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Wei Shu actually thought about the secret of Christmas that year for a long time.

Before Yu Yang's soul exchange happened, she actually wanted to tell him about it several times.

It's just that before the question of Xiaoman, they always quarreled.

Later, Wei Shu didn't mention it.

That year when Xiaoman said that she wanted a younger sister, Wei Shu was quite surprised at first. The child lay in her ear and said childishly that she wanted a companion, and acted coquettishly for a long time.

Wei Shu didn't agree at the beginning, after all, the adoption procedures are very complicated, not to mention that it is useless for her to decide on this matter alone.

After she thought about it for a long time, she said that she would take Yu Yang and Xiaoman back to Xiaoman's original orphanage for Christmas.

When everything was back on track, she still couldn't tell Yu Yang about it, the child was their scar.

Knowing that it is not the other party's responsibility, but everyone has the illusion of what if.

It’s Christmas time of the year again, and the holiday warm-up has started early in the shopping malls. Christmas trees are placed in the lobby on the first floor and even in the shops on the basement. The soul of the 29-year-old has been put into the skin of the 30-year-old again. Yu Yang said, "You Why are you still afraid of this and that, Wei Shu, you seem to be no different at 20 than you are at [-]."

Wei Shu: "Indeed, I'm not very courageous."

In fact, most of her boldness in this life has been used on Yu Yang, and the rest is just a well-regulated way of moving.

"Have the children been confirmed? If there is a procedure to sign, I will sign."

Thinking of the words left by the 29-year-old self in the memo, Wei Shu always hesitated when he shouldn't.

She brought it in by herself, "I can be happy with pink diamonds, child... In fact, she really wants it too."

After all, there have been before, and I always think of the past. Yu Yang's longing for Xiaoman has always been traceable. Yu Yang has never experienced this kind of pain, but he is essentially a soul with a starting point, and there will always be a certain moment. empathy.

She complained: "What are you? Is love hesitant to talk? Old Wei, what is the relationship between us? It's not that we didn't pierce the window paper." This tone was quite old-fashioned, and Yu Yang felt that he was worthless. The old uncle in Binanzhou solves some messy family ethics issues every time.

What the hell, it's still free, damn it.

She took a mouthful of pearls, and then bumped Wei Shu. There was brisk music playing in the shopping mall, and there was a lot of traffic today. Yu Yang saw a lot of new gadgets and sent Wei Shu to pay.

Wei Shu didn't say any more, and let this soul who made mistakes after time and space intersected, and was scolded with a smile on his face, which made Xiao Yu feel blushed.

"What are you laughing laughing!"

Xiao Yu, who came home, hugged the golden retriever angrily, happily grabbed the dog's front paws, stood up and danced with herself. The dog thought she was crazy today, and finally went back to sleep obediently.

Wei Shu looked at Xiao Yu's dolls scattered all over the room, and asked helplessly, "What are you doing?"

Yu Yang: "What's wrong with me making it up!! Angry, your wife must be molesting my partner over there!!! Damn it!!!"

Wei Shu: "..."

She avoided thinking about this problem by herself. With the wolf-like appearance of her 29-year-old wife, most people might not be able to resist it.

She was right.

The 19-year-old Wei Shu was going crazy. The school was about to start, and she was still preparing some new things for school. The parents of both parties knew their relationship well, so they didn't say anything in the end.

Much smoother than the 29-year-old Yu Yang.

This kind of smoothness caused someone to have an unbalanced mentality. She always took pleasure in teasing Xiao Wei. The joy of not having to go to work made her bad tastes increase day by day, and she could make new tricks every day on the road.

"Wei Shu~~ come here!"

Standing by the river, the summer evening looks cool, and Yu Yang took a selfie with his mobile phone. At this time, the bar camera has just been replaced by a full screen, but the pixels are mediocre, but there are high blurs and high blurs.

The 19-year-old Wei Shu's hair has grown much longer than before, and the uneven ends make her own sharpness lose a bit, and she even has a lightness that is far different from before.

Like the shackles of Wei Shu in the past are gone, the lightness and sincerity make Yu Yang, who is 29, want to bully even more.

This person is very spoiled, he implements double standards for different ages, he looks at the camera perfunctorily, and was suddenly attacked by Yu Yang from behind when he was walking, and helplessly carried him on his back.

The bridge is very long, and it takes a long time to walk from one end to the other. Yu Yang tilted his neck and asked, "Do you have any plans for the future?"

The hair of the person carrying her is hanging down, and the lower body is wearing a pair of high-waisted wide-leg pants. The new sports shoes are a bit thick, but the design is very good.

Wei Shu looked at the elongated shadow and said, "Study hard, graduate hard, and make money hard."

Yu Yang laughed out loud, "No more?"

The other party thought for a while: "Xiao Yu said that he wants to raise a child, but we can't meet the standard for the time being."

The current standard has been relaxed in terms of age, but the examination of property is still very strict.

With her and Yu Yang's poverty-stricken appearance, Wei Shu is still under a lot of pressure, mainly because he has seen his own ability to repay property, and he always feels that he is far behind.

But there is already a way of living in life, and her late rebellion urges her to change, but she hasn't found the direction yet.

"Money, earn it slowly, more or less."

Yu Yang's voice dragged on, and he said, "Children are not pets, and they are not just a whim. They should be carefully considered."

19-year-old Wei Shu asked her: "Then do you plan to have another one?"

The evening breeze is gentle, and the lake water reflects the lights on both sides, sparkling.

Yu Yang glanced at the surrounding street scenes, and they all changed in the future.

Thinking of Xiaoman, she suddenly felt sad, "I want it, I just feel sorry for Xiaoman..."

Why, how did this happen, people still have a lot of confusion at the age of 30, and there are so many unsolvable problems in life that they will die, but they are caught by the word "adult".

To pretend it will work out.

"I know," Xiao Wei nodded, the wind blew her long hair, and Yu Yang could smell her body, "so she... also knows."

Yu Yang snorted, "As expected of you, you kept it from me anyway, I hate you so much."

Xiao Wei said, "You know all about it, so why are you still annoying?"

After she finished speaking, she smiled to herself, "Then she should be ready too."

The 19-year-old Wei Shushe thought about it for a while, and felt that with his own appearance, everything should be ready and only a signature was needed.

Now that the frisky Xiao Yu in his home is here, he is probably eager to try.

Really...

"When will you change back?"

Wei Shu muttered.

Yu Yang suddenly strangled her neck: "You hate me?"

Xiao Wei pretended to be strangled tightly: "How dare you."

The exchange didn't take long at all. Before Christmas, before the new semester started, after an ordinary sleep, Yu Yang exchanged back.

In the middle of the night, I was alone in the room, Yu Yang subconsciously turned on the phone, the person in the memo was already chatting a lot, every day I had to chat a few words, such as how did Wei Shu treat me today, oh, she is so annoying , Kissing me is not enough, I am so charming.

The 29-year-old Yu Yang twitched the corners of his mouth, feeling that this flamboyant tone was really boring.

But she watched it several times over and over again, what Wei Shu did during the exchange these days.

OK, even signed it.

Yu Yang was a little angry for a while, but there are photos attached to the back of the memo. Wei Shu has supported many children for a long time since he became financially independent, one-to-one help in mountainous areas, and some public welfare in welfare homes. In fact, he wants to adopt another child It's not difficult either.

It's just that she is always not quick at work when it comes to Yu Yang's affairs.

At this time, Yu Yang even needs another self to tell him in words.

What her legal object wants.

At this time at 34:[-] in the morning, she opened the door, and the light in the study was still on. She pushed the door in and hugged the long-haired woman.

"Still sleeping?"

The desk lamp was on in the study room, and the computer was not on. Wei Shu was wearing pajamas, and reached out to touch Yu Yang's hand hugging his neck: "Is this a change?"

Yu Yang laughed, "What's the matter, disappointed?"

Wei Shu shook his head, "I thought it would take that long again."

Yu Yang snorted twice, "Why, don't you plan to find me instead?"

Wei Shu: "Look at the situation..."

Yu Yang: "That's over, I'm going to bite you to death."

Wei Shu tilted his neck, "Then bite."

How could Yu Yang be willing? She kissed her and sat on the other person's lap, "Are you sure you don't want to sleep?"

Wei Shu: "Go to sleep then."

She hugged Yu Yang and didn't speak anymore. The two of them sat hugging each other for a while. After a while, Yu Yang asked, "Did you sign it?"

Wei Shu: "Not yet."

Yu Yang: "Xiao Yu lied to me."

Wei Shu nodded, "You talk to people when you see them, and you still believe what the hell has said?"

Yu Yang: "Then when will you go...can you just say it? You are the one who doesn't speak human words."

Wei Shu nodded seriously, "I'm timid because of my closeness to my hometown."

This idiom is used in a wrong way, but Yu Yang seems to be able to get the meaning. She grabbed Wei Shu and hugged her hand, her long hair hanging on the back of her hand, "I don't know if I'm ready, mom Also advise me to think clearly."

"Wei Shu, sometimes I feel that I am not suitable for this role at all."

She was referring to being the guardian of the child, being the relative of the child.

Xiaoman is a wound in her heart, and it will leave a scar after it heals, and Wei Shu is the same.

It's not that they are incapable of helping others, nor is it that they have to have a child if they are gay.

In this world, people of different genders and the same gender fall in love, and it is also a personal choice when it comes to children.

Sometimes Yu Yang would still be in a daze, and would go to the utility room to look at the pile of old things.

Wei Shu stood at the door and looked at Yu Yang. They met each other when they were teenagers. After going to college, they stepped into the society and became adults.

But this world is full of superficial adults, but in fact they are all grown-ups who have been labeled.

Psychologically, it is still impossible to become an invincible... adult like the fairy tale books when I was a child.

"No one can say that they are 100% suitable."

Wei Shu's chin rested on Yu Yang's shoulder, and their silhouettes were reflected on the blackened screen.

"You said how good it is to have exams before becoming a parent. After I got Xiaoman, I realized that children have to prepare so many things for school, so many things to worry about, psychological and physical..."

Yu Yang sniffed, "There is no such detailed manual... It's not that there is no one at all, but there is no..."

Wei Shu: "There is no perfect thing, are you a perfect parent?"

They also don't have perfect parents. Yu Kaihe made a very exciting start in terms of feelings, and turned a corner directly on the established track.

And Zhou Xiaojuan was not optimistic about his daughter, which led to a tragedy.

There is no perfect adult in the world, only the rest of life piled up with countless regrets.

After all, there is no if and come again.

Yu Yang hummed, "Then have you seen... that child?"

Wei Shu grabbed Yu Yang's hand with his backhand, and the heat conduction from their bodies was an incomparably intimate gesture.

"I've seen it. It's a five-year-old kid, but her legs and feet are not very good..."

Wei Shu's voice is very soft, which is very suitable for the early morning atmosphere. The winter snow is falling outside, as if to welcome this week's Christmas.

Yu Yang: "When will you let me see her?"

Wei Shu: "Christmas."

And Yu Yang who changed back called Xiao Wei immediately.

At 34:[-] in the morning, Wei Shu was awakened by the vibration of her mobile phone. She closed her eyes and said, "What's the matter, it's in the middle of the night?"

Yu Yang: "You don't love me anymore! Shouldn't you say that my dear, you're back!"

19-year-old Wei Shu rubbed his eyes, "Does this need to be said?"

In fact, there is only one person who can call her back at this point, and she is the only one who can answer it.

Yu Yang, who is 29, would not do this kind of thing. During this period of time, she showed that she was not used to being there.

Everyone will meet a given person in a given time and space, even the past/future lover.

There is also a time limit for the match made in heaven between her and someone. It won't work a year earlier or a year later, and every minute or second will lose the opportunity to fall in love.

Just like at this moment, when she listens to Yu Yang's chirping, she will feel happy.

Yu Yang: "I don't care, I don't care, I miss you so much, I come to your house now, you secretly open the door to pick me up."

Wei Shu: "...are you crazy?"

Yu Yang: "What are you doing! It's not like I haven't eloped before!"

Wei Shu: "Indeed not."

Yu Yang pretended to be sad and said: "You let me down! The happy time when we exchanged our souls to the hotel in my grandmother's hometown is so rare that it is fake!!"

Wei Shu: "..."

Ah, I can't say enough about her.

"Don't come in the middle of the night, I'll go downstairs to your house."

Yu Yang was actually just making trouble for no reason, but Wei Shu really did what he said.

In this season, it was already dawn at five o’clock. When 19-year-old Wei Shu got up on his bicycle, the morning mist hadn’t dissipated. Yu Yang sneaked downstairs, pushed open the unit door and rushed over.

Wei Shu was wearing a thin coat and caught the rampant man.

It feels like hugging a warm flame.

She was burned willingly. At this moment, it was daylight, and Yu Yang sat on the back seat of Wei Shu's bicycle, and asked very shamelessly——

"Wei Shu, when will you let me cry in the passenger seat of the BMW car?"

Wei Shu didn't know what to reply for a while, but Yu Yang answered it on his own: "Forget it, I don't force you, just let me cry on your bed."

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When Wei Shu was a freshman, he went to a famous amusement park with Yu Yang.

As a result, she got separated from Yu Yang at the place where the fireworks were watched, and there were many people. She originally held Yu Yang's hand, but Yu Yang wanted to record the video with both hands, so she let go for a long time.

As a result, the girlfriend disappeared.

Wei Shu's mobile phone is still in Yu Yang's bag, and her clothes are not pocketed.

So lost contact.

Wei Shu stayed where he was, thinking that Yu Yang would come to look for her when they were all over.

As a result, I heard the announcement from the entire amusement park——

Little friend Wei Shu, your mother is looking for you, your mother is looking for you.

Wei Shu:?