wild king

"Lu Lu, come here."

Song Shixuan nestled on the chair in the office, stared directly at Lu Lu with a pair of deep eyes, and waved at her.

"how old are you?"

Lu Lu didn't understand why she asked this question, but this question was not too far-fetched. As a secretary, she still replied respectfully: she will be 25 this year. "

Song Shixuan rested her chin in one hand and looked at Lu Lu carefully.

Lu Lu is Song Shixi's secretary, and she is a college classmate with her. She is very smart, quick-witted, and very capable.

The age...is about the same, and he is also upright and talented. Being a secretary is a little bit wronged.

Lu Lu was also very nervous, silently reflecting on whether there was anything wrong with her, and at the same time quietly glanced at Song Shixuan's expression.

After all, every new president does not necessarily keep the secretary of the previous president—for fear of not being loyal enough.

"How about this, you and I will be familiar with the company's business for two years first, and then, it depends on your situation."

Lu Lu didn't understand, what the CEO meant...

She shifted her thinking, as if convincing herself.

She didn't even dare to think about it, it was too high.

"Then, the 16 shares will be given to you. When you can take over, I will give you another 14%."

"I hope you're doing well."

Song Shixuan turned the pen leisurely, with a calm expression, as if talking about what to eat tonight.

She didn't like being stuck in one place, the routine, the disgusting intrigues.

What's more, these didn't belong to her.

"Okay, you go back and pack your things, the plane at night, the foreign subsidiary will go and have a look."

Lu Lu was in a daze. When she graduated, her ability was recognized as the strongest in the whole department, but those bosses always made malicious speculations about her because of her excessive ability.She never thought that one day, someone would value her and trust her so much.

Lu Lu wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she was extremely happy in her heart - she was appreciated by others for herself.

She is a clear-sighted person and knows what it means to "throw a peach for a plum".

"Shixi, your sister is really good, I will try my best to take good care of her for you."

The Song family also has business abroad, but Song Shixuan has little contact with it, and Ms. Jing Lan and Song Shixi are all looking after her.

She thinks highly of Lu Lu, because Lu Lu and Song Shixi are the same age, have three points of similar looks, and are very careful and cautious in doing things.

Very occasionally, Song Shixuan would feel that he saw her sister.

She was greedy for the resemblance, and held it carefully, refusing to let go.

The plane was at [-]:[-] pm, and the next morning was just in time for the morning meeting.

Lu Lu went to prepare things, and Song Shixuan was the only one in Nuoda's waiting room, with sofas, TVs, air conditioners and so on.

Song Shixuan sank into the soft sofa, her eyes glazed over, recalling the past.

Fragmentary memories were extracted by her and flooded in again, making her mind in chaos.

Their first meeting, first cohabitation, ranking together, shopping together, first kiss, falling in love, celebrating birthday together, New Year's Eve together...

She remembered how Baili Yunbing looked when she called her "Xuan Bao", "Xuan Shen", and called her "Little Hedgehog"...

Baili Yunbing had a pretty smile, but she would only pamper herself again and again...

Memories are too heavy, even if it's just a short fragment, it weighs down Song Shixuan's brows so much that he can't even smooth his brows.

She unconsciously clutched the broken, cobweb-like screen that she hadn't had time to replace—as if she was clutching some life-saving straw.

Although it doesn't make sense at all.

Song Shixuan was lying face up on the sofa, with a dazzling crystal lamp above her head, it was so bright that her eye sockets were sore, and her beautiful eyeballs were covered with water vapor.

As time passed by, the red knuckles she was holding on to the phone had faded and turned into a frightening blue-white color.

The slightly closed eyes shimmered, and the curled eyelashes trembled, silently sliding down one drop after another of water.

Finally, as if she had convinced herself, she turned on the screen, and with slightly trembling fingers, dialed the number that she would never forget even if she had amnesia.

"Doo-doo-doo-"

After a brief ringing, the phone was answered, and the voice that she had been thinking about day and night came from the receiver.

"Hello, Shi Xuan?"

It's as fast as if you've been standing next to your phone.

This thought almost made Song Shixuan cry again. She tried her best to regain her emotions, rubbed her sore nose, and stabilized her voice.

As if she was afraid of breaking this extremely fragile, short-lived warmth, she tried her best to soften her voice and said, "Bingbing..."

The following words couldn't come out, she opened her mouth, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get it out.

Almost emotionally broken, she raised her hand to cover her mouth in time, raised her head, and blinked her eyes desperately.

Baili Yunbing didn't feel right, and was a little anxious: "What's wrong with you, are you feeling unwell, or something happened?"

There was no response, Song Shixuan covered her mouth and adjusted her emotions.

For a long time, she was a little dumb, and opened her mouth lightly, and ruthlessly pierced the double-headed awl into each other's hearts.

She said, "Baili Yunbing, let's break up."

"..."

"Everyone is an adult, and they are all decent people. It's not good to mix together like this, what do you think?"

"Miss Baili."

Baili Yunbing was stunned holding the phone, like a lifelike sculpture, her eyes were full of disbelief—she actually called herself Miss Baili!

Song Shixuan's words hovered in her heart like a curse.

She thought she was hallucinating, or dreaming, so she raised her hand and pinched herself severely, and asked again: "You... say... what?"

"I say,"

Song Shixuan suppressed the turbulent emotions, suppressed the trembling voice, and spoke again.

"Let's end it, just treat it as a joke, we are all adults."

Fearing that she would become more ruthless if she continued like this, she forced herself, and suddenly changed her tone: "Baili Yunbing, you don't think that I really like you, do you?"

"Can…………"

What Baili Yunbing wanted to say was cut off by Song Shixuan: "Who am I, Song Shixuan, do I need someone to like it?"

"No way, Miss Baili, you won't fall into it, will you?"

Baili Yunbing still didn't believe it: "Xuan Bao, did something happen to you?"

"..."

Song Shixuan pursed her lips tightly, not daring to speak.

She's really sharp and always gets to the core right away.

Song Shixuan closed her eyes, suppressed her heavy breathing, and opened them again: "Oh, Miss Baili is really a great lover,"

Song Shixuan sped up her speech, and the spikes also sped up, piercing her heart one by one, pulling it out, and then poking it in again, bleeding out through the densely packed wounds.

She was numb from the pain.

"You and I are just playing for fun. Now, I've had enough fun and don't want to play anymore. It's as simple as that."

"We don't need to contact again in the future, and you don't need to come to me. I'm abroad, and you don't need to come to me."

Before Baili Yunbing could react, she finished the lines that had been rehearsed for a long time in one breath.

"That's it. Feelings are something that cannot be controlled. I'm sorry if I hurt your heart."

If it's me, Song Shixuan, who broke your heart, I'm sorry.

If I hurt your feelings, I will try my best to make it up to you...

Apart from these, as long as you need, I can give you everything I have, just treat it as compensation, let me make it up...

Baili Yunbing, I'm really, really sorry.

"Also, I decided to withdraw from ACBY, sorry, I am sorry to everyone."

Song Shixuan hung up the phone quickly, deleted all contact information, and then looked at the dazzling lights almost blankly.

They, just like that, were over, in a way never expected.

During this period of time, she often thought, imagined what she would look like at this time, would be sad, her face would be numb, and she would still be at a loss...

The two of them pulled the two ends of a thread respectively, attached their feelings to it, and conveyed their joy and love back and forth.

However, they all forgot that this is just an unattached thread, as long as anyone let go of it, it will fall down and fall to an unknown place, where it cannot be picked up again.

This time, she didn't stop her, tears slid down the corners of her eyes, soaking the sofa, leaving a dark spot.

Trembling all over, she shrank herself into a corner of the sofa, wrapped her hands around her knees, buried her head in her arms, and cried loudly, letting the tears flow.

In this way, she paid homage to the relationship that was destroyed by her own hands.

Song Shixuan's thin shoulder blades shrugged and trembled, like wings that were about to fly but were restrained, full of broken butterflies.

Crying came out intermittently, mixed with choking, like a machine that would fall apart in the next second.

"Baili Yunbing... I... didn't mean to..."

"Don't be angry with me..."

"OK……"

"I love you much……"

"I love you so much..."

"I……"

She sobbed and whispered repeatedly, but suddenly stopped.

Only then did Song Shixuan realize an extremely sharp fact - they had already broken up...

What identity and position should she use to keep Baili Yunbing from getting angry?

And what kind of identity should I ask Baili Yunbing to continue to love her?

She felt that she was very sad, so sad that she wanted to vomit, but she could blame no one but herself...

I blame myself for being cowardly for a while, and I didn't explain it to Ms. Jing Lan, so that I couldn't say it anymore.

Blame myself for being ignorant, not being able to share some for my sister, so that I am alone now.

She blamed herself for not being brave enough and not being honest enough, but she wanted Baili Yunbing to accompany her to bear the bitter result.

She's a coward, a villain...

"sorry Sorry……"

In the end, she repeated an apology almost mechanically, as if she said it more times, that person could hear her and forgive her.

As she said herself, things like feelings are inherently uncontrollable.

Either a glass of plain water, gradually disappearing in time;

Either it is old wine, with the long summer wind and unstoppable longing, it will become stronger and stronger.

She thought that the relationship between herself and Baili Yunbing was nothing more than freshly squeezed juice, but at this moment, she tasted a mouthful of spicy food, which made her cry.

It is still summer night outside the window, the summer wind is still blowing, and time continues to rush forward.

Only Song Shixuan, she sealed her heart in that phone call, except for the owner of the number, no one can understand.

including herself.