At first I just wanted to make money

In the evening, when Hoshiko came back from dinner at Xingping Restaurant, he met Oda Saku who just came back. Hoshiko hesitated for a moment, and took the initiative to talk about his successful submission.

After all, Oda Sakunosuke was her first reader.So she still hopes to share her joy with the other party.

However, Sakunosuke Oda was obviously not surprised at all, and acted as if it should be taken for granted: "If Hoshiko's "God's Blessed One" of yours fails to be submitted successfully, then the Japanese literary world is really going to end!"

Hoshiko Momozawa was a little shy: "Please don't say that, I'm really just an ordinary little author."

The stupid hair on Oda Sakunosuke's head stood up, and he looked affirmative: "It's true, we are all ordinary people."

No you are not!Xingzi roared in his heart, you are a super killer, what is the current mafia talking about here!

"By the way, Hoshiko, when are you going to write your next work?" Oda Saku asked suddenly.

Xingzi had a vague feeling of being urged to update... being urged to update by a famous pigeon!

She felt insulted!

"Let's wait until the publication of "God's Blessed One" to see the response. In addition, Mr. Oda, you also said before that you are interested in writing, so you will pay attention to the publishing house, right? When do you plan to start writing?" Xingzi countered road.

The stupid hair on Oda's head drooped: "I don't know how to write..."

"Try first!" Xingzi interrupted him: "You try to write first, you will never write if you don't write."

"I..." Oda Sakunosuke hesitated.

Xingzi immediately said: "Let's do this, we two are synchronized, when will you start writing the book, and when will I start the second work."

The stupid hair on Oda Sakunosuke's head stood up and then drooped: "But I don't think I can write a book yet."

The meaning of these words is different from the previous one. Xingzi knew why, but she still asked, "Why do you say that?"

Oda Sakunosuke said: "I have done a lot of wrong things, thinking that there is no possibility of being forgiven. Until I saw a book, there was only the first volume of that book. When I wanted to read the second volume, the author of the book told me , the next book should be written by myself.”

Familiar story, but looking at the confusion in the other party's eyes, Xingzi has a new feeling.She listened carefully to what the other person said and gave him a space to vent.

"But until now, I don't feel like I'm... not qualified to write a book."

"No, no one is more qualified than you." Hoshiko Momozawa said sincerely: "You didn't have a choice before, but when you can choose, you choose to be a good person, and that's enough."

She felt that such words were too general, and added in detail: "I don't know what you have done before, but the Oda Sakunosuke I know will adopt homeless orphans, encourage me, an ordinary person, and read my articles patiently ..."

In the end, she concluded: "Don't dwell on the past, you can already start your new life."

When Hoshiko said this, Oda Sakunosuke really felt that he was full of strength.

Does he seem to be able to write a book?

"Then...then I'll try it when I go back?"

"Must try!"

Over there, the publishing house hastily printed Mr. Hei Ye's work in the most prominent place in the next monthly issue.

Even the cover is written in eye-catching yellow fonts - words such as the debut work of teacher Hei Ye, a new literary star.

Soon, the monthly magazine with the article "God's Blessed One" appeared in various newspaper stalls.

Osamu Dazai walked into the black building and keenly noticed that there was something different from usual - many people seemed to be discussing something.

After scanning his eyes, Osamu Dazai quickly found the source of this phenomenon - a journal.

Although a little curious, but forget it.It took him a lot of time to commit suicide by diving on the road. If he didn't go to the chief's office, Mr. Sen would probably die of anger.

Eh?If you think about it that way, it doesn't seem too bad?

"Just give it a try, Alice! This little dress was specially bought by Rintaro for you!"

"No! Rintaro hates it the most! Don't disturb my reading!"

"Even if the teacher did write well, but Alice is like this, I will be sad—"

Osamu Dazai walked into the office of the leader of the scum with a smile on his face. Mr. Mori coughed and took the time to say: "Mr. Dazai is a little late today?"

Osamu Dazai replied carelessly: "There is a river on the road that is so beautiful, I thought it would be a good thing to sleep in it, so I tried it. So I wasted a little time."

Mori Ogai didn't really think about it with the other party.After all, if he cares about it, he will die of anger.No more greetings, Mori Ogai began to explain the work content.

Osamu Dazai listened casually, his eyes wandered casually on the table, and accidentally saw the journal that had aroused his interest just now.

After Mori's diplomacy finished, seeing Osamu Dazai's eyes resting on the journal, he didn't know what he thought of, and said with a slightly complicated expression: "Mr. Dazai can go and buy a journal, maybe there will be articles you like in it ?”

"Oh?" Hearing that, Osamu Dazai became even more curious, and casually took the periodical from Mori Ogai's desk: "Then consider this as a gift from the leader!"

"Hey! My book!"

Osamu Dazai whistled and walked out of the port Mafia in a happy mood, "Let me see, which article is it? It should be the article of this rookie-kun, right? "God's Blessed One"? It's really annoying at first glance. What about the name!"

However, watching and watching, Osamu Dazai's eyes gradually became hollow.The black mud in his eyes kept churning, as if it was about to overflow.

God's favored one?This kind of divinely favored person is really... Ha!

For a moment, he couldn't tell who was more unlucky, himself or this divinely favored one.

If Osamu Dazai's idea is that what he has must be lost, then this so-called god-favored person, even if he owns one thing, he must lose something more important.

Looking at it this way, he is actually lucky?

Osamu Dazai, lucky?What a ridiculous word?

Osamu Dazai covered his upper half of his face with one hand, and the corners of his mouth rose wildly: "It really is an article I like! Why does an author who can write such an article still live in this world?"

Don't get me wrong, he's not dissatisfied with the author, but rather satisfied.Although the author's concept is not exactly the same as his, but most of them overlap.Even a little more pessimistic.

Because of this, Osamu Dazai didn't understand even more.How could the other party live in this world with such pessimistic thoughts, and even write such a shocking article.

I really want to meet each other!I really want to see Teacher Heiye!If it was Mr. Heiye, he must understand him, right?

Thinking of this, Osamu Dazai's eyes suddenly darkened.

So what if you understand?In the end, you still have to lose.Rather than this, it is better not to know each other from the very beginning!

Osamu Dazai is such a timid and cowardly creature.

"The weather is really nice today, so reward yourself by jumping into the river!"

At the same time, a post quietly appeared on a certain forum - [Has anyone watched "God's Blessed One"? 】

Landlord: After reading it, I feel inexplicably scared, what should I do?

Several comments soon appeared below.

Floor 1: I just said why no one discusses this article. Sure enough, isn’t this here?

Floor 2: I also feel very scared. To be honest, I have always enshrined a god in my family.But if this god fulfills my wish in this way, then I would rather not!

3rd floor: Is the god in your house still upstairs?After I finished watching "God's Blessed One", I put my family's enshrined statuette in the warehouse to eat ashes on the spot.

4th Floor: Upstairs you will be punished by the gods!

Floor 5: I think it's a bit extreme, and not all gods are like this.

Landlord: You are crooked!Don't discuss this kind of provocative topic, okay?Back to the article itself.

I'll come first, the me in "God's Blessed One" always thinks that I am blessed by God, and I can get whatever I want, but in fact, he also keeps losing.And in my opinion, what he lost is far more important than what he gained.

Floor 7: Indeed, this god who cares about me seems to have been deceiving me with unequal exchange, using family property for opportunities to go to school, father for money, mother for wife, and wife for a son who doesn't know how to live or die. "I" went from being happy all the way to being alone.It's really scary to think about it carefully!

Floor 8: Don’t you guys think the scariest thing is that the me in the article doesn’t seem to realize what I’ve lost?

Floor 9: Right, right!I also noticed this!I'm guessing it's because I used to know what I had lost, it's just numb now.

Because I wrote this article after I grew up.So there must be some fuzzy memories of my childhood.

"I" probably knew as a child that I had lost a lot.But because I have been losing, I am numb. In order to live, I only look at what I have gained.

Floor 10: I have different ideas. I think the gods have tampered with my ideas, so that I can't realize the loss, but only see the gain.

After all, the gods still want to get something from me. If I realize that I have been losing, then I will definitely not continue to trade.

Floor 11: Hiss!If it's what the 10th floor said, it's too scary! "I" has been manipulated by the gods, but I don't even know that I am manipulated?

Floor 12: I suddenly had an idea!The author is not implying something, is he?For example, some big figures who said they would be banned!

Ordinary people like us have been being manipulated by them all the time, and we don't even realize that we are living in misfortune.

Floor 13: When you say that, I suddenly feel that this is indeed the case.The city I live in has always been in war, but I feel that it is normal!

Floor 14: Upstairs you have been brainwashed, wake up quickly!A normal city should be peaceful and safe most of the time!

Netizens later discovered that the post had been blocked.