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"Puff-puff--"

It was the sound of the heart beating.

The pain in her chest caused Matou Sakura's face to suddenly lose its color. In the dazed world, she vaguely saw her senior and sister running towards her.

But what she was thinking at the moment was not them, but——

I was cheated again...

Why can't she get something good?

Why does the world always hurt her?

It's clear...

You clearly promised that you would protect me...why...why! ?

A huge electric current came from the direction of those hands, and the fear of being caught in the heart made Matou Sakura unable to resist, she could only feel the pain, and the highlights in her eyes disappeared little by little.

Ah... like when I was a kid...

Suddenly, she heard a familiar voice.

"How did you find out!?"

It was Grandpa's voice.

The fear of childhood made Matou Ying tremble uncontrollably, but this was also the case, which made her brain sober like never before. When she looked down, she saw a disgusting worm in her heart.

And this worm was speaking in the voice of Matou Zouken.

"Humph."

Ying didn't answer him, but just snorted coldly, and raised his hand to crush the bug to death.

"No! You can't do that!"

Matou Zouken wanted to say something, but he could only feel the growing strength in his body.

He will die.

Matou Zouken understood this very clearly.

So, at the last moment, he said viciously: "You will regret it!"

In the ear-piercing scream, the bug turned into a cloud of black gas.

His voice still echoed in the air.

"I curse you! I curse you!"

Thunder and lightning slammed down, and in an instant, everything dissipated, and the world returned to peace.

Afterwards, Ying's gaze moved down to Sakura's heart, she let out a small sigh, then frowned, and increased the output of the current.

For a moment, Matou Sakura cried out in pain, and Tohsaka Rin and Emiya Shiro both wanted to step forward, but were stopped by the player.

"Shadow must have her reasons for doing this, please believe her."

"Besides, she is Matou Sakura's servant, and she herself has a wish to fulfill, so she won't kill her."

Rin Tohsaka looked at Matou Sakura's direction worriedly, clenched his hands into fists, and stomped his feet fiercely on the ground after a long time.

"Little Master~ Don't worry~" Seeing that she was still worried, Wendy patted Tohsaka Rin's shoulder, "Thunder and lightning have the theory of eliminating evil spirits. If Raytheon is like this, he must have seen something wrong with your sister, right?"

Hearing this, Rin Tohsaka looked up at Wendy with a complicated expression: "Are you sure?"

"Huh?" Wendy just pretended to be stupid, "I'm just guessing~"

His eyes fluttered: "Besides, thunder and lightning can also help the heart beat~ Heart problems, we can only solve them here~"

Rin Tohsaka took a deep breath, and then exhaled fiercely: "Then I'll wait."

On the other hand, Emiya Shirou was dumbfounded seeing this scene, and he couldn't help asking: "Sakura is in such pain? Can it be for her good?"

He desperately wanted to rush over, but was stopped by Di Luke, the tall man with a calm expression on his face.

"It's just pain, not death. If she has murderous intentions, I will notice."

Among the original gods, most of the fire-type characters are lively, except for Di Luke, who hides the burning of the flames in his heart, and only shows faint emotions.

It's light, but it's a promise.

"I will not let anyone die in front of me."

Hearing Di Luke's resolute words, Emiya Shirou also calmed down. He looked at Di Luke, at this mature man, and felt an inexplicable emotion in his heart.

What kind of person is my follower?

The lightning strike didn't take long, and Ying deliberately controlled the intensity. After a while, she was about to withdraw her hand when she suddenly paused and looked at the player.

The player looked back in a daze, but seeing Ying said with some embarrassment: "I...can't heal, and...can't cook."

Ah...that's right, Zaoyu, the only one who can heal, has been...

wrong.

Suddenly, the player looked at Zhongli.

He remembered that the old father seemed to have milk.

No, no, the player turned his head, he decided to hurry up, the food he brought can restore blood, so don't let daddy milk it!

So the player quickly turned over his backpack and took out a salt and pepper slime... No, he took the wrong one.

After choosing from a bunch of weird dishes for a long time, the player finally found a cup of apple brew, which was perfect for Matou Sakura, who was a little unconscious at the moment.

And after watching Matou Sakura drink the apple brew, Yingcai dared to carefully pull out his hand from her chest. The huge wound that was originally somewhat terrifying was quickly closed under the healing of the cooking, and the skin changed after a short while. It's as smooth as ever.

But in the end, she was injured. The physical pain and mental fear made Matou Ying feel a little sluggish.

In addition, it was getting late, so Emiya Shiro decided to tidy up a room for her to rest and go back tomorrow.

"So? All of you have come to live here?"

Emiya Shiro looked at this large group of people with some headaches.

Rin Tohsaka said confidently: "Wendy just flew back and brought everything over, you can't let him fly in vain, can you?"

"Yes, yes!" Wendy nodded aside, pretentiously said, "In this case, people will be sad~"

Emiya Shiro: "...I'm going to clean up the room."

--

It was late at night, and Matou Ying was lying on the tidy bed, but couldn't fall asleep. She opened the window, and the night wind blew into the room, brushing her hair.

"What's wrong?" Ying appeared behind her, and asked with some concern, "Does it still hurt?"

"No." Matou Sakura shook his head, then looked at Ying, "At that time, why didn't you tell me?"

Ying paused, she really wanted to ask, as a god, did she need to explain?

Maybe communication between people needs to be tactful, so she explained: "The old bug in your heart may escape at any time, I must ensure that he is caught by me."

"yes."

Matou Sakura smiled.

In fact, she didn't need an answer. This kind of thing can be understood after thinking about it.

What she really needed was Ying's statement.

Only by answering her question can it prove that Yingying pays attention to her.

She is valued and cared for.

No, not just people.

This is divine love.

As long as she thought of this, she felt extremely fulfilled in her heart, and it was so warm that it almost made her cry.

"I... can I really do it? Can I really... Can Ying be so concerned?"

It is precisely because of the loss and the pain that she always feels so unbelievable when she has it, and she always wants to keep confirming it, but at the same time confirming it, she can't help but think about it.

Will you be hated if you do this to yourself?

Shadow took her hand.

"You are my Master, and I will win the Holy Grail War for you."

She raised a smile, her eyes full of confidence: "At that time, we can all realize our wishes."

desire.

What is her wish?

Matou Sakura thought for a while, then held Ying's hand back: "My wish has come true."

People wish for things they cannot get.

Matou Sakura used to be unable to get family affection, love, and friendship.

But now, through this incident, she not only felt Ying's care for her, but also noticed the care for her from her sister and seniors. She is a loved one.

So far, she has been extremely happy.

She couldn't remember when she fell asleep, but when Matou Sakura became conscious, she suddenly realized that she was standing on a battlefield.

"real!"

Ying's call came from beside her, and Matou Ying followed the prestige, only to see Ying kneeling on the ground, hugging a woman, full of deep grief.

That woman died.

Really, this is Shadow's wish, right?Do you want to revive her?

There was a wind blowing, and the sky full of petals covered Matou Sakura's sight. When she opened her eyes again, she saw a completely different picture.

The cherry blossom tree was in full bloom. Ying sat under the tree and chatted with a few people she didn't know. She smiled happily. There were many desserts on the tablecloth, and an old man beside her was making tea for them.

Another gust of wind blew through the petals of the cherry blossoms. The flowers of the cherry blossom tree had already withered, and the dry branches were exposed. Ying stood under the tree alone, his back was full of loneliness.

She has become a person.

Seeing such a scene, Matou Sakura felt sad, as if looking at herself in another world.

Recalling the warmth of the past few days, she stepped forward, wanting to embrace the shadow at this moment.

However, in the next second, Ying pulled out a knife from his chest, lightning flashed, and even the mountains were about to be split.

When he opened his eyes again, the scattered torii gates were randomly placed, and in the gray space, Ying sat cross-legged alone.

As soon as Matou Sakura stepped forward, Ying suddenly opened her eyes.

"Who is here?"

In an instant, the dream woke up.

The sun was shining on her face, with a warm feeling, Matou Ying didn't even want to get up, but when she was a guest at her senior's house, she was really embarrassed to stay in bed, so she changed her clothes and got up.

When she walked to the living room, she found that everyone was up, Rin Tohsaka was studying recipes in the kitchen, and Xiangling was guiding something.

Congenial atmosphere.

If it was her from the past, she must not have dared to intervene in it, but just watched from the side, right?

But at this moment, she walked firmly between the two of them and said softly, "Is there anything I can help you with? Sister."

"Ah...wash the vegetables..." Tohsaka Rin finished speaking subconsciously, then suddenly opened his eyes wide, and the whole person stood there in a daze.

It took me a while to react, and I turned my head a little embarrassedly: "Well... just wash the vegetables... Sakura."

"Okay, sister."

In Ying's dream, Matou Sakura saw countless partings. If one day in the future, she will part with the person she cares about, then she will cherish the present time and every emotion.

Maybe this is what Ying wants to tell himself?

After breakfast was settled, Matou Sakura also bid farewell to everyone. Although she didn't want to go back to Matou's house, just as they discussed yesterday, they needed to divide their troops into three places.

"I'll just go." Ying said worriedly, "The people of Jiantong's family have treated you very badly, even if that old man dies, there are still..."

Matou Sakura pulled Raying's clothes: "But you are by my side, aren't you?"

"Shadow will protect me, won't it?"

Ying looked at her for a long time, then nodded: "No one can hurt you under my hands."

Matou Ying smiled: "Then, there is nothing to be afraid of when you go back."

"Although there are some bad memories there, but with Ying by my side, I can do anything."

"And... I want to help everyone too."

——If possible, Sakura Matou wanted to kill herself who said this in the past.

--

Late at night, Matou's house.

The boy walked slowly with the knife in his hand, and the blood fell drop by drop onto the ground, spreading far away.

The icy moonlight fell on his body, reflecting the strange lines, which climbed up his face little by little.

Behind him, in the open room, pieces of food and bowls were mixed with blood, a headless corpse was lying on the ground, and there were traces of the three-stroke command spell being used on the hand.

A girl next to her was kneeling on the ground, her eyes were empty, and directly above her, the shadow faced her, blocking her in a protective gesture.

Looking down, Ying's heart was pierced by a knife, his eyes lost focus, and his mouth opened and closed, as if to say something.

Matou Sakura opened her mouth wide, but found that she couldn't say anything.

Lost...she once again...lost something important to her...

"what--"