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【23】

Because it is not a weekend, there are very few people who come to take pictures.

There are many college students in this area, and there are still many people walking after the rain.

Wei Shu is still watching the film. She also bought a small bag from the boss to enlarge the head stickers. The buds are yellow, and there is a little duck in a blue scarf on the cover. Wei Shu feels a bit like Yu Yang today.

The ones with the hair tied are all blue.

Probably because Wei Shu was watching it seriously, Yu Yang was a little speechless, "Is it so beautiful?"

Wei Shu: "Very cute."

In fact, she rarely came into contact with these things. Cao Meiyi, who grew up with her, was treated like a boy by her parents. When the little girl was flipping the rope, she and Wei Shu competed with the boy for the playing field.

The two of them were already tall, and their hair was cut in the same barbershop. Every time they were cut, they were ugly. In the end, they broke the jar while crying and shaved it. Standing in the team of girls is really not very girly, those cute ones The little thing had nothing to do with them.

Cao Meiyi scoffed at wearing skirts, and even felt that wearing a pink pencil case was too gaudy.

Fortunately, there is Wei Shu and her in the black duo, two thick drops of ink in the colorful river after school.

Yu Yang: "That's because you're too uncute, I'm already cute."

She took it for granted, Wei Shu hummed, and turned to the picture of her kissing Yu Yang, her expression was very subtle when she was happy.

The 17-year-old Yu Yang might not have noticed it yet, but the 28-year-old Yu Yang knew it at a glance.

At this time, Wei Shu seems to like me a little bit.

"Happy birthday."

Yu Yang thought of the warning in the diary, "Want to eat cake?"

Wei Shu closed the booklet and put it in his school uniform pocket, "You don't have to force it, she said she would give it to me, it doesn't matter if you don't want to."

Yu Yang said, "Did you live in your family?"

"The one where Bai Yingyu is there."

This sentence sounds sour.

Wei Shu stood side by side with her. This area is right by the famous lake in Nanzhou. More than ten years later, this spot is still the busiest.

It's just that it hasn't been developed so well yet, and the subway hasn't reached the side yet.

Wei Shu: "That's just a meal."

There are a lot of people, and the Yu family is very famous in the local area. Wei Shu's grandmother was originally in business here, and her grandfather is a university professor. I don't know why the eldest daughter Yu Kaihe was so open-minded.

Wei Shu also has a younger uncle, Yu Han, who is still unmarried at 35 and is engaged in art.But Wei Shu didn't

I've seen it before, because the daughter of the Yu family eloped and the son rebelled. After Yu Kaihe ran away, the family was very strict with his son. I heard that he didn't agree with the younger uncle's marriage, so they separated them, and the son also left. It is said that he went nepal.

So much so that the descendants of the Yu family are Wei Shu and her younger brother Wei Zhi.

Children's birthdays are spent on inviting people from the business field to be guests. In fact, it has nothing to do with Wei Shu at all. It is at most an excuse for socializing, and the protagonist is a decoration.

Bai Yingyu was specially picked up by Yu Kaihe.

Yu Kaihe also knows that this kind of occasion is boring, she used to hate this kind of occasion so she deviated from the scriptures and eloped with others.

But when she grew up, she felt that it was normal for her to be an idiot in the past, and now she is able to hang out in the occasions she hates most. This kind of connection is also to show consideration for her daughter and find her a playmate.

After all, Wei Shu is not like her or her father, he is a bit like grandpa, a little old-fashioned.

Yu Yang snorted, she was carrying her schoolbag, and lifted her shoulder strap up, it was too light.

She didn't bring a single book with her, and she had almost copied her homework. The 17-year-old herself was full of love and love, and when she went back, she just sent flirty text messages to Wei Shu.

It's as if Wei Shu is the only one in the world who can fall in love.

"You two must be together."

Yu Yang said very firmly, of course she knew that she cared very much, Bai Yingyu remained in Wei Shu's past and walked into the future.

Even Yu Yang is determined to divorce Wei Shu, but he still can't let it go psychologically.

What's wrong with Bai Yingyu?

This is how it is when you are in a relationship. Even if you want to break up, if you find someone who I think is not as good as me, you will feel insulted.

Yu Yang didn't realize that his words were so sour, but Wei Shu asked her, "What do you mind about her?"

"I haven't had a photoshoot with her before."

Wei Shu went on to say, "I didn't hang out like this."

"Never kissed her."

"We didn't lie on the sofa together either."

"No maths."

"I have never eaten the same Malatang."

Wei Shu wanted to continue talking, but was interrupted by Yu Yang, "Stop, stop, stop, when is it time to make up the math? When is the time for Mala Tang? I didn't know it."

Wei Shu took it for granted, "Of course you didn't know."

She looked at Yu Yang, teasing, "That's a secret between me and her."

This kind of intimacy rushes over his face, but Yu Yang himself is excluded.

She suddenly felt very complicated, this kind of complexity is due to

Because it was made by my past self.

"I told you not to let her be with you."

Yu Yang was a little frustrated, but she also understood that how could she be willing to give up Wei Shu for her teenage self.

Her own personality is inherently stubborn, and what is more serious is paranoia. Sometimes she becomes a different person when she becomes persistent, as if she has to get it even if she dies.

But giving up after getting it, she also spent all her energy.

The wind by the lake was so strong that the two of them walked over without knowing it.

There was no one there, so Wei Shu simply sat on the bench. There was no moon today, and the street lamps in the distance by the lake were connected together, floating on the lake, and the tower lights on the distant mountains echoed each other in the waves.

Wei Shu asked, "What are you afraid of?"

The 29-year-old Wei Shu also asked Yu Yang this question, but Yu Yang thought it was fine, and she couldn't say it.

It seems to admit that Wei Shu has another person in his heart.

"It's okay if you don't want to say it."

Wei Shu leaned back in her chair, she looked into the distance, "You want a divorce, it's a matter between you and me in the future, and I won't interfere."

"Yu Yang and I," she paused, then smiled, "That Yu Yang won't have such a future."

She spoke very easily, and it happened that there was a tree full of colored lights beside their bench. Yu Yang couldn't help but glanced at Wei Shu, only to feel that this person's face was full of arrogance, which was rare.

Wei Shu's father was a very handsome man. When Yu Yang heard the story of Wei Shu's parents, he thought it was nothing strange to fall in love at first sight.He's about 51 years old, he looks very handsome, he doesn't look old, and he speaks in a very youthful tone, but he has a naughty air that can't be ignored.

It's just a bit bad. Wei Shu nodded when he said this feeling, "My mother liked him because of this badness."

It's the kind of street stall magazine. Men are not bad and women don't love them.

Wei Shu is also a bit bad, but it's not so obvious. Most of the time, her whole body is clean and moist, like green bamboo after rain, making people feel like dew, adhering to her surface.

But Yu Yang has seen Wei Shu's little villainy, except when they go to bed, and when they are still in love.

Wei Shu is not like many people who dare not speak too much, always what is possible, probably, maybe, what she can do is to speak with certainty.

Just like now, he was so sure that Yu Yang wanted to hit her.

"You know shit."

Wei Shu: "I know, I don't like Yingyu, I didn't before, I don't now, and I won't in the future."

She turned to look at Yu Yang, "So what are you worried about?"

Yu Yang held his face in his hands, the deep lake surface, like the eyes of Yu Yang later, "I was very sure at first, but then I didn't dare."

During the period after returning, Wei Shu and 17-year-old Yu Yang communicated more frequently. It may be that the window paper was completely pierced, or it may be that the future legal relationship gave them courage.

Looking at each other is like looking at a wife, even if you press fast forward, there will inevitably be places that need to be adjusted.

The 17-year-old Yu Yang will also talk about the future, saying that Wei Shu, who will be more than ten years later, looks very sad.

"You tell me it's okay."

There is a vending machine next to it, Wei Shu bought soda, summer vacation is coming, it blows away the heat on such a night.

She opened a bottle and handed it to Yu Yang.

Yu Yang lowered his head, "I should invite you, it's your birthday after all."

Wei Shu snorted, "She should send warmth to the future me."

This sentence sounds a bit yin and yang, but Wei Shu really doesn't seem to be a person who will associate with this word. Yu Yang took a sip of soda, covered his cheeks for a while, and said: "Of course she is happy. , Wei Shu's apartment is almost all her additions."

"All plans will be disrupted by her."

Yu Yang's voice sounded a bit annoyed, "After we separated, Wei Shu basically didn't interfere with each other, nor would we go to each other's apartment."

"How long have you been separated?"

Wei Shu asked.

"A few months."

"After Xiaoman passed away?"

Wei Shu's voice sounded calm, Yu Yang: "How did you know that?"

"Why does she tell you everything?"

After speaking, Yu Yang sighed, "I'm like this, I talk a lot, and I can't hide it."

Wei Shu hummed, "After she came back, she told me that we will have a child in the future, and I made her pregnant."

Yu Yang: "..."

It's really funny, Yu Yang couldn't help laughing at such a heavy topic.

Wei Shu: "You are cute, and so is she."

Yu Yang bit the edge of the can, "You have changed a lot, you didn't praise me before."

Wei Shu: "Because I want you to like me a little more."

Yu Yang froze for a moment, she felt that it was unreal, such a night, such a school uniform, such an evening breeze, such Wei Shu, all seemed like a bubble.

"Then you still ignored me before?"

Wei Shu shook his head, "It's hard for me to believe in feelings, Yu Yang, and I'm only saying that to you now."

sounds like

He was a jerk, but Yu Yang felt that in this time and space, his rapid development with Wei Shu was also inseparable from Wei Shu's attitude.

It is also understandable that people are like this, it is difficult to say everything to a specific person, like her who talks a lot, it is not because she swallowed that crucial question to Wei Shu.

If you can't ask, then Wei Shu can't say it?

"It's very painful." Yu Yang thought of the box, the letters, and the love in the handwriting that even a bystander could feel. It was too painful. "I can't live with you anymore."

She was so sad that the way of expressing it was wrong.

It was obviously a summer night, but Wei Shu felt that Yu Yang was shivering from the cold.

She sat a little closer, put one arm around Yu Yang, and let her lean against her, "Anyway, I'm here, you can treat me as her or not."

Wei Shu's mentality improved a lot, and she digested the feeling of being out of control before.

Many questions followed.

She always felt that something crucial happened in the past 11 years, so that she, her future self, had to keep silent.

During this period of time, she and Yu Yang maintained a state of chasing after each other. When Yu Yang mentioned the future, he was a little scared and distressed.

But 17-year-old Yu Yang is a blank slate, and it's hard for her to think too much.Wei Shu loves her because she loves her pure whiteness, and she can't stop after being contaminated, so she won't force her to describe it.

The 28-year-old Yu Yang was hugged by her, with deep sorrow wrapped around her body, as if the consequences were more serious than the collapse of the sky.

Yu Yang was a little embarrassed. In her opinion, this Wei Shu was still young, but she was so big.

Wei Shu seemed to see her thoughts, patted Yu Yang's back with soothing hands, and finally kissed Yu Yang's forehead.

As a result, the two stayed too late and missed the last bus. Wei Shu was waiting for a taxi at the intersection.

Standing next to her, Yu Yang saw that there was a bakery open opposite, and ran over when the green light turned on.

Wei Shu hadn't reacted yet.

Yu Yang turned around: "Don't come here."

There were no cars on the road, Wei Shu looked at the back of Xiao Pao.

Yu Yang ran in and bought a palm-sized cake. Luckily, there were some, and she still had 100 yuan in her trouser pocket. Originally, such a small cake was not given to candles, so she simply bought a box with money.

"Wei Shu!"

It was a red light again, and Yu Yang stood opposite and looked at Wei Shu.

Wei Shu also looked at her. There were a lot of cars at the red light, and they looked at each other through the traffic without knowing it.

Yu Yang's heart beats too fast because of running

Quickly, she thought of what was written in the diary today, if my mother works night shift and my father is on a business trip, I want to sleep with Wei Shu.

I feel like I used to be able to think of anything.

But this kind of Wei Shu is indeed very good, so good that she feels that this is a dream.

Wei Shu was wearing a school uniform. Their high school uniform had very wide trouser legs, and some short boys piled it up at the ankles, and later changed it to a drawstring one.

The one for Wei Shu was only up to her ankles. She was wearing white socks, and the sneakers were the co-branded sneakers that even Feifei had mentioned, the kind that made all the boys in their class cry.

She was standing under the street light, and behind her was a closed shop. When the green light came on, it was Wei Shu who ran over first.

"You slipped too fast, too."

There is also a bus station here, and the passing taxis say that there are passengers, and it is a bit difficult to wait for an empty bus.

Yu Yang sat on the bench at the bus stop, plugged and pulled the cake, and complained, "It will be more convenient to take a taxi in the future, just use your mobile phone."

Wei Shu: "There will be me in the future."

Yu Yang glanced at it, but didn't answer. He just lit the candles. The matches were not working well, and it took several to light them.

"Let's make do, you make a wish."

Wei Shu closed his eyes and made a wish, then blew out the candle.

Yu Yang shook his legs, looked at the somewhat empty street, and said, "I thought you only liked me, and you wouldn't like others."

Wei Shu: "And then?"

She actually thinks there are other reasons, and Bai Yingyu is not that reason at all.

"Until I found a box full of love letters."

Yu Yang lowered her head, she kept thinking about that day, it was the second week after Xiaoman left and everything was finished, she was really sad.

Arguing with Wei Shu has almost become the norm, and it is usually her one-sided kind. Parents persuade her to calm down, and Wei Shu is also very sad.

Of course Yu Yang knows this, she just resents herself, people always get angry with the closest person, as if they know that the other person will not leave.

How confident I was at that time, I was sure that Wei Shu loved her and only loved her, even if I was disheartened, when I was sick, Wei Shu accompanied Bai Yingyu for surgery.

But later Yu Yang also felt that he didn't say anything.

If she said so, Wei Shu would definitely come to pick her up.

But... but... Lian Feifei said that she was dead, so couldn't she just order it.

Yu Yang wanted to have a good talk with Wei Shu, so she put off the work at hand and went home to organize things, Xiaoman's things.

After Xiaoman's death, all the things that used to be collected by Wei Shu were put in their storage.

in the room.

Yu Yang didn't like to do housework in the first place, and she didn't go into the storage room a few times. Everything about Xiaoman was deleted from her mobile phone, but there was nowhere to put her miss, so she went in to look through the photo album.

Wei Shu printed them out, made a photo album, and wrote down the date, where he was, and what he ate.

Compared with Yu Yang, her words are too few, but she has always been very careful in this regard.

There are a lot of things in the storage room, most of which are Yu Yang's things. She always buys a lot of useless things that have no place to put them and don't need them, so they just pile them up in there.

As a result, I turned over to the bottom carton and wrapped it with tape many times, it was thick.

Yu Yang opened it with a knife and saw some small things inside, such as a bubble machine, a bear teacup, a hair rope, and many letters. Yu Yang had no impression of it.

Wei Shu's handwriting is beautiful. Although Yu Kaihe eloped with someone in her early twenties, she is a very good woman. From the handwriting, it can be seen that Wei Shu's handwriting was forced to practice by Yu Kaihe.

The handwriting is beautiful, and some specific strokes have been learned by Yu Yang.

There are some love poems from abroad, mixed with the botanical garden in Nanzhou yesterday, riding a bicycle to the long embankment together, or taking a small boat...

Yu Yang thought it was written for himself at first, but found that the details were not right.She and Wei Shu have been to the botanical garden, but not in autumn. She remembers that it was summer when she and Wei Shu went. It was so hot that she was bitten all over her body. The photos Wei Shu took of her were not good-looking.

Riding bicycles to the long embankment was not summer, it was winter, and the bicycles the two of them were riding hadn't been recycled. Wei Shu didn't want to try it, but Yu Yang insisted on it.

Many similarities can be overthrown if strung together.

Yu Yang even discovered that that person was not Bai Yingyu, because there was a sentence that mentioned that I told you about my childhood, my two friends.

Those two friends are Bai Yingyu and Cao Meini.

Then who is this person?

It may be that Wei Shu is not as deep as the 29-year-old Wei Shu, and he still has a sense of youth that has not faded away, and the sense of distance has been shortened by the age difference.

It wasn't so sad when Yu Yang said it.

But her eye circles were red, a smear of cream smeared her lips, Yu Yang turned his head, Wei Shu took a fork and took a bite himself.

She said slowly, "Want to hear the truth?"

Yu Yang: "It seems that you are good at lying?"

Wei Shu: "Not for you."

"If there were someone else, wouldn't the box be kept at home?"

Wei Shu asked back.

Passers-by passed by them, curious

Looking at the two high school students in school uniforms.

Yu Yang's eyes were flushed, and the lights of the billboard behind her were reflected in her eyes, as if there were pearls about to fall.

"You could really ask her yourself."

The cake was very sweet, Wei Shu coughed, and Yu Yang grabbed her fork and took two bites by himself.

The sweet taste spread to her throat, and those sentences were still in front of her eyes.

"But if you can't go back for the time being, don't think about it."

A taxi approached in the distance, Wei Shu waved his hand, the cake box was covered by her, she took Yu Yang's hand, "Go home."

"Are you going home?"

Yu Yang asked.

Wei Shu: "Yu Yang asked me to make up math for her tonight, and she has a mock test tomorrow."

Yu Yang: "..."

Wei Shu: "Do you need me to make up?"

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Thinking of his empty schoolbag, Yu Yang nodded with difficulty, "But I didn't bring homework."

Wei Shu nodded, "I know."

Yu Yang snorted, "How did you know that?"

Wei Shu: "When we first walked together, I picked it up and found that your schoolbag is very empty."

Yu Yang: You still have this hobby!

They got in the car, and Wei Shu was reminding Yu Yang of the upcoming schedule on the way.

"Friday, that is, the mock exam tomorrow, the final exam next Thursday and Friday, and then a half-week break, and I will be in the third year of high school."

Yu Yang was in pain, which can be seen from her expression.

Wei Shu: "Your pain may be her happiness."

She thought that at noon today, 17-year-old Yu Yang met her in the cafeteria, and they were talking at the place where the card was charged.

"Wei Shu! I'm not feeling well today."

Wei Shu groaned, and reached out to touch the other person's forehead, "I don't have a fever, and you still call me so loud when I don't feel well."

The 17-year-old Yu Yang smiled and looked up at Wei Shu, "Chest tightness and shortness of breath, it may be lovesickness."

Wei Shu: "..."

Yu Yang tilted his head, "No, it's because the weather has been bad for the past two days, and I always feel like I'm going to switch with someone again."

Yu Yang mentioned that his attitude towards the future self is very bad, and he is a bit like an enemy. It is estimated that he was pitied by the future Wei Shu.

"It's so annoying, it's better not today."

Wei Shu shook his head, "It's okay."

Yu Yang told her many fun things about the future, "You also like the future very much."

"But I like you more."

Yu Yang came as soon as she opened her mouth, and she suddenly hugged Wei Shu's arm and rubbed against it like a puppy, "Wei Shu, if I'm not here for the exam tomorrow, who do you have to ask?"

Don't fail the exam! !If I count down again, my mother will definitely deduct my pocket money, then you won't see the beautiful me. "

She has always been exaggerated in her speech, she has to look cute, otherwise she will be hated by the same sex.

Lian Feifei said during dinner before that she did not expect to see Yu Yang in high school after graduating from elementary school, but she did not expect to be like this.

"I can't guarantee that."

Wei Shu thought of that 28-year-old Yu Yang, and her mood was very delicate.

I don't want that kind of future.

"Forget it, I won't force you."

Yu Yang let go of his hand, "Wei Shu."

Wei Shu hummed.

There are still people coming here, Wei Shu is so famous, people will watch her on the road, but Yu Yang's deeds are also well known among the students, so it's not surprising to see them standing together.

"Wei Shu~"

Wei Shu looked at her.

Yu Yang laughed, grabbed Wei Shu's hand again, kissed him affectionately, and said in a low voice, "I know she will bully you, so don't be angry, just treat her better."

"Anyway, it's me. It's okay to kiss her. She always looks unhappy."

Wei Shu hummed.

I thought you wanted light years to send kisses again.

She was calm on the surface, but her voice was somewhat aggrieved, "All right."

The author has something to say: One evening, before evening self-study

school playground stand

Xiao Yu (eating well): Let me tell you, Da Wei looks very... well, anyway, I wish I could follow her all day long to make her happy.

Wei Shu (biting mung bean ice): Then you go to accompany her.

Xiao Yu: What are you doing, you speak so coldly, am I accompanying you?

Xiao Yu snatched Wei Shu's mung bean ice and put it in his mouth.

Xiaoyu: Wei Shu, I don't want you to be like that in the future, it's so sad.

Wei Shu: I will treat you very well.

Xiao Yu: What’s the use of talking, come on——

Then the class bell rang.

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