"What the hell do you mean? Anyway, can you give me an answer?"
Youdu talked alone for a long time, but Qi An just didn't speak. Youdu suddenly felt very tired, powerless and frustrated from the bottom of his heart.
Youdu stopped yelling, but said lightly: "You think it's really not good, let's forget it..."
Hearing Youdu's words, Qi An finally reacted, Qi An raised his face, his eyes were flushed.
Qi An said slowly: "What do you want me to say?"
This time it was replaced by Youdu who was silent, and Youdu met Qi An's red eyes, even in the middle of the quarrel, he still couldn't help feeling sorry for him.
Youdu didn't speak, Qi'an continued: "Why do you want me to go? See Bai Ge? See how kind you are to him, and how happy you are with him?"
Youdu's eyes widened when he heard this sentence. Qi An had misunderstood him. It turned out that this was what he had been paying attention to all along. Youdu wanted to explain, but was interrupted by Qi An.
"Why am I ignoring you recently? Aren't I just scared? I like you very much and don't want to break up with you. Don't you think you still say it now?"
"Why do I have no heart? Why should I be with you if I don't have a heart? Do you feel my concern again?"
Qi An chattered a lot, and it took Youdu a long time to find his own voice. Compared with what Qi An said, Youdu's momentum was a bit weak, and Youdu said a little aggrieved: "You misunderstood me. I don't like Bai Ge..."
"What did I misunderstand you? Did you say that you don't like Bai Ge? I remember who used to tell me that he liked Bai Ge, who kept talking about Bai Ge's preferences in my ear every day, what he likes, what does he not like?" Even I know what I like."
"Yes, I just don't have the heart. If I don't have the heart, I go to Mashou to hear how you like Bai Ge. When Bai Ge likes others, you feel uncomfortable. If you feel uncomfortable, tell me, then I like you. If you like others, I feel uncomfortable." Who do I tell?"
"I have had a crush on you for more than ten years and I dare not say it. I am afraid that if I say it, I will not be friends with you. I want to stay by your side, so I don't say it, and I even want to hear you say who you like. Yes, You're right, I just don't have a heart."
"Whatever, forget it, I've had enough!" Qi An really broke down, he had never yelled so loudly.
Youdu was completely dumbfounded by Qi An's yelling, he said too much content, which made Youdu a little bit overwhelmed, all the fragmentary words in his ears, "like", "secret love for more than ten years", "no heart" ...
Qi An stood up angrily, packed his things, his eyes were red with tears, but Qi An stubbornly refused to let it fall out, he couldn't help the one or two drops that fell out, Qi An also quickly reached out his hand to wipe it away. clean.
Qi An picked up his briefcase and was about to leave.
Seeing Qi An's actions, Youdu finally came back to his senses, and reached out to grab Qi An's arm.
Qi An raised his hand and shook Youdu's hand, and said in his mouth: "Didn't you say forget it, then forget it. Let go, and we will never communicate with each other in the future."
Hearing what Qi An said, Youdu immediately reached out and hugged Qi An, refusing to let go.
Then Youdu said: "I'm sorry I was wrong, I shouldn't say you have no heart, I have no heart, I am an idiot."
"I'm sorry, I was very bad in the past. I shouldn't have kept talking about Bai Ge in front of you. Now I solemnly say that I like Qi An, no, I love Qi An. Bai Ge has long been a thing of the past. Now It’s just old classmates and friends. You have to trust me! I’m not the kind of person who looks at the pot while eating from the bowl.”
"I don't want to see Bai Ge, it's just that you are unhappy recently, I want to take you out to relax, and we have a bad relationship recently, I hope everyone hanging out together can ease our relationship, this is what I just found on Baidu, If you don't believe me, I'll show you." As he spoke, Youdu pulled Qi An to his own computer desktop, and opened the search records for Qi An to look at.
Qi An looked at Youdu's history search entry "What should I do if my boyfriend and girlfriend are angry? How should I coax them?" It was originally a serious question, but Qi An suddenly couldn't help but laugh "puchi".
But hearing Qi An's smile, Youdu's heart suddenly relaxed. Youdu rubbed Qi An's red eyelids with his hands, and asked, "Do your eyes hurt?"
Qi An didn't cry much just now, but now with Youdu's actions and Youdu's gentle voice, Qi An's eyes quickly turned red.
Seeing that Qi An's eyes were even redder, Youdu knew that he was self-defeating, so he quickly put down his hands and said in a panic: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have touched you, don't cry."
Youdu's words made Qi An laugh again, Qi An stretched out his hand to grab Youdu's hand, rubbed it against his eyes, and wiped away the tears that he couldn't help shed just now, and then Qi An really Do not cry.
"I'm sorry, I, I just said my words indiscriminately." After calming down, Qi An also felt that something was wrong with him, and his freedom was not bad, on the contrary, he was quite good to himself, so Qi An apologized .
Youdu didn't mind, and then said: "I won't misunderstand you again, don't take the nonsense I said just now to your heart."
"From now on, let's have a good time, shall we?" Youdu stretched out his hand and hugged Qi'an tightly in his arms.
Qi An, who was hugged by Youdu, was greeted with a faint smell of tobacco, Qi An nodded vigorously, hugged Youdu back, and replied: "Okay."
This time, it really is a lifetime.
Extra
01. Crush on the little things
After all the showdown was over and the two of them had spoken, Youdu raised his eyebrows and looked at Qi An in his arms and asked, "What do you mean you have liked me for more than ten years?"
"what……"
"That's what it means..."
"It's not interesting..." Qi An's eyes were shining, he didn't look at Youdu's bright eyes, his cheeks were flushed, and he was also regretting what he said just now.
Youdu didn't intend to just fight with Qi An and pass by, Youdu pinched Qi An's face with his hands and asked, "Say, what's going on?"
"What's going on..." Qi An lowered his head to escape, and stretched out his hand to push Youdu's hand on his face, not wanting to answer Youdu's question.
Youdu persisted, and continued to ask: "Tell me quickly, what's going on? What does it mean that you have liked me for more than ten years? If you say so, there must be such a thing!"
Seeing Youdu's posture, Qi An knew that if he didn't say something good or bad today, Youdu would definitely not let it go.
So, Qi An pursed his lips and said, "Even if I have liked you since junior high school, hey, I can't really say I like you, I just noticed you, and then I fell in love with you for some reason..."
During Qi An's speech, Youdu's eyes were shining brightly.
"Don't look at me like that..."
"I, I won't talk about it. It's hard to talk about it, but now I have to say it." Qi An was annoyed by Youdu.
Youdu saw the warm and angry expression on Qi An's face, stretched out his hand to wrap Qi An in his arms, and coaxed him in a low voice: "I don't think you have any other intentions, don't be angry. Go on, I want to hear it. Okay?" ?”
The first half of Youdu's sentence was in the tone of an order, and a question was added at the end, but Qi An just followed suit, his ears were so soft, and then Qi An nodded and said, "Yes."
Hearing the end, Youdu probably knew what had happened.
It's probably like this: Qi An was hit by his own basketball when he was in the second year of junior high school, and then he remembered himself, kept secretly observing himself, and found out about the high school he wanted to go to.
When I was in high school, I repeated what I did in junior high school and silently liked to observe secretly.
The turning point was at the university. By accident, he became a roommate in the same room, but before he had time to confess his love, he fell in love with someone else.
The person I've had a crush on for so long fell in love with someone else, and even whispered other people's affairs in my ear all day long. All in all, Qi An's journey along the way is quite sad.
Hearing Qi An's narration, Youdu felt quite uncomfortable.
Youdu felt his eye sockets were hot, and youdu stretched out his hand and pressed Qi An into his arms.
Qi An immediately felt Youdu's different emotions, and wanted to look up at Youdu, but when he asked him what was wrong, he was pressed into his arms by Youdu's hand, unable to move.
Then Qi An could only ask in this posture: "What's wrong with you?" Qi An's voice was muffled and soft.
When Youdu heard Qi An's words of concern, his nose became sour, and the tears that had been swirling in his eyes fell out.
Youdu wiped his face with his other hand, and then replied: "It's nothing."
Qi An felt that Youdu's strength in holding him was a little stronger. Although Qi An didn't know what happened to Youdu, he could vaguely feel it in his heart.
So, Qi An stretched out his hand and hugged Youdu back, and said: "I said these things, you said you wanted to hear them, so I said them, I didn't say them to burden you. You, don't feel Guilty, you did the right thing in the first place, you don’t know that I like you, you treat me as a friend, and you treat me very well, really, in fact, I don’t think it’s a big deal.” Said self-servingly With so many narcissistic words, Qi An felt a little embarrassed, and his face began to burn.
Listen, what an empathetic word.
Hearing this, Youdu was really overwhelmed, tears fell down patter, and every drop fell on the back of Qi'an's neck.
Feeling the wetness on the neck and the slight panting sound from the top of the head, Yudu seemed to be crying.
Realizing this, Qi An immediately raised his head, and his eyes were reddened, with crystal teardrops overflowing from them, hitting the back of Qi An's hand.
Seeing Youdu crying like this, Qi An was stunned, his mouth opened and closed for a long time and finally he didn't say anything, Qi An didn't know what to say to comfort Youdu for a while.
Maybe it was because of crying in front of Qi An, Youdu felt a little embarrassed, sat on the corner of the desk, turned his back to Qi An, covered his face with the palm of his hand, but his back was still He was trembling, and tears kept flowing from his fingers, and he was still crying.
This is not the first time seeing Youdu crying, but this is the first time seeing Youdu crying because of his own affairs, Qi An feels a little delicate in his heart.
After being dazed for a while, Qi An regained his sanity. Qi An stretched out his hand and patted Youdu's back, and said in a low voice, "Don't cry, how old are you, and you still cry."
Youdu was still a little sad in his heart, but after being coaxed by Qi An, he almost laughed out loud, Youdu reached out and wiped his face, wiping all the tears from his face before turning his head to look at Qi An.
"Okay, stop taking pictures." After Youdu finished speaking, Qi An stopped taking pictures, and stood obediently on the side, staring at Youdu eagerly, very obedient.
Seeing Qi An's appearance like this, Youdu couldn't help feeling sad again, Youdu stretched out his hand and rubbed Qi An's hair desperately, "Are you stupid, are you?" Being so stupid makes people feel distressed.
"I'm not stupid." Qi An replied seriously, he didn't get angry when his hair was scrunched up, he just reached out to straighten the messed up hair again.
How could he be so nonchalant?
Youdu suddenly reached out and grabbed Qi An's wrist, and youdu's eyes met Qi'an's calm eyes, and asked: "Do you have anything to say to me? Or scold me, don't be so casual You, why are you so stupid..." The first half of the sentence was still aggressive, but the latter began to soften, and the words were full of helplessness.
Qi An also stared at Youdu's eyes, because he had just cried, his eyes were moist, without the usual sharpness and hostility, the whole person looked very docile like a giant canine animal, but now His eyes started to turn red again.
Qi An took the initiative to stretch out his hands to hug Youdu, and said in a low voice: "Don't do this, I feel very uncomfortable if you do this."
"Besides, it's all over, isn't it? You were right before, but you just didn't like me. Who can stipulate that if I like you, you must like me and you must respond to me."
"In the future, everything will be fine, won't it be fine?"
After Qi An's words fell, Youdu didn't answer any more, but he held Qi'an with more strength, Qi An felt that he was about to be out of breath from being hugged by Youdu, but Qi An didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything. Stretching out his hand to push Youdu away, the hand holding Youdu was even tighter.
After a long time, Youdu let go of Qi'an's hand, and then said to Qi'an nonchalantly: "I'm hungry, I'll cook for you, do you want to?"
You Du's painting style changed too quickly, Qi An didn't realize it for a while, but nodded in a daze, and replied: "Yes."
02. The little things about coming out
After that day, Youdu's clinginess became more and more severe, and he almost had to be within his sight 24 hours a day, and even he had to wait outside at the door to go to the bathroom.
Due to this, the employees in the company can more or less feel the indescribable relationship between the boss and Qi An, but no one dares to say it. After all, they are their immediate superiors. After half a minute, you can go home and eat yourself.
Recently, Qi An has also heard some gossip more or less. Although what he said was true, the impact was not very good, so Qi An proposed to Youdu to keep a little distance, and he was met with criticism as soon as he said this. By degrees of objection and questioning.
"Do you not love me anymore?" Youdu asked, frowning and staring at Qi'an.
"No, you misunderstood me, but recently the company has been talking about the two of us..." Qi An explained.
"Love to talk, mind my business." Youdu's face was full of unhappiness, because he had to keep a distance from himself because of such a big and small matter, and was angry.
"Why don't you care about your business? They're talking about you and me. Anyway, it's not good. We won't go to work together recently, and you shouldn't treat me special." Qi An said.
"You despise me?" Youdu asked.
Where did this conclusion come from?Qi An sighed slightly, and then said: "No, it's just that gossip is not good for you, and it's not good for the company. There is already dissatisfaction on the board of directors. Let's avoid suspicion recently, okay?"
Qi An persuaded in a good voice, afraid that Youdu would be unhappy or misunderstand something, Qi An finished speaking, and Youdu bowed his head and pondered for a while, and it took a long time before he replied: "Yes."
With Youdu's consent, Qi An felt relieved, and then picked up the briefcase on the side to go out. Before leaving, Qi An glanced at Youdu. The tall man about 1.9 meters was nestled on the sofa, with his head down and his eyes closed. , looking pitiful, Qi An couldn't bear it a little, then walked up to Youdu again and kissed him on the left cheek.
Only then did Youdu raise his face, with obvious grievances on his face, Youdu pointed to the other side of his face and said, "I want it here too."
Then Qi An also kissed Youdu on the other side of the cheek before going out.
When Youdu reached the top floor of the company, he saw Qi An sitting between Alan and Anna at a glance. Damn it, he actually moved out of his office, and Youdu instantly looked gloomy.
Maybe he noticed something, Qi An raised his head and saw the uneasy expression on Youdu's face, so he immediately pursed his lips and smiled at him, so that Youdu would not get mad in public.
Youdu suppressed the slight unhappiness in his heart, and then walked into his office.
It seemed calm but it was not. The turbulent waves happened in the group meeting in the afternoon. The meeting hall was full of people from various departments. Of course, as Youdu's personal assistant, Qi An was also present.
Everything is the same as the usual meeting. First, people from various departments start to give feedback and sum up. At the end, Yudu will talk about some recent important events in the company.
Then, when Youdu was playing the ppt, a group photo of Qi An and Youdu suddenly popped up, a photo appeared on the big screen and lasted for ten seconds, and then Youdu took the photo leisurely It was closed and said: "Sorry, wrong order."
Fortunately, that photo doesn't represent anything, at most it's just a better relationship, Qi An comforted himself in his heart.
However, what to be afraid of, the next second, Youdu clicked on the wrong file again, and the photo that appeared on the screen this time was a photo of Qi An and Youdu kissing.
When Qi An saw this photo, he felt his mind explode.
The meeting room also became silent.
Ten seconds later, Youdu said nonchalantly, "I'm sorry, I made a wrong order again."
Next, Youdu really started to talk seriously, but at this time, everyone didn't have the heart to listen anymore.
After the meeting, Qi An hid in the toilet and did not dare to come out. He took out his mobile phone and clicked on WeChat. Several WeChat groups in the company exploded. Everyone was discussing about himself and Youdu.
"Three things about the president and his personal assistant", "they really have passion", and a lot of other things like that, Qi An felt his scalp tingling.
At this time, a new message came in, and it was Yudu who said: I didn't do it on purpose, but if you know it, you will know it. Anyway, there is nothing to hide.
It's strange if it wasn't intentional... Qi An couldn't describe his mood at this moment.
03. Crush on stupid things
After the company came out in disguise in public, Qi An and Youdu no longer had to deliberately keep a distance, and the response they got was not as bad as imagined, but endless tolerance and understanding, and even the company was full of positive energy for a long time, Performance has also increased a lot.
Winter has passed and spring has come, and it is the season of warm spring and flowers blooming again. It has been a year since Qi's father passed away before he knew it.
This time, Youdu officially accompanied Qi An to visit Qi's father as a boyfriend.
Arriving in front of Qi's father's grave, Qi An's eyes showed deep sadness, and Youdu didn't say a word when he saw this, but just stood behind him and watched silently.
After the worship, Qi An took Youdu to a place, in front of a dilapidated old house that was a bit remote.
Youdu cast a puzzled look at Qi An, and then Qi An said: "This is the house where my father and I lived in before. I only found out later that my father bought it."
Then, Qi An pushed away from the room and walked in, followed closely by Youdu.
The interior of the room is not very good, there are not many things, just some wooden furniture, which can be seen at a glance, and the whole room is covered with a layer of dust because no one has lived in it for a long time.
There was nostalgia in Qi An's eyes, and Youdu wandered around the room.
Going all the way to a desk, there was an iron box on it, because of curiosity, Youdu opened it to take a look, there were some messy things inside, Youdu turned it over twice and didn’t want to look at it when he was about to put it back , but saw a familiar photo.
Youdu pulled out that photo, it wasn't really a photo, it was just subtracted from some color newspaper, but it was well preserved, without wrinkles, and it showed a smiling and happy boy.
And that boy, just like Yu Du's immature appearance.
At this time, Qi An finally noticed Youdu's movements, and Qi An quickly walked up to Youdu, snatched the photo from Youdu's hand and the small iron box on the table, and hugged it in his arms. tight.
Qi An blushed and said, "Don't watch it."
Youdu looked at Qi An with a smirk and said, "That photo is of me..."
"Unexpectedly, you not only have a crush on me, but also secretly collected so many things from me..."
"You, stop talking..."
04. In the end we will be together, happily, for a long, long time...
It has been more than a week since the last meeting. Although he brought Qi An to show off his affection together, and he was half out of the closet, he felt that the distance between himself and Qi An was getting farther and farther.
Qi An is the same as before, but it is different, Qi An will still do what Youdu asks for unreasonably, but he no longer sees the sweetness in his eyes, but there are more things that Youdu can't understand.
Since that day, Qi An started to feel wrong. Youdu originally thought that Qi An was in a bad mood, but after so long, he was still like this, and there was even a more serious tendency. Excused Qi An.
Qi An must be angry because of something, but Youdu couldn't figure out why he was angry because of something, so Yudu asked Qi An if he was angry because of something he didn't do well, but Qi An's answer is always one sentence, "No, it's fine."
This kind of nonchalant behavior, but very serious actions made Youdu very annoyed, so Yudu also got angry with Qi An and stopped talking to him.
Youdu stopped talking to Qi An, and Qi An didn't take the initiative to talk to Youdu. A cold war began, and the relationship between Qi An and Youdu suddenly became precarious.
Between Qi'an and Youdu, don't look at the fact that Yudu is suppressing Qi'an on the surface, but in fact Yudu has nothing to do with Qi'an. In any cold war, Yudu bowed his head first.
It was the same this time, after only two days of the cold war, Youdu couldn't take it anymore, and took the initiative to make up with Qi An with a low face.
Qi An has been eating instant noodles for two days in a row, this evening Youdu cooked a meal, and said to Qi An, "Come and eat."
Qi An, who was sitting on the sofa, didn't seem to have heard it, he was still holding a bowl of instant noodles in his hand, and was putting it into his mouth mouthful by mouthful.
Seeing Qi An like this, Youdu felt angry immediately, but Youdu still suppressed himself, and said again: "Instant noodles are not healthy, come and eat, okay?" Youdu coaxed Follow Qi An.
Qi An's hand holding the fork paused, his eyelids drooped, and his long, thick eyelashes concealed the emotion in his eyes.
After a while, Qi An put down the instant noodles in his hand, and a smile appeared on Yudu's face, thinking that Qi An was coming to eat, but unexpectedly, what Qi An said next was: "I'm full."
When Youdu heard Qi An's words, the anger in his heart was burning, and if he was not careful, it would spit out and burn Qi An.
Youdu clenched the hand holding the chopsticks forcefully, the veins on the back of the hand were bulging, and Youdu's eyes were flushed.
But Qi An didn't seem to feel any of these, Qi An threw the instant noodle box into the trash can, then walked around Youdu and prepared to go upstairs.
At this time, Youdu stretched out his hand and grabbed Qi An's wrist, pinching Qi An's wrist so hard that it turned red, but Qi An didn't make a sound.
Youdu was really defeated by Qi An like this, obviously very angry, but in the end Youdu didn't vent his temper on Qi An, Youdu took a deep breath and grabbed Qi An's wrist Youdu also let go of his hands, and stretched out his hands to hold Qi'an in his arms, resting his head on Qi'an's neck, and said weakly: "Stop making trouble, let's do well, shall we?"
Qi An really wanted to nod, but he didn't dare to do so, and then he just let You Du hold him in his arms, without saying a word in the end.
Qi'an's silence made Youdu feel a deep sense of frustration, but Youdu didn't want to give up, and he finally connected with each other, and he didn't want to make a fuss over trivial matters.
You Du hugged Qi An until he calmed down, then let go of Qi An, and said to Qi An's face, "Let's go up."
After the words were finished, Qi An stood there without moving, and it took a long time for Qi An to spit out a sentence: "Aren't you going to eat?"
Hearing Qi An's words, Youdu glanced at the dining table, the dishes on it were very rich, which Youdu cooked for Qi An.
Since he didn't even want to eat it, what's the point of these dishes?
Then Youdu said with a wry smile: "Don't eat it, throw it away." After saying that, Youdu reached out to pick up the plate and prepared to pour it into the trash can.
Looking at Youdu's movements and the expression on his face, Qi An couldn't help feeling distressed, Qi An stretched out his hand to stop Youdu's arm, and said, "You haven't eaten yet, you can pour it after you eat it." .”
When Youdu heard Qi An's words, his eyes lit up immediately, Qi An still cared about whether he was doing well, whether he had eaten or not.
So you said aggressively, "Then you eat with me."
Qi An looked up at Youdu, his face was like "I won't eat if you don't accompany me", Qi An couldn't bear to let Youdu go hungry, so he nodded.
Seeing this, You Du laughed, and immediately stretched out his hand to push Qi An on the chair, then walked to the opposite side of Qi An and sat down.
You Du urged Qi An to eat quickly, Qi An picked up the chopsticks and began to eat, the familiar taste stimulated the taste buds, Qi An's nose was sour, and he wanted to cry.
Qi An and Youdu have been together for a long time, and Youdu personally cooks every day, and Qi An's appetite has also been spoiled by Youdu. For the past two days, Qi An feels a little hard to eat the instant noodles that he used to eat. Pharynx, now that he tasted oil and water, Qi An couldn't help but take a few more mouthfuls.
Youdu, who was sitting opposite, had a panoramic view of Qi An's movements. Seeing that he liked to eat, Youdu was relieved, and a little smile appeared on his face.
After eating, Youdu and Qi An went upstairs together, maybe what Youdu said tonight had an effect, Qi An's attitude softened, and at night, the two of them went to the bathroom to take a bath together.
This lukewarm way of getting along with each other lasted for more than a week. During this period, Youdu tried to follow Qi An as much as possible. In fact, Qi An didn't do anything out of the ordinary. I would say "thank you" to him. To be honest, Youdu was very angry, but he tried his best to suppress his temper.
Another day, Youdu and Qi'an sat in the office, Qi'an sat in his seat and handled the work, and Youdu also sat in his own place, staring at the computer, as if he was working hard.
In fact, Youdu was on a errand, and the Baidu page was displayed on the screen, and the search term was "What should I do if my boyfriend and girlfriend are angry? How should I coax them?"
After this search, a lot of them appeared, let's look down one by one.
"Is there anything that can't be solved with one shot, if there is, then two shots." Bad idea, Youdu shook his head and dropped the pass directly.
"Coax him when he is angry, coax him all the time, coax him to death, don't reason with her when he is angry, and follow her in everything. If you have any problems, you can wait for her to calm down. When people are angry, they don't Anyone who is sane. [Smiling]" Seeing this, Youdu also shook his head, it was useless to coax him, Qi An would not eat, cry or make trouble, and he would not even appear angry on the surface .
Youdu swiped the page, and then looked down.
Although many people have participated in this topic, the answers are all the same. It is nothing more than coaxing, and then sharing how I coaxed. The more you look at it, the more disgusting you feel. It feels like these are bad ideas. , Youdu felt that he couldn't do it, and the effect would be counterproductive, which made Qi An even more angry.
Just when Youdu was about to give up, he saw an article that said: "You can take him out to play and relax, but at this time, don't go out alone, because this won't change the status quo, why don't you call him a few more times?" Going out with a friend, it is easy to resolve conflicts with the help of friends, maybe the relationship will be deeper."
Finally seeing a useful piece of news, Yudu couldn't help snapping his fingers.
Hearing the sound, Qi An raised his head and glanced at Youdu beside him, only to see him looking at the computer with a smile on his face, not paying attention to his gaze.
what is he looking atIn fact, Qi An vaguely had an answer in his heart, and Qi An lowered his head sadly.
Then Youdu opened WeChat and sent a message to Bai Ge, meaning to go out to play or something, Bai Ge readily agreed without asking anything.
Everything is ready, Youdu is in a very good mood now, because this damn state is finally coming to an end.
Youdu raised his head and glanced at Qi An in a refreshed manner. Qi An was working seriously. Seeing Qi An's serious appearance, Youdu did not disturb him. As for the matter of playing, let's talk about it at noon Bar.
Time flies, and it will be noon in a while, and Qi'an and Youdu are sitting on the sofa and eating.
Thinking of what he was going to say in a while, an unstoppable smile appeared on Youdu's face.
Seeing that Qi An on the side had almost finished eating, Youdu said, "Xiao An."
"Huh?" Qi An agreed.
"Let's hang out together this weekend," Youdu said with a smile, Qi An was about to agree when he heard Youdu say again, "And Bai Ge and his partner, let's go together."
When Qi An heard Youdu's words, his heart suddenly turned cold. No wonder he was so happy all morning.
Seeing that Qi An was in a daze and did not speak, Youdu asked again: "How is it? Are you going?"
Qi An felt that the corners of You Du's raised mouth were particularly glaring, so Qi An pursed his lips and replied, "No."
Hearing Qi An's refusal, there was a touch of surprise on Youdu's face, but Youdu still persuaded him: "Go, let's go play together, it's not interesting to be bored at home all day."
Qi An still didn't change his mind, "I won't go."
What can he do if he doesn't go, he relies on going out to play together to ease the relationship, so Yudu tried his best to persuade him: "Go, go, go, let's go together, there are a lot of fun, and Bai Ge and the others are also together Go, there are so many people!"
Qi An originally cared about the matter of Youdu and Bai Ge in his heart, but now Youdu brought it up again, and he was still chattering, Qi An suddenly became angry.
Qi An stood up suddenly, and said to Youdu with a stiff face: "I won't go, you have to go by yourself."
Youdu was taken aback by Qi An like this, but he still smiled and coaxed: "Let's go together, why should I go if you don't go?"
"Wouldn't it be enough to have Bai Ge? I can go or not at will." There was irony in Qi An's words.
I don't know why Qi An was so angry all of a sudden, but Youdu still said aloud: "Then how can you be casual? You are my husband!" After saying that, Youdu stood up and put his arms around Qi An's. on the shoulders.
Qi An reached out and took Youdu's arm away, and said, "I understand everything, don't talk about it, go if you want, I won't go."
Hearing Qi An's words, Youdu frowned immediately and asked, "What do you know?"
Qi An stopped talking, but turned around, walked to his desk and sat down, ready to work.
Qi An's silence and indifferent movements stimulated Youdu, and Youdu amplified his voice and asked again: "Tell me, what do you know?"
Qi An still didn't speak, and he didn't even want to give Youdu a look.
Youdu was completely angry, he strode up to Qi An, and shouted: "What do you mean you don't speak? Is there anything you can't say well?"
You Du waited for a long time, but Qi An still didn't speak, and even stretched out his hands to type on the keyboard, and started working.
Qi An's move completely angered Youdu. Youdu remembered what he had done recently, and coaxed Qi An like a fool, but Qi An has always had this attitude, just now, and it was obviously because of him that he brought it up. Just kidding, but he said that about himself, so in his eyes, I am that kind of person?
Then Youdu also spoke indiscriminately, "Qian, is this interesting to you? Can't you just say it if you have an opinion on me? Tell me, can I change it?"
Qi An lowered his eyes and closed his mouth tightly, not halfway to speak.
Seeing this, Youdu became even angrier, "Do you really have a heart? Isn't everything I did for you?"
"What the hell do you mean? Anyway, can you give me an answer?"
Youdu talked alone for a long time, but Qi An just didn't speak. Youdu suddenly felt very tired, powerless and frustrated from the bottom of his heart.
Youdu stopped yelling, but said lightly: "You think it's really not good, let's forget it..."
Hearing Youdu's words, Qi An finally reacted, Qi An raised his face, his eyes were flushed.
Qi An said slowly: "What do you want me to say?"
This time it was replaced by Youdu who was silent, and Youdu met Qi An's red eyes, even in the middle of the quarrel, he still couldn't help feeling sorry for him.
Youdu didn't speak, Qi'an continued: "Why do you want me to go? See Bai Ge? See how kind you are to him, and how happy you are with him?"
Youdu's eyes widened when he heard this sentence. Qi An had misunderstood him. It turned out that this was what he had been paying attention to all along. Youdu wanted to explain, but was interrupted by Qi An.
"Why am I ignoring you recently? Aren't I just scared? I like you very much and don't want to break up with you. Don't you think you still say it now?"
"Why do I have no heart? Why should I be with you if I don't have a heart? Do you feel my concern again?"
Qi An chattered a lot, and it took Youdu a long time to find his own voice. Compared with what Qi An said, Youdu's momentum was a bit weak, and Youdu said a little aggrieved: "You misunderstood me. I don't like Bai Ge..."
"What did I misunderstand you? Did you say that you don't like Bai Ge? I remember who used to tell me that he liked Bai Ge, who kept talking about Bai Ge's preferences in my ear every day, what he likes, what does he not like?" Even I know what I like."
"Yes, I just don't have the heart. If I don't have the heart, I go to Mashou to hear how you like Bai Ge. When Bai Ge likes others, you feel uncomfortable. If you feel uncomfortable, tell me, then I like you. If you like others, I feel uncomfortable." Who do I tell?"
"I have had a crush on you for more than ten years and I dare not say it. I am afraid that if I say it, I will not be friends with you. I want to stay by your side, so I don't say it, and I even want to hear you say who you like. Yes, You're right, I just don't have a heart."
"Whatever, forget it, I've had enough!" Qi An really broke down, he had never yelled so loudly.
Youdu was completely dumbfounded by Qi An's yelling, he said too much content, which made Youdu a little bit overwhelmed, all the fragmentary words in his ears, "like", "secret love for more than ten years", "no heart" ...
Qi An stood up angrily, packed his things, his eyes were red with tears, but Qi An stubbornly refused to let it fall out, he couldn't help the one or two drops that fell out, Qi An also quickly reached out his hand to wipe it away. clean.
Qi An picked up his briefcase and was about to leave.
Seeing Qi An's actions, Youdu finally came back to his senses, and reached out to grab Qi An's arm.
Qi An raised his hand and shook Youdu's hand, and said in his mouth: "Didn't you say forget it, then forget it. Let go, and we will never communicate with each other in the future."
Hearing what Qi An said, Youdu immediately reached out and hugged Qi An, refusing to let go.
Then Youdu said: "I'm sorry I was wrong, I shouldn't say you have no heart, I have no heart, I am an idiot."
"I'm sorry, I was very bad in the past. I shouldn't have kept talking about Bai Ge in front of you. Now I solemnly say that I like Qi An, no, I love Qi An. Bai Ge has long been a thing of the past. Now It’s just old classmates and friends. You have to trust me! I’m not the kind of person who looks at the pot while eating from the bowl.”
"I don't want to see Bai Ge, it's just that you are unhappy recently, I want to take you out to relax, and we have a bad relationship recently, I hope everyone hanging out together can ease our relationship, this is what I just found on Baidu, If you don't believe me, I'll show you." As he spoke, Youdu pulled Qi An to his own computer desktop, and opened the search records for Qi An to look at.
Qi An looked at Youdu's history search entry "What should I do if my boyfriend and girlfriend are angry? How should I coax them?" It was originally a serious question, but Qi An suddenly couldn't help but laugh "puchi".
But hearing Qi An's smile, Youdu's heart suddenly relaxed. Youdu rubbed Qi An's red eyelids with his hands, and asked, "Do your eyes hurt?"
Qi An didn't cry much just now, but now with Youdu's actions and Youdu's gentle voice, Qi An's eyes quickly turned red.
Seeing that Qi An's eyes were even redder, Youdu knew that he was self-defeating, so he quickly put down his hands and said in a panic: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have touched you, don't cry."
Youdu's words made Qi An laugh again, Qi An stretched out his hand to grab Youdu's hand, rubbed it against his eyes, and wiped away the tears that he couldn't help shed just now, and then Qi An really Do not cry.
"I'm sorry, I, I just said my words indiscriminately." After calming down, Qi An also felt that something was wrong with him, and his freedom was not bad, on the contrary, he was quite good to himself, so Qi An apologized .
Youdu didn't mind, and then said: "I won't misunderstand you again, don't take the nonsense I said just now to your heart."
"From now on, let's have a good time, shall we?" Youdu stretched out his hand and hugged Qi'an tightly in his arms.
Qi An, who was hugged by Youdu, was greeted with a faint smell of tobacco, Qi An nodded vigorously, hugged Youdu back, and replied: "Okay."
This time, it really is a lifetime.
Extra
01. Crush on the little things
After all the showdown was over and the two of them had spoken, Youdu raised his eyebrows and looked at Qi An in his arms and asked, "What do you mean you have liked me for more than ten years?"
"what……"
"That's what it means..."
"It's not interesting..." Qi An's eyes were shining, he didn't look at Youdu's bright eyes, his cheeks were flushed, and he was also regretting what he said just now.
Youdu didn't intend to just fight with Qi An and pass by, Youdu pinched Qi An's face with his hands and asked, "Say, what's going on?"
"What's going on..." Qi An lowered his head to escape, and stretched out his hand to push Youdu's hand on his face, not wanting to answer Youdu's question.
Youdu persisted, and continued to ask: "Tell me quickly, what's going on? What does it mean that you have liked me for more than ten years? If you say so, there must be such a thing!"
Seeing Youdu's posture, Qi An knew that if he didn't say something good or bad today, Youdu would definitely not let it go.
So, Qi An pursed his lips and said, "Even if I have liked you since junior high school, hey, I can't really say I like you, I just noticed you, and then I fell in love with you for some reason..."
During Qi An's speech, Youdu's eyes were shining brightly.
"Don't look at me like that..."
"I, I won't talk about it. It's hard to talk about it, but now I have to say it." Qi An was annoyed by Youdu.
Youdu saw the warm and angry expression on Qi An's face, stretched out his hand to wrap Qi An in his arms, and coaxed him in a low voice: "I don't think you have any other intentions, don't be angry. Go on, I want to hear it. Okay?" ?”
The first half of Youdu's sentence was in the tone of an order, and a question was added at the end, but Qi An just followed suit, his ears were so soft, and then Qi An nodded and said, "Yes."
Hearing the end, Youdu probably knew what had happened.
It's probably like this: Qi An was hit by his own basketball when he was in the second year of junior high school, and then he remembered himself, kept secretly observing himself, and found out about the high school he wanted to go to.
When I was in high school, I repeated what I did in junior high school and silently liked to observe secretly.
The turning point was at the university. By accident, he became a roommate in the same room, but before he had time to confess his love, he fell in love with someone else.
The person I've had a crush on for so long fell in love with someone else, and even whispered other people's affairs in my ear all day long. All in all, Qi An's journey along the way is quite sad.
Hearing Qi An's narration, Youdu felt quite uncomfortable.
Youdu felt his eye sockets were hot, and youdu stretched out his hand and pressed Qi An into his arms.
Qi An immediately felt Youdu's different emotions, and wanted to look up at Youdu, but when he asked him what was wrong, he was pressed into his arms by Youdu's hand, unable to move.
Then Qi An could only ask in this posture: "What's wrong with you?" Qi An's voice was muffled and soft.
When Youdu heard Qi An's words of concern, his nose became sour, and the tears that had been swirling in his eyes fell out.
Youdu wiped his face with his other hand, and then replied: "It's nothing."
Qi An felt that Youdu's strength in holding him was a little stronger. Although Qi An didn't know what happened to Youdu, he could vaguely feel it in his heart.
So, Qi An stretched out his hand and hugged Youdu back, and said: "I said these things, you said you wanted to hear them, so I said them, I didn't say them to burden you. You, don't feel Guilty, you did the right thing in the first place, you don’t know that I like you, you treat me as a friend, and you treat me very well, really, in fact, I don’t think it’s a big deal.” Said self-servingly With so many narcissistic words, Qi An felt a little embarrassed, and his face began to burn.
Listen, what an empathetic word.
Hearing this, Youdu was really overwhelmed, tears fell down patter, and every drop fell on the back of Qi'an's neck.
Feeling the wetness on the neck and the slight panting sound from the top of the head, Yudu seemed to be crying.
Realizing this, Qi An immediately raised his head, and his eyes were reddened, with crystal teardrops overflowing from them, hitting the back of Qi An's hand.
Seeing Youdu crying like this, Qi An was stunned, his mouth opened and closed for a long time and finally he didn't say anything, Qi An didn't know what to say to comfort Youdu for a while.
Maybe it was because of crying in front of Qi An, Youdu felt a little embarrassed, sat on the corner of the desk, turned his back to Qi An, covered his face with the palm of his hand, but his back was still He was trembling, and tears kept flowing from his fingers, and he was still crying.
This is not the first time seeing Youdu crying, but this is the first time seeing Youdu crying because of his own affairs, Qi An feels a little delicate in his heart.
After being dazed for a while, Qi An regained his sanity. Qi An stretched out his hand and patted Youdu's back, and said in a low voice, "Don't cry, how old are you, and you still cry."
Youdu was still a little sad in his heart, but after being coaxed by Qi An, he almost laughed out loud, Youdu reached out and wiped his face, wiping all the tears from his face before turning his head to look at Qi An.
"Okay, stop taking pictures." After Youdu finished speaking, Qi An stopped taking pictures, and stood obediently on the side, staring at Youdu eagerly, very obedient.
Seeing Qi An's appearance like this, Youdu couldn't help feeling sad again, Youdu stretched out his hand and rubbed Qi An's hair desperately, "Are you stupid, are you?" Being so stupid makes people feel distressed.
"I'm not stupid." Qi An replied seriously, he didn't get angry when his hair was scrunched up, he just reached out to straighten the messed up hair again.
How could he be so nonchalant?
Youdu suddenly reached out and grabbed Qi An's wrist, and youdu's eyes met Qi'an's calm eyes, and asked: "Do you have anything to say to me? Or scold me, don't be so casual You, why are you so stupid..." The first half of the sentence was still aggressive, but the latter began to soften, and the words were full of helplessness.
Qi An also stared at Youdu's eyes, because he had just cried, his eyes were moist, without the usual sharpness and hostility, the whole person looked very docile like a giant canine animal, but now His eyes started to turn red again.
Qi An took the initiative to stretch out his hands to hug Youdu, and said in a low voice: "Don't do this, I feel very uncomfortable if you do this."
"Besides, it's all over, isn't it? You were right before, but you just didn't like me. Who can stipulate that if I like you, you must like me and you must respond to me."
"In the future, everything will be fine, won't it be fine?"
After Qi An's words fell, Youdu didn't answer any more, but he held Qi'an with more strength, Qi An felt that he was about to be out of breath from being hugged by Youdu, but Qi An didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything. Stretching out his hand to push Youdu away, the hand holding Youdu was even tighter.
After a long time, Youdu let go of Qi'an's hand, and then said to Qi'an nonchalantly: "I'm hungry, I'll cook for you, do you want to?"
You Du's painting style changed too quickly, Qi An didn't realize it for a while, but nodded in a daze, and replied: "Yes."
02. The little things about coming out
After that day, Youdu's clinginess became more and more severe, and he almost had to be within his sight 24 hours a day, and even he had to wait outside at the door to go to the bathroom.
Due to this, the employees in the company can more or less feel the indescribable relationship between the boss and Qi An, but no one dares to say it. After all, they are their immediate superiors. After half a minute, you can go home and eat yourself.
Recently, Qi An has also heard some gossip more or less. Although what he said was true, the impact was not very good, so Qi An proposed to Youdu to keep a little distance, and he was met with criticism as soon as he said this. By degrees of objection and questioning.
"Do you not love me anymore?" Youdu asked, frowning and staring at Qi'an.
"No, you misunderstood me, but recently the company has been talking about the two of us..." Qi An explained.
"Love to talk, mind my business." Youdu's face was full of unhappiness, because he had to keep a distance from himself because of such a big and small matter, and was angry.
"Why don't you care about your business? They're talking about you and me. Anyway, it's not good. We won't go to work together recently, and you shouldn't treat me special." Qi An said.
"You despise me?" Youdu asked.
Where did this conclusion come from?Qi An sighed slightly, and then said: "No, it's just that gossip is not good for you, and it's not good for the company. There is already dissatisfaction on the board of directors. Let's avoid suspicion recently, okay?"
Qi An persuaded in a good voice, afraid that Youdu would be unhappy or misunderstand something, Qi An finished speaking, and Youdu bowed his head and pondered for a while, and it took a long time before he replied: "Yes."
With Youdu's consent, Qi An felt relieved, and then picked up the briefcase on the side to go out. Before leaving, Qi An glanced at Youdu. The tall man about 1.9 meters was nestled on the sofa, with his head down and his eyes closed. , looking pitiful, Qi An couldn't bear it a little, then walked up to Youdu again and kissed him on the left cheek.
Only then did Youdu raise his face, with obvious grievances on his face, Youdu pointed to the other side of his face and said, "I want it here too."
Then Qi An also kissed Youdu on the other side of the cheek before going out.
When Youdu reached the top floor of the company, he saw Qi An sitting between Alan and Anna at a glance. Damn it, he actually moved out of his office, and Youdu instantly looked gloomy.
Maybe he noticed something, Qi An raised his head and saw the uneasy expression on Youdu's face, so he immediately pursed his lips and smiled at him, so that Youdu would not get mad in public.
Youdu suppressed the slight unhappiness in his heart, and then walked into his office.
It seemed calm but it was not. The turbulent waves happened in the group meeting in the afternoon. The meeting hall was full of people from various departments. Of course, as Youdu's personal assistant, Qi An was also present.
Everything is the same as the usual meeting. First, people from various departments start to give feedback and sum up. At the end, Yudu will talk about some recent important events in the company.
Then, when Youdu was playing the ppt, a group photo of Qi An and Youdu suddenly popped up, a photo appeared on the big screen and lasted for ten seconds, and then Youdu took the photo leisurely It was closed and said: "Sorry, wrong order."
Fortunately, that photo doesn't represent anything, at most it's just a better relationship, Qi An comforted himself in his heart.
However, what to be afraid of, the next second, Youdu clicked on the wrong file again, and the photo that appeared on the screen this time was a photo of Qi An and Youdu kissing.
When Qi An saw this photo, he felt his mind explode.
The meeting room also became silent.
Ten seconds later, Youdu said nonchalantly, "I'm sorry, I made a wrong order again."
Next, Youdu really started to talk seriously, but at this time, everyone didn't have the heart to listen anymore.
After the meeting, Qi An hid in the toilet and did not dare to come out. He took out his mobile phone and clicked on WeChat. Several WeChat groups in the company exploded. Everyone was discussing about himself and Youdu.
"Three things about the president and his personal assistant", "they really have passion", and a lot of other things like that, Qi An felt his scalp tingling.
At this time, a new message came in, and it was Yudu who said: I didn't do it on purpose, but if you know it, you will know it. Anyway, there is nothing to hide.
It's strange if it wasn't intentional... Qi An couldn't describe his mood at this moment.
03. Crush on stupid things
After the company came out in disguise in public, Qi An and Youdu no longer had to deliberately keep a distance, and the response they got was not as bad as imagined, but endless tolerance and understanding, and even the company was full of positive energy for a long time, Performance has also increased a lot.
Winter has passed and spring has come, and it is the season of warm spring and flowers blooming again. It has been a year since Qi's father passed away before he knew it.
This time, Youdu officially accompanied Qi An to visit Qi's father as a boyfriend.
Arriving in front of Qi's father's grave, Qi An's eyes showed deep sadness, and Youdu didn't say a word when he saw this, but just stood behind him and watched silently.
After the worship, Qi An took Youdu to a place, in front of a dilapidated old house that was a bit remote.
Youdu cast a puzzled look at Qi An, and then Qi An said: "This is the house where my father and I lived in before. I only found out later that my father bought it."
Then, Qi An pushed away from the room and walked in, followed closely by Youdu.
The interior of the room is not very good, there are not many things, just some wooden furniture, which can be seen at a glance, and the whole room is covered with a layer of dust because no one has lived in it for a long time.
There was nostalgia in Qi An's eyes, and Youdu wandered around the room.
Going all the way to a desk, there was an iron box on it, because of curiosity, Youdu opened it to take a look, there were some messy things inside, Youdu turned it over twice and didn’t want to look at it when he was about to put it back , but saw a familiar photo.
Youdu pulled out that photo, it wasn't really a photo, it was just subtracted from some color newspaper, but it was well preserved, without wrinkles, and it showed a smiling and happy boy.
And that boy, just like Yu Du's immature appearance.
At this time, Qi An finally noticed Youdu's movements, and Qi An quickly walked up to Youdu, snatched the photo from Youdu's hand and the small iron box on the table, and hugged it in his arms. tight.
Qi An blushed and said, "Don't watch it."
Youdu looked at Qi An with a smirk and said, "That photo is of me..."
"Unexpectedly, you not only have a crush on me, but also secretly collected so many things from me..."
"You, stop talking..."
04. In the end we will be together, happily, for a long, long time...
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