Flashy Broken Mirror Reunion

Not everything will go according to his own ideas, for example, Chen An failed to find Li Xuan - Li Xuan went to find them after get off work, but he still missed them.

I called Li Xuan, but no one answered, probably because I didn't hear him.

Some people will suffocate if they don't say it, and some people will want to die if they don't see it.Chen An planned to go back and take a shower first, tidy himself up, and then call Li Xuan to pick him up at his door.

On the way from the company to home, Chen An scolded himself for being stupid again and again. He thought that Li Xuan was with him again because of the attraction of lust. She only wanted Li Xuan to fall in love with her again and dumped Lin Shu, but she never thought that Li Xuan still loved her.If it weren't for the conversation with Li Yuxuan today, Chen An might never be able to turn the corner. Thinking about it from another angle, how could a person like Li Xuan be entangled with a man if it wasn't because he likes it?After thinking about this abnormality, Chen An was entangled again. If Li Xuan liked him, then what happened to him and Lin Shu?Li Xuan is not the kind of half-hearted person, he can't do that kind of shitty thing... All kinds of questions are snowballing in Chen An's mind, and they are about to explode, so I must ask him today.

As soon as he opened the door, Chen An took off his coat and hurried into the bathroom, wanting to see Li Xuan earlier, what he didn't see was the phone that lit up after he entered the bathroom, and the caller ID was Li Xuan.The phone rang twice after a minute or two, and the name on the screen changed to Gu Tong.

For the action at night, Chen An did a deep cleaning in the bathroom, scrubbing clean inside and out, front and back, but when he walked out of the bathroom, he was stunned by the scene in the living room.

One person is lying naked on the sofa, and the other person is standing there with the door open. If the naked person is Li Xuan and the person standing at the door is Gutong, then nothing will happen. But the one standing at the door is Li Xuan!

Chen An, who came out of the bathroom with only a towel around him, wondered why such an astonishing scene would be staged in the living room just after taking a shower.

Li Xuan looked at Chen An, then at Gu Tong, then turned around and closed the door to leave.

The sound of closing the door shook Chen An's whole body, and he ran after him: "Li Xuan, Li Xuan, listen to me, it's not what you saw, you misunderstood!"

What a familiar scene, he left just like that at that time, and it was four years after that, how many four years are there in life?There may not be him again in the next four years... The more Chen An thought about it, the more he panicked, and he couldn't help speeding up his feet, but he was wearing a bath towel, and his running movements were too large. Holding on to the bath towel, he tried his best to run forward... almost, almost catching up with him.

Chen An finally caught up with Li Xuan at the gate of the community. Li Xuan was bending over and saying something to the taxi driver.

He couldn't let him leave like this, Chen An stepped forward in three steps at the same time, grabbed Li Xuan's arm, gasping for breath: "Don't go..."

Seeing Chen An who was out of breath, wearing only a bath towel and chasing him barefoot, the last wall in Li Xuan's heart collapsed.

"Why did you run out without any clothes on?" Li Xuan stood in front of Chen An and helped him arrange the bath towels that were at serious risk of revealing his flesh.

"I'm worried, I'm afraid you'll leave like before and never come back." Chen An still held Li Xuan tightly, fearing that he would get in a taxi and leave in the next second, "It was a misunderstanding just now, it wasn't you As I saw it, I don't know why Gu Tong is there, I went in to take a shower after I went back, and he was there as soon as I came out, I really didn't ask him to come here..." Chen An, who calmed down a little, grabbed I seized the opportunity to explain quickly, fearing that the person would not believe me and kept repeating.

"Okay, okay, I get it, I'm not angry." Seeing Chen An anxiously explaining, Li Xuan's eyes were full of tenderness.

"Not angry? Then why did you turn around and leave?" The honking of the taxi answered the question instead of Li Xuan. Li Yuxuan was sitting in the car, and Li Yuxuan was lying on the window looking at them with golden eyes.

"Can you go? I'll ask for an extra fare later." The taxi driver honked his horn impatiently. What are the two big men doing here?

Li Xuan took out the money and handed it to Li Yuxuan, and took a picture of the license plate with his mobile phone before letting the driver drive.

"Brother, can I really not stay?" Li Yuxuan looked at Li Xuan reluctantly.

"Be obedient, go back today, and I'll ask you to come out with me later when I have time."

"A word is settled!"

"It's a word."

"Why is Xuanxuan here?" Looking at the leaving taxi, Chen An really didn't understand the situation.

"I wanted to ask you to have dinner together, but no one answered your phone calls, so I brought her over to find you." Li Xuan took off his shoes and passed Chen An, but Chen An didn't want them. Li Xuan said that he had a sock attitude Resolute, Chen An put on his shoes.

"Turning around and leaving, I just want to tell Xuanxuan to go back first. Obviously, the situation just now cannot be resolved in a while."

"If you really have a clear conscience, try to have faith in me. I have my judgment."

The two walked side by side, Chen An listened silently to Li Xuan's words, this man was calmer and wiser than he imagined, this man trusted him more than he imagined, this trust could not be let down.

"If you ran out without any clothes on, that door..."

"Fuck!" Chen An hurried back.

When he got home, Gu Tong had already left, picked up the clothes scattered all over the floor and left, the door was unlocked.

"Actually, the law and order here has always been pretty good." Chen An awkwardly found a step for himself, Li Xuan was noncommittal.

Chen An picked up the phone and saw that there were indeed two missed calls from Li Xuan, and the other was from Gu Tong. A text message popped up, and it was still from Gu Tong. Chen An didn't want to read it, but his finger was in a strange place. Yes, the text message is very long and the content is shocking.

Brother An, I'm getting married.I originally wanted to ask you for your opinion today, and I wanted to make one last effort, but I knew that I was completely hopeless without being able to say anything, and I never had hope.After I get married, I won't pester you anymore. I don't want my family to know my sexual orientation, so please keep it a secret for me.You have everything I envy, including the courage to face yourself and not be afraid of others.I once imagined that if I could be with you, then I should be able to tell my family everything, but unfortunately that day never came.I know you have always disliked gay marriage, but I have my own suffering, not everyone can be like you, after marriage I will try my best to treat her well and double compensate her.I know that I am a coward, and I can only choose to escape without courage.May we all cherish each other.

Chen An showed the text message to Li Xuan. He didn't expect that Gu Tong would choose to get married, which meant that another innocent woman would shed tears.Chen An can understand the psychology of those comrades who want to get married, but he will never forgive this behavior.In this world, there are many straight men who have been single all their lives. Why do gays have to find women to marry?Is it really liberated after marrying a woman?The family is no longer worried about you not getting married, but they will still worry about other things. There are no children who can meet the expectations of their parents in everything, and there are no parents who do not worry about their children.Since it can't solve all problems, is there any point in such a scam?

Those who say that the fraudulent marriage was done because of their parents' last resort are all excuses, and those who put all the fault of the fraudulent marriage on family and social pressure are just evasion.Although the pressure from the family and the general disapproval of the society make it very difficult for comrades to walk on this road, the root of everything still comes from inner cowardice, self-denial, and dare not face up to their non-mainstream aptitudes.The truth covered by a piece of marriage certificate will eventually break through the shackles one day, and the damage caused by that time will be far greater than it is now.

Parents are close relatives of flesh and blood. Even if they cannot accept it for a while, they will be able to face it one day. It depends on how to deal with it.The woman whose name was written on the same piece of paper is not obliged to bear this hopeless ambition.

Although he felt sad, Chen An still couldn't expose it face to face. He couldn't choose Gu Tong's future life for him, and he couldn't force Gu Tong to come out of the closet. Everyone has their own life.

Many years later, when Chen An heard that Gu Tong's gay status was broken by his wife, he asked for a divorce and parted with half of his net worth, and felt sorry for him again.Are you really happy during these years of living a lie?Do you often wake up in the middle of the night with nightmares of being seen through?Divorce is a kind of relief, but there are some things and emotions that cannot be smoothed out by divorce.Of course, all of this is just Gu Tong's life and has nothing to do with Chen An.

Chen An thought about the relationship between Li Xuan and Lin Shu again, but their situation seemed to be somewhat different. Lin Shu obviously knew the relationship between Li Xuan and her ex-lover, but she still chose to marry Li Xuan, and she also knew Li Xuan Are you messing with yourself again now?

"Does Lin Shu know about your relationship with me now?" Chen An lowered his head and kicked the corner of the table.

"I know." On the first night after being with Chen An, Li Xuan sent her a text message to tell her.

"I know she's still married to you, there must be something wrong with this woman's brain." Chen An yelled out, but what he was thinking more was why she couldn't retreat in spite of the difficulties, and dumped Li Xuan to cancel the wedding in a fit of anger?

"I don't seem to have said that I want to marry her." Li Xuan smiled.

"?" Although he felt strange about the relationship between Li Xuan and Lin Shu before, and always felt that there was something hidden in it, Chen An never thought that Li Xuan would lie to him, he is not such a naive person, "Didn't you say Let's go to drink wedding wine then?!"

"We have to wait until then." People are so naive when it comes to love, besides, this is not what Li Xuan said, he just didn't deny it.

Chen An was silent for a while, when Li Xuan thought that he would be furious, Chen An did jump up, but just jumped up and hugged Li Xuan: "That's so fucking great!"

"You really don't need to marry her?"

"real."

"You really don't like her at all?"

"..."

Chen An squatted in the corner and drew circles, feeling overwhelmed.

"Just kidding, I've only ever liked one person."

"Who?" Although he had already guessed who it was, Chen An still wanted to hear Li Xuan say it himself.

"you."

Chen An howled forward: "Me too! I love you, only you! I love you to death!" A series of confessions could not express the joy and excitement in Chen An's heart at this moment.

Until later, Chen An never figured out why Gu Tong took off his clothes and lay on his sofa that day, but whatever, as long as Li Xuan didn't misunderstand.However, the door lock or something seems to need to be replaced.