[Chess Soul] Dang Zuowei becomes the final reward

"This child is really scary!!"

On that day, Sudou rarely came out of the room, and when he passed the living room, he heard a sharp voice, but the content made him feel scared.

He walked lightly to the corner and listened silently to the conversation about himself inside.

He has always known that he is different from others, he dare not communicate with other children, he is afraid to change everything he is used to.Hidden in his own little world, he felt safe, he felt peaceful.But this is wrong, he knows, so he will force himself to change, just like now, he mustered up the courage to come out of his small world, he wants to be among his parents, he wants to get the warm embrace of his mother , he wanted to hold his father's generous palm.

But he never thought that the only time he summoned up his courage made him hear such a conversation.

"The child is the devil! He is not my child, no!"

"Hmph! I told you a long time ago and sent him to the hospital!"

"Yes! Send it to the hospital, we send it to the hospital!"

"Understood, I will contact you later."

"At that time, this child will have nothing to do with us. We can have another normal child at that time. What do you think, Brother Ming?"

"Well, let's have another normal child."

Sudou didn't know how he got back into the room that day, and when he regained consciousness, what he saw was already a white world.

All around is white, a white single bed, a small window and a locked door.

Walking to the window, grabbing the iron bars on the window, looking at the colorful world outside, Sudou suddenly felt scared, he trembled, he was afraid, he shed tears, he shouted...

However, no one paid attention to him.

He finally understood that he was locked up.

He finally understood that he had been abandoned.

Doctors and nurses, these are the only people he has come into contact with in the past two years.

The ward, this is where he has never set foot for two years.

Gradually, he stopped talking, and when faced with inquiries from doctors and nurses, he always kept a blank face. Gradually, even doctors and nurses seldom saw each other.

why?Why did everyone abandon him?

Crying silently became his daily work during that time.When you open your eyes, you will see a white world. You can hear birds chirping, leaves rustling, and cars passing by, but there are no human voices among all the sounds.In the end, he couldn't even find his own voice. No one knew his fear at that time. He could only hug himself and hide in the corner, trying to make a sound, but there was no sound.

——how could this be...why?Why? !Why are you all leaving me!

What did he do wrong?Just because he is sick, is everyone ignoring me?no one loves me !

[No one loves us, then we love ourselves! 】

That year, Sudou Takashi was five years old.

>>>

Two years later, it was still the same room, but the door was no longer locked, and there was no longer a lonely bed in the room, and there was an old chessboard and some damaged chess pieces in the corner.

That was what he begged a nurse a year ago. Although it was a bit old, it made Sudou's boring life a little more fun.

——Chong, do you think this is right?

[Well, Chong is very smart! 】

--Ha ha!

Sudeng Takashi's Go talent is indeed very good, but he is self-taught, and has already played invincible hands in hospitals.Without an opponent, he gradually felt bored, and gradually reduced the time he appeared in the activity room.He seemed to have returned to his withdrawn personality, playing chess with himself without taking a step out of the room.

"Xiao Chong! You are always in the room, which is not good for your illness! Go out more often, you know?" The nurse looked at Sudou with concern when she came to deliver the medicine.

Sudou, who was posing with chess pieces, stopped what he was doing, raised his head to look at the nurse, and said expressionlessly, "Got it."

There was no ups and downs in his tone, just like a ghost, but with those cold eyes, it made people feel creepy.The nurse trembled, put down the gist in her hand, forced a smile, and left the room quickly.

【You have changed too much, people will notice it! 】

--snort!See it and see it!

【you!The freedom that came so hard in this way will be gone again! 】

——Anyway, we can only do activities in the activity room, and playing chess with those people is very boring, why not play chess by ourselves!

The next day, Sudou was found in the same room again.

That year, Sudou Takashi was seven years old.

>>>

Ever since he entered the mental hospital, he never thought that he would see his parents again, so when they appeared in front of him that day, he could only stand there in a daze and didn't know how to react.

But what he didn't expect was that besides himself, there was also a person that Sudou hadn't even thought of.

A child who was held by his parents and appeared in front of him.A own brother.

When they arrived that day, Sudou didn't call them from the beginning to the end.And they didn't ask Sudou to call them, the four of them sat in the reception room, silent.

On that day, besides getting to know his younger brother, he also got a computer.

Holding the computer and watching the back of the family of three leaving, Sudou smiled.

—After all, they haven't completely forgotten me, have they?

[Hehe, do you still care? 】

--of course not!

[But this computer is very useful, let's learn it quickly! 】

--kindness!

That year, Sudou Takashi was ten years old.

After learning how to use a computer, Sudou began to frantically search for chess records that could be found on the Internet, and continued to study by himself while looking for opponent games on the Internet.

Although he was still withdrawn, but because he did not show any signs of illness, the door lock was finally unlocked again.

When he thought he would spend his whole life in the hospital, he never thought that the year of 13 would change his world again.

Hikaru, a new name in the online chess world.When receiving the challenge, Sudou didn't pay attention to this person, but the final outcome made Sudou remember the name firmly!

At the beginning, he guessed whether this hikaru would appear because some professional chess player was bored, but later found that he often appeared on the Internet, and this guess was overturned.But who knows, Hikaru's real identity surprised him even more.I still remember that day, as a member of the spectators, he watched half of hikaruVSakira's game, and on that day he learned that hikaru's name was Shinto.

He himself didn't know why he paid so much attention to this person named Hikaru, and he frantically searched for his information on the Internet.The conversation between the two of them that day was seen by many people, so the information of the two of them on the Internet has long been found out.But Akira has a lot of information, but Hikaru can only learn that his name is Shinto Hikari, and he is a friend of Taya Ryo.This bit of information made Sudou somewhat disappointed.

Sudo believes that Hikari Shindo will never be unknown. Turning on the computer every day, searching for "Hikaru Shindo" has become his routine work. He doesn't even know why he searches. He just follows his heart and wants to know Shindo Hikari's information.

Angel, looking at the photo on the report, Sudou's first reaction was that he saw an angel.

The golden forehead looks so divine under the sunshine, and the bright and bright smile makes him feel warm even across a computer.

——I really want to see him with my own eyes.

[Then go see you! 】

>>>

"That's why you said that when we met for the first time!" Shinto finally realized suddenly.

Sudou nodded, and continued: "It's unbelievable! Just playing a game of chess with you, I have a feeling that you are very special. I have only seen a picture of you, and I have the urge to meet. After that day , I keep collecting your information, I have downloaded Zuowei’s chess records you posted, and I am an audience of every game you play online. I started acting in the hospital, pretending that my condition is getting better and better, and finally With permission, discharged from the hospital."

Sudou seems to have forgotten that there are other people in the room, only Hikari is left in his eyes, and when he tells the story, he reveals different feelings for Hikari from time to time.

"I went to my parents for help and covered up my mental illness. In this way, I was admitted as a professional chess player in the second year after you became a professional chess player. It's a pity that because of my parents at that time, I could only take the exam in Kansai. Chess Academy. But fortunately, there is no unparalleled road, and I finally saw you." At this time, Sudou's eyes were very bright.

"Shinto Hikaru, do you mind if I'm a psychopath?" Sudou suddenly became frightened, he couldn't imagine what would happen to him if Shinto alienated him because of this.

Shinto quickly shook his head and said: "Of course not, if you didn't tell me who would have noticed that you have this disease! You are fine, you have helped me a lot, and you are my good friend!" Afraid Sudou might misunderstand, Shinto Fuji anxiously wanted to explain that he didn't mind, but the more he talked, the more chaotic, the more chaotic, the more flustered.

Hearing Shinto's words, Sudou smiled like a simple child, and said gratefully, "Thank you!"

But Taya looked at Sudou worriedly at this time, and asked worriedly: "Then what are your plans now?"

Sudou shook his head blankly and said: "After I was expelled from Kiin, even the apartment here will be taken back. I... have no home to return to..."

"Where's Kansai? Aren't your parents there?"

Sudou looked at Taya with a wry smile, and said in a downcast: "They helped me hide my illness back then, the only request is that from now on, never go to them again."

"Why is this!!" Shinto jumped up excitedly and said, "You are their son, how could you be like this!"

Sudou reached out and pulled Shinto down and sat down again, smiled and said, "It's okay, I don't care."

"Speaking of which, since your illness has already been covered up, why did someone reveal it this time?" Zuo Wei asked suspiciously.

A question made them all stunned.

Yes, since it has been covered up, why is it revealed in the newspaper?Although many people knew that he was mentally ill, the doctors, nurses, patients in the hospital, and people who came to visit him.But who hated him so much to report on him?

"Sudou, think about it carefully, do you have any enemies?" Taya looked at Sudou seriously.

"Enemies..." Sudou muttered two words silently, and then searched for all possible people in his head.

But the more he thought about it, the more he frowned. When he was in the hospital, he was always withdrawn, and he basically had no communication with others except to play chess with others, so the possibility of enmity in the hospital was almost zero.

"After counting and counting, there may be only Nakamura...but he probably won't know about me!" Sudou looked at them blankly and said puzzled.

"Nakamura?!"

The author has something to say: Ah Chen no longer knows what he is writing... ORZ

In the beginning, Sudou was set to be a big villain, but now... the big villain can't be bad, and the little villain Chen can't write it either! (┬＿┬)

Anyway, it’s getting more and more exciting. If you feel that there is something wrong, please feel free to complain...