Flying doesn't work

Lin Hua thought that Shao Lian would come to visit his parents as soon as he returned to China, but he was driven back by sneering words. The second time he came, he shaved his beard and cut his hair in the middle of the night, and ate a meal the next morning. A cucumber breakfast, so I thought it was better to take people back and treat them seriously.

This has to be said to be the credit of the psychiatrist. If it was in the past, Lin Hua would not have had the idea of ​​"treat the guests well when they come". He would only focus on avoiding anyone's visits and continue to indulge in the I can't extricate myself from the great cause of cultivating immortals.But now Lin Hua has obviously moved closer to the direction of having normal social common sense.

Shao Lian naturally agreed to go up and sit down. He was actually very happy to see the obvious changes in Lin Hua. After all, Lin Hua was the only childhood friend he could still contact in China.

When he arrived at Lin Hua's house, Shao Lian realized that the interior decoration had actually changed a little. The yellow-backed and red-letter talisman paper that had been pasted all over the walls before seemed to be much less.

Noticing Shao Lian's gaze, Lin Hua explained with some embarrassment, "The doctor suggested that I change the decoration of my home little by little."

Shao Lian nodded and said with a smile, "If anyone needs my help, just tell me. I have been busy with the new home a while ago, so I have some experience."

Lin Hua was surprised, "You have already bought a house here?" Could it be that you have already planned to settle down?

Shao Lian waved his hand, "That car has already used up all my savings, and the company rented the house to me, I just changed it a little bit." He looked around Lin Hua's home, "What is the doctor's suggestion? Do you just have to slowly throw that stuff away?"

Lin Hua didn't seem to want to talk more about seeing a psychiatrist, so she just gave a faltering answer.

Shao Lian didn't sit for long this time, and left after 5 minutes, because he saw that Lin Hua was still not used to a stranger coming to his house, especially when he entertained guests normally, which he hadn't seen for a long time, within 5 minutes The conversation between the two ended in silence five or six times, each time because Lin Hua couldn't continue talking.

If Shao Lian had any friends in China other than Lin Hua, it would be Cody. In fact, he and Cody have a closer relationship. After all, they have been together in the same company for two years. .I don't know what happened on this weekend, these two friends contacted Shao Lian.

Cody called and asked Shao Lian to have a drink.

Shao Lian does not reject going to bars, and he rarely refuses when friends ask him out, but he is not very good at going there, so he has not explored the nightclubs near his company and residence so far.

However, Cody, who wants to be keen on this way, is obviously familiar with it. Today they met at a bar called CO.

As soon as he walked in, Shao Lian found out that it was a gay bar, which was unexpected and reasonable.

Another reason Shao Lian was able to make friends with Cody was that the two had the same sexual orientation, which was only discovered by the two of them when they met in a gay bar.

"Shao, here!" Cody waved to Shao Lian from a seat. Since Shao Lian didn't have an English name, and many foreigners couldn't pronounce Lian accurately, Shao Lian simply let them call his surname.

After sitting down, Shao Lian looked around, nodded and said, "The environment here is good."

Cody shrugged, "I found out not long after I came here," and then his smile became a little ambiguous, "There are really a lot of handsome guys here."

Shao Lian was helpless. Cody's personality was relatively unscrupulous. This was the reason why they had known each other for two years because they had similar temperaments and good looks, but they still didn't have any sparks. Shao Lian wanted a stable relationship.

"How is working in the new team?" Shao Lian first asked about Cody's situation. The two departments are different, and they arrived at the time when they first arrived, so they didn't have much free time to care about each other.

When Cody heard this, his mood was obviously depressed. "I don't know if it's because of cultural differences, but I feel that the atmosphere is not..." Cody thought about his words, "It's not very good."

Shao Lian asked with concern: "Someone doesn't cooperate with you?"

Cody denied, "They are very cooperative, but I always feel that we don't want to be a team. The people in the group make me feel that they are always keeping a distance from me." He pouted, "We are members of a group , and I’m just the group leader, I don’t think it’s necessary to make such a distinction between them.”

After listening to what Cody said, Shao Lian actually felt the same way. Ji Ranran, who is as lively as his group, was a little unfamiliar with him when communicating with him.Shao Lian is not a difficult person to get along with, on the contrary, he is a more cheerful person, and he has many friends in the United States, but the current situation of being isolated from the circle of friends in the company also makes him a little uncomfortable.

"I understand how you feel, and I share the same feeling." Shao Lian said to Cody, "Maybe this is normal."

Cody lazily leaned on the sofa, dissatisfied, "Who decided to send me in the first place? I really don't understand what the boss is thinking."

Shao Lian raised his eyebrows, "Didn't you cause the boss' dissatisfaction and you were exiled?"

"Get out!" Cody pretended to kick him, "I have nothing to do with the boss, does he resent me for being too handsome?"

Shao Lian rolled his eyes, trying to vomit.

After a few gags, Cody asked Shao Lian a question, "I was sent to China for no reason, but why did you sign up? You never said before that you would like to return to your hometown to work."

Shao Lian was silent for a while, and Cody thought he had violated the other party's privacy, so he said, "Sorry, you don't want to say..."

Shao Lian said at the same time as he was speaking, "It's actually because..."

The two were stunned because they spoke at the same time. They looked at each other for a few seconds before Shao Lian continued, "Actually, it's because I came out with my family."

This sentence resulted in a longer silence. It took more than ten seconds for Cody to react, and whistled excitedly, "You came out?! I chose this bar so well tonight !" After venting his excitement, he calmed down a bit, and gossiped spontaneously, "Why do you think of coming out suddenly?"

Shao Lian saw him so excited, and the heavy feeling in his heart because of this topic subsided a little, "I have to say, I don't want to deceive my parents." After a pause, he explained the reason, "At that time they thought I should find a Girlfriend, they want me to get married early, so I said, tell them unless they get a surrogate or IVF, otherwise they will not have biological grandchildren."

Cody continued to ask, "Then how did they react? I heard that Asians are not very accepting of homosexuality." At this time, his expression became more serious. After all, he knows that coming out is not a good thing.

Shao Lian was a little disappointed, "My father is okay, although he was also very disappointed, but he didn't show any anger. He has always had a good temper, but my mother was a little hard to accept, and didn't talk to me until I went abroad."

He glanced at the crowd on the dance floor not far away, and smiled helplessly, "I think we all need time to calm down, and there is no loss for me to come to China, so I signed up."

"Lin Hua," Li Quan said with a smile to Lin Hua, who was still somewhat reserved, but obviously much more at ease than at the beginning, "I think you are in very good condition and have a very positive attitude, especially if you can invite The fact that a friend is a guest at home," she looked straight into Lin Hua's eyes, "even exceeded my expectations."

Lin Hua felt a little embarrassed, but just smiled and didn't answer.

Li Quan got used to his appearance, so he didn't say much, but changed to another topic, "However, I noticed that you seem to be concerned about the decoration of your home since you removed some talisman papers last week. No progress?"

Lin Hua's heart tightened slightly, and she argued, "You can take your time."

Li Quan knew it in his heart, so he didn't comment, but just looked at Lin Hua.

Lin Hua finally felt uneasy under her eyes, hesitated for a long time, and finally said the truth: "I don't know..." There was a tremor in his tone, "I don't know, what should I do after I throw it away?" What?" Lin Hua's expression became very confused, "What can I do in the future?"

Li Quan finally got what was in her heart, and her voice became softer, "Lin Hua, I told you from the beginning that you don't have any mental illness, you just need psychological counseling."

Lin Hua was still like that, and was not comforted by these words.

"I suggest that you try to communicate with your friends again."

Li Quan's words pulled Lin Hua out of that pessimistic state, "Go find Shao Lian?"

Li Quan nodded, "I think you really need people around you to give you some motivation and advice."

Lin Hua returned home, still thinking about what the doctor said earlier.

Do you want to ask Shao Lian for help?he asked himself.He knows that there are only two people he can communicate with now, Shao Lian and the psychiatrist, the psychiatrist is only responsible for enlightening him, and Shao Lian...

Lin Hua clenched her fists. Even if she wanted to seek Shao Lian's help, would Shao Lian really help her?

That night, Lin Hua had a very confusing dream. For a while, it was the scene of him looking for help and being rejected two years ago. For a while, it was the conversation he had with his parents before the car accident. Excitement at scholarship time...

But the last scene of the dream made his consciousness finally fall into peace.

Seven-year-old Lin Hua has just entered the first grade of elementary school and has just come into contact with the knowledge of the system. She always feels that she is very good, and she has to pester Shao Lian, who is in the third grade, to ask questions.In fact, Lin Hua didn't understand those questions, he just wanted to show off that he had acquired new knowledge, so he had to take the Shao Lian test, if the other party couldn't answer one of them, it would especially satisfy Lin Hua's self-esteem.

"Brother Shao Lian, I will test you with a question."

Nine-year-old Shao Lian had a disdainful expression on his face, "I can answer your questions with my eyes closed."

Lin Hua pouted, obviously dissatisfied, "Let me ask you, what are the vowels?"

"The rhyme..."

At the end of the dream, Shao Lian's immature voice was reciting the vowels, and Lin Hua fell asleep peacefully in that voice.

The author has something to say: Dr. Returnee with golden light is actually crooked~