Flashy Broken Mirror Reunion

Chen An went straight to Li Xuan's dormitory, but Li Xuan didn't come back, so he hurried to find Li Xuan's internship place, but still didn't come back, holding the last hope, Chen An went to the apartment he rented, but there was no one, so he called Xie Minyun , Xie Minyun didn't know... Exhausted, Chen An went to Li Xuan's dormitory to wait for him again, and waited all night, from day to night... The phone was dialed over and over again, showing that it was turned off... That person seemed to have evaporated from the world, and he was over and over again. There was no trace.

Unprecedented fear enveloped Chen An, and Li Xuan's breakup hit Chen An's heart so hard that it hurt.

Lying on the bed in Li Xuan's dormitory, Chen An still dialed Li Xuan's number over and over again, from being turned off to being unanswered, this small change still cheered Chen An up, and continued to dial So, maybe, maybe next time he will pick it up.

The miracle did not happen, Li Xuan never answered the phone, nor turned off the phone, Chen An had to call Xie Minyun again, the two of them had the best relationship, and the call was quickly connected, when Xie Minyun's voice came from the other end, Chen An suddenly I was a little nervous and my heart beat faster, afraid that Xie Minyun still didn't know where Li Xuan was.

"Is something wrong?"

"Is Li Xuan with you?"

"No."

"Xiao Xie... If you find out that Yan Cheng is with another man, will you break up with him?" Chen An's heart was fluctuating, and he was afraid of hearing an affirmative answer.

"You were discovered by Li Xuan when you were with other men?" Xie Minyun looked at Li Xuan who was beside him, motioned him not to speak, and turned on the speakerphone.No wonder Li Xuan's complexion was not very good, and he didn't say anything when asked.

"Actually, it's a little more serious than that."

"How serious is it? Going to bed?" Xie Minyun probably guessed the reason.

"No!" Chen An quickly denied, "I just kissed him, and when Li Xuan saw it, he wanted to break up with me." People are always like this, when the same thing is told by different people, they always They will automatically modify their remarks to benefit themselves, no matter how wrong they are.

"Who did you kiss?" Xie Minyun asked through gritted teeth.

"Gu Tong..."

"You MB, why are you kissing others when you have nothing to do?" Chen An's answer made Xie Minyun, who has never swear words, swear words.

"He asked me out, who would have thought that he would record all my four years of university life, and even cut it into a movie and showed it to me. Would you not be moved?" If Chen An knew that Li Xuan was in On the other end of the phone, he would definitely not say that. In terms of emotion, there is indeed. After all, human hearts are made of flesh, but this is only emotion. There is a distance of Li Xuan between emotion and love. Only Li Xuan makes him feel like him. But what he didn't know was that his words pushed the only person further away. This was more hurtful than the kiss with Gu Tong. If he lost his heart, what's the use of keeping someone?

"Why don't you die!" Xie Minyun hurriedly turned off the speakerphone, walked to the side and lowered her voice, "If he cuts a movie for you, you will be so moved to kiss him, if he jumps off a building for you, you will not be so moved as to marry him .”

"You're exaggerating..."

"Chen An, do you know how messed up you are? Do you know how much Li Xuan endured for you? Do you think he kept silent because you did the right thing? It's all because he likes you! You will run away if you control too tightly, he will bear with you, he will be angry with you for fun, but use this to deliberately anger him, how many people would like such a fun?! "

This kind of words seemed familiar, Li Xuan also said today, Chen An took Li Xuan's refraining from crying and making trouble as a default, and unscrupulously touched his bottom line again and again.

"You and that ancient boy, everyone knows that he is interested in you, but you still don't keep a distance, friends, right? What can Li Xuan say if you are friends? Can you stop interacting with your so-called friend?"

"I'm really bored with him..." Chen An defended in a low voice.

"It's boring, why are you kissing him? I forgot, this is you, you have been like this since high school, I shouldn't tell you this, because you don't understand love at all, loving someone is wholeheartedly, isn't it Eating what is in the bowl and looking at what is in the pot, all you want is the feeling of being surrounded by people. After being with Li Xuan, I thought you had changed, but I didn’t expect you to be the same you in the end. If Li Xuan is tied up, I should also stop him from being with you, you will never give him what he wants."

Xie Minyun scolded Chen An ignorantly. He knew at first that Li Xuan didn't like him getting too close to other boys, but he couldn't help it. That habit seemed to have gone deep into his bones and he couldn't quit. Chen An thought Since he can't change, why should he wrong himself? He wants to change others. He wants Li Xuan to get used to him, but what he doesn't know is how hard Li Xuan has endured to get used to him. He also forgot that there is something called pressure in this world. The last straw for the dead camel, his repeated temptations to Li Xuan will eventually wear out scars in Li Xuan's heart, but when the scars reach a certain depth, they will be indelible.

Coming out of Xie Minyun's place, Li Xuan walked on the campus road, replaying today's events over and over again in his mind. At first he thought that Chen An was just acting, but he didn't expect him to say that he was moved. It turned out that they were the protagonists of the movie, and he was just a passerby. ...

The days with Chen An are always much happier, otherwise Li Xuan would not have endured until now. He likes Chen An's inadvertent thoughtfulness, he likes the way Chen An is jealous and crazy for himself, he likes Chen An He likes the cheap and naughty expression... He likes Chen An more than just, his love was given to Chen An unreservedly that night in Hainan.

Knowing that Chen An was only driven by desire for him, Li Xuan still inevitably fell into his offensive. He was too confident in himself, and he always thought that he would be the one to subdue Chen An, but he was wrong, Chen An was Wild wolf, he cannot be tamed by man...

Li Xuan didn't know why he walked downstairs to Chen Peijie's dormitory, or because he wanted to find someone with the same disease to lick each other's wounds.

"I broke up with your brother."

Chen Peijie didn't say anything, as if he had foreseen it long ago, he pulled Li Xuan into the dormitory: "You can sleep here today, sleep well, tomorrow is a new beginning."

Chen Peijie was no longer in pain as before, or it was just a disguise in front of that person.

For Li Xuan's arrival, Han Wanlin kept frowning. Although the "3P" incident in the freshman year was found to be only Chen Peijie's intentional anger at him and did not exist, the hostility towards Li Xuan could not be erased.After breaking up with Chen An, why did he come to find Chen Peijie, or did he want to find Chen An's shadow from Chen Peijie?Thinking like this, Han Wanlin almost couldn't control herself and stepped forward to pull Chen Peijie away, telling him the man's "bad intentions", and the phone rang to save him in time.

"Tingting..."

Hearing this name, Li Xuan obviously felt that Chen Peijie's expression froze suddenly, and he still couldn't let it go.

"I want to move out." Chen Peijie helped Li Xuan make the bed, "I'm going to be driven crazy just looking at him every day."

"Leaving may be the best way." Li Xuan empathized with Chen Peijie's pain. This sentence is not only to Chen Peijie but also to himself.

Turning on the phone, 32 missed calls were displayed, all of which were Chen An.

The moment before Chen An called Xie Minyun, Li Xuan listened to the phone ringing again and again, and his heart gradually softened. It was probably a moment of anger at the time, as long as Chen An would bow his head and admit his mistake, this matter would be over. Exposed, but the next phone call made him realize how ridiculous his original thoughts were. That person didn't have any consciousness at all. He was tired and didn't want to go on like this, so he might as well let it go.

Li Xuan nodded and sent a text message.

"I'm serious, break up, don't call again, I will be very troubled."

……

Mo Jinzhi was woken up by the hasty knock on the door, and Chen An opened the door with red eyes standing at the door: "Mo Jinzhi, you bastard, I treat you as a friend but you stab me in the back, you know I like him , I can't do without him, why do you take him? Why do you want him to see? Let him leave me? "

"Shh, why are you running into my dormitory early in the morning to be crazy? You don't want to sleep and others will sleep." Mo Jinzhi pulled Chen An to the balcony and closed the door to avoid disturbing his sleeping roommate.

"You fucking can't see me like that? I told you where I am not to let you bring Li Xuan over! Do you know what you did? He wants to break up with me!" The moment Chen received Li Xuan's text message, Chen An feels dizzy, who can tell him that this is not true, obviously they were still together a few days ago, and now he said to break up like this, Chen An couldn't accept it, he remembered Mo Jinzhi left when he chased him out Che found a reasonable scapegoat for everything that happened, and the pain and remorse all turned into anger when he saw Mo Jinzhi.

"Hello? Are you entangled with Gu Tong behind Li Xuan's back? Is it my fault that he broke up with you? It's you! If you don't get entangled with other men, will he break up with you?" Mo Jin She has missed it once, and she can't do it again and again. What she can do now is to wake up the man in front of Li Xuan. There are some things that Mo Jinzhi knows that Li Xuan can't say, but there are some things that he will never know if he doesn't tell him. What a mistake.

"You feel your conscience and say that during the more than a year you have been with Li Xuan, how many days have you settled down? Either you provoke this or that, don't you have enough people around you?"

Mo Jinzhi's words were like knives, every sentence pierced his heart. Chen An's heart was flirtatious, he couldn't change it and didn't want to change it, he just wanted the people around him to get used to him and tolerate him.

"No, he has always known about me, and he hasn't mentioned breaking up for such a long time..." The more he spoke, the more confident he became, and his voice gradually dropped.

"Li Xuan is different from you! What he wants is Yan Cheng and Xie Minyun's kind of love that only sees each other, not your kind of mercy."

Chen An slid against the wall and sat on the ground, propping his forehead with his hands, not wanting Mo Jinzhi to see his embarrassment.In Mo Jinzhi's memory, except when he was a child, Chen An seldom cried when he grew up. Now he is sitting on the ground like this, with his head bowed and crying... If this is not love, what is it?

"If you have time to cry by my side, it's better to cry for him. I don't regret taking him there. If you didn't do it, he wouldn't be able to leave. It's up to you to hang yourself on a tree or the whole forest." .”

Chen An still kept his head down and couldn't see his expression, the drops of water falling on the ground betrayed him, he wanted to pretend to be strong, he wanted to pretend that what Mo Jinzhi said was wrong, he wanted to pretend that Li Xuan would not leave... …

The school, the company, and the dormitory Chen An kept running back and forth, but Li Xuan kept avoiding him, and his mobile phone number was changed after that day. Chen An's calls and text messages all disappeared without a response.Li Xuan really wanted to break up, otherwise he wouldn't have done it so decisively, and the breakup would be completely clean, without procrastination, without breaking the ties.

Chen An kept low and low, Gu Tong was yelled back when he came to look for him, the last thing he wanted to see now was Gu Tong, this man was the fuse that caused him to break up with Li Xuan, if possible, he hoped never to see each other again.

On the day of graduation defense, Li Xuan finally showed up. Chen An stayed downstairs in the dormitory early and wanted to see him, but when he saw Li Xuan and Xie Minyun walking side by side from a distance, Chen An did something that he couldn't even think of. Behavior—hiding.

Chen An detoured to the side of the dormitory building, leaning against the wall, and heard Li Xuan's voice getting closer and closer, his heart beat like a drum. At this time, Li Xuan seemed to have come out of the shadow of the breakup, talking and joking with Xie Minyun I asked him if he planned to settle things with Yan Cheng after graduation. Hearing this, Chen An's mood fell suddenly. If you can't give it to him, he doesn't know how long he can last.

In the end, Chen An still didn't meet Li Xuan, and went back to the apartment alone. Every corner of the apartment was filled with the life of the two of them. Chen An was at a loss, he didn't know what to do, his heart told him that he wanted to see Li Xuan wanted to be with him and never be separated; his rationality told him that he didn't want to hurt Li Xuan, and he was afraid that he would disappoint Li Xuan again and make him sad, so he dared not go to him.

That day was also Chen An's graduation defense, and when Mo Jinzhi fished out the dispirited Chen An from the apartment, he realized that he had missed the time for his defense.The tutor notified Chen An to defend for the second time, but he still didn't go...

On the day of the graduation ceremony of University A, Chen An went secretly, saw Li Xuan standing among a group of people in a bachelor's uniform, took out his mobile phone to take pictures, and kept it.

Three years, Chen An said to himself, give him three years, if he still can't forget Li Xuan by then, if he can not find anyone else during these three years, then he will go to Li Xuan.No matter when Li Xuan forgets himself or has someone else, he will not let him go.

Mo Jinzhi left the country after graduation, not to find Gu Weijie, but just wanted to change the environment and get away from all this; Chen An re-educated for a year, because Li Xuan was still in this city, he wanted to be closer to Li Xuan Chen An didn't look for another man in the past year, he always felt that Li Xuan was watching him from a certain corner.Sometimes Chen An would go to Li Xuan's company, wanting to see him from a distance, but most of the time he couldn't see him, sometimes even if he saw him, he would only rush in for a few seconds, but these few seconds were enough for Chen An to wait. reason.

A year later, Chen An graduated from university and returned to City H. Half a year later, Chen An's old illness relapsed, and at a dinner party, he met a waiter. At this moment, what Chen An thought was that it was a good thing he didn't go to find Li Xuan, otherwise he would be sad again.

The reason why a slut is called a slut is precisely because he knows it's wrong to do so, but he can't help but still do it. Generally speaking, Chen An is such an out-and-out slut.After three years, less than half of it, he gave up on his own initiative, and he deserved the loss!