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【15】

The endless rain outside aroused endless boredom in Yu Yang's heart.

She thought of the meeting between herself and Yu Kaihe a month ago.

In fact, both parents are not very optimistic about marrying Wei Shu. Same-sex marriage has just been opened not long ago. Even though most of the registered lesbians are, after all, they are just starting out, and there are too few blessings inside and out.

Looking at Wei Shu's face, she thought of Wei Shu coming back with an injury one day.

Yu Yang and Wei Shu are not in the same university, they are just the difference between the best and the worst in the university city.

Yu Yang was in the same dormitory with the Department of Performance and Broadcasting. She started to sing on the playground at [-]:[-] in the morning, and she got up at [-]:[-] to go to Wei Shu's school to have breakfast with Wei Shu.

Then Wei Shu drove her back to school on a little sheep.

At that time, their relationship was probably the best in so many years, so good that Cao Meini felt blind.

It was because it was so good, so good that Yu Yang felt that marrying Wei Shu was a match made in heaven, but when Wei Shu decided to marry his family, he was slapped by Yu Kaihe.

It was winter at that time, and Wei Shu drove directly from his home over there to the home where he and Yu Yang lived.

Yu Yang was still editing the video when he heard the voice say something and came back.

There was no response for a long time, and he turned his head and saw no one, so he stood up and looked for Wei Shu, who was washing his face.

Yu Yang always found it strange, but Wei Shu didn't look up.

It wasn't until the face was held forcibly that Yu Yang discovered that the right side of the face was completely swollen.

Yu Yang can still remember that kind of distress. She always thinks of Wei Shu's sacrifice for her when she is very tired, so she procrastinates again and again.

Even though my heart was trembling, I felt that no matter how obsessed I was, it was useless.

Nothing is difficult, feelings are, and so are people.

Wei Shu is not as mature as the 29-year-old Wei Shu, but she has the energy of Cangzhu after the rain. When you look into her eyes, it seems that you can see the blurred figure on the other side through the rain curtain.

Branded in the bottom of my heart, lingering.

It's like being bewitched.

Wei Shu sat on the sofa, staring at Yu Yang in a daze.

She had already discovered that the other party liked to look at her in a daze, as if she was looking at another person.

Is it your future self?

Yu Yang was dragged by someone, staggered, fell on the sofa, and was hugged upright by Wei Shu.

This kind of hug is a bit like she threw herself into her arms, so embarrassing.

But it seemed like she hadn't hugged Wei Shu for a long time. The familiar smell rushed to her face in an instant, making her want to cry.

Yu Yang is a person who is very good at crying. Although she is a front wave of Internet celebrities, the industry is also regarded as the ceiling. Some [-]th-tier stars are not as famous as her.

It's just that Internet celebrities are a little blind, and it's hard to have no dead ends when they are dynamic. A beautiful woman is a beautiful woman, and she is the most beautiful when she is static.

Yu Yang's date back then was an ugly picture that she personally thought was ugly.It was at an APP awards ceremony that she announced that she had won the first place in the topic of the year.That year, Yu Yang hadn't graduated from university yet, and the expression management that Internet celebrities also had was still not done correctly. The method of crying with joy was very...childish.

But after attracting a lot of fans, it turned out that this person really loves to cry, and sometimes screams when he is frightened, not to mention watching dramas live, it is such a long live broadcast, I forgot to watch it live Crying to the point of watching, scolding, and pulling out a tissue, to the extent that someone made an emoji and threatened to block him again.

I didn't block it either, because it couldn't be stopped.

Wei Shu felt that her clothes were about to be wet from crying, and she patted Yu Yang's back helplessly, she didn't know why Yu Yang was crying.

A second ago, it looked like it was about to breathe fire.

"What... what's wrong?"

Wei Shu was sitting on the sofa, and Yu Yang fell on top of her. He was hugged by Wei Shu, crying to the point of holding Wei Shu behind him and not letting go, crying loudly.

In fact, Yu Yang didn't cry very much later on, because there was no such trivial daily live broadcast to pass the time in the afternoon. Du Meiyuan joined her studio and served as half of her manager, and began to take care of her.She is also filled with a busy life and needs to appear delicately in front of the camera to be a perfect fairy.

The mask has been worn for a long time and she can't take it off. She also wants to be the Yu Yang that everyone likes, the radiant one, who hides and tucks her baby Wei Shu, and waits until she is fully worthy to make it public.

The object of my marriage is that Wei Shu.But she forgot that she and Wei Shu did not marry casually.

But the hard work is too painful, and I deny myself every minute and every second. The ceiling of Internet celebrities is actually an achievement that many people envy.

It’s just that life is not a horizontal comparison. Wei Shu omitted Yu Yang’s illness that recurred during this accelerated and even morbid development. Yu Yang clutched his festering wound and started to feel inferior again, and refused to say anything else .

Xiaoman's death tore away all the peaceful appearance, revealing the bloody inside.

They quarreled, and Yu Yang quarreled one-sidedly, smashing Wei Shu's entire collection of cups, cell phones and computers, and all the furnishings on the table fell to the ground.

Crackling like her own shattered shell, she thought she was a rotten soul riddled with holes.

Yu Yang felt that Wei Shu would be scared away by her sooner or later, and would divorce sooner or later.

She herself wants to make an appointment for divorce first.I stopped work for a week, went to the cemetery to see Xiaoman, and then lay on the bed and opened my eyes to let go.

When people reach the limit, they don't want to do anything, they want to escape, but when they find there is nowhere to escape, they fall back again.

It was raining heavily, thunder was everywhere, and the penguins of the classmates were discussing whether there was an evildoer crossing the catastrophe.

And in this building, the clips on the clothes hangers on the balcony were blown against each other by the wind, making crackling noises. Wei Shu hugged Yu Yang tightly, as if Yu Yang was picking up a precious memory.

Reluctant to let go and have to let go.

As Yu Yang's partner, Du Meiyuan noticed early on that apart from Yu Yang's paranoid personality, most paranoid people are good at torturing others, and Yu Yang is good at torturing himself.

Day after day, the flowers remain on the surface.

"Yu Yang, you need to have a good talk with Wei Shu."

Yu Yang refused. She put on Hanfu for a new promotion, and her makeup was very elegant, like a beauty out of a picture scroll.

On the surface it looks perfectly normal.

"Wei Shu and I have nothing to talk about."

She was applying lipstick in front of the mirror, and the smudged lip makeup had a fruity fragrance.

Wei Shu is not very good at comforting people, she held the trembling body in her arms.

Yu Yang is very small and thin, but she has a round face, which makes it seem that she will not give the impression of being thin at first glance.

Wei Shu met Yu Yang for the first time, and Yu Yang met her earlier at the opening ceremony.

It was the day before school registration, and Yu Kaihe wanted to say hello to the school leader, after all, Wei Shu only transferred here in the second semester.

On that day, Yu Yang came to the school to put things away. She always had a lot of things, and she had to have several cups at school.

Went shopping with Lian Feifei and bought new ones, for fear of being scolded by her mother, she left school first.

Although the school opened the day before, there were not many people there. Yu Yang and Lian Feifei passed by Yu Kaihe's car, and Wei Shu just opened the window.

Yu Kaihe was still on the phone.

The winter vacation has just passed, but it is still quite cold. Yu Yang is wearing a bright yellow jacket with horn buttons and a scarf with red and white polka dots. While walking, he shows off to Lian Feifei, "My quicksand cup of fat sauce is not bad, when I drink it Just like the stars also..."

Interrupted by Lian Feifei: "That's too scary, the stars who drank a lot."

Yu Yang: "You know shit."

Looking very energetic, Wei Shu sat in the car and thought to himself: "Are all the girls in the south talking like this?"

Facts have proved that the stereotype of her is only for Yu Yang, completely ignoring Lian Feifei's rough voice.

It's actually quite miraculous to like this kind of emotion to appear on Wei Shu.

Since she was a child, she didn't have anything in particular. Learning is to pass the time, but also to learn. Cao Meiyi took her to learn skateboarding for the sake of her seniors.

Yu Kaihe had a season card for skiing and only went there twice and thought it was a waste to let her go. Later, she became a member of the bow and arrow club when she was working because of social entertainment.

And Cao Meiyi saw one and fell in love with the other in adolescence, and the male star changed from Xiaolizi to Dou Sen, and then changed from abroad to China. Unlike Wei Shu, he never particularly liked it.

I asked her if she thought she was handsome, and she said it was fine.

When it comes to female celebrities, she also thinks it's okay, she's pretty, not bad, and she's gone.

After all, it is very far away.

And when she saw Yu Yang, she just felt that she wanted to take a second look, but when she closed her eyes, her mind was still full of the other party's voice.

It's a pity that she is not very good at expressing, which may be due to family reasons.

She was even a little cautious, hoping that Yu Yang would like her more.

After all, as Wei Shu, this is the first time he has received such passionate love.

The love of her family is passing, and the love of her classmates who wrote love letters to her is short-lived. Wei Shu has always wanted to be hotter.

However, Cao Meiyi said that you are an outdated Bingshan character design, no one likes it, and central air conditioners are popular now.

Wei Shu comforted the trembling body in her arms, she could smell the fragrance of Yu Yang's hair, the milky fragrance of her shower gel, and what felt deeper was the other party's tears, which wet her shoulders, as if seeping into the Her flesh and blood made her also start to ache.

"Don't think about her."

Wei Shu held Yu Yang's hand, and after speaking, Yu Yang bit her, biting her collarbone through the clothes, and bit her so hard that Wei Shu hissed in pain.

"You are her."

"Then you are my wife."

She was good at assimilating concepts, but Yu Yang noticed that he had bitten Wei Shu to the point of bleeding.

She hurriedly jumped off the sofa, rummaging through boxes and chests to find the medicine box.

It's a pity that the memory of the former home is too long, she ran away, crying again in anxiety.

Wei Shu leaned on the sofa and said, "Under the tea table."

Watching Yu Yang looking around helplessly, I only reminded him now.

so bad!

Yu Yang glared at her, but was attracted by Wei Shu's eyes. She felt that there was the emotion she wanted in it.

how can that be possible.

She turned her head, picked up the medicine box, but refused to look at Wei Shu.

That tooth mark was really arrogant, his skin was torn and bloody, and Wei Shu pursed his lips when he applied the medicine.

Yu Yang: "You deserve your nonsense."

Wei Shu looked at her: "I didn't talk nonsense."

Her bangs were still wet, hanging down in strands, vaguely covering her eyebrows, but Yu Yang felt that the other party seemed to be smiling.

The blue shirt was stained with blood stains, Yu Yang couldn't wipe it off, and frowned.

Pressed by Wei Shu's finger on her brow, Wei Shu called out to her, "Yu Yang."

Yu Yang: "What are you doing!"

Wei Shu: "I'm serious."

There was no beginning or end to this sentence, but Yu Yang understood it.

But she didn't want to answer, she was a little scared.

This Wei Shu is too different from the Wei Shu in her memory, very good, but too good to be real.

"I'll be nice to you."

Yu Yang suddenly patted Wei Shu on the face, "If I didn't talk about the future that day, I still pretended to be my 17-year-old Yu Yang?"

"Are you still hanging out with me, watching me run around?"

Wei Shu was silent for a moment, "I was going to make up math for you."

Yu Yang: "Come on, you know what a fart."

Wei Shu: "Lian Feifei told me."

Yu Yang: This traitor! ! !

"I also knew you were going to kiss me."

Yu Yang: "...you forget it."

Wei Shu: "I'm looking forward to it."

This made Yu Yang a little embarrassed. He let go and closed the medicine box, sighing, "To be honest, Wei Shu, I hate you very much, but I love you very much, but this has nothing to do with being at this age."

"I think the divorce is serious. Looking back on so many years, the pain seems to be greater than the joy."

She was hugged from behind, and this posture was very similar to the movements that 29-year-old Wei Shu liked.

A seemingly invisible kiss fell on her cheek, and she heard Wei Shu say, "Then start over, the happy kind."

"OK?"

Terrible, Yu Yang thought to himself, who the hell can stand up to this kind of Wei Shu who can act like a baby.